It was already dark outside the window in the middle of the night, and there were some lights left in the residential buildings. Most people had turned off the lights to sleep, but Gu Chaoming's house was brightly lit.
Gu Chaoming stood up and stood in front of the living beast that resisted the light.
A loud slap.
It sounded in the middle of the night, and it sounded on Gu Chaoming's face.
Gu Chaoming stood up straight, his head tilted to one side, and his cheeks felt a burning sensation.
Seventeen years of experience allowed Gu Chaoming to be able to take Gu Tao's slap without touching his cheek no matter how painful it was.
That looks cowardly, and it's useless.
With a slight pain in his mouth, Gu Chaoming endured the anger in his chest and bit the slightly painful lip wall.
He persuaded himself, persuaded himself not to be impulsive.
You have faced this kind of scene, this kind of slap, many times, and you can handle it well, right
I can handle it well, and I can't be found by Lin Jianfan to be injured, right
Gu Chaoming asked himself.
He is not afraid of being hurt, he is not afraid of bleeding, he is afraid of seeing Lin Jianfan cry again because of himself.
Seeing Lin Jianfan cry, that feeling is more painful than his own injury.
Gu Chaoming turned his face to look directly at Gu Tao who slapped him under the lamp, his tone was surprisingly calm: "How much will it cost this time?"
Gu Tao, who was stared at by Gu Chaoming, was a little surprised by Gu Chaoming's calmness.
"Where did you hide my things?" Gu Tao's tone was eager, as if he didn't care about anything, as long as he said what he said.
"What? I don't know." The burning sensation on Gu Chaoming's face was still there. Against the burning sensation on his face and the light above his head, Gu Chaoming continued to ask Gu Tao coldly, "How much does it cost this time?"
"I don't want the money, I have it." Gu Tao was scooping something in his pocket, and Gu Chaoming suddenly had a very bad feeling.
Gu Tao took out a bank card from his pocket, looked up and down, and dazzled it in front of Gu Chaoming.
"You still have so much money in your room, so there must be a lot in this card." Gu Tao laughed.
Gu Chaoming hid in the room to prevent Gu Tao from going home to ask him for money and all the banknotes he took out were turned over by Gu Tao.
"What's the password? Tell Dad quickly." Gu Tao squeezed the bank card with his fingers, holding Gu Chaoming's bank card and laughing like he was holding money.
The bank card went up and down with Gu Tao's arm under the lit light, and the light was attached to Gu Tao's arm, turning back into Gu Chaoming's eyes.
That was the living expenses his mother gave him, and he told his mother not to send so much money during the day.
That was the money he had saved, the college living expenses he had saved.
is his future.
Also his present.
His current livelihood and future support are all at Gu Tao's fingertips.
Like pinching his fragile life, choking his fragile throat.
Gu Tao squeezed Gu Chaoming's remaining rationality with his fingers.
Pinch, crush.
Gu Tao laughed under the light of the room, his face was like a rugged mountain. He laughed and never noticed the change in his son in front of him.
Gu Chaoming stared at the bank card shaking in Gu Tao's hand, the scorching heat on his face was still warm.
The devil is showing off, provoking, and questioning.
Maybe he is really similar to Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming thought, his calmness can only last for a while, and soon his originality will be exposed.
Sure enough, he was still the same as Gu Tao.
All his family property was pinched at Gu Tao's fingertips. Gu Tao smiled and asked him for the password. Gu Chaoming was silent, silent.
A hungry cheetah pounces on its prey.
Gu Chaoming pounced on Gu Tao, who was pinching his present and future.
Cheetah swoops down on prey.
Gu Chaoming pounced on Gu Tao.
Gu Tao was lying on the ground. The head was originally a beer bottle he threw around. If Gu Chaoming hadn't picked up the beer bottle after entering the door, Gu Tao would have hit the back of his head now. There was a fallen wooden chair on Gu Tao's waist, which was put back by Gu Chaoming. If there was no Gu Chaoming, Gu Tao's waist would definitely be bent.
If there was no Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming hated himself, why did he clean it up? If he didn't clean up, Gu Tao might now be half-dead, or his waist would be damaged and his head injured, and he wouldn't have to snatch the bank card in Gu Tao's hand so hard.
How much money Gu Tao wants, he will give it.
Who let him have such a father.
When Gu Chaoming robbed the bank card, he was not thinking about what to do when he lost the bank card and had no money.
What he thought about was his own future, the future that Su Bing said he would take the same university entrance examination for.
The moment he saw Gu Tao swinging his bank card, Gu Chaoming seemed to see a wild beast, seeing a roaring beast devouring his future.
Gu Chaoming kept coming up with the idea of regretting cleaning up, regretting that if Gu Tao did not fall, he would either die or be injured.
Gu Chaoming is robbing him of his future.
regardless of costs.
His arms and cheeks were scratched by Gu Tao, and his stomach was also kicked by Gu Tao's freed legs. Gu Chaoming didn't notice the pain at all, and he focused on grabbing the bank card in Gu Tao's hand.
He grabbed it.
He robbed his future.
The palm of his hand touched the cold card, the card was cold, but Gu Chaoming's heart was hot, even hotter than his cheek slapped by Gu Tao.
Holding the icy card, Gu Chaoming saw a bloodstain on his arm. The blood slid across the back of his hand, Gu Chaoming didn't care, he held the card, and his eyes flashed.
He was obsessed with robbing bank cards, and he was excited, the bloodstains on the back of his hands flowed from his fingers into his palms.
Gu Chaoming didn't notice that the card that was not warm in his cold palm was stained with his own blood.
How could he realize that the moment he grabbed the card, he didn't even notice that Gu Tao picked up the beer bottle placed by the sofa.
The beer bottle hit Gu Chaoming's brow bone, and hit the little scar that Lin Jianfan had promised to rely on to find him in the next life.
The pain from the irritation of the brow bone reminded Gu Chaoming of his beast-like behavior just now.
He is subduing violence with violence.
Stay with the beast and he will become a beast too.
Once again realized that he would become the second Gu Tao, a beast trained under the beast of life.
Gu Chaoming suddenly wanted to escape, from the brightly lit home.
He ignored Gu Tao on the ground, the bank card in his hand was stained with bright red blood, and the lights in the room were arresting him.
"A dragon gives birth to a dragon, a phoenix gives birth to a phoenix, and the son of a mouse can make a hole."
Gu Chaoming sniffed and swallowed his saliva. His heart was as chaotic as porridge boiling in a pot, bubbling continuously and rushing out of the pot.
He wants to escape.
I don't, I'm not, I can get out of here later.
Those who can leave here will be with Lin Jianfan.
Together with Su Bing and Cen Xili.
In that summer, in that June.
Gu Chaoming suddenly wanted to see Lin Jianfan very much, wanted to hold his hand, wanted to hear him tell him that it was okay, wanted to kiss his lips to gain calm and peace of mind.
He wanted to see him, right now.
He wanted to escape, right now.
Gu Chaoming stumbled towards the door, but Gu Tao, who got up on the way, roared and didn't stop.
It doesn't matter if you trip over something you have not packed under your feet, or hit your head against furniture and bleed.
He just wanted to run away, he just wanted to see him.
Gu Chaoming's scalp was bruised, bleeding out, and he was running on the road in the middle of the night. The night wind couldn't fill the wound, and the wound hurt like a small fireworks.
Regardless of the pain on his body, Gu Chaoming ran forward desperately. He had nowhere to go, he wanted to go to the beach where all his troubles could be heard, but there was no car.
He wanted to go to the bank of the river near his home, but he stumbled on the wrong way.
Ran across the road, ran through the alleys with only street lights.
It was cold at night, and the coat was fluttering in the wind. Gu Chaoming ran very fast, and he didn't dare to stop.
The wind was chasing behind him, and he couldn't stop.
At night, the street lamp curiously discussed Gu Chaoming who ran under the lamp, and the shadow who ran with Gu Chaoming under the lamp was too tired.
After running up an overpass, Gu Chaoming finally stopped when he was exhausted.
Standing beside the overpass, looking down at the road with few vehicles under the overpass.
There was no traffic, and the street lights on the side of the road illuminated the sidewalk he had just run over.
Gu Chaoming looked back on the road in the past, and looked back at his life.
His life was cold and barren, as barren as a road without traffic under a bridge.
His mother divorced, his father beat him, and the cold wind blew his life in the middle of the night.
Barren to the point of having nothing in his life, he grabbed a bank card to be regarded as the future, and Gu Chaoming had blood on his ear.
Mingming grabbed his future and saw the flat road under the bridge. Without the urging whistle of the car whistle, he still thought of one word that could wipe out his future, wipe out his life, and wipe out everything about him—death.
His mother left him, his father Gu Chaoming didn't want to mention it, and he didn't seem to have any expectations.
In just one year, many accidents happened, and his mother left his life.
A year, time is passing, relatives are leaving.
He seems to have lost a lot and gained a lot.
When he was in his third year of high school, Liu Yi was about to get married. The new friend he made in the community was Zhou Han, and his grades were getting closer and closer to his dream.
And Lin Jianfan, who he owns.
Have the young man who dreamed of him in his dreams, and his dreams were bright.
The boy whose name carries the good wishes of his parents, the boy who loves him to the point of being sad and crying.
He is so fragile, what should he do if others bully him again when he is gone
He wants to protect him.
Lin Jianfan's name carries the expectations of his parents, and so does his own name. He knew little about his mother's new man, and he had said before that he would be a little man who would protect his mother.
If he's gone, what should the mother do if that man abuses his mother
He also misses this world, the world where roses and beasts coexist.
Nostalgia for the universities that have not been reached in this world, nostalgia for the scenery that the world has not seen, nostalgia for the people in this world.
Gu Chaoming wanted to see Lin Jianfan very much, very much, very much.
He leaned against the overpass and sat down on the ground, his heart pounding, he couldn't hold back his tears.
He didn't want Lin Jianfan to see him cry, so he desperately endured it.
In the cold air in the middle of the night, Gu Chaoming took out his mobile phone and called Lin Jianfan. It was very late, but Gu Chaoming wanted to be self-willed once, and he wanted to ignore all that.
After waiting on the phone for a few times, the other side connected, and Gu Chaoming heard Lin Jianfan's lazy voice.
Gu Chaoming endured his hoarseness and asked straight to the point, "Are you free?"
Who would be free at this time, Gu Chaoming didn't have any expectations and just wanted to hear his voice, but Lin Jianfan immediately replied, "Yes, what's the matter with you?"
No anger after being woken up, just quick affirmative answers and caring questions.
Before getting on the phone, I really wanted to see him, I wanted to hug him directly, and tell him all the pain and patience in my heart, but when I really wanted to talk to him, Gu Chaoming couldn't say anything.
Gu Chaoming tried his best to laugh out: "Hahaha, we are playing Truth or Dare. I lost. I said that I would call someone in the middle of the night. After thinking about it, you are the only one who can't scold someone when I call at night."
Gu Chaoming lied.
Lin Jianfan wanted to speak, but Gu Chaoming said again, "Are you asleep?"
"No, I'm going to bed soon. After saying good night to you, I couldn't sleep and got up again." Lin Jianfan said.
"Don't lie to me, your ability to lie is poor, you know? I can hear you turning over the quilt."
"Then don't lie to me. There are no lively voices around you. You are not playing a big adventure, are you?"
Gu Chaoming was silent, and after being silent, he tried his best to smile: "Sure enough, he is a scholar, you have guessed it all."
Lin Jianfan's voice was soft and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?"
Lin Jianfan hesitated: "Are you crying?"
Nestled in the quilt, Lin Jianfan heard Gu Chaoming's patient nasal voice.
Gu Chaoming immediately denied: "Who cried, you just woke up and heard it wrong."
This time, Lin Jianfan was silent, and Gu Chaoming didn't want him to know, so he wouldn't pick it up.
Gu Chaoming sat on the icy overpass, the fence behind him was icy cold, and the cold wind blew through.
"Can you..." Gu Chaoming wanted to ask if you could chat with me for a while
But Lin Jianfan asked him, "Where are you?"
"Why? Miss me?" Gu Chaoming was stubborn.
Gu Chaoming was just joking, but Lin Jianfan said, "Well, I miss you, I want to see you now, so tell me where you are."
Hearing Lin Jianfan saying he wanted his affirmative answer, Gu Chaoming's heart softened. He was speechless for a while, tears poured into his eyes uncontrollably, and his heart was sour, he just wanted to hear his voice, but Lin Jianfan told him that he missed him.
The mother's gradual departure, the father's beating, and the concerns of life are all moving away, and when the concern is far away, new people enter and new companions approach.
That person is Lin Jianfan.
Nice to meet him.
Gu Chaoming burst into tears on the other end of the phone. He opened his mouth to tell Lin Jianfan where he was, but his mouth startled him. His hoarse voice was choked up, and he dared not speak again.
Gu Chaoming swallowed his choking and adjusted his voice. He was still stubborn and didn't want Lin Jianfan to see him like this: "I'm just joking with you this big night, don't come here."
Lin Jianfan could see through his fragile stubbornness with a single glance through the air.
For the first time, Lin Jianfan was so resolute, even with a commanding tone: "Tell me where you are, and I will come to you."
"You don't have to come, I..."
"I'm not looking for you, I just want to play Truth or Dare with you."
With a too soft answer, the injured Gu Chaoming couldn't hold back. He stroked the hair on his forehead with his palm and leaned against the fence of the overpass, trying to force the tears that were about to flow back into his eyes.
In the end, he told Lin Jianfan the address.
No one passed the overpass in the middle of the night, Gu Chaoming felt very cold, and the cold wind at night blew into his breath.
Hanging up the phone, Gu Chaoming wiped his face with his hands and found that the wound on his hand was still bleeding.
Gu Chaoming let them flow freely and flowed out of his heart, but he wanted to stop quickly before Lin Jianfan arrived.
Gu Chaoming on the overpass didn't know where Lin Jianfan came from. He looked under the bridge, to both sides of the bridge, and looked down whenever a car passed by.
Before Lin Jianfan came, Gu Chaoming packed himself up, he didn't want Lin Jianfan to see him like this. Gu Chaoming stood up, pulled his clothes, wiped the tears from his face with his sleeve, put his hand on the railing of the overpass, and looked into the distance thinking about what Lin would say after seeing Fan Lai.
The night wind was very cold, Gu Chaoming shivered several times, and the phone only had 18% of the battery left. Gu Chaoming was afraid of shutting down the phone. He was afraid that Lin Jianfan would not be able to receive the message he sent him, so Gu Chaoming kept holding the phone until the text message sounded.
Lin Jianfan: "I got off the bridge.
Gu Chaoming looked under the bridge, but saw no one. He ran to the other side of the overpass and saw the taxi that had already started driving away slowly.
A white coat carrying a bag of things ran two steps up the stairs leading to the overpass.
There was a light at the corner of the stairs, Gu Chaoming watched him run up step by step, looked up at the corner of the stairs, the yellow light covered his face, and the white coat covered his body.
Gu Chaoming saw the angel at night.
The angel looked up to see him, stepped up to him, and came to him. Going upstairs too fast, a little panting.
As soon as he saw the words prepared in Lin Jianfan Gu Chaoming's stomach, all of them disappeared without a trace.
He couldn't say a word, he just wanted to hug Lin Jianfan.
But he didn't.
Because it is so dirty.
Lin Jianfan ran to Gu Chaoming's side, and when he saw Gu Chaoming's red eyes, he felt a pain in his heart. Like Gu Chaoming, he didn't say a word. He stretched out his hand to hold Gu Chaoming's cheek, and turned to Gu Chaoming's head to check his injury, but Gu Chaoming refused.
Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's hand that was dragging his cheek and wanted to grab it, but Gu Chaoming tried hard, but Lin Jianfan fought with him and refused to let go.
The two were stronger than the other, Gu Chaoming looked at him, Lin saw Fan's hands were straining, and his eyes were fixed on him. The two looked at each other, their hands tensed.
Lin Jianfan was never as strong as Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming put a lot of water, and his palm was against the skin of the back of Lin Jianfan's hand.
Lin Jianfan knew the disparity and knew that this was not the way to go, so he shouted out Gu Chaoming's name: "Gu Chaoming!"
Gu Chaoming looked at him and loosened his grip on his palm. Lin Jianfan felt that Gu Chaoming's palm lost the strength to compete with him, and Gu Chaoming slowly softened, and the grip he had just hard turned into a gentle and reluctant kneading and touching.
The palm of the hand touches the back of the hand, the back of the hand rubs the palm of the hand, the pattern of the palm is pressed against the smooth skin of the back of the hand, the back of the hand receives the temperature transmitted by the palm of the hand, and the bones of the hand soften to comfort and touch.
Gu Chaoming's eyes fell on Lin Jianfan's face, as if he had suffered great grievances from Lin Jianfan, and let go of Lin Jianfan's hand.
The fingers lingered, and when they separated, they ran across the back of Lin Jianfan's hand and touched Lin Jianfan's fingers.
The lotus is broken and the wind is sticky.
Lin Jianfan dragged Gu Chaoming's face again and turned around to check the injury. Seeing the bright red flowing into the auricle, Lin Jianfan felt a pain in his heart.
The blood was in chaos, like brushing an unfinished wall. Gu Chaoming wanted to turn his head and not let Lin Jianfan see, but Lin Jianfan was very strong in the night.
Lin Jianfan grabbed his arm, made him turn his face to face him, and searched for the wound in the hair where the blood was coming from.
The night wind is sometimes gentle and sometimes strong, and the blood is dried in the night wind. Lin Jianfan's fingers touch the fresh blood, which is sticky and slightly fishy.
The fingers were stained and dyed light red, and Lin Jianfan's fingers searched in the hair.
After finding the wound, Lin Jianfan felt so distressed that he didn't dare to touch it, and his fingers only dared to hover around the wound.
"Does it hurt?" Lin Jianfan asked softly.
His eyes moved from the wound to Gu Chaoming's face and met Gu Chaoming's eyes.
Lin Jianfan made no secret of the distress in his eyes, but Gu Chaoming's heart softened when he met his eyes.
A piece of ice on the surface of the glacier melts, the glacier collapses, and the river flows.
Facing Lin Jianfan who was worried about him, Gu Chaoming still pretended to be relaxed: "It's okay, what could be wrong with this injury."
Lin Jianfan looked at him: "This point?"
Gu Chaoming didn't want to see him feel sorry for himself, so he teased him with a smile and said, "Is this bigger?"
Lin Jianfan sighed helplessly.
Gu Chaoming added: "This shouldn't affect my intelligence, I'm still so smart."
Seeing that Fan couldn't laugh, Lin scolded him, "Slippery tongue."
"How do you know I'm glib? Would you like to try it?"
"Don't misinterpret the meaning of the idiom, I will deduct your points."
"Team leader, don't be so serious."
It's been a long time since I called him that title, and Gu Chaoming smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth. Lin Jianfan glanced at him, he was still pretending to be skinned at this time.
Seeing Gu Chaoming's red eyes, coupled with pretending to be funny, Lin Jianfan was really distressed.
"Anywhere else hurt? I brought medicine." Lin Jianfan raised a large bag of medicine that had been thrown on the ground.
The bag is very big, and there are all kinds of medicines in it, dangling around. Through the transparent plastic bag, Gu Chaoming can see bandages, iodophors, medical tape...
Gu Chaoming lied and said, "No more."
Lin Jianfan didn't believe it, "Is there really no more?"
Gu Chaoming nodded: "It's really gone, don't you believe me?"
"I believe in other things, but you are a repeat offender in these things. I can't believe it. You still say no, your hands are bleeding."
The wound on his hand didn't feel anything, Gu Chaoming raised his hand to look at it and smiled at Lin Jianfan: "This time it's really gone."
Lin Jianfan hung the bag full of medicine on his arm, touched Gu Chaoming's body, patted Gu Chaoming's whole body, and confirmed that he was not injured anywhere else.
"Okay, it's really okay." Gu Chaoming said.
"If it hurts, just say it, don't hold it."
Gu Chaoming's heart was hit by warmth, and he stared at Lin Jianfan's eyes for a long time and nodded: "Yes."
Lin Jianfan took out gauze, iodophor, and cotton swabs from the bag to bandage him. Prepare things, Gu Chaoming is taller than him, and Lin sees that it is a bit inconvenient for Fan to handle the wound with a cotton swab, so he has to hold his hand.
"Do you want me to squat down?" Gu Chaoming said.
Seeing Fan dealing with the wound, Lin was inexplicably angry: "I'm not that short yet, you can just turn to your side."
"I'm afraid you've been holding sour hands all the time."
Lin Jianfan put the cotton swab in his hand and said, "No."
Gu Chaoming was silent for a while, Lin Jianfan didn't say anything while dealing with the wound, Gu Chaoming stared at his fair arm.
Lin Jianfan said, "How can your blood flow into your ears?"
"I don't know, it may have a soft spot for my ears, hahahaha..." Gu Chaoming laughed.
Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming, who was smiling, with eyes that seemed distressed, blamed, and ordered him to stop laughing.
Gu Chaoming is a child who knows his faults. After being looked at by Lin Jianfan with a reproachful look, he did not dare to refute and whispered, "I just found out that you are actually so fierce."
Lin Jianfan changed a cotton swab to deal with the blood in Gu Chaoming's ear. The cotton swab is soft and rubbed in the pinna.
very itchy.
The whole ear becomes the most sensitive part.
After rubbing the cotton swab, Lin Jianfan carefully wiped the blood stains with the cotton swab to help Gu Chaoming: "Maybe you only met the real me today."
Gu Chaoming laughed without fear of death: "It's better to be a little fierce, and a little fierce and cute."
Lin Jianfan glanced at him, and Gu Chaoming looked back at him with a smile on his face.
"The word cute is not allowed to describe me in the future." Lin Jianfan said.
Gu Chaoming was puzzled: "Why?"
"No reason, it just doesn't work."
Gu Chaoming guessed: "Because it's used by girls?"
Lin Jianfan glanced at him and hummed.
"Cute is not only for girls. You don't understand the group leader. Cute is to express love for a thing. If you misunderstand, you will lose points."
"Where did you learn it?"
"The girls in our class, I heard what they said last time."
"I don't allow it anyway, I don't want to hear that word."
"Dictatorship." Gu Chaoming said.
Lin Jianfan looked at him again, and the movements in his hands increased.
Gu Chaoming: "Not only dictatorship but also violence."
Lin Jianfan looked at him seriously: "Don't use words that praise girls to praise me in the future."
Gu Chaoming smiled, it turned out that the problem was here, Lin Jianfan was someone who had to sit with his legs apart.
"Both men and women can use it. It's not a word to praise girls, and it doesn't treat you as a girl."
For some reason, Gu Chaoming felt that Lin Jianfan was really angry, and quickly explained: "Then I'll change the word, it looks good..."
The word is also a bit…
"Handsome."
"Yushu faces the wind, looks valiant, and looks better than Pan An..."
Lin Jianfan stopped him: "Stop!"
Gu Chaoming laughed, watching Lin Jianfan earnestly helping him clean up, his body was cold, but his heart was so hot that he could melt his body.
"Aren't you angry?" Gu Chaoming asked carefully.
"I'm not angry." Lin Jianfan said.
"You were obviously angry just now."
"when?"
"When you say ummm."
Lin Jianfan didn't want to hear those two words, so Gu Chaoming replaced it with ummm.
"If you really don't like it, then I won't say it. This will be a forbidden word in the future."
Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming, who smiled at him.
After a long time, Lin Jianfan said, "Don't say it in the future."
Gu Chaoming smiled again: "Okay, don't talk, don't talk."
After speaking, Gu Chaoming started to kill again: "You are really fierce today."
Lin Jianfan said to him expressionlessly: "Today is limited."
After the wound was treated, Gu Chaoming helped Lin Jianfan to clean up the rubbish from the dressing. Gu Chaoming wrapped a bandage on his head and wrapped the trash with a tissue.
After throwing out the trash and looking at the time, Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan, "Did you sneak out of your house?"
"That's right." Lin Jianfan said.
Turning against the light, Lin Jianfan suddenly stretched out his hand towards him, Gu Chaoming was stunned for a moment, and he slowly reached out to hold Lin Jianfan's hand for unknown reasons.
At the moment when his palms touched, Lin Jianfan grabbed Gu Chaoming's hands and said, "Your hands are cold."
"It's okay, I don't have frostbite, but you can protect yourself."
Lin Jianfan grabbed Gu Chaoming's hands and rubbed them until they became hot.
Gu Chaoming felt the warmth, and his heart was riddled with holes, which were easily repaired and filled by a pair of warm hands.
Gu Chaoming was always surrounded by warmth.
As we all know, the night wind is cool and he is warm.
The inner defense collapsed and was captured by Lin Jianfan's warmth.
Gu Chaoming didn't want to be embarrassed in front of Lin Jianfan, even though he had been embarrassed so many times. He didn't want to cry in front of Lin Jianfan, but he still shed tears easily.
Because of a small touch, a warm transmission.
Gu Chaoming burst into tears in desperation, tears flowing from the corners of his eyes, and his heart was sour.
The sudden tears, Gu Chaoming saw that Lin Jianfan was a little panicked, and quickly pulled out his hand to wipe the tears from his face.
He cried silently, only the sound of tears rolling down his cheeks from the corners of his eyes.
Silent cry, surrounded by warmth.
Small things always touch his soft heart.
Gu Chaoming thought that Lin Jianfan would be at a loss, and wanted to joke with Lin Jianfan to ease the atmosphere, but Lin Jianfan hugged him, his chin rested on his neck, and whispered in his ear, "You have a very unhappy day today, right? ? You have been pretending, for fear that others will see it and feel that no one can trust you, and even the most trusted person can't understand you."
Lin Jianfan revealed his hidden things at once, and Gu Chaoming seemed to be seen through by him.
Lin Jianfan said in his ear: "You can't feel that life is hopeless, there will always be light when you move forward."
The fog that had surrounded him for seventeen years had dissipated.
Gu Chaoming slowly stretched out his hand and hugged Lin Jianfan back and hugged Lin Jianfan into his arms. Gu Chaoming turned his head slightly, Lin Jianfan's hair brushed his cheek, and Gu Chaoming hugged him and said, "Thank you."
Gu Chaoming was greedy for Lin Jianfan's warmth, and Gu Chaoming heard Lin Jianfan say in his ear, "This is also today's limit."
Gu Chaoming didn't speak, but buried himself on his shoulder, rubbing his auricles against Lin Jianfan's temples, bit by bit.