In order to avoid Gu Tao, who was entangled in others, and to avoid the dean who caught them playing cards, Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan's hand and led him to run.
Running, on the way after school, on the campus boulevard.
Lin Jianfan was often pulled by Gu Chaoming's arm or wrist, and he could always see Gu Chaoming's tall back, the back that was shrouded in sunlight and the setting sun.
There was wind in his ears, and he recorded Gu Chaoming's back with his eyes.
He was always behind Gu Chaoming, because Gu Chaoming always habitually pulled him behind him to protect his posture when he was in danger.
But today, for the first time, Lin Jianfan took the initiative to take Gu Chaoming's hand and ran, and took him away from that world, never to return.
For the first time, Lin Jianfan mustered up the courage to confront Gu Chaoming's father, Gu Tao, rushing out of the unfamiliar language.
Only Lin Jianfan knew that when he was confronting Gu Tao, his heart was shaking, but he didn't want to show his cowardice at a critical moment.
No matter how much your heart is shaking, you can't shake your voice.
He spoke to Gu Tao in a gentle way, trying to get the same treatment, but he also knew it was futile, and he didn't know what better way to rescue Gu Chaoming.
In the end, when he knew that Gu Tao was already a mad beast, and when nothing made sense, he chose his original choice.
Pull on Gu Chaoming and run away, just like he used to run away with himself.
Holding his hand as if to flee to another world.
A blooming world.
Lin Jianfan pulled Gu Chaoming and ran downstairs. He was unfamiliar with his life. He was only afraid of Gu Chaoming's anger last time. He asked Su Bing for the address and went there once. Now, based on the memory of when he came, he successfully took Gu Chaoming out of the community without getting lost.
On the way, I met Zhou Han who had just returned from the supermarket and was carrying plastic bags from the supermarket with his mother.
Zhou Han walked with his head down and played with his mobile phone, feeling that someone was running by and looking back from the mobile phone.
In the half-dark sky, the time has not yet come, and the street lights have not yet turned on, he saw the back of the two running holding hands.
They ran hand in hand, running into the distance to become two little black dots in the gray night sky.
Running past, familiar figures, Zhou Han immediately recognized that it was Gu Chaoming who ran over, not to mention that the mother who was walking in front of him saw Gu Chaoming being run by a boy holding hands, as if she got a hand to chat after dinner Information, the mouth began to chat with his son.
Just those few words.
"None of their families are normal."
Zhou Han was sure that it was Gu Chaoming who was being led away, but he was not familiar with the one in front of him, so he initially judged that it was Lin Jianfan, and he could only think of Lin Jianfan.
Hearing her mother's constant chatter in her ear, Zhou Han told her to talk less, but her mother was not happy.
Zhou Han looked back again, the figure running behind him had disappeared, leaving only a gray and reddish sky.
The sunset that fell to the end was clawed at the end of the sky, blending with the gray of the sky into a dark red.
Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who was holding his hand and leading him to run. It was the first time he saw Lin Jianfan's back from this perspective.
Protected view.
It turned out that he ran with Lin Jianfan before, and this is what Lin Jianfan saw.
Gu Chaoming's mouth burst into a smile, and he couldn't help but smile while running. The sunset, which was reluctant to fall, lay on the horizon and stared at them silently.
Staring at the smile on the corner of the running boy's mouth, she was finally willing to fall down, dropped into the sky with satisfaction, and exited the curtain.
When Lin Jianfan was dragged and ran to see Zhou Han and his mother, Gu Chaoming turned his cheek intentionally, fearing that she would gossip again, but it was useless.
Where rumors want to go, they will never stop.
He was the Gu Chaoming who was misunderstood by the doctor in the hospital about his relationship with Lin Jianfan and wanted to speak up. He was also Gu Chaoming who was afraid of gossip in the community.
Both are him.
Courage and fear coexist.
The area is really unfamiliar, Lin Jianfan came here by car, just to give Gu Chaoming a surprise. In the past, when Gu Chaoming came to look for him and got lost, he could tell him the way home, but now, Lin Jianfan was looking at an unfamiliar street, so he could only take him out of the community and then drag him to an unmanned small town. Stopped in the alley.
Seeing that Fan let go of his hand and turned around, Lin looked at Gu Chaoming's face without scars and bloodstains, but he was still not at ease.
"Shall we go to the hospital?" Lin Jianfan Fang asked softly.
The distress wrapped in the voice was like a water ball hitting Gu Chaoming's heart.
Gu Chaoming didn't like going to the hospital, and he didn't want to see Lin Jianfan worried, even though he would be very happy when he saw Lin Jianfan worried about him.
Gu Chaoming still put on his usual smiley face mask, and said to Lin Jianfan, "What hospital are you going to go to at night, isn't it going to the food festival?"
Gu Chaoming took out his mobile phone and glanced at the time: "It's still too late, I have to send a message to Su Bing and the others. They have sent so many messages to ask us."
Gu Chaoming smiled and turned over the phone screen to show Lin Jianfan.
Su Bing and Cen Xili sent a lot of messages to the two of them who suddenly lost contact, whether it was a single or group message on the mobile phone screen.
Messages were displayed on the screen. For the first time, Lin Jianfan pushed Gu Chaoming's mobile phone away willfully: "Leave them alone, tell them that we are not going, and I will take you to the hospital first."
At this moment, with his body injured, Gu Chaoming was still in a good mood to think that Lin Jianfan's willful appearance was cute.
"Okay, listen to you, then leave them alone." Gu Chaoming typed quickly and typed "We have something to do, we won't go" on the keyboard. No matter how Su Bing replied, Gu Chaoming turned off the phone.
"Will this be a bit bad? You'd better have a word with them." Lin Jianfan didn't know that Gu Chaoming had replied to Su Bing. It shouldn't bother how Gu Chaoming gets along with his friends.
Hearing Lin Jianfan's words, Gu Chaoming looked at his worried face. Lin Jianfan was still the good boy who was always worried about others. He was afraid that if he didn't reply to Su Bing, Su Bing would have opinions on Gu Chaoming.
The willful and worried look made Gu Chaoming just want to pinch his worried cheek.
"It's okay," Gu Chaoming said jokingly, "the two of them, we can't talk about it, they will definitely speak ill of me behind my back, don't worry, bad things are inevitable."
Lin Jianfan was so serious, but Gu Chaoming was so playful and smiling.
Lin Jianfan raised his head when he heard Gu Chaoming's joke, with a little reproach in his eyes: "What time is it, are you still joking?"
Lin Jianfan's serious expression didn't show any smile, and Gu Tao made him unable to laugh.
"Why are you so sullen? I already told them that we won't go, don't worry," Gu Chaoming explained, stretched out two index fingers and poked Lin Jianfan's cheek, raised the corner of Lin Jianfan's mouth, "laughs. Just smile, don't make a straight face."
"Too serious, life will be difficult." Gu Chaoming said.
His fingers pressed against Lin Jianfan's soft cheeks, and forced a fake smile on Lin Jianfan's face.
In the gray air, Lin Jianfan's eyes suddenly turned red after hearing Gu Chaoming's words. Gu Chaoming stopped the index finger that raised the corner of Lin Jianfan's mouth, and once again blamed himself for not being able to speak.
"Ahhhh, what's wrong?" Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's cheeks with his fingers, and touched Lin Jianfan's blushing eyes.
"It's okay." Lin Jianfan raised his hand and wiped his red eyes, shaking his head with a strong look, saying that he was okay.
Gu Chaoming touched his cheek: "I'll just say it casually, life is not difficult at all, how can it be difficult to live with you?"
Gu Chaoming explained eagerly, fearing that one of his inappropriate actions would make Lin cry when he saw Fan.
"If you feel bad, tell me, don't cry, I feel bad when you shed a tear." Gu Chaoming kept stroking Lin Jianfan's red eyes with his fingers, as if he wanted to harden the blush around Lin Jianfan's eyes. Putting it back, it seemed like he wanted to use his constantly stroking fingers to suck away the blush from Lin Jianfan's eyes.
Lin Jianfan sniffed, lowered his head slightly and said, "Am I so useless? A big man only knows how to cry."
"Who said that boys can't cry, and crying is not a girl's prerogative. Men don't flick their tears, but they don't flick it. It's not that they refuse to play. It's alright." Gu Chaoming began a series of comforts. He doesn't want his teenager to feel that he can't do anything, he just has a softer heart than others.
"Besides, I have cried too. Everyone has cried, regardless of gender. This is a normal emotion..."
Everyone has cried.
When he said this, Gu Chaoming remembered the evening when Lin Jianfan accompanied him to the hospital for the first time. He kept laughing to stop the crying. He remembered the night when he left home with his luggage. He received Lin Jianfan's concern. Crying in the streets.
He told Lin Jian that there was nothing wrong with Fan crying, it was human nature, but he himself endured human nature, always enduring not crying, enduring not crying in front of people.
He told the crying Lin Jianfan that it was normal to cry, and he wanted Lin Jianfan to know that it was okay to cry in front of him, there would be no blame, only comfort.
Because he knows how hard it is to hold back and not cry when he is sad, and how lonely it is to have no one to accompany him when he is in pain.
Whether it is floating or falling, Gu Chaoming has tasted it, but he doesn't want Lin Jianfan to taste it too.
It was his own fault to let Lin Jianfan taste it.
After being persuaded by Gu Chaoming's incessant language, Lin Jianfan did not cry, but his red eyes retracted his distress.
Gu Chaoming's mouth was almost dry, and he smiled gratified when he saw Lin Jianfan's eyes returning to normal.
Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan, who had his red eyes closed: "Let's go, I will reward you and buy you your favorite yogurt."
Just holding back and not crying will be rewarded. Lin Jianfan struggled to say no at first, but Gu Chaoming was so strong that he forced him into a nearby small supermarket.
In the supermarket, Gu Chaoming took out one of Lin Jianfan's favorite flavors that he had noticed, and showed it to Lin Jianfan who was standing on the side, showing off, "I remember which one you like to drink this time."
When he was still doing odd jobs in a small supermarket, Lin Jianfan came to see him in the store. Gu Chaoming forgot what he said about the yogurt he drank recently. Gu Chaoming has been remembering it since that day, observing and observing the yogurt that Lin Jianfan likes to drink. taste.
He forgot when he told Lin Jianfan the joke "Do you like me?" He also remembered it, laying in bed and thinking about it for several nights. At that time, he really just said it as a joke, but he never thought that Lin Jianfan would always remember it.
He always remembered that he always had himself in his heart, Gu Chaoming shrugged his shoulders in excitement as he lay on the bed, and pulled up the pillow to cover his face.
After taking the yogurt that Gu Chaoming handed over, Gu Chaoming directly poked that I was paying attention to you, Lin Jianfan bit his lower lip embarrassedly.
The lights in the supermarket are very bright at night, and the plastic packaging on the shelves is dimly lit. Gu Chaoming smiled proudly in the light of the supermarket, handed out the yogurt, and closed the freezer door proudly.
After paying the bill and walking out of the supermarket, Lin Jianfan took the yogurt and asked Gu Chaoming again worriedly how his health was and if there was any pain.
Of course Gu Chaoming wouldn't say it because of the pain. He was used to enduring it and not saying anything.
"Really don't go to the hospital?" Lin Jianfan asked.
"No, you see I have a wound on my face, right?" Gu Chaoming raised his hands to his face to make a flower shape.
"You are tucked, I can't see it." Lin Jianfan whispered.
"I didn't tuck it," Gu Chaoming said, touching the collar but not the zipper. He hated that he was wearing a sweater instead of a jacket. Gu Chaoming opened his arms and said, "Look, I opened it."
"You are poor."
"Hey," Gu Chaoming ran to Lin Jianfan with his arms outstretched, and Lin Jianfan was forced to stop.
"Why?" Lin Jianfan asked with the yogurt.
Gu Chaoming shook his open arms: "I want to hug."
A man over 1.8 meters wanted to hug him like a coquettish man, Gu Chaoming approached step by step, Lin Jianfan pushed him away: "It's still on the street."
"Didn't you promise me last time in the hospital?" Gu Chaoming still refused to withdraw his hand.
"It also depends on the situation. There are people on the side of the road." Someone on the side of the road was already looking over, and Lin Jianfan avoided the gazes of others.
"Then I'll take you to a place with no one." Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan's hand regardless of the eyes of the pedestrians on the road.
Lin Jianfan took Gu Chaoming for a run once, and after escaping from the house, he regained his familiar perspective once again.
In the dark night, Gu Chaoming dragged him to run, running through unfamiliar streets, running into alleys, ignoring the eyes of others.
In the dark night, teenagers run, accompanied by the wind, and the stars are dripping.
Running in the unfamiliar alleys, running through the alleys, Gu Chaoming finally stopped, Lin Jianfan's crowded alleys suddenly opened up, not far away was a long river under the dark night, the street lights dotted the river bank, stretching to the horizon.
Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan to the river bank where he often sat to avoid Gu Tao, and took him to the river bank where there was no one at night.
The wind on the bank of the river was a little stronger than usual, but luckily the weather turned warmer, and the slightly stronger cold wind at night was not enough to mention.
"I used to come and sit here often." Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan's hand and walked to the stairs by the river bank to sit down.
The green leaves of willow trees withered in winter by the river are drooping and fluttering in the breeze. When I was a child, I heard from my mother that someone would fall in love by the river, but I didn't expect him to bring Lin Jianfan here today.
"There's no one here, let me hug." Gu Chaoming on the stairs by the river bank was like a bastard on the top of the river. Only by being close to Lin Jianfan could he satisfy him.
"Then give me a hug." Lin Jianfan was unnaturally shy when he came to a place where no one was there.
The cold night wind strokes the green willows by the river, strokes the calm river surface, and strokes the heart of the young man.
Gu Chaoming stretched out his arms and embraced Lin Jianfan and hugged him tightly. He regretted why he chose to wear a sweater today, if he was wearing a jacket, he could unzip the zipper and wrap Lin Jianfan in his jacket.
The yogurt was set aside, cold by itself. Lin Jianfan slowly stretched out his arms and hugged Gu Chaoming back, wrapping his arms around Gu Chaoming's broad back.
"Have you considered not to live with your father?" Lin Jianfan rested his chin on Gu Chaoming's shoulder.
"I thought about it." Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan more and more tightly.
He never wanted to, he also fled, but life brought him back to that home again.
"He will come to the school to find me, all kinds of troubles."
"Then why didn't you call the police?" Lin Jianfan asked.
"It's useless, and..."
Gu Chaoming stopped, he didn't want others to know that he had such a father.
The ugliness cannot be made public.
The arrogance of a seventeen-year-old is inseparable from the sensitivity of adolescence, which includes both a fervent desire for love and an extreme concern for the eyes of others.
He has been paying attention to the strange eyes and words of his neighbors for seventeen years, and he just wants to block those eyes and words in the community, so that no one else knows. He was even afraid that if other people knew that his father was Gu Tao and that he had the terrifying thought of killing his own father, would anyone be willing to be friends with him, and would they treat him like the people in the community? He pointed.
Lin Jianfan felt Gu Chaoming's avoidance. He never reported this to the police. He told Gu Tao at Gu Chaoming's house that there was a recording of the phone call, but it was just to intimidate Gu Tao.
"That can't keep your dad like this..."
Lin Jianfan helped Gu Chaoming to think of a way, but found that the way he thought was unreliable.
"Then I'll try to move out." Gu Chaoming said when Lin Jianfan was racking his brains to find a way.
After being brought home by Gu Tao, he also thought about renting a house outside, but thinking that he would eventually be brought home by Gu Tao, he never implemented it.
Recently, Gu Tao went home frequently and asked for money frequently. Gu Chaoming felt that he could no longer support it, and his disgust for returning to that home soared on the basis of the original.
He was disgusted and afraid to go back to that house, he was disgusted to go home and see Gu Tao, it was a daily nightmare.
When leaning on the desk in the room, Gu Tao's waving arm swayed in front of his eyes. Gu Chaoming's desire to escape became stronger and stronger. Lin Jianfan gave him an opening to his accumulated emotions and gave him the courage to escape from Gu Tao. Decide.
"Su Bing helped me find a house before, I can ask him, and you can come over in the future." Gu Chaoming said.
Lin Jianfan nodded: "Then I'll wait. If he pesters you again in the future, you have to tell me."
"Okay." Gu Chaoming buried his forehead into Lin Jianfan's neck, absorbing the heat from Lin Jianfan's body.
Gu Chaoming rubbed against Lin Jianfan's neck, the hot air from his lips exhaled on Lin Jianfan's skin. The air in the cold night wind suddenly became restless, Gu Chaoming's nose rubbed all the way up, Lin Jianfan's face was red from Gu Chaoming's rubbed neck all the way to the top of his head.
Luckily, there is darkness as cover.
Lin Jianfan took a step back, the friction between his neck disappeared, but the anxious breath in the wind did not change.
Gu Chaoming didn't speak, he saw Lin Jian Fan's blushing face, and his slightly flustered movements smiled.
"I don't know what to do." Gu Chaoming said.
"I know." Lin Jianfan pouted.
Gu Chaoming smiled wickedly, opened the lid of the yogurt and took a big mouthful of yogurt.
Lin Jianfan turned his head to look at Gu Chaoming, who was laughing at him, and the gentle night wind blew up Lin Jianfan's bangs, revealing Lin Jianfan's forehead. The spring breeze brushed against Lin Jianfan's cheek, and the light moonlight fell on his face.
Gu Chaoming was drinking yogurt and saw such a beautiful scenery, but he couldn't help but reach out and touch Lin Jianfan's eyebrows, lying about dirty things.
A reason that has remained unchanged for centuries.
Fingers touched Lin Jian Fan Luojin Moonlight's eyebrows, whether it was the cold moonlight or the warm sunlight, it was a foil and embellishment on his face.
Gu Chaoming stroked Lin Jianfan's eyebrows, yogurt swayed in his hands, and pressed his arms into a chest that was as warm as the sun.
Gu Chaoming was hugged by Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan's head rested on the side of his ear, his hair rubbed against his ears, making his ears itchy and reddish, this feeling continued along Gu Chaoming's itchy ears. It itch to Gu Chaoming's heart.
Lin Jianfan hugged without words, Gu Chaoming put his fingers on the yogurt box, and he heard Lin Jianfan's laughter in his ears.
Like soft snow, it fell softly in his heart.
"I like you."
A night-time confession was sent into Gu Chaoming's cochlea in the moonlight and the breeze.
"I know, so do I." Gu Chaoming said.
"Then I...then I..."
Lin Jianfan said looking at Hei Ye, his eyes wandering, he slowly loosened the hand that was holding Gu Chaoming's neck, picked up the yogurt in his hand, and gave himself a sip of yogurt, the taste of yogurt filling his entire mouth.
He stepped back a little and hugged Gu Chaoming's neck again.
Lin Jianfan's kiss came suddenly and urgently. It was a possessive kiss, a frantic kiss, an unskilled but ferocious kiss unique to teenagers, like a predatory beast.
The beast grabbed the collar of Gu Chaoming's sweater, put his arms meekly on Gu Chaoming's shoulders, and hounded Gu Chaoming's neck, making Gu Chaoming fit him closer.
Ferocious like a beast, gentle like a white rabbit, Gu Chaoming tasted the fusion of the two extremes in Lin Jianfan's sudden kiss.
Gu Chaoming could only cooperate because of Lin Jianfan's toughness. When he was first kissed, Gu Chaoming's brain turned into a ball like the yogurt he drank. He gradually felt that the taste of the yogurt in his mouth was getting weaker and weaker, which was replaced by rapid breathing.
Gu Chaoming's mouth had the taste of yogurt, Lin Jianfan's favorite taste. Lin Jianfan was satisfied with the taste, and Gu Chaoming was completely dominated by him. His mouth seemed to have finished listening to a piece of music. The beginning was abrupt and the ending was soft. The hands of the musician also moved with the music, fierce and gentle.
Lin saw that Fan had finished playing the music, but the listeners still felt that they were not enjoying it enough, and even stole the yogurt left by the musicians from their lips.
Gu Chaoming is a gentle thief. He steals gently and quickly, not as fierce and lasting as Lin Jianfan's. With just one tap, he successfully steals the leftover yogurt from the corner of Lin Jianfan's mouth.
Gu Chaoming laughed heartily after stealing the yogurt at the corner of Lin Jianfan's mouth. Lin Jianfan didn't know how he could still smile so heartily after such a quick and fierce kiss.
It was the wind blowing the white curtains of the classroom in midsummer, with the smell of midsummer hot and dry.
After the kiss, Gu Chaoming let go of Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan had a smile on his face, and the full moon was not as bright as Lin Jianfan's smile at this time.
Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's smiling eyes, the stars were flowing inside, and it was better than a thousand rivers in one fell swoop.
Gu Chaoming smiled when he saw Lin Jianfan's eyes falling into the moonlight. He seemed to see a world of flowers in Lin Jianfan's eyes.
Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming's eyes and smiled, his eyes crescents.
They each saw a flower-like world in each other's eyes.
In the dark night and in the cold wind, Lin Jianfan looked into Gu Chaoming's eyes and finally realized the warm spring March often written in poems. The spring breeze blows the willows, the willows hang down the river bank, and the river bank connects to the earth. Some people say that the place where the spring breeze blows is the color of spring, Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming, and looked at Gu Chaoming in front of him.
Without the spring breeze, the Gu Chaoming in front of him has surpassed all the colors of spring.
After the kiss, Gu Chaoming said with a smile that surpassed Spring: "I accept the surprise you gave."