Chapter 1782 Tangled Emotions
Duan Shuxian knew that her mother's family background was very ordinary. In her grandfather's house, she never dared to offend anyone. If she was told, she would definitely be frightened. "Dad, I promise you everything except letting me leave school!" Duan Shuxian sat up
She sniffed and said, "I promise you that I won't have a real relationship with him. I just want to stay in school."
"It's better to leave than let you see him and get deeper and deeper." Duan Deming understands that his daughter will only suffer in this way.
"I just want to see him, and I won't have any unreasonable thoughts! I just want to see him twice a week." Duan Shuxian only had this one request.
Duan Deming's heart was soft after all, he sighed and said, "Okay! You don't need to leave, but you have to maintain a relationship with him, and you have to explicitly reject him, so that he also stops thinking of dating you."
Duan Shuxian's heart was in pain, she bit her lip and nodded, "Okay, I will."
"If you let me know that you are getting closer, you will go to your mother's shop to help, and you will never see him again." Duan Deming reminded.
Duan Shuxian held back tears, and responded softly, "Okay!"
"Come out for dinner!" Duan Deming said to her.
"I can't eat now, I'll eat later." Duan Shuxian just wanted to be quiet at this moment.
Duan Deming didn't bother her anymore, he got up and opened the door to leave, Duan Shuxian lay softly on the bed, staring at the ceiling, tears silently fell from both sides, into her hair.
There is only one persistent and strong idea in her mind, let her see him more often! Even if we can't be together, let her accompany him until the day when his teaching ends!
That's all she wanted! And with him, she really didn't dare to think about it.
At this moment, a message came from her mobile phone. Duan Shuxian immediately sat up. She reached out to take the mobile phone and looked at it. Her eyes, covered with tears, instantly widened a little. She glanced at the door with a guilty conscience. .
It was a message from Xi Jingchen, she reached out and opened it.
"Did you eat?" A simple question.
Duan Shuxian choked for breath, he sent the message she didn't dare to send just now.
Duan Shuxian immediately wanted to get back to him, she stretched out her hand to type, but a wave of anxiety hovered in her heart, since she would not be with him, why did she show that she liked him
Even if she really likes him, she still has to keep a distance from him, and she has to lock her heart so that she can no longer fall in love with him.
Duan Shuxian looked at the message, and she felt a kind of torment in her heart, God knows how much she wanted to get back to him.
Duan Shuxian bit her lip, looking at his message, she could only endure it, forcibly suppressed the impulse, and looked at the words he sent, she felt a sense of trance and honor.
Time passed bit by bit, Duan Shuxian resisted not to reply to his text messages, she thought he would not send them again, she was thinking of lying down for a while, because she suddenly felt very tired.
Suddenly, the mobile phone beside her sang a song, Duan Shuxian was startled, she picked up the mobile phone and saw the name of the call, she quickly hid under the blanket. She didn't dare to pick it up immediately, but she didn't want her father outside the door to hear it. If he knew it was him, he would definitely make another decision to let her leave the school. Duan Shuxian was lying under the quilt, and the ringing was so loud that she panicked
, reached out and pressed the switch.
"Hello!" A deep and magnetic male voice sounded in the narrow quilt.
Duan Shuxian's heart was about to stop in shock, but she didn't expect to get connected, so she hurriedly leaned into the microphone and said, "Hello!"
"Are you sleeping?" On the other end, Xi Jingchen heard her voice was surprisingly quiet, and there was a feeling of emptiness.
"I... yes, I'm sleepy and I'm sleeping." Duan Shuxian pretended, because she didn't reply to his message just now, and if he asked, she wouldn't know how to answer. "No wonder you didn't reply to my message." Xi Jingchen smiled lowly.
Duan Shuxian's thoughts went blank for a few seconds amidst his close-to-ear laughter. Everything about this man was like a huge magnet, attracting her. Heartbroken.
It's over, Duan Shuxian felt a sense of powerlessness in her heart, she really fell in love with him.
"Why are you sleeping now? Did I disturb you?" Xi Jingchen asked apologetically.
"Uh... I woke up and didn't bother me." Duan Shuxian didn't want him to feel guilty either.
"Your father seems to have a problem with me this afternoon! He should know my identity!" Xi Jingchen asked helplessly.
Duan Shuxian hurriedly said, "No, no, my dad has no objection to you, he probably guessed your identity! But don't worry, he will never reveal it to anyone."
Duan Shuxian was very knowledgeable about current affairs and protected her father, but she provoked a magnetic chuckle on the other side, "Why are you so afraid? I won't do anything to your father."
Duan Shuxian immediately didn't know how to answer the words, she was indeed scared just now.
"I haven't eaten yet, I want to eat!" Duan Shuxian was also afraid that her parents would come in at any time, so she wanted to end the call.
"It's already eight o'clock, why haven't you eaten yet? Starving like this is not good for your health." The male voice at the other end reproached.
"I know, so, I'm going to eat now, I'm hanging up the phone." Although Duan Shuxian was extremely reluctant, she didn't dare to chat with him.
"Okay, let's go!" Xi Jingchen replied.
Duan Shuxian directly hung up the phone. She let out a sigh of relief and got out of the quilt. She couldn't eat, as if she had played a game just now, she was extremely tired.
At this moment, her cell phone rang, and she thought it was a spam message, so she picked it up and took a look.
Seeing this, her heart, which had just calmed down, made two quick thumps, and it was from Xi Jingchen.
She reached out and clicked on the message, only to see a passage asking, "How did you think about the matter that I asked you to think about? When will you give me an answer?"
Duan Shuxian swallowed, looking at this passage, her heart was extremely bitter.
Can she still think about it? She has no room for thinking about it, because she can't be with him.
Too many factors are stopping them. First of all, the father does not agree. If Duan Zhai knows, what will the grandfather, uncle's family, and cousin think of her
Such a father is not easy to be a man. Of course, this is one reason, and there is also a big psychological obstacle between them.
Is she really capable of being his wife? She has no idea about this point, and she is even a little scared. She is not greedy for power, and she never thought that she has such a noble status.
She was not afraid of being with him, but she was afraid that her own shortcomings would lead to his future achievements and become a stumbling block to his future.
Just think about it, she may bring disasters to his life, she dare not love him without scruples, maybe he needs an excellent woman who is suitable for him and suitable for him.
Compared with his future, does her pain seem insignificant? And they have only known each other for less than three months! Could he also be lost for a while in such a short time
Analyzing all this so calmly, Duan Shuxian's heart hurts, but the reality is like cold water.
Duan Shuxian only wants to maintain one thing, and that is to let her accompany him greedily during his teaching period, and only look at him twice a week, even if it's just from a distance.
Duan Shuxian picked up the phone, edited a message and went back, "Sorry, I haven't thought it through yet!"
After returning, his message came soon.
"Okay, don't worry, think slowly, I'll wait for you." Xi Jingchen's words were full of patience and tolerance.
Duan Shuxian looked at it, feeling ashamed.
Duan Shumin was drunk in the bar until she was very drunk, she called one of her subordinates to pick her up and leave.
She didn't go home, but went to the hotel. She was a very proud person, how could she let her family see her like this? She would rather spend her time in the hotel.
Although Duan Shumin was drunk, she was sober. Lying on the bed, her mind was still full of the scene she saw behind the bookshelf in the afternoon.
She has a strong sense of crisis, she thinks, in this matter, she will not look for Xi Jingchen, she wants to look for Duan Shuxian, and she wants to let her know that she is not allowed to snatch the man Duan Shumin likes, and she can't snatch it. That was hers.
(end of this chapter)