Chapter 1808 Prepare for funeral
She thought that her mother's insomnia and arrhythmia were all related to this incident.
So, was she the one who caused her mother to pass away? It was she who gave her mother hope, but ultimately led to her despair.
It caused damage to her body, and she had to use drugs to maintain sleep. Taking it for a long time made her heart unable to bear it, resulting in sudden death.
"Mom... I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Duan Shumin wanted to rush in, but Duan Siye accompanied her into the emergency room to see her mother.
Duan Siye looked at his mother, tears welled up in his eyes, and he bit his lips tightly. At this moment, his heart tightened and he was in extreme pain.
Duan Deliang also came in. In this matter, his wife's death seemed to have a cause, but it seemed to be an irresistible fate.
However, the person has gone, and all causes and effects are scattered.
Upon hearing the news of Song Meilan's death, Mr. Duan drove him to the hospital in Duan Shuxian's car regardless of his physical inconvenience.
At this moment, Song Meilan had already entered the morgue, and old man Duan came to take a last look at her.
Duan Shuxian also came in crying, Duan Shumin knelt on the ground, facing Song Meilan's direction, her head was buried very low, and there was a puddle of tears on the ground.
Duan Siye was supporting his father. It was a good dinner, but one person was missing.
Everyone stayed in the hospital until early in the morning. Duan Shumin's grief and self-blame caused her to faint. She was sent to the nursing ward by Duan Siye, and Li Yu and Duan Shuxian came to take care of her.
No matter how sad Duan Deliang is, at this time, he can't let his wife stay there forever, so he needs to cheer up and arrange the funeral.
Duan Deliang must be getting old, half of his hair turned white overnight, and this matter still needs to be handled by the young Duan Siye. Even though he is suffering equally, this is the last thing he can do for his mother something happened.
In the ward, Li Yu had to go out to take care of Old Man Duan again. He was getting old, he stayed up all night, he was haggard and sad, nothing could happen to him.
In the ward, Duan Shuxian was the only one who was looking after Duan Shumin who had fainted. At this moment, her heart was also full of self-blame and guilt.
She thought of the last time when she broke up at Duan's house, and she thought, did that time also aggravate the illness of the eldest aunt
Duan Shumin woke up slowly, she opened her eyes, her eyes were swollen from crying, her hair was loose, and her pale face made her look extremely haggard.
When she saw Duan Shuxian who was by her side, tears welled up in her eyes again.
Duan Shuxian drew a piece of paper from the side and handed it to her, "Brother Si Ye has already prepared the funeral for my aunt."
Duan Shuxian was infected, and tears fell silently.
Duan Shumin covered her eyes, and after a while, she suddenly murmured, "I killed my mother, I killed her."
Duan Shuxian looked at her in astonishment with teary eyes, not knowing why she said that.
"If my desire is not so strong, if I don't keep mentioning the future I want in front of my mother, she won't be nervous, won't be unable to sleep all night, and won't always be eager to realize it for me." Duan Shumin at this moment , there is no one to confide in, and Duan Shuxian is the only one she can confide in.
"Sister Min, don't blame yourself." Duan Shuxian choked up a word of comfort.
Duan Shumin shook her head, "I'm not blaming myself, but the fact is that I killed my mother. I know that it is impossible for me to marry Xi Jingchen, but I created a belief in my mother that I can definitely marry him, so that My mother is proud of me, she went around to inquire, she looked for opportunities from those officials and wives in the political circles, let me be close to him, she did too many things for me."
Duan Shuxian was stunned. Of course she didn't know that in private, the eldest aunt was so concerned about her cousin's affairs, and she still rushed to Xi Jingchen.
"It was my overreaching that hurt my mother. If I had recognized this earlier, I would have cut off my mother's expectations and prevented her from worrying about this matter all the time."
Now, Duan Shumin really regretted it. She never thought that this kind of anxiety would cause her mother to lose her life.
She also hated herself for leaving her mother's room just now. If she had been with her when her mother fell ill, she would have been able to save her mother. She had learned how to rescue her, so at least she still had a chance.
Duan Shuxian sighed, raised her red and swollen eyes and said, "I'm sorry, it's also my fault, I shouldn't have provoked my aunt that day."
Duan Shumin closed her eyes, "What's wrong with you? It's a fact that you are in love, and it's also a fact that you are together. There is nothing hard to say."
Duan Shuxian looked at her, stunned, and Sister Min seemed to have calmed down a lot.
Duan Shemin was thrown out of bed, and she wanted to see her mother off on her last journey. What she owed her was to continue to be her daughter in the next life. At that time, she hoped that she would live like Duan Shuxian.
She will not kill her favorite mother because of her own ambition.
Duan Shuxian came out with her, just as Song Meilan was about to be transported to the place of cremation, Duan Shuxian drove the car and took her along with the car.
The members of the Duan family still couldn't accept a real person and left suddenly.
Two hours later, Duan Siye came out holding Song Meilan's ashes. His tall and straight figure seemed to have lost strength, his steps were extraordinarily heavy, and his face was mournful.
Duan Shumin stepped forward, she said to her elder brother, "Let me hug you!"
Duan Shuye handed it to her, and Duan Shumin held it in her arms, and she burst into tears again.
They had to store it for three days first, and after taking care of other funeral affairs, they came to welcome Song Meilan's ashes to rest.
Grandpa Duan also fell ill immediately, and Li Yu took care of him at home. Grandpa Duan really couldn't figure out what the eldest daughter-in-law couldn't figure out, that such a thing would happen.
Duan Deliang lost his wife suddenly, which made him almost lose confidence in life, and his heart was empty.
Duan Shuxian returned to Duan Zhai. At this moment, everyone was immersed in sadness. She was sitting on a chair in the garden, imagining some figures of Song Meilan walking in the garden. Suddenly, the sadness suddenly became stronger.
Duan Shemin was standing on the top floor, and Duan Siye was worried about her, so he stayed with her all the time.
"Brother, I don't know how to dance. I want my mother to watch me live with peace of mind." Duan Shumin wrapped his arms around his arms, feeling a chill.
Duan Siye was standing beside her. He usually didn't show any emotions, but at this moment, his handsome face was covered with a strong sadness.
No one can accept the sudden loss of a loved one, even if it is a normal state of life, old age, sickness and death, but no one can accept it normally when it happens to anyone.
Duan Shumin took a deep breath, "I will never forgive myself in this life."
"Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault."
"It's my fault." Duan Shumin accepted the blame.
Duan Siye was arranging Song Meilan's funeral. When those relatives and friends suddenly heard the news, they all lamented the impermanence of the world. It was completely unexpected that the person who had contacted him a few days ago suddenly left.
And the funeral was held three days later.
Duan Shuxian was sitting in the garden, she was immersed in some memories, suddenly, she heard the phone ringing, she picked it up, her heart was suffocated.
It's Xi Jingchen calling.
Biting her red lips, she answered softly at this moment, "Hello!"
Her voice was sobbing uncontrollably.
"Shu Xian, what's the matter with you?" Xi Jingchen's voice on the other side immediately asked concerned, because she could hear her crying.
"I..." Duan Shuxian took a deep breath and said, "My aunt left suddenly."
Xi Jingchen at the other end immediately understood, "Is it your cousin's mother?"
"En!" Duan Shuxian took a breath.
"When did this happen?"
"The night before yesterday, I left suddenly."
"So suddenly." Xi Jingchen's voice was a little deeper.
"Did you come back?"
"I'll be back tomorrow."
"Okay, then you should be careful on the road." Duan Shuxian didn't know what to talk to him for a while.
At this moment, her mind was empty, as if she had lost part of her thinking.
"I'll be back tomorrow, and I want to accompany you to her funeral." Xi Jingchen said.
(end of this chapter)