Chapter 1943 Learn about his past
After dinner, it was still early, it was only half past seven in the evening, and Zhan Sijin was full, so she said to Ling Sibai who came out after cleaning up and washing his hands, "Shall we go downstairs for a walk?"
Ling Sibai also wanted to accompany her for a walk, so he nodded, "Okay!" Zhan Sijin and Ling Sibai walked into the elevator together, and when the elevator reached the twelfth floor, an aunt walked in, and the aunt saw Looking at the girl next to Ling Si Bai, he immediately asked curiously, "Handsome guy, this is your girlfriend! That's great, find someone to accompany you,
Better than living alone. "
Ling Si Bai also often met this aunt, and last time he asked if he was single, and there was a girl beside her who wanted to introduce him, Ling Si Bai had no choice but to keep rejecting such a warm-hearted aunt. .
"Yes, he is my girlfriend." Ling Si Bai replied immediately.
The aunt looked Zhan Sijin up and down, and couldn't help praising, "Your girlfriend is so beautiful! She is a good match with you, a handsome boy."
Zhan Sijin smiled after listening.
Arriving at the first floor of the elevator, the aunt slipped away, Zhan Sijin was led away by Ling Sibai, and walked to a grassy stone path with few people in the community, Zhan Sijin smiled and asked, "It seems that you have attracted quite a lot of attention. "
"This aunt once enthusiastically wanted to introduce me to a girlfriend, but I refused." Ling Si Bai told the truth.
Zhan Sijin couldn't help smiling and asked Mimi, "Why don't you! What if she introduces a beautiful woman?"
"Appearance is not the first condition to attract me, what attracts me is a person's inner charm." Ling Si Bai stared sideways at her and replied. Zhan Sijin's heart was a little sweeter, she just felt that she was quite ordinary, although her family was very big, and her uncle was Your Excellency, but she never showed off her family, she was always low-key, like everyone ordinary family
a member.
"Did I do something to attract you?" Zhan Sijin leaned on his arm and asked curiously.
"The first thing that attracted me was your eyes."
Zhan Sijin blinked, her own eyes inherited from her mother, and her mother has a pair of very moving eyes.
Zhan Sijin thought about it, she kept pestering him to ask about herself, but she seemed to still have a lot of things she didn't understand about him.
"Can you tell me something about you!" Zhan Sijin said cautiously.
Because the death of his parents has become his eternal pain, she was afraid of accidentally touching it.
Hearing the cautiousness in her tone, Ling Si Bai's inexplicable heartstrings tugged, he put his arms around her shoulders, and said in a low voice, "You can ask me any questions, and I will tell you everything."
Zhan Sijin was stunned for a moment, she bent her lips and smiled, "Okay! Then tell me something about yourself!"
Ling Sibai took her by the hand, walked to an unoccupied chair next to him, the two of them sat down, Zhan Sijin looked at him seriously, ready to listen to him.
Ling Si Bai did not tell anyone about his past, because his past was different from normal people.
"When I was young, I lived in an orphanage for several years, because I didn't want to leave the place where my parents lived, and my uncle, his career was all abroad, so I voluntarily lived in an orphanage!"
Zhan Sijin looked at him distressedly, "Then what? Did you grow up there enough to go to school?" "I used to suffer from autism for a while, and my uncle introduced me to many psychological doctors, but none of them worked. , I went to school for the first time when I was eight years old." Ling Si Bai talked about his childhood, his eyes were already very calm, and that
For him, these things have long been buried deep and are not easily brought up.
After Zhan Sijin listened, suddenly her eyes felt hot and her nose sore, she reached out and hugged him.
She didn't know how to comfort him, but she just wanted to hug him.
Ling Si Bai stretched out his hand to embrace her, he didn't really want to mention this, but he wanted to open up all the past to the person who loved him, he didn't want to hide it and make her uneasy.
"Then what? You obviously got your graduation certificate at the age of twenty-three." "I skipped grades one after another. I went abroad to study at the age of eighteen, studying for a degree in forensic medicine. The only thing I could do was study, which made me forget everything and make me Gradually, I saw the separation of life and death in life." Ling Si Bai also needed redemption, and he didn't know how to use it.
There is no way to save yourself, in the end, only through continuous learning, to explore the human nature of this world.
And he eventually found relief in the forensic job.
"Is this why you chose the air career?" Zhan Sijin asked curiously. "No, the biggest motivation for me to choose this career is because I have always had doubts about the deaths of my parents. I don't think they were accidents, but man-made." the case is tied
Policy, until now, he has not been able to solve the parents' case.
Even now, it has always been in the files of unsolved cases.
"Can I help you? As long as you need me, I can do anything." Zhan Sijin hurriedly said, she also hoped to help him, even if she was asked to help someone from the family, she was willing to ask.
Ling Si Bai smiled slightly and shook his head, "I have not given up on this matter, I still need to take it slowly, I have enough patience."
Unknowingly, tears fell from Zhan Sijin's eyes. Compared with her happy growth experience, it shows that his life has gone through too much sadness.
This made her have a firm belief in her heart that for the rest of his life, with her company, he would never let him be alone again.
Looking at her tears, Ling Sibai couldn't help panicking. He stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, but found that her tears flowed down more and more, and Zhan Sijin didn't really want to cry.
That is, thinking about his past all the time, behind his understatement, he must be experiencing more painful things.
"Fool, why are you crying? I've already looked down upon all these experiences and growth." Ling Si Bai felt a little regretful, he shouldn't have said so much to her.
"I'm sorry!" Zhan Sijin buried himself in his arms and murmured an apology.
She didn't see the confusion in Ling Si Bai's eyes, her tears seemed to scald his heart, making him prefer to suffer any more than make her cry.
"Don't cry! Meeting you means I'm lucky enough." Ling Si Bai stroked the back of her head, comforting her instead.
Zhan Sijin reached out and hugged him tightly, "God arranged for us to be together!"
"En! Yes, God sent you to my side." Ling Sibai smiled, looking at her fair forehead, he bent down, his thin lips naturally fell on her forehead, and kissed her. Zhan Sijin closed her eyes and continued to hug him. Her mind was full of images of him when he was a child, those images that could be imagined, him who was autistic, who worked ten times harder than others, and, now Da still enjoys being alone.
(end of this chapter)