"Xiaoxi..." Jing Yi looked down at the woman in front of her with the same smile, but there was no joy and shyness in that smile when she saw him in the past.
Hold her cool hand again, her hand is not the kind of pampered softness, there are thin calluses on the palm, the fingers are not slender, but they are also well-proportioned and beautiful.
"It was my fault"
Before Jing Yi finished speaking, Wen Renxi gently interrupted him, "Let's go in."
"Xiaoxi..." Jing Yi frowned slightly, and looked down deeply.
Hearing whether people are happy or not, he said it again in a flat tone as if saying that the weather is fine today: "Go in."
Jing Yi let go of her hand, took two steps to the side, took out a cigarette and a lighter from his trouser pocket, lit one, and the smell of burning tobacco wafted along the wind in this space.
Smoke calms you down.
He had no intention of going in.
Wen Renxi folded her hands casually on her abdomen, not in a hurry, and waited for Jing Yi to finish smoking a cigarette before she said, "Do you not want a divorce?"
Jing Yi kept his eyes on her, and didn't reply when he heard the words, but the meaning was obvious.
"Alright then, I'm going back." Wen Renxi turned around to leave after saying that.
Jing Yi didn't understand what she meant. He was about to divorce for a while, and gave up for a while. He reached out and grabbed her wrist, "I miss you very much these days."
Wen Renxi's footsteps stopped, and Jing Yi looked at the back of her head, "You used to be by my side, whenever I turned around, I could see you smiling at me. I thought that no matter what happened, you would never leave. It was I who ignored your feelings. I want to put aside the past and start over with you wholeheartedly."
Last time, he said he wanted to be with her, how did he say it
"I still have her in my heart, if you don't mind, we can try."
This time, he said: "I want to put aside the past and start over with you wholeheartedly."
Great progress has been made.
Wen Renxi turned around and smiled at him, "It doesn't matter if you don't want a divorce. I have consulted with a divorce lawyer. As long as we have been separated for two years, the court will sentence us to divorce."
"Unless" Wen Renxi showed a row of neat teeth, "you want to be like your elder brother and use power to overwhelm others."
Jing Yi's subordinates suddenly exerted force.
"Let go, I still have a lot to do."
Wen Renxi opened Jing Yi's fingers one by one, walked to the side of the road and hailed a taxi.
Jing Yi spit out the cigarette butt in his mouth, raised his foot and rolled it, and drove to keep up.
Wen Renxi went to a shop that was being renovated.
After about forty minutes, she came out and saw Jing Yi standing outside, biting a cigarette. She quickly looked away and walked to the side of the road to stop the car.
"Where are you going, I'll see you off." Jing Yi smashed out the cigarette butt, and went up to ask.
The smile on the corner of Wen Renxi's mouth suddenly faded, "Is it because you love me that you don't divorce?"
The sun was shining brightly above his head, Jing Yi was startled for a moment.
Wen Renxi's smile deepened, "So, stop following me."
A taxi with an empty sign was coming in the distance, Wen Renxi raised his hand to stop her, but Jing Yi grabbed her half-raised hand, "If I love you, can we start over?"
"No." Wen Renxi said, "Because I don't love you anymore."
After a pause, she wanted to talk about the past as usual.
"August 15th is my birthday. The day before we agreed to have dinner together. I started shopping and cooking from two o'clock in the afternoon. By six o'clock, I made a table full of your favorite food. You said you would go home at half past six. I waited from six o'clock, until seven o'clock, until eight o'clock. I called you, and your phone was turned off. I waited until eight o'clock.
until nine or ten"
"The food was cold. I reheated it and reheated it again. Finally, at 10:30, I called you. I asked why you didn't come back. You told me that you went on a business trip and just got off the plane. I said that you should go to the hotel to rest early. You said: OK, you also have an early rest."
"You completely forgot that it was my birthday and our agreement. You didn't know that I started preparing our dinner at two o'clock and waited for you from six o'clock to ten o'clock. I sat in the restaurant all night and suddenly felt tired, more tired than I had been waiting for in the past twenty-one years."
"You don't love me, I comfort myself, it's okay, I should be content to marry you, what more can I ask for?"
"September 23rd, you accompanied me to go shopping. I went into the fitting room to change a piece of clothes. When I came out, I found you were gone. You didn't answer the phone. I ran all over the shopping malls on more than ten floors, and finally found you in the underground parking lot. You were smoking in silence, with an unresolved sadness in your eyes. I asked you what's wrong, and you told me, you seemed to see Su Mei. You chased her to the parking lot, and then lost her."
"I was looking at you and wanted to ask you, why didn't you go back to find me, did you forget me completely?"
When she went back that day, Wen Renxi's stomach started to hurt. At first she thought it was because she was too busy running up and down the mall and was tired, but it got worse the next day. When she went to the bathroom, she found blood on her pants. She should have contacted the menstruation department, but instead she went to the hospital.
After a checkup, she was pregnant for two months.
She was so excited that she burst into tears on the spot. Jing Yi forgot all the neglects she had done to her. After returning, she stayed in bed and did not dare to take a single step. She wished she could tell him immediately that he was going to be a father, but she held back. She wanted to tell him on the wedding day and give him a surprise.
Can
"On the wedding day, you left me and left with that woman who looks like Su Mei. Just a woman who looks like her is more important to you than me."
The moment Jing Yi followed the ambulance and left, Wen Renxi clearly felt the strong anger and jealousy welling up in his heart. Accompanied by the anger and jealousy, he wanted the woman who was hit to die immediately.
She was taken aback by her own thoughts, and it was at that time that she clearly understood that it was impossible for her not to mind that Jing Yi was thinking about other women.
As for Jing Yi, who has loved Su Mei for so many years, maybe for the rest of her life, Su Mei will be an impassable wall between her and Jing Yi. She may become a resentful woman, a jealous woman, and a crazy woman amid repeated disappointments and jealousy.
Wen Renxi didn't want herself to become like that, and she didn't want her child to have such a mother.
Why don't you just leave like this, keep your most beautiful and kind side in Jing Yi's memory, and try to be a loving and peaceful mother before you get overwhelmed by jealousy and kindness.
After that, Jing Yi postponed the wedding ceremony hour after hour, making her more determined in her mind.
She went to stay at a friend's house for more than ten days, calmed down, and appeared in front of Jing Yi with the most calm and firm posture.
"Jingyi, as I said, I just wait until you arrive at eight o'clock. If you don't arrive, I won't marry you. It's not a joke, nor is it a smug thing. This idea gradually took shape in repeated disappointments. I think we are really not suitable."
What a deep disappointment it must be to let a woman who has been waiting for twenty years say something inappropriate for us.
On this day, Jing Yi still didn't go to get the divorce certificate with Wen Renxi after all, he stood deeper in front of the shop that was being renovated, showing his weight.
He never knew that he had ignored Wen Renxi so much.
The news that Wen Renxi wanted to divorce Jing Yi upon his return quickly reached the Jing family's ears.
Mrs. Jing and Ji Yi took turns to dissuade them, but Wen Renxi never let go, and finally asked the three sisters of the Jing family and Ye Qingxin and the juniors to persuade them.
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