As a prince, I don't know if I am lucky or unfortunate. I have the unique favor and trust of my father, but all of this is because of my poor health, and there is no possibility of inheriting the throne.
The royal father can trust me without any scruples and give me the favor of Wu Shang, because no matter how much the royal father trusts me and favors me, no minister will fall to me.
My body has determined that I will never be able to ascend to the throne. I also think so. At least since I was sensible, I never thought about being an emperor.
In the Xiao family, anyone can sit on the throne, but I can't. Of course, my body also makes people have no time to think about this issue.
A person who is always fighting for his life with the King of Hell, what qualifications does he have to pursue anything else
Every time I got sick, I thought I was going to die, but I kept going again and again and fought my last breath to survive.
I don't want to give up, I don't want to give up this world, I want to see what the world will become tomorrow
If I die, I will never see again, so I try to live, even if I am sick, I will laugh at the world.
Every time I get sick, I see my mother-in-law sitting on the head of my bed, her eyes are red and her face is haggard, and my heart is aching. Can't be freed
If I die like this, will the mother and concubine have a healthy child? Instead of being dragged down by me all the time
However, every time this idea arises, the concubine will hug me and cry, saying, "You are going to die, and the concubine will not live. The concubine will only have you as a child in this life, and she will never give birth to a second child again."
It would be a lie to say not to be touched. In the palace, where people eat people, in the palace where interests are the most important thing, family affection is a luxury, and I am fortunate to not only get the wholehearted love of my mother and concubine, but also get The father's trust and love.
I really thought that I was happy. I lost my healthy body, but I had the true love that the prince in the palace could never ask for in his life.
I thought I would go on like this for the rest of my life until I fell sick and died in bed, but her appearance changed my destiny.
I know who she is, Lin Xiang's daughter, the prince's fiancee, but she married my uncle and became my little aunt.
The mother-in-law once told me that she was a poor woman. Originally, the queen revealed that she wanted to point her to me, but she was rejected by the mother-in-law, and the father did not agree. They all thought she was not worthy of me.
Not many people know about this. After all, the queen only has this intention. It didn't happen, and I didn't take it to heart. I don't think she is unworthy of me, but a person like me who can die at any time. You shouldn't marry a wife, you shouldn't ruin a woman's life.
When my little aunt and I first met, we didn't have a good impression of her. We thought she was a frivolous woman. It was normal for the prince not to like her. He even felt aggrieved for his uncle. I understand how wrong I am when I look at people with prejudice.
She is very good, very good, there is no better woman in this world than her, even if she ruined my life and let me see the cruel truth, I am still grateful to her, grateful that she made me grow up, let me I understand how stupid my old self was.
My little royal aunt is not a frivolous person. She took the initiative to talk to me that time, just to take the opportunity to diagnose me, and to privately determine whether my illness can be cured, so as not to say it in advance and make me happy.
My little aunt is not stupid either. She knows the seventh prince's scheming, the crown prince's stupidity, and even the queen's wickedness. She also knows that my mother-in-law is not a good person, but she still chooses to heal me, even if she knows how to heal me , it was not good for the great cause of the uncle, she still chose to help me heal, and even persuaded my uncle.
At that moment, I was really moved, and at that moment I also regretted it. I thought more than once in my heart, if the queen had been tougher at the time, or if the mother-in-law backed down, or if I fought for it myself, would the person she marry be me? already
As soon as this thought appeared, it took root in my heart as if it had taken root. I would think about it from time to time, and from time to time I would have the idea of regret, regret not fighting for it at the time, regret looking at her with prejudice at the time, but...
That's too late!
A thousand pieces of gold are hard to buy. Knowing it early is the most distressing thing in this world than "knowing it earlier", and even if you knew it earlier, so what
I have thought more than once, what if I went back to the past, before she and her uncle were married
If I marry her, will I be able to give her happiness
cannot!
After I recovered from my illness, I realized how stupid I was before. I thought I could see through everything, and I was the one who lived the most clearly in the palace. As a bystander, I watched the people in the palace fight against each other. The reality slapped me hard.
I have never seen through anyone, I always thought that what I had was ridiculously self-righteous, ridiculously high-minded, I was not the person in the palace who understood the most, but the one who was the most confused.
My mother-in-law loves me, but she doesn't love me as much as she shows. She loves me more than herself, and loves power more. She treats me so well because she can never give birth to a second child except me. A child, she will put all her love on me, because I am favored by my father.
Even if I can't inherit the throne like this, as long as I live one more day, I can help her win one more point of the emperor's favor, and even in the future, my fiefdom will not be weak.
My mother and concubine, she loves me, but she loves herself more, and loves power more. Likewise, my father and emperor dote on me and trust me, all because I am a disabled person. As long as my health is good, the previous favor and trust will be the same. Once I disappeared, in the eyes of my father, I was just an ordinary prince, and there was nothing special about me.
For a long time, I felt like I was a joke!
My body has recovered, and my life has returned to normal. My life is no different from that of an ordinary prince. My mother and concubine are happy for me, and I am even more happy that I am healthy and can start competing for the throne.
I was forced by my mother and concubine to contact my grandfather's family, deal with ministers, and determine the candidate of my future wife. My future wife does not need to be virtuous, beautiful, or like me, as long as her family can help me.
Watching my mother tell the pros and cons of each girl's family one by one, and how each girl's family can help me, I almost couldn't help asking her: Is it a woman whose family doesn't help me, that I can't marry? If the woman I like, her family doesn't help me, can I not marry
Marrying a wife, is it just to help? What about Lin Chujiu and Uncle Huang
How does Lin Chujiu, a daughter abandoned by Lin Xiang, help the uncle
No, but after the uncle married Lin Chujiu, he still treated Lin Chujiu like a jewel.
After Lin Chujiu married the uncle, although he did not have the help of the family, he used what he had learned to help the uncle, accompanied the uncle all the way, and even reached the highest position? Isn't such a woman worth marrying
I don't know what the answer is, because I have never asked it, I am afraid, I am afraid that once I ask it, I will not be able to restrain the ambition in my heart.
I even thought more than once, if I married Lin Chujiu, would the man who ascended the top position be me
Unfortunately, there is no if...
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