Cang Mu came in with his sword pressed, stood beside the bed without uttering a word, just looked at me with a complicated expression.
I have seen Cangmu not many times. He seems to be a personal bodyguard trained by Beichen Shaoyuan. Close yourself.
"Cang Mu, if you have anything to say, just say it!" I was exhausted with him.
Seeing his startled appearance, I couldn't help sighing. His plaster-like face was cloudy and uncertain at the moment.
Cang Mu's pupils suddenly sank, and he approached me like a whirlwind, with a sharp blade pressed against my throat.
"What are you doing?" I was not afraid but puzzled. Cang Mu is loyal to Beichen Shaoyuan, and it is absolutely impossible for him to kill me.
The waves in Cangmu's eyes were churning, and the struggle in his heart made his breath unsteady, and his chest fluctuated with the rapid breathing, but I could see that his murderous aura just flashed by, and he couldn't make a move at all.
With a "bang", he threw his sword in anger, looking both remorseful and self-blaming.
"Did King Xie tell you to kill me?" Although I knew the possibility was close to zero, I could only guess.
"No!" Cang Mu excitedly denied it, and immediately took on the responsibility, "It's my own idea!"
Now I am even more confused. I have no grudges against him in the past, but he has no grudges in the past, and he actually wants my life!
"why?"
"Because—" Cang Mu said with a sigh of relief, "Because your existence threatens the safety of the prince!"
"Me?" I didn't find it funny, what virtues and abilities did I have to make him think that I could threaten the safety of Beichen Shaoyuan!
"Yes! The lord cares too much about you and even swayed his decision!"
"It's not that serious, is it?" I know that Beichen Shaoyuan is very "concerned" about me, but doesn't he often take pleasure in it? Could it be that there are still people making fun of their own lives
"Yes!" Cang Mu was very sure, "When the 'Wolf of Cangye' was trapped, it was because of you that the lord changed his original plan to let him escape, and the lord even risked it!"
"That... Wasn't it an accident?" I was a little shaken, when Beichen Shaoyuan appeared in time but for no reason.
"Scholar Jun is a wise man!" Cang Mu sneered, "The lord used a trick to lead out the 'Wolf of Cangye', and then let me wait for the city gate, and then I can catch the turtle in the urn! But—when you are taken hostage, The lord rushes to save you immediately!"
"So it's all about you! I've never seen the lord worry so much about a person!" He glared at me with grief, "When the lord himself chased you, I knew that the 'Wolf of the Wild' couldn't be caught. It's gone!"
I looked at him at a loss for words. At that time, it was indeed Beichen Shaoyuan who let go of the "Wolf of Cangye". It was because I became a hostage, but also because of his appreciation for the "Wolf of Cangye", and his sympathy for each other. It is not surprising that he let go of the "Wolf of Cangye".
"So you're going to kill me to vent your anger?"
"Cang Mu is only thinking of the prince! The prince cares more about Jun Xueshi than ordinary people, and one day he will be willing to take the world's worst for you!"
This statement also makes sense. I remembered Beichen Shaoyuan's threatening words to Beichen Tianheng before he fell into a coma.
"Your Highness has a heavier burden, he can't take risks for you for no reason!" Cang Mu said decisively, "I can't let what happened last time happen again!"
"Last time?" What is it
Cang Mu didn't answer, he was more like convincing himself.
"As long as you kill your prince, you will be fine!"
"Then come and kill me!" I stiffened my neck. What a joke! He can come to kill me for the safety of Beichen Shaoyuan, but what about me, since I have been involved with Beichen Shaoyuan, I am in a situation where my life is on the line all the time, who should I ask for debts!
He glared at me, and I, furious, glared back at him without fear.
"I can't do it." For a moment, he turned his head in pain and almost pleaded, "So please stay away from the prince!"
"Don't you think you should say this to King Xie?" I softly said softly.
Cang Mu's back trembled and turned around slowly, but his eyes were looking into the distance.
"My lord, he's not... abnormal!" He seemed to have a hard time opening his mouth, "but he is..."
I understand what he means. People in the world don't think that Beichen Shaoyuan likes masculinity, and I, who have been with him all the time, happen to have a face of jealousy. It's natural to have such thoughts, not to mention that Beichen Shaoyuan never hides him. My "favorite" even deliberately deepens this misunderstanding.
Cang Mu gave me a deep look and said word by word, "Please don't hurt the prince!"
I was startled, the young man's face was full of pleading. I nodded unconsciously.
"Scholar Jun, I'm sorry today!" He seemed to breathe a sigh of relief after receiving my assurance, picked up his long sword and bowed to me, then walked out.
"Wait a minute!" I was unwilling that he broke in and did a lot of inexplicable things and said a lot of inexplicable things, "You said he would be in danger for me, what is going on?"
"Since Master Jun doesn't know, there's no need to ask more!" He refused me without any negotiation.
"Then... it's you who is on the roof of my house every night?"
"The person I was supposed to protect has never been you!" Cang Mu paused, sighed slightly, and then strode out.
The room was so quiet that I could almost hear the sound of my own blood flowing.
Cang Mu spoke out the things that were stagnant in my heart, but a big stone was pressed on my heart since then. Beichen Shaoyuan's mind is erratic, making people unpredictable. I have never seen the purpose of what he did.
According to Cangmu's words, he seems to have a great secret, but does it all have to do with me
Beichen Shaoyuan takes pleasure in toying with me, and I have suffered a lot for this, but he really... As Cang Mu said, he cares about me beyond ordinary. Behind this concern, is it simply to keep me and continue to make fun of him, or... He really likes me? Is that like Junshuxing? Jun Shujing? Or, Wang Izumo
Looking at the budding peach blossoms outside the window, my heart is in chaos.
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