Jiasheng 21st mid-September
The prince's side concubine Wei gave birth to Lin'er.
Long live the decree, and the Wei family is registered as the crown princess.
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The palace in the eastern suburbs.
Lu Zhiyue was so drunk that he collapsed on the bench of the waterside pavilion, staring at the withered lotus leaves in a lake with blurred eyes, and suddenly threw the white jade wine glass in his hand into the lake.
"Boom!"
Lu Zhiyue sank into the water just looking at it. He looked at the ripples on the lake surface and watched the ripples gradually recede, returning to the calmness of the lake.
Today was a good day for the East Palace to appoint the crown princess. He, the East Palace Crown Prince, had to show up, but he only showed his face slightly, and then he came to the Eastern Suburbs Palace and hid in it.
He was very irritable, he was very angry, and he couldn't vent his anguish.
He couldn't resist and disobey the order, so even though he didn't like the Wei family anymore, he still agreed to help the Wei family, but he felt really uncomfortable in his heart.
From childhood to adulthood, he has always been the most obedient and sensible. His father hated his eldest brother's uninhibited publicity, so he was honest and did his duty. His father indeed liked him, and he was secretly happy in his heart. He became more cautious, and gradually his position in the palace became more stable, and then he was appointed as the prince. Others said that he was deeply favored by Long Live, but he knew in his heart that behind this favor was his obedience and meekness for ten years. He had At times, I even felt like the pug raised by Concubine Wan Gui. Not only did she stick out her tongue and wag her tail to look at her father's face, but she also had to show her belly all day long to show her loyalty and docility.
He lived like this for twenty years. The queen mother said, Yue, you have to be obedient. The more obedient you are, the more your father will love you and the more stable your position will be.
But when will these days come to an end? How long are you going to keep holding your tail between your legs
He didn't know that when faced with his suspicious father, his unwilling brother, and the three emperors who were eyeing him covetously, he was even more uncertain. He was uneasy and gritted his teeth.
Why
He was conscientious and dedicated to everything he did, but his father was still neither close nor far away from him. This time, he even ignored his feelings. He did not mention the marriage to Princess Anle. On the contrary, he straightened up the bitch of the Wei family. His mother comforted him. He said that he wanted to take into account the feelings of the right prime minister, but how could a mere right prime minister compare to the entire Beidi
and…
That girl is different.
The breeze blew, carrying the dryness of early autumn and caressing Lu Zhiyue's face.
He suddenly remembered that winter that year, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, the girl looked at him timidly while delivering the red blessing bag to his hand.
"The sky is high enough for birds to fly, and the sea is wide enough for fish to leap."
The little blessing note in the blessing bag was always carried by him, put in his purse, and followed him every day. How many times, in the quiet of the night, after working on the case, he would carefully take out the blessing note. Opening up, his whole heart softened. He thought about when he could marry her, and then, under the clear light of the bright moon, with deep love and sweetness, he would tell her all his tenderness in this life.
However, all this has become a dream after this day, just like the dry lotus in the lake in front of me. After the flowering period, it is not only pitiful but also dazzling.
An unprecedented feeling of powerlessness came to his heart. Lu Zhiyue threw the four or five empty wine jars around him into the lake one by one, and then collapsed into the bench again.
After a long time, he suddenly sat up straight again. His cold eyes were fixed on the dead lotus in the pool, and his hands in his sleeves were clenched into fists.
He could no longer endure these days of cowardice.
He wants to resist.
Totally defiant.
One more update~I’ll have a meal first~