Lu Zhishan took a sip of tea and asked Song Tong with a smile: "How old is the little girl now?"
"She's already three years old, and she's already so tall," Song Tong gestured with her hand to indicate a height, her voice softening, "Children grow up fast, and I'm afraid the little girl will grow taller again this time when we return to Beidi. ”
Lu Zhishan nodded and said with some emotion: "Yes, children grow up very fast."
He suddenly remembered the pink-and-pink baby he saw for the first time eighteen years ago, and his heart immediately surged with infinite tenderness. She was still so little at that time, and everything was pink and tender. , soft and weak, he didn't even dare to breathe while holding her. He suddenly understood what it means to hold her in his hand for fear of falling, and to hold her in his hand for fear of melting. Facing such a lovely girl, You will feel that you should bring all the good things in the world to her.
At that time, he would not have thought that when they met again, the girl would have grown so tall and grown, and had reached the age of getting engaged, but in his eyes, she was still the little baby sleeping in his arms. The child is even more lovely than then. Her every move, every move, every smile touches his heart. He protects her and loves her, like an old hen desperately protecting her chicks, trying to hurt her. All his little cubs must die.
How can it hurt
How should I pamper him
He thought about that pretty little girl, feeling a little sweet and a little helpless. He had never liked anyone before, and he didn't know what love was. He only knew that he couldn't keep his eyes off this girl, and his heart couldn't be more different. If he couldn't live with others, he would no longer be able to love others as much as he loved this girl. Even if it were his children in the future, it would be absolutely impossible for him to use his heart to love and love her with all his strength.
Such a heart, such a feeling, can only happen once in this life.
Sometimes, he wonders, is this love
He felt that was not entirely true. The child's natural dependence on him was obviously accompanied by a deep longing for the father's love that had been missing for a long time, and his feelings for the child were also mixed with too many emotions like a father and a brother.
But is this all family affection
He felt that was not entirely true. He wanted to be close to the child, wanted to hold her all day long, wanted to kiss her petal-like lips, and wanted to see her blushing and burying herself in his arms. He seemed to be in love for the first time. He is a young boy who wants to hang around his sweetheart all day long. Sometimes he even feels that he is a complete disciple, holding back a belly of dirty ideas and fantasizing about putting them into practice on children, knowing that too much is too much. It shouldn't be, but those evil thoughts always linger.
He couldn't think of a result, and then he stopped thinking about it. He felt that he was a bit ridiculous. Why did he care about this? Don’t he and the child still have a lifetime? He has plenty of time to think about it, and even if he can't figure it out until he dies, what does it matter
He and the child are destined to be together for the rest of their lives, and that is the most important thing.
…
Song Tong looked at Lu Zhishan's soft profile, and smiled: "I haven't congratulated the general on his wedding yet, but I can see that the general really likes Princess Anle, and Princess Anle is pure and frank. , is a good match for the general. The general has been in the army for more than ten years, and finally he has a beautiful woman. My subordinates are really happy for the general. "
Lu Zhishan's smile deepened: "Song Tong, thank you."