The tenth day of March in the 22nd year of Jiasheng
Prince Ning married Princess Anle.
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Duanhui Heshuo Princess Mansion.
Mu Nanzhi got up before five o'clock. It was rare that she didn't have to be urged over and over again by Ji Xiang. In fact, she almost didn't sleep all night. She fell asleep in a daze after midnight, and then fell into a daze. Hearing slight movement outside, she turned over on the bed. Although she didn't open her eyes, she was already awake.
After being dazed for a while, she slowly opened her eyes. It was not even five o'clock, and the room was still dark. She could not see anything, she could only hear the chirping of insects outside, and she stared blankly. Lying on the bed, listening to the chirping of insects outside, I felt a little dazed.
In the early spring in Beidi, there are no insects. At this time, Beidi is still very cold. It is not an exaggeration to say that a drop of water turns into ice. Thousands of miles of ice cover, it is very bleak.
Mu Nanzhi doesn’t have many memories of her childhood. Among the few memories she has, the howling cold wind and white snow falling are her most profound memories of Beidi. I wonder if it’s because of this that her mother always dressed her and Shan’er warmly. It's warm, like wrapped rice dumplings. The two children are so round that they can't even put their arms down. They have to help each other if they want to scratch an itch. It's warm and funny.
Mu Nanzhi recalled that scene, laughing silently in the darkness, laughing and crying again.
She is getting married today.
Mu Nanzhi buried himself in the quilt and let his tears flow freely.
In fact, she wasn't like this before. Maybe it was because she was a sister. She didn't like to cry since she was a child, but Shan'er was a crybaby. If her mother said something mean to him, Shan'er would cry for a long time and skip a bite of milk puff pastry. , he would also grin and cry loudly. She was really annoyed by Shan'er at that time, but she couldn't bear to yell at him, because Shan'er was her younger brother, so she always patiently accompanied Shan'er to coax Shan'er. Son.
My mother said, "Nanny, you are my sister, you have to take care of Shan'er."
My mother said, "Nanny, your mother is just a concubine. You don't have the privilege to act like a spoiled child. You have to grow up as soon as possible."
My mother said, "Nanny, your father has dozens of children. He may not even remember your name. If you don't count on him, just think you don't have a father."
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Later, my mother also said: "Nanny, from now on the sky is high and the sky is far away, you can only count on yourself."
She remembers every word of her mother's words, so after coming to Dali for so many years, she has always been counting on herself. She can't even count on her mother and father, so who else can she count on
In such a strange country, the emperor is his biological uncle. She was born in the heavenly family, has a good appearance, and lives in the huge palace of Princess Duanhui and Princess Duanhui, but she dare not forget her identity for a moment. , she is an embarrassing existence, whether in Beidi or Dali.
Once upon a time, she was the little Hu Meizi who was born to Hu Meizi from Dali. Later, she was a proton who could die at any time. For many years, she lived in fear. How sweet her smile was during the day, but how sweet she was in the middle of the night. What a restless sleep.
She had no childhood, no playmates, and had never been pampered at all. She only had a mother who urged her to grow up quickly, and a father who was not even as good as a decoration.
She had tasted the warmth and coldness of the world too early, and her frustration had always been her mental journey. Her helplessness, fear, and anguish could never be shared by anyone.
Finally got married^_^