Gradually, she got used to it. As time went by, she gradually discovered that there was nothing wrong with being alone. She was lonely and safe. Since fate was unpredictable, she could only go with nature.
When did all this start to quietly change
It should have been the winter of Jiasheng's sixteenth year, when the man dragged his broken leg back to Beijing. From that time on, she suddenly became a crybaby.
She was such a solitary and cautious person, but she couldn't control her own feet at all. She moved closer to him over and over again. Her heart had been cold for too long, and the man's smile was too warm. She was like A moth that was about to freeze was obviously full of fear and trepidation, but it couldn't help but want to fly towards him, closer, closer, closer.
She was too cold, too cold for too long, and she really longed for such warmth.
The man was like a magician. In front of him, she felt as if she had lived again. He gave her everything she had ever asked for, and even more. She began to look like a normal child... No, she was like a spoiled child. She acted wantonly and domineeringly. In front of him, she was as arrogant as a crab.
She tested his bottom line again and again. She wanted to know how much he could pamper her and how far he could tolerate her. She was greedy and timid, she was arrogant and humble.
She was afraid that this was a waste of time, so she became even more panic-stricken, especially when she learned that Princess Goryeo was going to marry Dali. In whatever way and in what capacity, this man was the rare warmth in her life. She knew that as soon as she let him go, her life would return to a cold and dead silence.
She won't tell others how grateful she is for this sudden change in Beidi. Even though her mother and Shan'er paid such a heavy price for it, for her, this is really a rare opportunity.
And today, she was finally going to marry him, and she no longer had to worry about walking alone in the future.
Lu Zhishan, you probably don’t know how much I like you, how much I admire you, how much I appreciate you, how much I can’t live without you...
You definitely won’t know, because even I can’t tell myself how much I love you.
But it doesn't matter, Lu Zhishan, I will marry you today. We have a lifetime to explore this issue.
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"Princess, are you awake? The palace combing aunt has come to comb your hair. She is already waiting in the front yard. You should get up now." Jixiang came in and held the lamp, and the room suddenly became brighter. Jixiang looked at Mu Nan Zhi Jing put on his middle coat and sat on the bed. His eyes widened and he couldn't help but stare, "Princess Princess, you got up so early today? Why didn't you call the slaves to come in and serve you?"
Mu Nanzhi smiled: "I can't sleep, so I just want to sit alone."
Ji Xiang was a little sad and sighed softly: "The princess is getting married today."
Mu Nanzhi nodded, and the smile on his face deepened: "Yes, I'm going to get married."
Jixiang's eyes were a little red, but his face was full of smiles: "The princess treats the princess so well. If the princess marries the prince, the future life will definitely be better. I am really happy for the princess."