I kept retching that day. It was clear that nothing could be vomited out, but I couldn't stop, so I kept kneeling on the ground and retching. Later, my stomach and intestines were throbbing with pain from vomiting, and I couldn't eat for several days. "
"From that day on, I began to hate Chive Sauce, hate war, hate blood, and hate killing. From that day on, I became a real soldier. For me, the iron blood on the battlefield is no longer about being full of pride and going into battle to kill. The enemy will no longer be for fame and future. I just want to try my best to defend the territory of Dali, I just want to try my best to protect everyone I care about, I just want the world to be peaceful and there will be no more wars, but... "
But what
Lu Zhishan didn't say anything, and Mu Nanzhi didn't ask any more questions. She put her arms around Lu Zhishan's head, and led the man to lie on her neck.
"Cousin, you've done a good job, you've really done a good job," Mu Nanzhi's heart was throbbing with pain. She didn't know how to comfort the silent man in her arms, so she could only caress her one by one. Touching the man's back, "Cousin, I know you are different from them. I know you have been wronged and endured these years, but you have always done so without any regrets. Cousin, I am really proud of you. ”
Yes, she knew that over the years, Lu Zhishan had been aggrieved and forbearing. This man seemed to be a roc with his wings imprisoned, trapped in the sewage mire of the capital, unable to return to the sky.
Because I understand, I feel sad.
She gently touched the man's hair with her chin, rubbed it gently, and asked hesitantly: "Cousin, do you still want to return to southern Xinjiang?"
Lu Zhishan didn't answer, but looked at her steadily. After a pause, he put his arms around Mu Nanzhi.
Mu Nanzhi's eyes suddenly became sour. She raised her head and forced back tears.
"Cousin, if you want to go back to southern Xinjiang, then go ahead." Mu Nanzhi grabbed the man's face and looked at the man unblinkingly with his big watery eyes, clear and beautiful, "Cousin, I really like you, whether you are a down-and-out prince trapped in the capital or a powerful general on the battlefield, I like you, not just now, but I will also like you in the future, and I will like you even more than now."
Lu Zhishan looked at the child's beautiful and pure face, his eyes were sore. His Adam's apple slid up and down twice, as if he had something to say, but he didn't say anything. He just looked at it without blinking. Looking at Mu Nanzhi, his heart ached, and then he suddenly pulled Mu Nanzhi into his arms, and the overwhelming kiss followed.
Mu Nazhi hugged the man's neck tightly, and they kissed each other eagerly, as if they were going to spend their entire lives loving each other.
This time, Mu Nanzhi was obviously much more proactive than before. The man liked her taking the initiative so much. He held her tightly with so much force that Mu Nanzhi even felt pain, but Mu Nanzhi was reluctant to let go of the man. , she gently rubbed the man's face. This face that she loved so much and hurt so much came into Mu Nanzhi's eyes from the man's bronze body. She looked at the criss-crossed scars on the man's body with red eyes. , she stared blankly, her fingertips gently sliding over the scars, tracing the lines of the intersecting scars.
That is a man's pain and a man's medal.
The man raised his head, his eyes were red. He looked at the darkening sky and the full moon rising in the sky. He felt that his soul was about to leave his body.