Zhou Ran never knew when Liu Changsheng discovered that she was born as a girl, but when she realized it, Liu Changsheng's eyes followed her.
She had not been curious before, but now she wanted to know.
really want.
I really, really want to.
"One time, I sent a message to the general. You happened to be hunting with the general. Your eyes followed the general. That day, the general shot a wild goose." Liu Changsheng said softly.
Zhou Ran's face suddenly turned gray. She stared at Liu Changsheng in disbelief. After a long while, she trembled and said, "You... what did you see? What did you hear?"
"I saw that you were looking at the general lovingly," Liu Changsheng said softly, with a calm face, as if he didn't care at all. He reached out and held Zhou Ran's trembling hand, "Ranran, what did you say to the general that day? , Wild geese are the most loyal birds. They will only recognize each other for the rest of their lives. If one dies, the other one will never live alone. You asked the general whether he believed in being a pair for the rest of his life. I heard it. "
Zhou Ran felt that his heart was trembling. That indestructible heart, somehow, at this time, cracked in the gentle eyes of the man in front of him, revealing a warm and blood-red heart. Come.
"Since you clearly know that I... my heart belongs to you, then you... then why... are you still willing to..." Zhou Ran held back his tears, not allowing his vulnerability to be revealed in front of the man.
"At that time, the general did not listen to these words, but I heard them in my heart." Liu Changsheng leaned down and gently kissed Zhou Ran's white fingers, "Nuan Ran, I know that I am not the person you originally liked, and I also know that I am not the person you originally liked. I am indeed not worthy of you, so I didn’t dare to offend you at that time. I originally thought that I could just protect you silently. I didn’t believe in any gods or Buddhas before, but from that time on, I did. I don’t want wealth and peace, but I want you to have all your dreams come true and be happy. It wasn’t until Hue was defeated that year, the general returned to Beijing, and you left the army and went to Guangxi, that I began to have some hope in my heart. "
"Nanran, I like you, I like your heroic appearance, and I also like your weakness and sadness that no one notices. Ranran, so Ranran, don't ask me why I want to marry you, because from the beginning to the end, my eyes In my heart, there is only you, Ranran. To me, you are the female Bodhisattva that I seek from the gods and Buddhas all over the sky day and night."
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Zhou Ran couldn't bear it any longer, he covered his face with a "Wow" and burst into tears.
"Liu Changsheng, why...why haven't I seen you for such a long time?" Zhou Ran burst into tears. She had always been a majestic female general, and now she cried so hard that her heart broke. "Liu Changsheng, why...why didn't you Tell me earlier? Liu Changsheng... Liu Changsheng, I really regret it..."
What do you regret
She does not regret her ten-year-long love for Lu Zhishan, nor does she regret following Lu Zhishan through life and death, nor does she regret marrying Liu Changsheng and about to give birth to their child.
However, she still regretted it, although she couldn't say what she regretted financially.
But Liu Changsheng obviously understood. He gently took Zhou Ran into his arms, kissed Zhou Ran's forehead gently, and said softly: "Ranran, I don't regret it."