Xie Lun was startled: "Shan'er, what do you mean? Did something happen to Princess Duanhui and Heshuo?"
Mu Nanshan didn't speak, just shook his head gently, and then slowly closed his eyes.
Xie Lun suddenly remembered something. He pulled the stool and moved it towards Mu Nanshan, and then asked carefully: "What was written in the letter that Princess Duanhui and Shuo sent you that day?"
Mu Nanshan froze for a moment, then shook his head again, still without saying a word.
Xie Lun knew for sure that something written by Princess Duanhui and Shuo in the letter must have hurt Mu Nanshan's heart, so since the Mid-Autumn Festival, the young man has been in a depressed mood.
Xie Lun didn't ask any more questions. He poured the wine silently and put the glass into Mu Nanshan's hand. He gently rubbed Mu Nanshan's hand and said, "Come on, we brothers are not drunk today." Not return."
"Okay, I won't come back until I'm drunk!" Mu Nanshan opened his eyes, curled his lips at Xie Lun, and drank the whole drink in one gulp.
Xie Lun also drank it all in one gulp, and then put the wine jars on the table. He stopped heating it and poured cold wine directly into it. The two of them drank one glass each. The more they drank, the more they drank, and the more they felt that the wine glass was too small. In the end, the two of them simply held a wine jar and poured wine into each other.
"Brother Xie, I have been...always living for my mother all these years. Really, I have always lived for her. I have known since I was a child that all her hopes are on me, so I...just keep working hard, In order not to disappoint her, she wanted to be Mrs. Zuo, so I kept working hard for her. I did everything for her whether I wanted to do it or not, although... Although I was always depressed, but... But as long as it is what she wants, I have never thought about disobeying her. She is my mother." After a jar of osmanthus wine, Mu Nanshan was obviously drunk and started to talk more. He lay on Xie Lun's side. on her lap, sobbing, "She said she lived all for me, and I was her only hope, but... But don't I live for her? Brother Xie, you don't know how tired I am, this In the past twenty-five years, I have never had any preferences, no emotions, and no life of my own at all. I have lived for her, really, all for my mother, but now... now she suddenly doesn’t want me anymore. I’m…”
Xie Lun took a handkerchief and wiped Mu Nanshan's tears, while whispering: "Nanshan, what happened?"
"She said... she wanted to live a stable life, saying that she... said that she didn't ask for anything, she just asked for a loved one to be by her side and be safe for half her life, but... but what should I do?" Mu Nanshan cried even harder, He hugged Xie Lun's waist tightly, with tears and snot sticking to Xie Lun's body, "Since I was a child, I have listened to her in everything, and I have done everything for her. And now, she told me that she has She no longer needs my son. She is pregnant with a new son. This son is different from me. He is... the son of her and her sweetheart. He is not like me... "
"Then what do I mean to my eldest sister?!"
"The eldest sister was banished by her early, and I was... tamed into a docile and obedient pug. But now... now she is abandoning me. She said she wants to live a new life and say goodbye to the humiliation and torture of the past. Goodbye, but what do the eldest sister and I mean? We are just a symbol of shame for the first half of her life, right