It was past ten o'clock in the evening when Jiang Lu returned to City A, and Qi An'an would not come back until tomorrow night, and he was still alone today.
Jiang Lu washed up briefly, cold water splashed on his face, he closed his eyes, and suddenly felt a little dizzy, holding the mirror with his hands.
After Qi An'an left, he seldom slept at night, not because he didn't want to, but because he really didn't dare.
Sleep had been torture for him since seeing his own face in his dreams. The fuzzy memory in his mind was one-sided and broken after all, but the picture in the dream was clearly visible, which made him dare not take a second look.
I can't remember how long I've been supporting this way, and my iron-clad body couldn't bear it either.
But tomorrow An'an will come back, and he is like a walking dead, Jiang Lu squinted slightly to stare at his own face in the mirror, pale and thin.
He frowned, if An An saw himself like this, how could he rest assured
Jiang Lu walked into the bedroom step by step, lay down on the bed tentatively, thought for a while, set an alarm clock, and turned the volume to the maximum.
He thought, just sleep for a few hours, it should be fine.
He needs to regain his composure, so he can pick up An An tomorrow.
Jiang Lu closed his eyes apprehensively, he fell into a deep sleep after a few days of fatigue.
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Rainy night, thunder.
Qi Anan slumped to the ground, the rain washed her pale cheeks, after a long time, she slowly stood up, and walked back in a daze.
It was very late, and there were almost no pedestrians on the road. A car whizzed by with its windshield wipers on and its headlights flashing.
Qi Anan didn't have a car, was penniless and couldn't take a taxi, so he limped back in the rain in a daze. She knelt in the rain for too long, she was groggy as if she had a fever, and she walked crookedly.
When crossing the road, the green light flashed, and Qi Anan walked forward slowly.
drop-drip-
Suddenly, a long whistle sounded from the side, piercing the rain curtain like a sharp sword, and a truck pulled a load of bumpy logs, and drove over at an extremely fast speed. The brakes of the big car were not so sensitive, and there was still a loud "bang" after the long and harsh brake sound.
The rain gradually faded to blood.
…
When Jiang Lu woke up, it was past four o'clock in the morning, and he sat up on the bed trembling all over. The usually calm and calm person was like a desperate trapped animal, with a choke in his throat.
Shaking his hands, he slowly wiped the wetness off his face.
Jiang Lu coughed lowly, tasted the bloody smell in his throat, sat there for a long while clenched his fists, gasped twice, turned around and touched the cell phone next to his pillow.
As soon as he caught his hand, he subconsciously let go.
No... No... It's so early in the morning, An An is still sleeping...
His long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he opened his dry eyes for a long time, before hesitating for a few seconds, he picked up the phone.
Just this time, he only disturbed her this time, he really couldn't hold on anymore.
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"Well... Jiang Lu... what's the matter..."
Qi Anan heard the phone ring while she was asleep, turned over and reached out from under the quilt to touch it. She set a special call tone for Jiang Lu, so she knew who the caller was without looking at the screen.
Qi Anan woke up from a dream, his mind was still confused, he vaguely knew that Jiang Lu hadn't spoken, but he didn't know whether he was silent for a few seconds or a few minutes.
"An'an, I miss you so much..."
Qi An'an rubbed her eyes, and glanced at her phone. At 4:30 in the morning, she frowned slightly, and her consciousness gradually returned.
Just opened his mouth, Qi Anan bit his lower lip, and finally said softly with a little sleepiness: "Lu Lu, I miss you too."
Jiang Lu didn't say anything else, his voice was low: "An'an, go to bed, I called too early. I'll pick you up at the station at night. You should wear thicker clothes."
After hanging up the phone, Qi Anan didn't feel sleepy at all. She turned over and sat up, thinking silently with her mobile phone.
She knew in her heart how much Jiang Lu doted on her, and with his forbearing character, if she didn't discover any pain in her heart, Jiang Lu would never say it.
He would call himself at four o'clock in the morning, just to hear his own voice. If it wasn't for something, she wouldn't believe it.
Qi An'an immediately changed the ticket, and waited for more than an hour. After the teacher woke up, he went to knock on her room door.
"Mr. Lin, I'm sorry, I want to come here and ask you for a leave of absence. I won't go to the forum on the last day. I... something happened to my family."
Teacher Lin is kind and likes Qi An'an very much. She has never worried her as a student for so many years, and it is also the first time to ask for leave: "It must be a big thing to come here so early. It's okay to go back. The last day was supposed to be too late." It's nothing, the afternoon is the end, everyone sits and has dinner together, don't be embarrassed."
After Qi An'an thanked the teacher, she rushed to the station. She didn't tell Jiang Lu that it was nearly ten o'clock in the morning when she returned to City A. She went home without stopping, but when she entered the door, she found that Jiang Lu was not there.
Qi Anan called Jiang Lu, but his phone was turned off.
Strange, Jiang Lu's mobile phone never turns off, did he go to the company? Qi Anan thought for a while and called Yu Lin first: "Sister Yu Lin, is Jiang Lu at the company? Are you busy today? Will he stay at the company for lunch at noon?" Qi Anan thought, if Jiang Lu doesn't come back at noon, she Go find him now, if you come back, he will wait here.
"Mr. Jiang... I didn't come today. The Chinese New Year is coming soon. We did almost the same finishing work in the past two days, and there is nothing to do recently."
Qi Anan pursed her lips, and didn't ask any more questions: "Okay, then I understand."
After hanging up the phone, Qi Anan frowned and thought, Jiang Lu is not at home or in the company, where can he go? But he knew that he would come back tonight to pick her up, no matter where he was now, at least he would be home by afternoon.
Thinking of Qi An'an in this way calmed down a bit before he noticed the suitcase at the door.
Jiang Lu ever went out? Maybe it was a business trip two days ago, Qi Anan didn't think much, took the suitcase and opened it, took out the clothes inside and put them in the washing machine, and took the other items to the study room to put them in the cabinet.
The things in this box were not neatly arranged, Qi Anan planned to arrange them properly, and was moving the things out of the cabinet when suddenly a medical record fell out.
Qi An's heart sank, and he knelt down to pick up the medical records.
The words "Psychiatric Hospital" on the cover made her mind go blank for a moment.
The more Qi Anan watched, the more frightened she became, and suddenly remembered that when she delivered Jiang Lu's meal that day, she heard him whispering on the phone by the window.
Thursday... Today is Thursday.
Qi Anan closed the medical record book, glanced at the name of the hospital on the cover, got up and walked out.
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"Okay, I see, you just said let me find a way, is it so easy to think of a way? I now..."
Qi Zhen held up her mobile phone and spoke impatiently to the other end, when suddenly a person walked in front of her, and she suddenly stopped talking.
"Did I force you to find a way? If you can't help it, you can come back. What's the use of you staying in City A like this? You treat yourself as a company and use your public funds to eat, drink and travel? Can you..."
Regardless of the exasperated reprimand, Qi Zhen hung up the phone at once, stood up and followed the figure.
Her heart was pounding nervously. To be honest, from the first time she saw Jiang Lu when she was young, until now, she had never seen him in such a distraught state.
Something must have happened, but I don't know if it's what she expected
Qi Zhen silently followed Jiang Lu from afar, secretly excited, Jiang Lu, who was usually so vigilant, didn't even notice her.
Seeing Jiang Lu coming in, the doctor frowned a little, his expression was not as calm as last time, and he stretched out his hand to him: "Please sit down."
Jiang Lu looked at his expression, and his heart sank: "... Is there something wrong?"
The doctor pondered for a while, and asked first: "Mr. Jiang, I suggested you to go to the psychology department before. I don't know if you have gone?"
Several experts in the psychology department are named professors of University A, and they usually go to University A to take classes. Because of An An, many of them know themselves. He has to screen out before going, but it is difficult for him to open up to strangers, even a psychologist.
Apart from Qi An'an in this world, he still has lingering rejection and alienation towards the opposite sex.
Jiang Lu nodded: "I've been there, but it's not very useful."
The doctor muttered to himself: "I've been to..."
This question is not important. Looking at the doctor's face, Jiang Lu knew that the result of this test was definitely not simple: "You have read my test report, isn't it... not very good?"
The doctor glanced at him, nodded after thinking for a while, and tried his best to speak as kindly as possible: "It's really not ideal." It's only been a long time since he came to him last time, and this result was never expected by the doctor.
Jiang Lu's lips moved, trembling slightly, he whispered, "What's wrong with my spirit? I will..."
He paused, his hands and feet were cold.
"It's not that it's hard to draw conclusions about what you're worried about. I'm more worried about your own physical condition." The doctor took a series of inspection reports and sighed deeply, "The results of this test... you Already a little bit depressed."
Jiang Lu took a stack of inspection sheets and gently closed the door. The doctor's exhortation passed by his ears just now, but he didn't remember it too much.
Jiang Lu stood in the corridor of the hospital, looking through the test report silently.
"Jiang Lu, long time no see."
The voice was a little familiar, Jiang Lu raised his eyelids indifferently, turned his head slightly, and met Qi Zhen's charmingly smiling face.
As if he saw a cloud of air, he turned his head expressionlessly, then stared at the words on the paper in his hand.
"Tsk tsk tsk, what about the psychiatry department, Jiang Lu, I haven't seen you for so many years, how did you get to this point? You were a lunatic back then, but now you can't control your madness, and finally came to see a doctor?"
Seeing that Jiang Lu didn't plan to take care of him, Qi Zhen finally took a strong dose of medicine with a sinister smile: "How about it? Killing your beloved An An with your own hands, it must be uncomfortable, right?"
Jiang Lu looked at Qi Zhen suddenly, his eyes were scarlet.
He opened his lips, his tone was as cold as that of an evil ghost in hell, and he paused every word: "What did you say?"
Qi Zhen smiled and said: "You should know what I said, don't you...have you remembered your previous life?"
She listened outside the door for a while, and she already understood the general idea in her heart. Although the development of the matter was not the way she imagined that Jiang Lu and Qi An'an would torture each other, it turned into a more interesting situation.
Jiang Lu felt a sharp knife stuck in his heart: "Past life?"
"That's right, do you think you are the only one who remembers your past life? To tell you the truth, I have already remembered it, that's why I have done nothing for so many years, just watched the show in silence, and see if you and Qi An'an can get along well. Become the fate of the previous life."
"Who would have thought that you love her so much, why would you suddenly change your temperament? You're going to kill her."
Qi Zhen blurred everything she remembered, Jiang Lu didn't seem to remember the evil deeds Qi Anan committed to him, but only remembered everything he had done, that's why she was so painful and desperate, then she should make good use of it at this point.
"Jiang Lu, you are really a wolf-hearted person. Qi An'an was so kind to you in the previous life. When you were criticized by thousands of people, she was by your side. She was always the first one when you were bullied and insulted." She rushed up to protect you, but who would have thought that you would suddenly act like a mad dog? She didn't even give anyone a way out, and her family was ruined. Hahahahaha... What crime did Qi Anan commit to fall in love with you? species?"
"It's ridiculous. After reliving the whole life, you are still on the same path. This time, I want to see when you go completely crazy and shoot her."
Jiang Lu listened quietly, and looked straight at Qi Zhen, his eyes were dark, as if he had no emotion.
Qi Zhen was still a little afraid of Shangjiang Lu. Although he looked at him like this, he felt a little nervous, but he still smiled and said: "You look at me like this, don't you believe what I say? God is fair, he She gave me the memory of my previous life, and also gave you the memory of my previous life, so will Qi Anan be left behind? Just wait, she will remember everything sooner or later."
Jiang Lu's pupils shrank slightly.
"What do you think she will do then? Even if she doesn't take revenge on you, at least she will take back all her love and stay away from you."
Qi Zhen's eyes flashed brightly, like a snake spitting out venom, every word was bloody: "Otherwise she will be hit to death by a car on a rainy day like in her previous life."
Jiang Lu finally had a reaction.
He raised the corners of his lips slightly, and slowly walked towards Qi Zhen, with a heavy breath and a cold expression.
Qi Zhen couldn't help taking a step back: "What are you going to do?"
"I believe it. I have a good idea," Jiang Lu said slowly and softly, "If you and I are the ones threatening An'an, I can kill you now and then commit suicide. In this way... there is no People can hurt her."
"Are you crazy... are you crazy?" Qi Zhen backed away in horror, "This is a hospital, are you crazy?"
Jiang Lu smiled and nodded: "Yes, I'm crazy. Don't you already know?"
Qi Zhen swallowed her saliva: "Don't come here, don't..." Her eyes passed over Jiang Lu's shoulders, and suddenly her eyes widened: "Qi Anan..."
Jiang Lu stopped in his tracks.
His dark eyes looked at Qi Zhen, and they seemed to be suddenly empty.
He turned his head little by little, his movements stiff, like a skeleton exposed to the broad daylight.
Qi An'an was standing not far behind them. She was wearing an off-white cotton dress. The clothes were furry and cute. Her thick black hair was hanging loose, and her snow-skinned red lips made her look as charming as a little fairy walking out of a picture scroll.
Jiang Lu looked at her quietly.
His An An is so pretty.
He loved her very much, but hot tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.
She heard everything.