She heard everything.
it's all over.
With tears in his eyes, Jiang Lu couldn't see Qi An'an's expression clearly, he only felt his heart was broken into countless pieces, and he couldn't make a sound from the pain.
He watched Qi An'an walk forward without saying a word, these few steps seemed to have taken his whole life.
"Jiang Lu, don't cry."
In a trance, Qi An'an's voice was still gentle, without disgust or fear, and her tone seemed to be the same as before.
Jiang Lu said: "Okay..."
Before he could raise his hand to wipe, Qi An'an's little hand had already covered his cheek, wiping away the tears pitifully.
Suddenly she put down her hand, Jiang Lu sank her lips and murmured, and saw Qi An'an turned her head, raised her hand and slapped Qi Zhen's face hard.
Qi Zhen was stunned by this sudden slap for a few seconds, and when she realized she covered her face, she pointed at Qi An'an with the other hand: "Why are you crazy?!"
As she said that she rushed forward angrily, wanting to fight back, Jiang Lu fixed his eyes, instinctively stopped in front of Qi Anan, and shook off Qi Zhen's hand.
Qi Zhen staggered back in embarrassment, she looked at the two people in front of her bitterly, and suddenly smiled: "Jiang Lu, Qi An'an heard everything. No, look at her reaction, she should have remembered everything, right? See Come on, your madness will never be cured."
"Do you think everyone is lunatic? I think you are the craziest one," Qi Anan stepped forward and glared at Qi Zhen with a cold tone, "If I knew that one day you would run to Jiang Telling nonsense in front of Lu, the last time I saw you, I would never just say a few words to you and let it go!"
Qi Zhen's eyes were burning: "You know if I'm telling nonsense! Am I wrong? You know very well how he treated you in the previous life. If it wasn't for him, how could you have died so miserably?"
Qi Zhen glanced between the two of them with a smile. After she finished speaking, Jiang Lu's face turned pale again.
Just now he looked like a fearless deadly ghost, but when Qi Anan came, he seemed like a porcelain figure that would break at the touch of a touch.
Qi Zhen felt extremely happy in his heart. Sure enough, for Jiang Lu, losing Qi An'an was a hundred times more painful than death.
Seeing Qi Zhen laughing so happily, Qi Anan felt even more furious: "Of course you are talking nonsense, what do you know? The things you said have nothing to do with me."
She clenched her fists tightly and shifted her gaze to Jiang Lu.
From the moment Qi An'an appeared, Jiang Lu never took his eyes off her, as if she would disappear if she missed a glance.
Qi Anan stared at the teardrop that was about to fall on Jiang Lu's chin, she told him not to cry, and he clearly agreed.
Her heart ached like a twist, and she reached out to gently wipe away the teardrop.
Qi Anan said in a low voice: "Jiang Lu, why are you so stupid..."
Jiang Lu stood there at a loss. He should say something, but he had so many thoughts, he didn't know where to start.
Looking at the two of them, Qi Zhen suddenly realized that the current situation was very favorable to Qi An'an: she knew everything, and Jiang Lu only felt guilty towards her.
At this point, he couldn't care less about stabbing Jiang Lu in the heart again, Qi Zhen simply shook everything and said loudly: "Qi An'an, don't be hypocritical! Jiang Lu just remembered how he tortured you to death, but he I still don't know why he did this—do you dare to tell him why he treated you like that in his previous life?"
Qi Anan turned to look at her with a cold smile: "Why don't you tell me."
Qi Zhen snorted coldly: "Do you think I dare not say it? Jiang Lu, Qi An'an is here to take revenge on you! In your previous life, when you were the son of a prostitute who was trampled on by others, Qi An'an tossed you a lot. She trampled you into the mud, and when you become successful later on, she will be the first to take revenge."
As he said that, Qi Zhen stretched out his finger to Qi An'an: "She has remembered it a long time ago, that's why she has been so enlightened in her life. She has been kind to you from the beginning. She planned such a big game just to get revenge on you! I reminded you a long time ago I passed you, but you didn't believe it."
Qi Zhen said so much, but Jiang Lu remained indifferent.
No one knew if he listened to Qi Zhen's words, he just stretched out his hand slowly, tentatively holding Qi An'an's hand, he didn't even dare to hug her whole hand at the beginning, but gently held two of her hands Seeing that she didn't shake off her fingers, she clenched them bit by bit.
Qi Zhen's eyes were reddened by this scene: "Jiang Lu, I didn't lie to you, what I said was true! Do you think Qi An'an really loves you? Is it possible?! You caused her so much misery in your previous life, She doesn't love you at all!"
Only Qi An'an could feel Jiang Lu trembling slightly as he held his hand.
Qi Anan sighed in his heart, looked at Qi Zhen and paused every word: "You are not me, how do you know that I don't love him?"
Qi Zhen was trembling with anger but didn't know what to say. If it was only her and Jiang Lu, she could still turn black and white with her red mouth and white teeth. But now Jiang Lu was hopeless, even if she told the truth, it would be no match for Qi Anan who made up a sentence or two to him.
Sure enough, Qi Anan turned around and met Jiang Lu's red eyes: "Jiang Lu, I'll tell you everything, do you believe me or Qi Zhen?"
Jiang Lu's lips moved slightly: "An'an, I believe in you."
Qi Anan smiled gently at him, her voice was firm, sweet and soft into her heart: "Then let's go home."
She held Jiang Lu's hand tightly, and before leaving, she turned to Qi Zhen and said, "I told you last time we met, I advised you to find a new goal in life, and don't waste your time on us."
"Jiang Lu and I will live a happy and stable life, and this will never change."
…
Back home, Qi Anan stared closely at Jiang Lu, and Jiang Lu also looked at her quietly.
Qi Anan felt helpless and pity in her heart, she didn't ask Jiang Lu why he didn't tell her the truth, how could he tell her when such a bizarre thing happened? No matter who can only swallow silently.
After staring at Jiang Lu for a long time, Qi Anan finally touched his face with distress: "Jiang Lu, I've only been away for three days, why have you lost so much weight?"
Jiang Lu looked at her tenderly, and said softly, "I'm sorry."
"What are you sorry for?" Qi Anan held his face in both hands, "Why is the phone turned off?"
Is it turned off? Jiang Lu pursed his lips: "I... didn't do it on purpose, I won't do it in the future." He really didn't notice that he was out of his mind these two days.
Apologizing without saying a word, Qi An'an's eyes flickered slightly: "Don't blame yourself, it's okay, Jiang Lu, look at me."
"I'm afraid you're worried about me, eat well and sleep well every day, but how can you take care of yourself like this?"
Seeing her expression, Jiang Lu's lips trembled, but he didn't say anything, he gently hugged Qi An'an in his arms, his movements were very careful, as if he was afraid of breaking something: "I'm sorry, An'an... don't be sad Okay? I really didn't mean to."
Qi Anan pulled Jiang Lu to sit on the sofa.
Facing his insecure eyes, Qi Anan kissed him on the forehead, sat next to him and looked at him seriously: "It's all my fault, if only I found out about your abnormality earlier, you wouldn't eat it." So much suffering. Jiang Lu... I'll tell you everything, you just listen to me, okay?"
It finally came, Jiang Lu's fingertips trembled slightly, he clenched it quietly, and his voice was low: "An'an, what Qi Zhen said last is the truth, right?"
He could tell that maybe Qi Zhen was half-truthful and wanted to kill him, but in the end what she said was not a lie.
Qi Zhen knew about their past, and obviously An An also knew, only he still had a lack of memory. But it was only a matter of time, and one day he would remember it all too.
Qi Anan looked at Jiang Lu's face, he was always calm and self-possessed, his face could let her clearly see his emotions, he must be extremely tormented.
She understood what he was afraid of: "It's okay, Jiang Lu, just listen to me, I guarantee that the two of us will remain the same as before and will never get better, okay?"
won't it change? Jiang Lu felt bitter in his heart.
An'an hurt him in his previous life, and he also took revenge back. But in this life, everything starts from scratch. The two of them originally only knew each other and loved each other, but God forced those memories into their minds.
This also... won't change
Jiang Lu pursed his lips slightly: "An'an, I'm actually very satisfied now. You still..." You still love me, no matter what the purpose is, it doesn't matter.
As long as there is still a little bit of love for him, willing to stay by his side.
He really didn't care about his previous life, even if he remembered everything one day, he wouldn't care. But if An An cared, he would stand here and let her vent her anger without complaint or regret.
"Don't be afraid, Jiang Lu, don't be afraid, listen to me, I must tell you clearly about this matter." Qi Anan held Jiang Lu's hand, she knew that Jiang Lu's heart was transparent, and she dared to listen to Qi Zhen's words, but she was alone I dare not listen to her words.
But what she wanted to say was definitely not as bad as he imagined.
Jiang Lu looked at her clean expression, and he could clearly see the distress inside. Forget it, the resistance and escape in my heart can't match these bright eyes after all.
Jiang Lu asked in a low voice: "An'an, can I hold you and listen?"
Qi Anan smiled, and threw herself into Jiang Lu's arms obediently. Jiang Lu hugged her tightly. She was small and hugged her like a petite milk cat, but she could fill his entire chest.
Qi Anan leaned into Jiang Lu's arms, thought for a while and said: "Although Qi Zhen didn't lie in the end, she said it from her own point of view. But from my point of view, this matter is completely different. Since you can If you accept past and present lives, you should also be able to accept...the parallel world, right?"
Since she has lived here for so many years, this is not just a book, but a complete world.
Qi Anan compared the book to a parallel world, slowly narrated it from beginning to end, and finally said in a low voice: "... At that time, I thought, this person named Jiang Lu in this world really makes people feel distressed, if I were Qi Anan here, I will definitely... "
Thinking about his ironic target when he first came here, Qi An'an shook his head, and continued with a firm tone: "I will definitely treat him very gently, so that he will no longer suffer the grievances he shouldn't have to bear."
Jiang Lu listened quietly, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, and he subconsciously tightened his arms.
"I came here later, and I became the Qi An'an of this world." Qi An'an's eyes were clear and clear, reflecting Jiang Lu's figure, she showed a shy smile, "In the beginning, I really just wanted to fight against injustice, and I wanted to treat him well. You. But then... and then..."
It is really difficult to confess like this. Qi Anan buried his head in Jiang Lu's arms: "Before I saw you, I thought I knew you very well. I didn't know how hard you worked until I got along with you. I feel sorry for you. Originally I want to be friends with you, but... you are so kind and gentle, I really like it."
After hearing all this, Jiang Lu was silent for a long time.
He held Qi An'an tightly with both arms, but he never let go of his strength.
He had a thousand words, but suddenly he couldn't speak a single word.
Instead, Qi An'an spoke again, she grabbed Jiang Lu's big hand, and stuck it to her face: "Jiang Lu, I don't know why you think of the past, but you have to remember, those who hurt you are the same as you. That person, not me. There was never any harm between us."
The skin under the palm was soft and smooth, warm to the touch.
Jiang Lu's eyes were red, and there was a thin film of water in his eyes. His voice was very low: "I see."
He knew that God had never treated her badly, but favored her instead.
The noon sun shines through the windows, bringing a warm temperature.
Jiang Lu was the first to ask the question he wanted to know the most: "An'an, will you...will you leave in the future?"
Qi Anan blinked, and he had fully integrated into this place, and his previous life was more like a dream: "I won't leave you."
Jiang Lu's tense body relaxed a little.
He looked at Qi An'an for a long time, and finally showed a slight smile: "Little idiot from a parallel world?"
Qi Anan didn't understand: "How can you be a little idiot?"
Why not, I know how miserable he is, I have seen his viciousness, I know everything, but I still fall in love with him.
There is no one more stupid than her.
And there's no one... better than her.
All this finally cleared up, the little idiot is just a little idiot, Qi Anan didn't care about it, and looked at Jiang Lu distressedly: "Look at you, you have lost so much weight, you must have not eaten well and not rested much. When did you start?" Remember what happened before? Did you work hard for a long time?"
Her distress was so obvious, Jiang Lu couldn't express his love in his heart, and gently stroked Qi An'an's hair: "It's just recently, it hasn't been very hard."
If we talk about the beginning, it dates back to before graduating from high school, when he dreamed that Qi Yan went bankrupt. But at that time, he only felt the crisis, and the real disaster was when he confirmed that he was the murderer.
Jiang Lu smiled slightly, although his face was a bit haggard, but his eyes were peaceful and peaceful, "It's okay, An An, it's all over."
He looked at her, and suddenly his smile deepened: "I am much luckier than myself in my previous life."
Qi An'an pinched Jiang Lu's tall nose, and poked him on the cheek dishonestly, "No, it's obviously me who is lucky. Jiang Lu, you don't know, many people in our world know you, and everyone likes you very much. you."
Jiang Lu's eyes were gentle, and his voice was very low: "But only you can do this for me."
"An'an, when did we first meet?" After listening to her, many things suddenly became clear. Jiang Lu recalled that when he first met Qi An'an, he felt that the "Qi An'an" he saw for the first time should not be the girl he loved in front of him.
It's the first time we met, Qi Anan thought about it, and she still had a little impression of this incident: "One day after school, you were walking on the road with a kitten in your arms, and when I saw you, I ran up to call you. That was our first time. meet again."
That time...
Jiang Lu was suddenly silent, it turned out that it was the first time he saw her.
It's a pity that he didn't know it was her at the time. At that time, he should have seen the original "Qi An'an".
Jiang Lu bit his lower lip lightly, he had a good memory, if it was the first time they met - the first word he said to her when they first met was to get fucked.
"An'an... I didn't know it was you at the time, and I treated you badly..." He was so bad at the time, and that was the first time we met.
"What happened to your attitude at the time? I don't remember much, oh, don't take it to heart, it doesn't matter." Qi Anan smiled and held Jiang Lu's face, and kissed him on the lips.
After so many years, Jiang Lu has been too gentle to her. Even though she vaguely remembers that Jiang Lu could not be close and friendly to her at the beginning, she can't remember the specific behavior of him when they first met.
She kissed her soft lips and was about to leave, Jiang Lu finally couldn't hold on, and grabbed the back of Qi An'an's head with one hand to prevent her from leaving.
He leaned over to cover her lips and kissed her deeply.
Jiang Lu's kisses have always been careful and gentle, tender and tender, but this time it seemed a little rough.
Days of fear and worry drove him to a desperate situation, and suddenly the sky was bright and all the shackles were lifted. He walked out of hell, and his beloved girl smiled at him in front of him.
Jiang Lu deepened the kiss with all his strength, hooked her lips and tongue fiercely, and even felt Qi An'an's weak struggle, but he only paused for a while, and then he attacked even more fiercely.
When she let go of Qi An'an, her eyes and nose were red, and she leaned against him limply, her eyes were very accusing: "Why are you so hard..."
She reached out and rubbed her red and swollen lips after being kissed: "It hurts."
It was he who was in a daze, Jiang Lu immediately took a closer look, and pressed his lips lightly with some self-blame: "I'm sorry, An'an, I couldn't control it just now."
Qi Anan glared at him, with a cute and cute look: "Forget it, seeing how pitiful you have been recently, I don't care about you."
"Jiang Lu, are you tired these days? Can I lie down with you for a while? I'll look at you, and you won't have nightmares anymore."
Yeah, no more nightmares.
…
This sleep lasted until after nine o'clock in the evening, and it was really dark and sweet without dreams. When Jiang Lu opened his eyes, he felt completely alive.
The walking dead these days are finally reborn as human beings at this moment.
Qi An'an has been lying down with Jiang Lu all the time, she didn't sleep well the day before, but after all she rested longer than Jiang Lu, and she opened her eyes after sleeping until five or six in the afternoon.
Although he woke up early, Qi Anan didn't move for fear of waking Jiang Lu up.
Waiting until Jiang Lu opened his eyes, Qi Anan smiled at him from the side: "You're awake."
Jiang Lu pressed against her hair scattered on the pillow: "Yeah."
Qi An'an smiled and kissed him, and went down to cook a bowl of glutinous rice balls.
The glutinous rice balls were not cooked too much, and eating too late for fear of indigestion, the two of them stuffed their stomachs together, Qi Anan sat next to Jiang Lu and discussed with him: "I came back too fast today, I didn't even listen to what the doctor told you illness. Let’s go again tomorrow and let me take note of it.”
Jiang Lu said: "No, I'm fine, besides, everything is fine."
Qi Anan was worried, and gave him a small look: "Nonsense, how could it be so fast." She had read Jiang Lu's checklist, and the obvious depression tendency was not a joke.
Jiang Lu shook his head and spoke softly: "It's true, the things I'm afraid of no longer exist. How could I make myself a patient and ask you to take care of me?"
In fact, Jiang Lu knows that he is very strong-willed. He has never been depressed in such an environment since he was a child—he is just a little paranoid.
Qi An'an didn't make a strong request either, forget it, Jiang Lu's matter has to be taken slowly, it can't be cured in a hurry, she will look at him in the future, and treat him better.
It's a pity that the two of them slept for too long that day. When they turned off the lights and went to bed again at eleven o'clock in the evening, they lay in the silent night, and neither of them felt sleepy.
Extra sober, not quite right.
On this dark bed where the silhouette of the other party could be vaguely seen, the atmosphere gradually became ambiguous.