"No, you don't know at all. Otherwise, you wouldn't be so rash, choosing to self-destruct without hesitation time and time again to save me..."
"I said, I was just impulsive..."
"Being impulsive means that this is your instinctive first choice, and you don't even need to think about it, right?" Li Moying snorted coldly, and glanced at her with his narrow black eyes flashing cold light.
Huang Yueli was speechless for a moment.
I have to say that Li Moying was right!
Seeing her silence, Li Moying continued: "You will never know how scared I am. I am afraid that after this self-destruction, we will not even have the chance to be reincarnated, and we will never see each other again."
"I know… "
"No, you don't know! Because I am the one who watches you blow yourself up every time, and you... have never seen it before, so how can you understand it?"
Huang Yueli subconsciously wanted to argue, but after just two words, she was interrupted by Li Moying.
His deep black eyes were focused on Huang Yueli's face, his expression was very calm, but looking into Huang Yueli's eyes made her heart tremble.
"Xiao Li'er, do you know why I have never self-destructed? Do you think I don't have such an impulse? Every time we face a strong enemy, every time I see you injured and I can't do anything, I I have thought more than once that if I want to explode completely and burst out with stronger power, as long as I can keep you alive, I don’t want anything, even our future... "
At this point, he stopped and gently held Huang Yueli's hand, "How was it? Did you think the same way before you blew yourself up?"
"I… "
Huang Yueli opened her mouth, but found that she couldn't even make a sound.
What Li Moying said was so accurate.
She didn't even want to admit it.
Li Moying didn't expect her to answer. He took a deep breath and continued talking to himself, "I also had such an impulse, but I held it back in the end. Do you know why? Because I have experienced everything The fear of the person you love almost losing their soul, I know how painful that is, and I don’t want you to endure it too!”
Li Moying's words were like thunder exploding in Huang Yueli's mind!
Only then did she realize how selfish her previous behavior was, and how harmful it was to Li Moying!
She... had already self-destructed once, leaving Li Moying alone in this world. If she did it again...
She wanted Li Moying to live, but in a world without her, could Li Moying continue to live as if nothing had happened
The answer... is almost without any suspense.
Thinking of this, strong guilt hit her heart. Huang Yueli looked at Li Moying's gloomy expression and felt extremely heartbroken. She couldn't help but whispered: "Mo Ying, I... I was wrong. I really shouldn't be so impulsive. It's me... I'm too selfish and didn't take your feelings into consideration... I promise you, I will never do this again, really, I can promise!"
If her limbs hadn't been so weak and unable to move, Huang Yueli would have wanted to do like the ordinary people in Tianling Continent, raise her right index finger and swear to God.
However, Li Moying still had a sad look on his face, and it was obvious that he was still in a heavy mood.
Huang Yueli pursed her lips and continued: "Mo Ying, just believe me this time. If I do it again next time, I will be struck by thunder and die without a burial... Uh-huh!"
(End of chapter)