It has been raining for three days. After the rain stopped, the sky became cooler. It was autumn, with a little bit of cold wind.
Luo Ran carried the Qin up the back mountain, and she saw Xuan Yi there, her eyes lit up, she put the Qin on the bluestone, and ran towards him. He shouted angrily, "Xuan Yi."
Xuan Yi heard her footsteps just now, but just pretended not to hear it. Now that she heard her voice close at hand, Fang raised his head, looked at her lightly, and replied, "Well."
She seemed to be a lot more courageous, quietly approached him two steps, and stood beside him, Xuan Yi frowned almost imperceptibly as he saw that there was only a foot distance between the two, and before she found out, he went back again. release.
Luo Ran bent over, put his head close to him, looked at his scriptures, and read it softly according to the scriptures: "The Tathagata said that all the hearts are not the heart, the name is not the heart..."
She turned her face to the side, frowned, her eyes were puzzled: "Xuan Yi, what does this mean?"
Xuan Yi didn't move, listened to her words, and explained to her: "'Zhuxin' refers to the psychology of all living beings..."
"Stop, stop!" Luo Ran hurriedly waved his hand to interrupt him, her delicate little face wrinkled together, and asked him: "Xuan Yi, don't you feel bored watching this every day?"
Xuan Yi knew that the scriptures were too boring for her, so he shook his head flatly: "No."
She was almost leaning against him, Xuan Yi lowered her eyelashes, a shadow was cast under her eyes, he looked at her slightly, and twitched his lower eyelashes, after all, he couldn't calm down, he stretched out his hand and placed it on top of her head, Push her away.
She complained, took a step back, and then raised her face to look at him. The two of them were finally a step away, and Xuan Yi was relieved before looking at her, with a hint of helplessness in her eyes, and said:
"What are you doing here with me if you don't play the piano?"
Unconsciously, he seemed to be getting closer to her, and no longer used the word "donor".
He didn't notice it, but Luo Ran felt it. He smiled secretly, curled his eyelashes, put his hands behind his back, and said happily, "I don't want to play the piano today, I want to talk to Xuan Yi."
Xuan Yi glanced at Qin she placed on the bluestone, then turned his eyes to her, shook his head lightly, put away the scriptures in his hand, made a gesture, motioning her to sit on another stone bench, before asking her. :
"What do you want to say?" His voice was still light, he was used to speaking like this, and he had no idea of changing it.
Luo Ran wrapped her hands around Qingsi. She didn't know how to answer his straightforward question, but she didn't want to miss such a good opportunity, so she asked, "When did Xuanyi shave his hair to become a monk?"
"When I was seven years old."
Although he has a faint voice, he looks directly at Luo Ran, which will not give people the feeling that he is perfunctory. On the contrary, his gaze can easily make people think about it. Luo Ran's face is slightly pink, but he understands the heroine in his heart. Why did he lose a heart after seeing him only once.
Luo Ran held her cheek in one hand: "Don't Xuanyi feel that cultivation is very hard?"
Xuan Yi looked at the scriptures, and the indifference between his brows and eyes seemed to be lighter: "Have fun in it."
Luo Ran twitched the corners of her mouth almost imperceptibly. It was really impossible for people to talk anymore. She didn't want to talk anymore, she just held her face in one hand and looked at him with a smile on her face.
Xuan Yi waited for a long time, but did not wait for her voice. He raised his head in confusion, but saw a small light in her eyes, looking straight at him, Xuan Yi suddenly took a shallow breath, and when he recovered, his expression changed. Cold, he pursed his lips and asked her:
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
She smiled and blurted out: "Xuan Yi is so beautiful."
There was no trace of falsehood in her expression, and her eyes were full of sincerity. For some reason, Xuan Yi suddenly felt a little hot, he couldn't see it, and his earlobes had quietly turned red.
He coughed lightly, looked away, didn't dare to look at her again, and didn't know how to answer her, when he heard her say crisply, "Xuanyi, read the book, leave me alone."
There was no need to answer her, Xuan Yi felt relieved, and hurriedly opened the Buddhist scriptures, looking seriously, but his eyes were getting hotter and hotter, he couldn't calm down at all, he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, and wanted her to stop reading, I was afraid that she would mistakenly think that she hated her like before.
He held the scriptures tightly, and silently recited the Qingxin mantra in his heart. Just when he calmed down, she suddenly moved again next to him. Xuan Yi looked over subconsciously and saw that she was holding the skirt in one hand. , crossed the path, walked to Qin's side, raised his face, met his line of sight, and showed a smiling face.
Then she sat down with her knees bent, her hands touched the strings of the piano, and the soft sound of the piano sounded. This time, she was not as careless as last time. She lowered her eyebrows and raised the corners of her mouth, and the sound of the piano seemed to be a little cheerful.
Xuan Yi quickly retracted his eyes and listened to the sound of her piano, and immersed himself in the Buddhist scriptures.
The sky was dark, Xuan Yi put away the Buddhist scriptures and sent Luo Ran back before returning to his yard. He sat at the stone table for a while before returning to the room. With just one glance, he saw the one placed in the window. oil-paper umbrella.
As the days passed slowly, Luo Ran went to the back mountain every day, and Xuan Yi was also used to her presence. Occasionally the piano sounded, and occasionally he sat beside him, not speaking, just staring at him.
Xuan Yi no longer deliberately detours. Every day when she goes to the main hall for morning chanting, she will pass by Luo Ran's wing. At this time, she will stick her head out of the window, raise her smiling face, and call him softly:
"Xuanyi!"
Xuan Yi was surprised from the beginning to become accustomed to it, and even later said to her, "Don't forget to have breakfast."
From autumn to winter, the days are getting colder and colder. The plum tree in the forest that passed by when we went to the back mountain seems to be accumulating energy, ready to bloom with gorgeous petals.
During the morning class, Xuan Yi followed behind the abbot and looked at the Yu Meiren where he was. For some reason, he suddenly remembered that person who was more beautiful than Huajiao, and was lost for a while, and he didn't even hear the abbot's words clearly.
The abbot glanced at him, shook his head suddenly, and said, "... Huiji will hurt... don't think about the root of love."
His voice was not loud, Xuan Yi didn't hear it clearly, but he came back to his senses. He realized what he was thinking, his face changed slightly, and he looked at his master, not daring to meet his eyes that seemed to be able to read people's hearts. With a trace of confusion, he called out:
"Master?"
The abbot shook his head, folded his hands and walked away, his voice fell on Xuan Yi's ear: "Don't resist, just follow your heart, luck or disaster, it all depends on what you think and do, Amitabha."
Xuan Yi's eyes suddenly darkened. He was well versed in Buddhism, but at this time he didn't understand why Master said that? What did he resist? How should he be? Lucky or disaster
He put his hands together, bowed behind the abbot, then turned to leave, his expression was indifferent, and since he was confused, he went to find the answer.
He passed Luo Ran's wing, she was sitting by the window, raised her head with one hand, and when she saw him, her eyes suddenly lit up, she smiled at him, and sweetly shouted: "Xuan Yi."
Xuan Yi frowned, sweet? Why does it feel sweet? He looked into Luo Ran's sultry eyes, and suddenly clenched his hands.
The eight precepts of Buddhism, the first abstain from killing, the second abstain from stealing, the third abstain from prostitution...
He didn't dare to look at Luo Ran again, but his face suddenly turned pale, he didn't answer her, and walked away quickly, but his footsteps were flustered, obviously his mood was unstable.
Luo Ran called him twice, but he turned a deaf ear. Luo Ran narrowed her eyes and knew what he was thinking. She put her cheeks in her hands and seemed to sigh. She still wanted to let this lead when he didn't know it. If the stumble is deeper, it is not good for a smart person. When things are a little bit clear, they can guess that the whole thing is in charge.
Xuan Yi returned to the yard with a pale face. Just as he opened the door, he saw the oil-paper umbrella in the corner of his eye. He suddenly closed his eyes, opened them again, his eyes returned to calm, and he stepped into the room.
Luo Ran looked at the sky, and then came out of the room in a Luo skirt and went back to the mountain, but she didn't know if she could still wait for the person she was waiting for today
When she got to the back mountain, she didn't see that person, she didn't find it strange, she just sat quietly on the stone bench where Xuan Yi used to sit. Leaves, after cleaning, tear the bamboo leaves to a suitable size, sit back again, lean on the bamboo pole, put the bamboo leaf to your mouth, and blow it gently.
Threads of voices came out, drifting away, melodious and sad, revealing an unspoken affection, making the person at the foot of the mountain who was about to go up the mountain paused, and he raised his eyes to look halfway up the mountain, as if he was passing through many obstacles. And the distance, I saw the person who lowered his head and silently blew the bamboo leaves.
Xuan Yi raised his foot and walked up the mountain step by step, his eyes were firm, the matter should be resolved, not evaded, but he was slightly confused and went with his heart? What was in his mind
His breath did not change, and he was already halfway up the mountain. He looked at the person who was sitting in his former position and silently blowing the bamboo leaves. The breeze blew, and brought her a strand of blue silk, but it seemed to bring wind and sand. In her eyes, otherwise, why would she shed two lines of clear tears
After the rain that day, Xuan Yi had never seen her cry, why is she like this today? Is it because... his future
Xuan Yi walked down the path, stepped on the dead branches and leaves, and made a sound, which alarmed the man. She turned around in panic and saw him, the bamboo leaves in her hands fell instantly with the wind, and she bit her lips. , stood there and looked at him, not as before, calling him "Xuanyi" excitedly.
She waited here for a long time and seemed to have understood something, which is why she looked like this. Now that she saw him coming, her eyes were slightly bright. She looked at him for a long time, and when she saw that his face seemed to return to the indifference of the first acquaintance, She couldn't help but lift her skirt and threw herself in his arms.
Xuan Yi's eyes widened, his body took a step back under her strength, he was too stiff to move, it's not that they haven't gotten very close in the past two months, it's just that it's never been like this, he's so It was clear that she was leaning in his arms.
She raised her face, looked at him with water in her eyes, and called him softly, "Xuanyi."
For the first time, he heard that there was an inexplicable emotion in her voice, which made him at a loss, but he knew that he should not be like this. He closed his eyes and said:
"Sorry."
With just this sentence, he frowned again and said in his mouth: "Amitabha..."
His blatant refusal made her body tremble slightly, her eyes were red, and the breeze blew away the broken hair on her forehead, covering her eyes, but Xuan Yi opened her eyes and still saw the tears on her face , He was stunned for a moment, but he couldn't say "Amitabha" again.
Luo Ran took a step back, raised her eyes, and showed a soft smile, but she couldn't help the tears from the corners of her eyes, she said, "I'm sorry, Xuan Yi."
Xuan Yi was flustered in his heart, but he knew that he didn't want to hear her say that, so he interrupted her and said, "No!"
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, but she still said, "It's my fault. I know that you are devoted to Buddha, but I still can't help but please you."
I love you...
Xuan Yi opened his mouth, but couldn't speak, a burst of joy rose in his heart, but the next moment, he pressed it down again, and another voice said, "This is not right"... Not right...
He had already become a monk, so he should stay away from her.
Xuan Yi's face was slightly condensed, and the words of the master today suddenly sounded in his mind:
Don't resist, just go with your heart...
She saw that he was hesitating, her eyes suddenly lit up, she took the opportunity to pull his sleeves up, and before he could pull it back, she said softly, "Xuanyi, I won't disturb you, just stay silent as before. You'll be fine."
She frowned and looked at him pleadingly. Xuan Yi couldn't say anything to refuse, so she could only let her pull her sleeve. The two stood there for a long time, the sky was dark, Luo Ran shivered, Only when Xuan Yi felt that he had found his voice, he narrowed his eyebrows:
"Go back, don't catch a cold."
Luo Ran bit her lips, held him still, and said stubbornly, "You haven't answered me yet."
Xuan Yi didn't speak, just turned around and was about to leave, but before she could have tears in her eyes, he moved his arm, and she pulled his sleeve, so she could naturally feel his movement, raising her eyes slightly puzzled Looking at him, I heard him turn his back to him, and his tone seemed a little helpless:
"Let's go."
She still didn't understand what he meant, pulled his sleeves and stood still, Xuan Yi turned her back to her with a slightly unnatural face, and then said: "Come tomorrow and play the tune you played yesterday. , okay?"
Luo Ran understood what he meant, her eyes instantly brightened, and she asked with some joy in her voice, "Are you willing to let me come over?"
Xuan Yi pursed his lips and walked forward. This time, Luo Ran followed him, and his voice came in a low voice: "When did I tell you not to come?"
Luo Ran stopped talking, clenched his sleeve tightly, and followed him down the mountain, but with a smile on his brows, Xuan Yi occasionally turned his head slightly, and when he saw it out of the corner, he couldn't help but pursed his lips and moved away. Sight, don't dare to look more.
This day's episode seems to have never happened. Luo Ran and Xuan Yi are the same as before. They go to the back mountain every day, but after all, they are a little different. He couldn't turn a blind eye, he could only frown and force himself to look at the Buddhist scriptures in his hand.
Or, Luo Ran was sitting on the bluestone and stroking the piano. Before Xuan Yi himself noticed it, his eyes had fallen on Luo Ran for a long time.
Now that winter has entered, Luo Ran is wearing a fox fur, and her whole face is buried in the fluff. She does not like to play the qin in winter. Her fingertips were frozen red, and after Xuan Yi saw it, he told her not to take Qin up the mountain again.
She knew that he was distressed, so she happily leaned on him.
Now, she follows him up the mountain, just sitting beside him, watching him quietly, occasionally taking out the Buddhist scriptures in his hand and asking him to read a Buddhist scripture to herself.
Today, she looked at Xuan Yi sitting there, and saw from a distance that the plum blossoms in the forest were blooming bright red, so she got up and left alone, lifted her skirt, and walked cautiously towards Merlin. Zhong raised her head, looked at her, and followed her direction to see the piece of Merlin, she walked farther and farther without noticing his gaze.
Xuan Yi frowned slightly, there are still some insects and ants in the back mountain, and there may not be any birds such as green snakes. She walked around alone like this, he was a little worried after all, and put the scriptures on the stone bench, He followed behind her, heading towards Merlin.
Luo Ran finally walked to Merlin, her eyes suddenly darkened, she didn't know what to think, but in just a moment, her eyes became clear again, she took two steps inside, looking for the one she liked the most. A plum blossom, standing on tiptoe, she broke a plum blossom with her hand, and inserted it into her hair bun cutely, she couldn't see what it was, so she thought of Xuan Yi, she turned to look for Xuan Yi, but was taken down by the person behind her. After a jump, he exclaimed:
"what!"
Xuan Yi kept watching her movements, his eyes stayed on the plum blossoms in her bun, he didn't expect that she would turn around suddenly, and he didn't think that he would scare her. Seeing that her feet were unstable, she fell back and subconsciously stretched out her hand. I went to pull her, but I didn't think about it. With a little force on my hand, she fell backwards.
The fragrant body fell into her arms instantly, but because their feet slipped, the two fell to the ground in an instant, but Xuan Yi still remembered to protect her, wrapping her head with one hand, and there was a pain in the back, Xuan Yi wrinkled slightly She raised her brows and looked up to see if the person in her arms was injured, but it bumped into her clear eyes. She stared at him in a daze, and he followed her for a while.
Luo Ran looked at Xuan Yi under him, her brows and eyes were picturesque, and the trembling plum blossoms fell, and fell on his face along her hair. , Luo Ran seemed to be bewitched, and her slightly lifted body gradually lowered, approaching the person she was thinking of.
The atmosphere was so good, the scent of plum blossoms filled the air, which seemed to mesmerize people's minds. Xuan Yi watched her movements, the hand behind her trembled slightly, and a touch of tension rose in her heart, but she forgot to push it away. She, seeing her getting closer and closer, his eyes kept falling on her eyes.
There, he saw... himself.
The cold lips touched together, but they were instantly dyed with a touch of heat. They were both startled. Xuan Yi opened his eyes to look at her. Luo Ran's eyelashes trembled. , Luo Ran clenched the clothes on his chest, hesitantly and tentatively sticking out her uvula, sliding it across his cold lips.
Xuan Yi's Adam's apple seemed to move, and her thin lips were slightly opened, but it gave the person on her an opportunity to take advantage. She seemed shy but firmly stuck out her little tongue and touched the tip of his tongue, Xuan Yi suddenly closed it. Eyes, only to hear something broken in his mind, only for a moment, I don't know who is entangled with who.
She entrusted the weight of her whole body to him, and his trembling hand fell on her waist at some point. Luo Ranyu opened her eyes to look at him in the middle, but saw tears overflowing from the corners of his closed eyes, and she moved slightly. , the next moment, but kissed him again, with a fragrant tongue, dragging him to sink with her, not allowing him to be distracted in the slightest.
For a long time, she pressed softly against him, her lips and tongues gradually separated, she looked at him with his favorite eyes, but he didn't dare to open his eyes, he wanted to serve my Buddha all his life, but he couldn't. Escape the snare in her eyes.
He seemed to have the prospect again, she slowly leaned towards him, giving him enough opportunities to push her away, but he twitched his fingertips, but he didn't dodge, letting her cold lips press against him. Is it just by heart
"Xuan Yi."
She was calling him, her voice was soft and shallow, but firm, just like she was then, trying to drag him out of this hesitation, Xuan Yi frowned in pain, but was unwilling to accept the truth.
How would he accept it, he saw in her eyes... the expectation in his eyes.
"Xuan Yi, open your eyes and look at me."
He wanted to open his mouth to reject her, but just like he couldn't push her away, he couldn't reject her either. He fluttered his eyelashes and opened his eyes to look at her. She breathed a sigh of relief. It was Yisong, she leaned softly against his chest, the breeze blew, and plum blossoms fell on them.
She seemed to have a little strength, she straightened up, pressed against his ear, and said softly, "Xuan Yi, don't struggle, don't hesitate."
She raised her hands and landed on his chest before continuing: "Just follow your heart. If you are devoted to Buddha, I will accompany you in this temple for a lifetime, if..."
She paused, her eyes seemed to have a little light in her eyes, and she smiled: "If you have me in your heart, then..." At this point, she stopped talking, but Xuan Yi felt a drop of ice on his face, he looked towards She, it was the light in her eyes that fell.
The struggle in Xuan Yi's eyes gradually faded with her words. He stretched out his hand and wiped the corner of her eye. The corner of her eye was only bright red. Xuan Yi's hand slowly moved to the back of her neck, his eyes were slightly confused, he didn't understand. .
Go with your heart? Both she and her master let him do what he wanted, but what exactly did he want to do
He looked at himself in her eyes, got closer and closer to her, and finally put her lips, watching her eyes stained with a touch of misunderstanding, it seemed that the calm breeze on the lake was blowing, causing a circle of ripples. He was no longer clear, he stretched out his hand to cover her eyes, as if like this, he could deceive himself.
It was as if he didn't really expect her to kiss him.
He is Master Xuanyi of Qingling Temple, but not her Xuanyi.
She seemed to be a little nervous, clutching his shirt and calling him softly, "Xuanyi?"
He seemed to wake up suddenly, let go of the hand covering her eyes, and he saw himself again, clearly and softly, he had never seen himself like this.
She frowned and looked at him worriedly, with only a touch of polish in her eyes, he let go of her, sighed, and he stopped struggling.
He is Master Xuanyi of Qingling Temple, and he is also her Xuanyi.