After listening to Mo Zeyu's words, Gu Huaisheng was silent for a long time. He suddenly thought of how Luo Ran was crying just now. He asked:
"Did she recognize you?"
"Ok."
The study was quiet for a long time, and Gu Huaisheng's deep voice sounded:
"I will not give up."
Others don't know what the two said later, but Mo Er didn't look good when he saw Master Gu coming out, and Master Er was also silent in the study.
The ballroom gradually quieted down, the guests left, and the girls who danced and sang also left one after another. Mo Er suddenly knocked on the door of the study:
"Second Master."
"What's wrong?" Mo Zeyu didn't look up, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Miss Luo let me ask, are you going?" Mo Er didn't actually understand what Luo Ran meant, but he just came to pass on a message.
Mo Zeyu was listening to his words, he breathed a little, his eyes suddenly darkened, and finally, he still said:
"Let her go to bed earlier."
Mo Er nodded and left.
After Mo Er left, Mo Zeyu leaned on the sofa and pinched his brows with a headache. He could rely on her in everything, except this one.
The study door was quietly opened, and Mo Zeyu frowned slightly. He thought it was Mo Er who came in, so he asked, "What did she say?"
However, it was not Mo Er who answered him. Luo Ran's calm voice came: "You want to know, why don't you see it yourself?"
Mo Zeyu's brows became tighter. He turned to look at Luo Ran who was standing at the door, and his expression gradually calmed down:
"Aran, go back."
Luo Ran walked straight to him as if she hadn't heard it. Mo Zeyu couldn't help frowning again. She seemed to have just taken a shower and changed her clothes. She changed into a red cheongsam. Her makeup was so glamorous that the closer she got, the more she seemed to be able to smell a fragrance, very light, but very seductive.
She sat next to Mo Zeyu with her legs bent together and leaned on Mo Zeyu's lap. After she sat down, Mo Zeyu didn't speak any more.
Luo Ran looked at him calmly: "Do you know that I like you?"
The calm on Mo Zeyu's face was no longer there. He looked at Luo Ran, who was completely different from the little girl who loved to cry and laugh in his memory, and said hoarsely:
"… knowledge."
How could it not know? He knew it from when she got on the rickshaw, stuck her head out and cried with red eyes.
Luo Ran narrowed her brows, as if to tell him, but also to tell others: "You promised to come to me, so I have been waiting for you."
"When my mother was alive, I asked her, when will you come? She always said, it's too soon."
"Later, I learned that you won't come."
"Father... He wants to sell me. After all, I have a good-looking face, and he happens to be short of money, so I thought, since I want to sell it, then go back to Jiangcheng. At least I may meet you."
Her voice was neither light nor heavy, as if what she said had nothing to do with her. Mo Zeyu's back seemed to bend slightly at a certain moment. He closed his eyes, and his face seemed to be in pain and guilt.
He said, "I'm sorry."
This is what he owes her, and he should have said it long ago.
Luo Ran's lips curled into a smile, her face was charming and beautiful, but for a moment, she looked up at him again, and continued:
"I thought, I always have to ask you, why did you break your promise?"
Mo Zeyu looked at her, but only repeated with difficulty: "I'm sorry."
Luo Ran shook his head: "After I entered this ballroom, I heard that the person behind the ballroom is Second Master Mo."
"I asked them, which Second Master Mo?"
"They told me that it was the second master of the Mo family, Mo Zeyu."
When Luo Ran said this, he let out a low sigh. Mo Zeyu instantly realized that the next words were the key point. Sure enough:
"Jiangcheng Mo's family, Mo Zeyu, who else could it be? It's only that brother Yu when I was young."
"At that moment, I knew that I would definitely meet you again, but I also knew that the question I wanted to ask was unnecessary."
Mo Zeyu's expression changed, and he saw Luo Ran turning her head to look at him. Tears welled up in her eyes, and she went straight into his eyes and said word by word:
"Because, you forgot."
"You forgot me, Brother Yu."
Mo Zeyu's body froze. He looked at the woman who had tears rolling down in front of him. He wanted to smile and deny it, but he couldn't, because he knew that what she said was true.
She was really waiting for him.
However, he forgot her.
It was a promise made by two people, but only one person fulfilled it.
She was obviously a child at the time, holding his hand, soft and coquettish little girl, how could she have such a good memory, one memory lasts ten years.
In fact, Mo Zeyu was also dissatisfied with himself. Since he forgot, why not forget it completely? Just one side, I recognized it. After so many years, why did I forget it
Mo Zeyu gently wiped away her tears with his fingertips, and Mo Zeyu seemed to sigh. Since childhood, he has always been like this. He has never seen her cry. Who would bear to let her cry with such a person.
She choked and asked, "Do you despise me?"
Mo Zeyu shook his head, how could he despise her
She suddenly collapsed between her hands and cried out, just like that summer, she was out of breath, just waiting for his answer.
It was like so many years of depression, and all the worries in my heart were crying out.
Luo Ran seemed to see the little girl running to the door every day to wait. It was getting dark. She walked into the yard with her head down, pulled the woman's sleeves, and cried and asked:
"Mother, when will Brother Yu come to see me?"
She seemed to see the little girl suddenly become silent after the woman's death, and stopped going to the door every day to wait.
She also seemed to see the little girl grow up like a wicker branch, and the man she called her father looked at her more and more wrong.
And in that small room, the narrow space, the tall man gradually approached her and ripped off her favorite clothes. She struggled and cried, but to no avail.
When the last pain of tearing came, she saw the broken button on the ground. Under the slanting sunlight outside, it seemed to glow with a layer of brilliance, but she felt so cold, it was summer, why couldn't she feel any warmth .
Her struggles gradually became smaller, her eyes became darker, but she still did not forget to murmur in her mouth:
“… Brother Yu… Brother Yu…”
The last time she saw, it was another summer. There was a man lying in a small room. He was naked. There was also a woman. She was wearing a red cheongsam. She looked at the door and gradually closed her eyes. The bed flows all the way under the chair where the woman sits.
In the end, she actually just wanted an answer:
Brother Yu, will you dislike me
Mo Zeyu held her in his arms with trembling hands, he didn't know why, but suddenly felt a pain in his heart, that feeling was like... She should never have appeared again.
Mo Zeyu suddenly panicked in his heart, and hugged her tightly in his arms, listening to her non-stop crying, he suddenly regretted why he let that person die so easily.
Luo Ran's cry gradually subsided, she wiped away her tears, withdrew from his embrace, and stood up under his gaze, her voice gradually flattened:
"I just wanted to tell you something."
"I'm just a little obsessed. Why didn't Brother Yu marry me?"
She turned around, wore that red cheongsam, and walked out step by step, but her words continued and seemed to be choked again:
"Mo Zeyu, your words don't count!"
Before she left the study, she was suddenly pulled by someone, who hugged her tightly, losing her former demeanor. He didn't say a word, and he didn't say sorry anymore. He lowered his head and kissed her lips eagerly. And gentle, with a strong emotion, as if to crush the two of them.
He untied the buttons on her body and kissed the tears that rolled down her face. He pressed her down on the sofa because he took care of her, because he remembered to be gentle, his strength was very light, he was caring, It is pity, it is lingering.
He kissed her eagerly, as if to make sure that she was still there. She was still crying, and it made Mo Zeyu feel distressed, but for some reason, he didn't stop her, but let her cry all the time. He kissed her lovingly. Every corner of her body, finally said something in her ear:
"Aran, don't cry."
"I'll give you everything you want, don't cry."
***
That night, Mo Zeyu walked out of the study with Luo Ran in his arms, ignoring Mo Er who was stunned by the side, he gently put her on the bed, ready to turn around and leave.
But being held tightly by one hand, she buried her head in the pillow, only a hoarse voice sounded:
"Where are you going?"
All the words were swallowed, Mo Zeyu helped her tuck the quilt, and pulled the corners of his lips: "I'll go get you a glass of water."
She let go of her hand, and he approached with a cup of herbal tea, put his arms around her and sat up, leaned in his arms, and fed her the cup of herbal tea to drink. He stroked her hair, his voice still gentle:
"Go to sleep."
She slowly closed her eyes, her breathing became calm and slow, Mo Zeyu put her down, but sat beside her bed, sleepless all night, as if depicting her face.
The sky turned white, as if a ray of light shone into the room, he silently stood up and turned to leave.
Mo Er outside the house asked him:
"Second Master, Miss Luo is still in the ballroom..."
His words are not finished, but the meaning is self-evident.
Mo Zeyu shook his head, Mo Er thought it was no longer needed, but heard him say:
"Let her go."
Mo Er was surprised, he seemed to hear that Er Ye's voice was a little different from before.
Gu Huaisheng arrived quickly, and he came again the next afternoon. The ballroom was not open yet, and Mo Zeyu was not in the ballroom. He was actually very busy.
Gu Huaisheng also seemed to have no sleep all night, but he was still calm. This time, he came to look for Luo Ran. To his surprise, Luo Ran, who had always been reluctant to see him, saw him this time.
Luo Ran went downstairs very quickly. She was wearing a black dress, which was very fashionable and good-looking. The wide black round hat was slanted on her head, and the black gauze covered half of her cheeks. In the dimness, Gu Huaisheng smiled when he saw her curling his lips. Just like the first time he saw her, there was a distance between his smiles, but he was very provocative. She said:
"I heard that there is a new batch of dresses in the department store, Master Gu will accompany me to go shopping?"
Gu Huaisheng showed a smile on his face, and said sincerely:
"good."
The author has something to say: It's so difficult, finally finished writing the identity and experience of Luo Ran in the original text
In order to sleep the male protagonist logically, it is not easy.
Don't worry about standing, hehe