Luo Xingchen finally looked at Su Tang, "I'm different from you. You can control Pei Xuan's mind in your hands with just one sentence, but I can't. I can't make him change for me, give up his pursuit and belief for me, I can help If he doesn’t live too much, I can only accompany him. I’m not as useful as you, so that’s all I can do.”
At this point, Luo Xingchen's eyes turned red with anxiety.
Su Tang felt a little sad when he saw her being so good, but she smiled: "Are you stupid? What do you think? Can you hide it from me?"
Su Tang was just very surprised that Luo Xingchen actually made this decision. To be honest, in such an era, cars and horses were very slow, so it seemed that people could only communicate slowly through swan geese passing on letters. emotion.
Su Tang comes from the era of fast food and the era of information explosion. For her, she is used to efficient communication. If there is something, she can explain it clearly through WeChat. She can contact everyone she wants without going out. contact person.
Because of this, Su Tang unknowingly exchanged letters with Pei Xuan without even realizing it. Although she and Pei Xuan had never met directly, they did know each other little by little and were in contact with each other.
The emotions outlined in each stroke penetrated into her body bit by bit through such letters, and took root before she even realized it.
Such emotions don't surge all at once, but they trickle and flow endlessly, just like Pei Xuan did to Su Tang. He never felt anything like it in the past. Even in the letters he sent back and forth, he never felt that he was tempted or liked her.
But when she saw Pei Xuan kneeling on the ground exhausted, suppressing the pain of losing her father, the surge of distress instantly made all her determination collapse.
Su Tang knew that she was in trouble, so she admitted that it was not marriage anyway, so there was nothing wrong with talking about it. If it didn't work, just break up.
Su Tang still had little idea about love or anything like that, and because of Pei Xuan's careful care and exchange of letters, she was slowly shaken, let alone Luo Xingchen and Murong Zhao.
Although she always dresses like a boy, Luo Xingchen is really a girl at heart. How can a girl not be moved by love? However, she feels inferior to her status and worries that she will be like her mother in the future, so she moves forward and back, always struggling.
Su Tang had tentatively talked about Luo Xingchen and Murong Zhao with a joke before, knowing that Luo Xingchen and Murong Zhao were indeed different, but she really didn't expect that Luo Xingchen would fall into this deep.
To be honest, although Su Tang knew that she was different from Pei Xuan, she was insensitive, and the hurt she received when she was a child caused her own feelings to be relatively weak. It was difficult for her to have too strong feelings.
For Su Tang, it is already rare for her to be able to say that they are together. Even so, Su Tang is still ready to leave at any time. Don't love too much, because loving too deeply will actually cause harm. .
Luo Xingchen is different from Su Tang, so she suffers more than Su Tang because she loves, but she keeps telling herself that she can't, can't, can't, and is tortured.
Su Tang looked at Luo Xingchen like this. She opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but found that she seemed to have nothing to persuade, so she smiled bitterly, "It seems that I am the ruthless and unjust one."
(End of chapter)