Su Tang drank while talking, "Pei Xuan asked me before, why? If she was Hua Qingyun, how could she get Zhou's turn? How could she have such twists and turns? Senior brother, you think so too, you think she is ignorant and think she is ignorant." She deliberately fooled you, and she even thought she was playing tricks on you!"
Murong Zhao shook his head, "I didn't, it's just..."
"I didn't let her come to Beijing because there are some things that she won't tell you for the rest of her life if I don't tell you.
She was raised as a man from an early age, and was required to do as well as boys from an early age. She studied martial arts, and she was not allowed to wear or buy the clothes or skirts she liked.
That year in the capital, I dyed pink material with her. She asked me to make her a dress, so I made it with pink material.
Can you imagine that this was the first time that the second young master of the Luo family, the domineering bully Luo Second Young Master, put on clothes that fit him
Because of her status, all the clothes she had before were only ready-made clothes, which always didn't fit. And the mother, who only focused on pleasing her husband in the back house, repeatedly asked her son to do better.
But she forgot that she was the one who wanted to treat this child as a man from the beginning. The person who should remember how difficult this girl was was easily forgotten. "
Hearing Su Tang say this, Murong Zhao frowned in distress. He knew it was difficult for him, but he didn't know it was so difficult.
"Senior brother, what do you think a girl would think if she grew up in such an environment and saw with her own eyes how her mother was trapped in the back house for a man, like a bird in a cage, and even blurred her past appearance?"
Su Tang continued, "She was taught how to do abacus business by her mother. Back then, her mother was also a female shopkeeper who could do business, but what happened to her when she was trapped in the back house.
She has seen the outside world, doing business like men, and traveling in this society. To be honest, except for the occasional painful struggle with her identity in the dead of night, she has lived a pretty good life at other times.
If I didn't know you, she and I could get married and stay together for a lifetime. For me, Pei Xuan was an accident that broke into my life, and you were also an accident for her, but it may not be a surprise. "
Su Tang would not hide her past thoughts. She had indeed never thought about getting married before, but now that she had met Pei Xuan, she did not have to escape and just follow her heart.
“Not every girl’s family wants a high-ranking husband. She and I both lack a sense of security and are afraid that one day our lives will be out of control.
I knew her well, so I didn't say anything when she chose to be an official. But later when I saw you treating Zhou like this, I felt that it might be a pity that this was true, so I persuaded her. Whatever she was afraid of, I would do it. Help her avoid it.
So today I am sitting here face to face with you, senior brother. I was the one who proposed the marriage well, but if I can't guarantee her a peaceful life without worries, I'm sorry. There is no Hua Qingyun in this world, only my fiancé Luo Xingchen.
If you can't give her happiness, I will give it to her! "
Su Tang's attitude was extremely resolute. She would sit here and say this because she could really empathize with Luo Xingchen's worries. In past and present times, at least divorce was possible, but after marrying the emperor and becoming a queen, there was almost no way out.
As for Su Tang, what he and Murong Zhao wanted today was a way out.
(End of chapter)