Thinking of the price the lady in red said, I couldn't help but feel embarrassed.
Is it to leave or to pay the price
Let's see if I can try to go out by myself again.
In the past, Li Li's death was inseparable from me. In any case, I could not do such a thing. No matter what, if it were not for the past, I would not be like this now.
The protection of the mental hospital is very good, and there is no place for me to vent in the white ward. I almost lost my mind in anxiety and walked around in the room.
At this time, the doctor outside seemed to be rounding the ward. Through the small window on the door, I could see his scrutiny gaze, as if looking at an animal.
I was even more angrily unable to rush to the door and beat them yelling: "You sons of a bitch, I'm not crazy..."
The doctor looked a little surprised, but he was not surprised at all. He quickly wrote something in the notebook in his hand and said to himself: "The patient's mood has deteriorated further, but the thinking logic does not seem to be too messy, and he can still be rational. Curse."
Hearing what he said, there was a wave of weakness in my heart. It is true that I am in this state, and I am really a bit neurotic, so I took a deep breath and calmed down: "Doctor, if you are inexplicably imprisoned in a mental hospital, you will be in a good mood. Yeah, if you don’t get sick, you have to hold back the illness, okay."
"Yeah!" The doctor seemed to be thinking about something, and then said: "It seems that your condition is getting worse and worse."
"I..." If it wasn't for a door to hold at this moment, I would really like to go up and punch this grandson to see if he could be so calm.
"Well, I will arrange a check-up for you later. If your condition is stable, I can also arrange for you to go out and let the wind go. By the way, you can make any requests, but I don't guarantee that you can be satisfied." The doctor is still quite responsible: "After all, staying in the ward for a long time is really bad for the condition."
In this examination, I learned well. They asked me to do what I did, quietly, so that they would never think that I was mentally ill.
However, as the examination progressed to the end, I found that the expressions of these doctors were more serious than the other, and they said something I didn’t understand: “The patient’s clarity
It seems to be very serious. I was very anxious and emotional in the ward just now. It was too quiet now, but there was no problem with various physical indicators. It seems that the psychological problem is getting more and more serious, and it is very likely to develop into schizophrenia. If the situation does not change, we may only have to take quarantine measures. "
"Let’s do some palliative treatment first. From the conversation with him just now, he is in a relatively stable state today, and his emotional ups and downs are still within the acceptable range."
"Okay... Let's do this first."
A group of people whispered, and then there was a lot of words that I hadn't heard before, and now that I heard them, it is a term that I can't remember at all.
Although I don’t understand what they say, I understand one thing. These guys seem to think that I’m getting more and more mad. They are really quack doctors. It’s time for Chen Ying to appear in them and teach them how to behave .
I restrained my inner anger and sat alone in the hospital’s laughing garden for a long time. During this process, the doctor still did not give up on my observation and recording. I have turned a blind eye to these guys.
"The patient is in a state of obvious ignorance of the surrounding environment, and assumes that it is aggravated, and his mood is unclear. The easing treatment seems to have no effect."
The doctor chatted with the nurse, very casually: "Let's do this first."
Then he walked over and said to me, "Hou San, how do you feel, do you know what time it is? What time is it?"
At this moment, the doctor looked like an idiot in my eyes. I was too lazy to stay in the yard, got up and went back to the ward, and said, "Neuropathy."
The doctor frowned, sighed and said to the nurse next to him: "Imitating the phenomenon, this patient's situation is too complicated."
I resisted the urge to beat the quack doctor, turned around and said to him: "I said before, can I meet some of my requirements? Arrange a roommate assembly for my room. I will be crazy if I stay alone. By the way, the most It’s good not to be very crazy."
Ignoring the doctor, I went back to the ward, and another patient was brought over with dinner during dinner, and then a nurse tied a scarf to us, trying to coax the children to eat in our village.
The other patient seems to be quite young, but it makes no difference to behave as a younger child. This is already crazy "not so serious" in this hospital.
"Is the situation? Thinking of the patients I met before, it seems that it is indeed the case!
I tore off my bib, and the nurse came over dissatisfied and said, "Be good!"
"Be good, you are beautiful." I was violent. There are so many messy things these days. If I don't vent it, I really think I will be crazy: "Don't worry, I can't eat myself."
After dinner, the nurse brought desserts and drinks. I saw that they seemed to put some medicine in it, so I quietly posted it to observe. It should be sleeping pills. After all, they don't have much energy to take care of these lunatics at night.
The old man who sent me to my room liked the look of sweets, so I simply gave him my share, so I didn't eat the suspicious things that seemed like sleeping pills.
At night, the old man fell asleep. I lay down and turned over and over and couldn't sleep. Before, I couldn't sleep with the pillow, but now I can't sleep. It really doesn't make people live. I took the sleeping pill if I knew it.
I turned over. Although I couldn’t fall asleep, Chen Ying didn’t show up either. This gave me a sigh of relief and raised some hope. Could it be that Cheng Ying saw that I was tortured so miserably, and left. It won't appear anymore.
Thinking about this, I was so excited that I sat up suddenly, and then I found something different. There seemed to be something floating in front of the bed. Obviously there was a glass window blocking it, but the curtain opened by itself, and I didn’t want to. It was opened by the wind, more like an invisible hand pulling the curtain open.
Then I saw something floating outside the window, it was a skirt swaying in the wind, and a pair of pale women's feet.
As my feet fell, I saw Chen Ying again...
"Ah!" I couldn't help it anymore: "It's not over, right."
The hope just now shattered instantly, and I screamed weakly, and then I heard the flustered footsteps outside, the light was quickly turned on, the doctor on duty and the food nurse came in, and asked anxiously: "What's the matter, what are you sending? Uncomfortable."
"Look... Look at the window!" I got excited and wanted them to see.
"Window? What happened to the window?" The guardian was curious, walked over and opened the curtains with a crash, but the curtains were already opened just now, and the night outside the window was misty, and where is Chen Ying.
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