This night, I kept guarding by the second elder's side, I didn't dare to close my eyes. Keep staring at them.
Lin Xin is my lover, but my parents are also my most important people. For me, such a transaction is not a transaction at all.
The more I thought about it, the more painful I was. I scratched my head vigorously.
One night, I didn't want to understand, I think if this continues, I will be crazy.
Lin Xin couldn't stand it, so I was persuaded to go back and rest.
At this moment, there was no one else in the ward, and I immediately showed the woman in red. As if not accustomed to the smell of the disinfectant in the hospital, after the lady in red came out, she frowned first, and then looked as usual.
I didn't even look at my parents when I saw her. The indifferent expression made me angry, and I couldn't help but ask: "You said, is it a good thing for you to do them like this?"
The woman in red glanced at them lightly at this moment, and then said lightly: "Yes, this was originally our deal, it's fair."
The corners of her lips were pursed and she smiled at me. I couldn't help but feel angry: "How can you do this? Don't you know that they are the people I care most about?"
Who knew that the smile on the face of the lady in red gradually raised. She avoided my aggressive gaze and said disapprovingly: "When you were trading, you also said that Lin Xin was your most important person. greedy."
I have thought of this last night. The lady in red didn't really help me at all, she just wanted me to choose.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" I knelt down in pain and tugged at my hair. If I knew it in the morning, maybe I wouldn't agree to her, and neither would they.
I can’t ignore the parents who raised me for my own happiness. I immediately stood up and shouted at the woman in red: “I don’t want Lin Xin’s love anymore. I just want my parents to be as good as before. I want to cancel the transaction."
The woman in red looked calm and looked at me deeply, but after that she still had a straight face: "The transaction cannot be cancelled if you want to cancel it. You will pay the price."
At this moment, my mind was full of regret, and I couldn't take care of her, I shook my head repeatedly:
"My parents have nurtured me with hard work and have never enjoyed the blessing of a day, but because I am implicated, I can lose Lin Xin and everything, but I can't lose them."
Thinking that the two of them will leave me at any time, my heart feels cramped.
"Hou San, if you think about it, everything you have now is what you look forward to day and night, fame, money, status, and the love you care about most. If you cancel the deal, Lin Xin will stay away from you, and you will receive More severe punishment."
"Is there anything more serious than it is now?" I raised my head and asked her back. Seeing my firmness, the woman in red didn't say anything about her, she turned into a plume of smoke and returned to the ring.
This time the conversation broke up unhappily.
Lin Xin came early the next day, and she had big bags. Buy a lot of things.
When I saw her like this, I frowned slightly. Lin Xin didn't notice. At this moment, she said to me while putting things on:
"Now that several of you are patients and no one is by your side, I really don't worry. I have taken a long vacation at the unit to take care of you."
She was about to put things down. I took a look. There were plastic basins and towels in it, all of which she had just bought. She also brought blankets. Obviously, she wanted to take care of my parents here.
She moved softly, as if she was worried that she would wake them up.
At this moment, I endured my heartache and pulled Lin Xin out of the door: "Hou San, I have to go outside and say something. The things inside I haven't been cleaned yet."
When Lin Xin was dragged out of the door by me, she still missed the inside.
I pulled her to one side of the wall, looked out the window and said coldly, "Lin Xin, let's break up!"
Lin Xin didn't react for a while, touching my forehead with the back of my hand, I turned my head over, and then said dumbly: "I'm not kidding, I thought about it all night, I want to break up with you!"
"Why?" Lin Xin didn't seem to be joking when seeing me, nor was she talking nonsense with a fever. Only then did she realize the seriousness of the matter, and she asked eagerly.
"There is no reason." In the end, I didn't dare to look at her, just staring at a plane tree outside.
"You said, did I not do well?" Lin Xin's voice was choked.
Hearing this, my heart was also sad, and I still shook my head: "It has nothing to do with you, it's mine, I'm sorry."
"I don't want to be sorry, I just want a reason, what is it for?"
In this regard, I cannot say nor can I say.
Lin Xin was hysterical on the side, she said angrily: "I know, you are still obsessed with the colorful world before, obsessed with those beautiful women, you look down on me, but why do you still come to look for me later? I?"
"I am sorry!"
Now I can't say anything other than these three words. "Haha!" Lin Xin wiped her tears suddenly and laughed suddenly.
I looked surprised. I heard a sneer on Lin Xin's lips: "What else can you do besides saying I'm sorry? By the way, for a scumbag like you, why should I believe you again? You will get retribution. "
She pointed to the direction of my parents' ward, "Why do they do this? Why don't you reflect on it, isn't this your retribution?"
"You can scold me, but why bother with my parents?" I became excited at this time.
In addition to excitement, there is a trace of guilty conscience.
Seeing that I finally had a reaction, Lin Xin yelled at me, “It’s because they have nurtured you, but they didn’t teach you well. That’s why your heart becomes so black and tramples on the kindness of others. , It's not their fault, but whose fault is it?"
I raised my hand unconsciously, but seeing Lin Xin's stubborn face, her uncomfortable, her heartache, why not hurt in my heart
I put my hand down dejectedly: "You don't understand."
"Yes, I don't understand the mind of a scumbag like you, and I don't want to understand." After that, Lin Xin walked away.
Looking at the empty channel, I only feel that my heart is empty, but life still has to go on.
These days, I take care of the two of them by myself, talk to them non-stop, talk about the funny things when I was a child, the happy things with them, I hope God can make them wake up with pity.
But I have always been disappointed. The phone ringing keeps ringing these days.
"Hou San, this time in the variety show, the audience has indicated that you want to participate. We will start recording soon. Are you free."
"I'm sorry, Director Zhang, something happened in my house, I can't walk away, can't record, you can find her again!" I didn't want to deal with it, and then hung up the phone with a snap.
"Hou San, there is a character in this TV series that suits you very well. It is tailor-made for you. You can audition when you have time."
It was my dream to be able to be on TV, but at the moment I looked at my parents who were lying in the ill, and then I had to refuse.
Every time I push down one, I can feel the other's unhappiness. However, money can never be made out, but there is only one pair of parents. I have no regrets.
A few days later, when I went back to pick up the clothes, I found a few letters from lawyers in the mailbox. These days, because I was taking care of my parents in the hospital, I had already forgotten the schedule I had planned.
They also notified me earlier, but at that time, I didn't wait for them to speak, and hung up the phone hastily, and I turned it off for a while.
The lawyer's letter was written solemnly, and I took a cursory look at the compensation amount above, and it happened that I had enough money, so I lost all the money I earned recently.
When doing these things, I didn't have a trace of heartache, but a sense of relief. After I went back to the hospital, I found that someone was pointing at me and even laughing and covering my mouth.
My mind these days is all on my parents, and my heart is so heavy that I don’t want to lift my head. What are they laughing at, I have a beautiful face
When I was in the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror twice. These days, I was teased because I was nervous and in a bad mood.
But as I walked through the passage, I suddenly heard someone say: "Isn't this Hou San?"
"Yeah, you didn't know that he was on hot search. I originally saw him look tall and handsome, but I still fan him. I didn't expect that he is a scumbag. Now I have turned black."
It was the voice of two little girls talking. I ignored them, but went straight into the ward.
But when I and I pushed open the courtyard door, we found a paparazzi guarding there.
After they saw me, they rushed forward: "Hou San, someone broke the news that you started chaos and finally abandoned, that person is still your original girlfriend, have you really abandoned her time and time again?"
"Who let you in?"
I watched them scrambling to squeeze on me one by one, the same mess, worried that the sick parents on the side would be disturbed by them, so I yelled at them with dissatisfaction.
But those people didn't care, and rushed to put the microphone in front of me: "For someone who broke the news before that you are a scumbag, do you have any excuses
I tried to hold back and didn't make it rough, but drove them out with a cold face: "No comment!"
I drove them out one by one in annoyance, slammed the door shut, knocking desperately regardless of them outside.
"Really, who are these people? They are still arguing in the hospital. They are really unqualified." I cursed secretly, thinking of what they said, scumbag, when did I become scumbag? I quickly turned on the phone.
In the hot search, I not only occupy the top three, but almost all the topics behind are discussing me.
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