In the end, I still missed the knockout round. Although the film eventually won the best short film, I was forced to withdraw from the competition to assist the police investigation due to a semi-strong obligation.
Ashton is obviously very angry about what happened to me, and he has always made it his mission to win America's Next Top Model and overtake female models. And now that one of the male models with good strength in his opinion was forced to retire from the competition, didn't it weaken the strength of the male model in disguise
But in fact, judging from Guess's recent demand for models, the possibility of the organizers letting a male model win this America's Next Top Model is very unlikely. But I don't plan to break his dream ahead of time. The so-called first confrontation between men and women is just a tool to cause a topic, and this season's male models are just to accompany the female models.
Chris was silently packing my luggage with me in the room. I could see that he was in a low mood, but he also looked relieved. He offered to call me every Sunday so I wouldn't forget.
Chris is now the only person by my side who allows me to connect with normal life. After the illusion created by Mike was subverted. Maybe I should actually start thinking of ways to keep Chris in my life circle, at least his presence will make me less withdrawn.
This little wolf didn't know that what he was about to step into was not the pasture he imagined, but the forest of predators. Selfishness may be the first term in my heart after I became Brian.
Although the end of America's Next Top Model surprised me, because I won the best short film before I retired, it was a good result to withdraw from the competition for unexpected reasons.
Compared with defeat and elimination, stopping abruptly when achieving neither high nor low achievements will make people unforgettable. Because the audience can't help but wonder, if he keeps going, will he win the supermodel contest? That pity exclamation would create a conversation, maybe an advantage I could take advantage of.
Moreover, I deliberately appeared to be actively cooperating, just to avoid a word that Mr. Blackface unintentionally confided in that interrogation. BAU group.
The BAU team, which is good at psychological profiling, scares me more than the average FBI agent and seasoned detective.
After my semi-mandatory withdrawal, I flew back to Miami with the two FBI agents like prisoners. In the police headquarters before Sheriff Harry retired, I honestly explained all kinds of other part-time jobs that Mike had mentioned. To show my sincerity, I also specially proposed that he likes to go fishing on weekends.
Finally, before the FBI agents applied for BAU intervention, I was able to go back to my rented cabin, speed up the packing, and advance the flight ticket I booked earlier to report to Stanford University in California.
I can't help but be thankful that I really don't know anything about what Mike is doing. Otherwise, if I really have to face the profilers in the BAU group, I don't think I can survive their scrutiny without revealing anything that makes them suspicious.
It's really unlucky for people to drink cold water and get stuck between their teeth.
I can be called by the FBI without committing any crime from beginning to end. I can only pray that the confession I recorded while dealing with those two FBI agents won't raise suspicions from anyone on the BAU team.
As soon as they have any doubts, check my background a little more. You will know that I am a person who has been locked up in a mental hospital for more than ten years. The reason for being detained is still psychological trauma and anti-social tendencies.
A sociopath who has fully met the criteria for a potential criminal, and a perverted serial murderer on the run who have been friends for two years. I didn't even have to think to know that, even if it turned out that David and I had nothing to do with me, my information as a potential criminal would be backed up in the FBI archives. Data might even be drawn directly from that mental hospital.
Maybe it's time for me to find out, about that BAU group. After all, knowing yourself and knowing your enemy is the best way to win a hundred battles, right? I don't want to stand on the opposite side of justice, but I don't want to be constantly watched by them under that excuse.
Becoming a cat-targeted mouse caused a surge of vigilance in Brian's personality, which was really detrimental to my psychological control. By the time it got out of control, it was too late to remember.
Having said that, Mike's exposure is really ironic.
Mike was investigated by the police shortly after his phone call with me on Sunday last week because the intern he was taking was bewitched by a "friend" of a dancer in the troupe to secretly sell drugs to guests. After this investigation, he lost his vest and was forced to pack up and leave.
This is different from the serial killers in history who were ticketed for parking in the wrong place, and then missed.
The two-year safe nest was destroyed by a few pills of drugs. I think if the boy who sold drugs was not temporarily detained by the police for investigation, it is estimated that he would not have survived for long.
I knew that my indifference to those around me would cost me some friends, but I never thought that indifference could put myself in danger.
Looking back now, Mike's free time after get off work is nothing but an afternoon tea with me and a beer in the nightclub at night. I couldn't even make out when the police showed me Mike had gone to an empty room. Because I've never been to Mike's house or even wanted to.
The two FBI agents thought I was hiding something for Mike at one point, and didn't want to let it go from the police station. Fortunately, the nosy Jonathan hired a lawyer for me, and the lawyer pointed out that what they did was hindering my daily life and would not give up the above rights if necessary. I was finally able to leave.
Of course, it's not completely peaceful.
I noticed that there was often an unremarkable jeep parked around the house I rented, and inside was always the plain-clothed cops who never got out of the car and walked around. I'm guessing my network is also being surreptitiously monitored, probably by the FBI.
But whether he is in custody or not, I still use the Internet to check the case of murderers in the Eastern District of Florida.
The victims of the East End serial killings are mostly innocent women between the ages of 18 and 30, and they all have one thing in common: red hair and pale skin. David Vincent's target turned out to be a female Ginger. This is similar to my infiltration, and only my gender is different, which can give me some comfort.
The modus operandi of the crime was strangulation and suffocation. The features of the corpse, except for the traces of fishing line that almost cut the skin on the neck and neck, were missing a ring finger bone. The newspapers at the time reported a lot, there was social unrest, and I was locked up in that mental sanatorium, out of tune with the world.
I don't know how many times for afternoon tea Mike washed the blood off his hands, walked into my door, and picked up the afternoon tea I prepared.
I want to say, in fact, everyone has a cage in their hearts, no matter what is in the cage, as long as it is kept well, everything will be fine forever. If unfortunately the cage is opened, then one can only pray that the monster is not too big and scary.
Whatever the reason for David opening that cage, it has nothing to do with me. After becoming Brian, influenced by his anti-social personality, I now feel less and less about friendship and love. Only the obsession with Dexter makes me feel that I am a human being with feelings.
The surveillance van outside the rented house finally evacuated two days before I left Miami. Maybe it was finally confirmed that I, who had been packing my luggage at home all day, did not have any contact with Mike.
As far as I know from the unmarked clichés from the two FBI agents who investigated me. Three years ago, David was just involved in the case investigation in the BAU team, and when the police had just narrowed down the scope of the suspects to a certain range, he fled because of the news.
After that, as far as I know, he never let any bodies be found. Without dead bodies, there is no crime. That's why he was able to hide for two years in crime haven Miami without a trace.
But now it is a situation where he is almost caught, I wonder how many rabbit holes he still has
I just hope he doesn't think he's smart enough to use me as one of his rabbit holes, although it seems that I get along very well with him, and the two even get along very well. But I definitely didn't compromise with him like I did with Dexter.
My outlook on life for more than 20 years does not allow me to compromise again. I just want to be a psychopath with some perverted and kind-hearted personality, and I don't want to be an accomplice to a lunatic.
David wouldn't stop killing people after opening the cage that trapped the monster inside him. I will never release Brian's inner monster under any circumstances, that's my promise to myself. Because I am afraid, I am afraid that I will no longer be who I used to be.
I don't want to die. I don't want to give up either of my physical freedom and my psychological control.
This is why I chose to enter the spotlight and self-monitor in the spotlight. This is much better than being watched by the FBI.
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After packing up a few boxes of useful household items, I mailed them in advance through the post office to a single apartment near Stanford University that I had contacted the owner online.
The last day in Miami was also the last day of filming for America's Next Top Model.
Before I left the supermodel house, I exchanged phone numbers with Ashton and Chris. Last week, the first weekend I left, Chris called me.
He wasn't in that good shape, although he didn't say that he was influenced by me, or even avoided the subject. But I can still feel it from the substandard photos on America's Next Top Model website and the tone of voice on the phone. In order to fulfill some of the obligations of domesticating the little wolf, I did a psychological counseling for him.
Although I have not tried this kind of work as a psychiatrist, after all, I have become a doctor for a long time. After that one call, I never received a call from Chris again, and in the new week's photo on the official website, he was doing very well.
Lying in the green grass, his snow-white complexion and platinum-blonde hair slightly propped up and rushed towards the camera, making him look like a vampire who had just woken up.
In the two weeks after I left, the judges eliminated Alyssa and Konani one after another, and boys once dominated in numbers. However, Jamie and Dan were also eliminated. However, the advantage of girls did not last long, and Jaina and Nina were also eliminated.
In the end, only Alice, Ashton, Marvin, Chris and Rena were left to compete for the top three.
The America's Next Top Model only announced the result on the homepage, and did not reveal the final three contestants and champions. It was intended to do hunger marketing for the official program broadcast in the second half of the month.
I randomly clicked on the discussion board on the America's Next Top Model homepage, and I flipped to the comments below my hard photo.
BeautyByLia:
The woman Brian is playing is so beautiful! What is it like to suddenly feel a sense of shame about being a woman? !
Maia meow:
If I say Ashton's strong woman has the momentum, Brian won this time with his face, right
Hey Its Angel replied to Maia meow:
We Brian are the best! Shut up if you don't understand, okay? Brian is a man when he thinks of a man, and a woman when he is a woman! Ashton is always a bitch, and moving a woman is like a shemale!
Maia meow replied to Hey Its Angel:
I think you have to shut your mouth, homophobia! Anyway, your Bryan has already withdrawn for personal reasons. In my opinion, he has self-knowledge that he can't win, right? And you also use shemale as a derogatory term, homophobia
Libby Walker replied to Maia meow:
There's nothing to argue about in my opinion. The only male model who can compete with Alice is Brian Moss, as can be seen from his first photo of the masked ball. After he left, Ashton and Marvin, two male models who went around the world with a single expression, wanted to win the championship? Dream it.
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Hetaliarulz:
Heard that Brian used to be a jazz dancer for a commercial dance company? No wonder he knows so much about his golden angle. Hey, I really want to see one of his performances.
OddUndeniably replied to Hetaliarulz:
you are welcome.
olivia bairstow:
My favorite is the photo of Brian and Chris! It's so emotional. I don't know why, but the hard photo of the two of them was the only male-male group in that issue. Can't wait to see this season of America's Next Top Model airing!
Life-And-Golfishes replied to olivia bairstow:
Personally I prefer Brian and Jamie, two of the best men in the same photo, that theme. I printed that out as a poster and put it on my bedside.
I deliberately compared the comments under my page with other models, and I guessed right. The popularity that should have decreased after my retirement, because of the regrets in the hearts of the fans who have been following me for so long, is increasing day by day.
Because these fans who feel sorry for me will share the hard photos on the official website and the final advertising video to their friends through Facebook and Twitter. This kind of sharing and forwarding has formed a butterfly effect. There are more and more people on the discussion board.
I started planning to move on to the next step in maintaining popularity.
Unlike the variety show industry in Asia, the entertainment industry in Europe and the United States is very simple. Those who sing sing, and those who act, act, and there are few intertwined ones. On the other hand, Korean and Japanese entertainment idols are proficient in everything, even hosting singing, acting, and variety shows. Their high TV appearances made it easy for them to maintain their popularity among fans.
And I, I intend to win by the appearance rate. Taking advantage of the fact that the name Brian Moss is on the air because of America's Next Top Model and the search rate is at its peak, he can draw out more personal information about himself and keep fans interested.