After filling in what she had missed, Xi Yue returned the notes to leisurely, put on her jacket, "I'll go down for a walk."
Seeing the leisurely expression, Xi Yue smiled and comforted, "I'm really fine, just go down and get some air."
It was still dark, and there were quite a few people strolling around after dinner, mostly couples. Xi Yue finally found a place with no one and sat down on the bench beside the trail. She pulled the zipper of her down jacket to the top, put on her hat, put her hands in her pockets and leaned against the back of the chair in a daze.
The last ray of sunset on the horizon disappeared, and the orange-red sky gradually turned grayish-white and finally blue. The thin meniscus shone with a cold light. She suddenly thought of Li Yanqing, his eyes were as cold and bright as the moonlight this winter. In front of Song Youjia, he shouldn't be so cold, right? Will he be gentle with her? Why is it so uncomfortable to think of him, as if the heart is missing a corner, and every heartbeat will be accompanied by pain.
Can't think any more. It's all a dream. Dreams always wake up, and after waking up, she has to continue to live in reality.
But the next day, something more serious happened.
As soon as she left the dormitory, Xi Yue found that people on the road were looking at her and pointing at her. Du Xue on the side glared at the two girls not far away, "What are you looking at! Neurosis!"
The four of them finally walked to the classroom, and as soon as the door was opened, the noisy classroom suddenly became quiet. That unease gradually expanded in Xi Yue's heart.
She pretended to be calm and walked into the classroom, but everyone's eyes followed her. Finding an empty seat, she was about to sit down. A girl sitting in this row looked at her sarcastically, "Usually looks quite honest, but it turns out to be hidden."
Xi Yue couldn't understand what she meant, and was stunned in place. Zhang Xiaoqi came up from behind, sat down next to the girl, and pulled Xi Yue to sit next to her, "Xi Yue, don't pay attention to her."
But as soon as they sat down, the quiet classroom suddenly became noisy again. One after another, the voices of discussion all got into Xi Yue's ears.
"It's shameless to do such a thing and come to class as if nothing had happened."
"Actually, many female college students are taken care of. It's just that she looks good and honest, but she didn't expect to be taken care of."
"Maybe her usual honesty is all fake, even Li Yanqing hooked up, it seems that she has a deep scheming."
"Didn't Li Yanqing have a fiancée?"
"That's why she is shameless. The little 3 who was adopted has nothing to do with her. As soon as the real fiancee appeared, she was kicked."
"If I want to have no face to come to school, this kind of person is really thick-skinned."
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The dirty talk revealed the truth of the matter. Why did everyone know about her and Li Yanqing? However, she was not raised by Li Yanqing, nor did she take the initiative to seduce Li Yanqing, she was not a junior, she was not.
Xi Yue bit her lip and said nothing, her eyes fixed on her hand.
Du Xuehuo stood up abruptly and looked at the girls with loud voices, "There's no end to it! A group of long-tongued women! Don't talk nonsense if you don't know!"
Those girls were frightened, but after thinking about it, they felt that they were justified, "I said, Du Xue, you are the one who doesn't know anything. The scandals of your good friend are all posted on the school's forum. Yes. The pictures are real."
"Yes, yes, it's not that we slandered her, it was she who did shameless things."
"Or, you, like her, did something shameful?"
Du Xue's face turned pale with anger, and she got up and seemed to start, but the monitor suddenly appeared at the door, "Liang Xiyue, the counselor is looking for you."
She didn't know how she got out of the classroom or how to get to the office. The middle-aged woman's counselor looked at her incredulously and pointed to the computer screen to show her.
In the photo, she and Li Yanqing are at the door of a high-end restaurant. She is holding Li Yanqing's arm and smiling happily. The angle of the photo just caught her face, and Li Yanqing only had one profile. She can guess the content without looking at the text under the photo.
She remembered that her injuries were just right after being surrounded by Zeng Ling, and that day Li Yanqing took her out for dinner. At that time, she was less afraid of Li Yanqing, and took his arm boldly, but he did not refuse, nor did she show an expression of disgust.
With buzzing in her ears, she saw the counselor's mouth open and close, which was nothing more than to make her self-respect.
She could only nod mechanically. After leaving the office, she walked aimlessly. Her eyes were dry, not a single tear, but felt cold. Why is this winter so long, it hasn't passed yet.
Her feet seemed to be numb from the cold, and she sat down on a bench by the side of the road.
At some point, there was another person beside her, and she turned her head unintentionally. But she heard the man say to her, "I can lend you my shoulder."
She turned her head in a daze, with a gentle and familiar face, "Senior."
Liang Xiyue suddenly grabbed Jiang Yan's arm, like grabbing the only life-saving straw, "Senior, I didn't. I didn't seduce him, I'm not a third party."
Jiang Yan never knew that this girl who always had a smile on her face would have such desperate and sad eyes in her eyes, as if the whole world had abandoned her.
He held the cold hands instead, "I believe you, I believe everything you say."
It was as if the string that had been tense was finally loosened, and as soon as it loosened, tears flowed out without hesitation. She put her forehead against Jiang Yan's shoulder and hid her whole face in front of his shoulder, her voice slightly hoarse, "Senior, I'm fine. I'll borrow your shoulder to lean on for a while, and it'll be fine in a while."
Jiang Yan suddenly felt a pain somewhere in his heart, he raised his hand and patted her back lightly. The shoulders gradually became wet and cold, and the person leaning against him trembled slightly.
It wasn't until the stagnation and pain in her heart were washed away by the tears that she sat up straight and saw the wet marks on Jiang Yan's clothes. Senior, you've got your clothes dirty. I'll wash it for you."
"Okay, then I'll trouble you."
Liang Xiyue was stunned. Although she really planned to help him clean up, she didn't expect him to agree so quickly. Before she could react, Jiang Yan had already taken off his coat and put it on her.
"Take it back and wash it, wash it and return it to me."
Xi Yue blinked her red and swollen eyes and nodded dumbly.
"Senior, aren't you going to class?" She had nothing to say.
Jiang Yan smiled helplessly, "I've been out of classes for a long time, you forget, I'll graduate in four months, and I've already been practicing for half a year."
Liang Xiyue also felt stupid, nodded and stopped talking.
Jiang Yan sent her to the dormitory downstairs before leaving. Xi Yue tightened her jacket tightly and was very grateful. But it seems that in addition to gratitude, there are some feelings of guilt. But why she felt a sense of guilt, she couldn't figure it out.
As soon as the door of the dormitory was opened, they found that Du Xue and Zhang Xiaoqi were all in the dormitory. When they saw her, they showed worried and angry expressions.
"Liang Xiyue, why don't you answer the phone, you're brainless?" Du Xue pinched her ear angrily.
Xi Yue finally broke free from her clutches, took out her mobile phone, and saw several missed calls, "The phone is muted, I forgot to call."
Zhang Xiaoqi looked at the black men's jacket on her, "Xi Yue, whose clothes are you wearing?"
Xi Yue twisted her fingers in embarrassment, "I, I accidentally stained Senior Jiang Yan's clothes just now, so I took it back and washed it for him."
Seeing her guilty look, Du Xue rarely exposed her, "Xi Yue, are you alright?"
"It's okay, I can do anything." She took off her coat while waving her hands, "I'll go do the laundry."
Qin Youran hated that iron could not become steel, "It's okay to cry like a walnut."
Xi Yue stuck out her tongue and ran into the bathroom in a flash.
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