He said yes.
It was because of her that he didn't go to America.
There is some touch, but more anxiety, is she already so important? Is she going to affect his life? Will he regret it? Will he blame her? Suddenly there is a feeling that life cannot bear the weight. So Mo took a few clothes and went back to school overnight, leaving only a note: I will go back to school for a few days, don't look for me, I have something to tell you when I come back.
She knew it was irresponsible, but she really didn't know how to fully express her thoughts to him without appearing selfish and cowardly.
When I returned to school, I realized that many things had happened during her absence. Wang Shan went home; Monroe found a job; Huniu and her boyfriend decided to get a certificate as soon as they graduated, and they even looked forward to life; It's been too long, she should spend more time with them. So she enthusiastically contacted them, but was rejected. She slept with Monroe for two days first, then was driven to sleep with Hu Niu for one night, and was packed and thrown home on the fourth day. Of course, they gave her a high-sounding reason, saying that she was devastated, and her eyes were full of longing. But she prefers that these two guys annoy her to fight with them every day for the toilet, the bed, the computer, especially the computer, the source of all murders.
It was almost dusk when Mo Mo entered the door, Gu Weiyi was on the balcony, under the orange-red sky, the boy watching from the railing was just a black figure in the limited light. Mo coughed a few times on purpose, but he didn't look back when he heard the sound, probably angry. I have never seen such a ruthless person. She has been away for three days and has not sent her a single text message. I don't know that women are duplicity.
Of course, it was her fault for leaving without saying goodbye, and it is also a virtue to lower your posture, so Mo Mo walked to the balcony by himself and stood side by side with him: "I'm back."
Gu Weiyi gently closed the book in his hand: "Speak."
At the end of the day, I recalled what I thought about these days, and... what my mother said to her.
The mother called Gu Weiyi the second day her parents looked for her, and she said, "Mo, I heard from Aunt Wang that you are dating her son, right?" Her child is very promising, can go abroad to study, right? But he wants to stay in the country for you, right? A man with ambitions everywhere, Mom doesn’t remember ever teaching you to delay other people’s future... Although every sentence of Mom’s words is asking “really”, but there is no room for her to speak at all. She felt wronged in her heart. Although she didn't want Gu Weiyi to leave, she never said a word to keep him from the beginning to the end, but everyone regarded her as a hurdle in his life, and wished to drive a bulldozer to shovel her up. Ping, even his own mother thinks so. Gu Weiyi was dissatisfied with her for not keeping him. In this way, she was stuffed into a situation where she couldn't argue with both sides.
"What are you thinking about?" Gu Weiyi tapped her on the head with the book.
Mo Mo rubbed her head and flattened her mouth: "I wonder how I found such a talented boyfriend."
He took away her hand that was rubbing her head, and held it in his hand: "I know they have transferred the pressure of me not going to America to you."
Mo Mo glanced at the two people's handshake, but said nothing.
Gu Weiyi went on to say: "I have no reason to go abroad. I feel happier here, so it's not entirely because of you that I didn't go."
Mo raised his eyes and looked at him: "If we weren't together, would you go?"
He squeezed her hand tightly: "Yes, I don't know. As I said, I have no reason to go, you just gave me a reason not to go, so you don't have to blame yourself or feel that there is no reason to go." Pressure, it's a decision I made myself."
That being said, how could she not feel pressured? If he doesn't go, she should be included in the list of vicious and disastrous countries where "the king will never go to court early".
Mo Mo leaned against him and murmured, "We seem to be too young, we are afraid of regretting any decision we make."
Gu Weiyi patted her on the head: "Don't think so much, this little brain has a limited brain capacity, so don't make things too difficult for it."
She cooperatingly pulled out a smile: "You are the only one who is smart."
Quietly relying on each other, looking at the clouds in the sky, watching the busy traffic downstairs, sometimes happiness is as simple as that.
In such a peaceful and beautiful atmosphere, Mo Mo poked Gu Weiyi's ribs and counted one by one: "You have so many ribs."
Gu Weiyi gave her a white look: "You have as many ribs as I do."
Mo retracted his hand and touched his rib: "Didn't it mean that God made Eve out of a rib from Adam? Shouldn't the male have one rib less than the female?"
He couldn't help laughing: "Stupid, that's a legend. Both men and women have twenty-four ribs, which are symmetrical. There is no saying that there is one more rib and one less."
Mo couldn't help being disappointed. I thought the only structure in the human body that could be called romantic—the ribs, was actually made up to deceive people. This reminded her of how Fu Pei told her one day in high school that the story of Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai was a lie.
The legend is beautiful, but the reality is disappointing.
Gu Weiyi saw her depressed and unhappy, and teased her: "Okay, or you can break one of my ribs, so I will have one less than you."
She was amused by him: "then you bear with it, it may hurt a little."
He looked deathly at home, and she really beat him hard.
"Hey, hey, you're so ruthless." Gu Weiyi blocked her hand, "Three of them have been broken."
Mo Mo suddenly wrapped his arms around his waist, and buried his face in his chest: "I don't want to be your stumbling block, you just do what you plan, our world should not only be with each other, we should also consider friends, family, and … dream."
He wanted to pull her away, but she hugged him tightly, crying: "Go, I will wait for you to come back obediently. I will work hard, I will live seriously, you go to fulfill your dreams, I also try my best to chase my dream, and one day we can let our family know that our relationship is to grow together and grow together."
Gu Weiyi remained silent. He always knew that Situ Mo was a sensible girl, but he never thought that she was so sensible. Did she not love enough or love too much? The piece of clothing on his chest was slowly soaked with tears, and the wet and softened cloth stuck to his chest, burning him with burning pain. He sighed and hugged the person in his arms tightly: "Situ Mo, can you really adapt to long-distance love?"
She said in a nasal voice, "Can I... how about you?"
He had a lot of thoughts in his heart: staying here is to hope to see your smile every day, if this is not what you want, if this will make you feel a little bit uncomfortable, then it is not my original intention. You have such a big heart to let me fly, why don't I have such a big heart to fly for you? I can stay for you, and of course I can leave for you.
Gu Weiyi smiled wryly: "As long as you can, of course I can."
Mo Mo still can't understand his thoughts, but only thinks wholeheartedly: we are going to be separated, we are going to be separated... Tears can't stop falling down when he thinks about it, and he speaks coolly, but in fact he is so sad that he is dying.
Gu Weiyi wiped her tears, unable to say comforting words, could only keep patting her on the back and said repeatedly: "Don't cry, don't cry..."
Mo cried for a long time, and had no professional training in Qiong Yao's style of crying, so she was a bit ugly, with tears and snot, eyes swollen like peaches and a bright red nose, Gu Weiyi was really distressed to see it, and she was exhausted. Teased her thoughtfully: "Situ Mo, you teary nose, rubbing against my clothes, isn't it too indecent?"
Mo Mo scolded him with two lines of tears: "What's wrong with you!"
Gu Weiyi tilted his head and made fun of her: "Tsk tsk tsk, it's okay to cry ugly, but you can still be so aggressive when you swear."
Mo Mo was amused, he broke away from his hand and was about to walk into the house, he stretched out his hand and pulled her back, pressing her against the railing, approaching her face with a smile that was not a smile: "I made a mistake."
His breath sprayed on her face, she wanted to shrink back, but there was no way to retreat, so she could only put her hands on his chest and push hard, stammering a little: "You... what's wrong with you? You... don't so close to me…”
Gu Weiyi flicked her forehead: "I just want to tease you."
Mo pouted and wanted to reach out his hand to touch the forehead that was hit, but Gu Weiyi grabbed it tightly as soon as he let go, and used the other hand to break it off when he was anxious. Gu Weiyi smiled and clasped her two hands with one hand: "Why are you so nervous?"
Mo Mo stuttered even more: "I...how can I? You...you...what are you going to do?"
Gu Weiyi smiled badly: "I want to kiss you."
Mo Mo blushed and hesitated: "Don't..."
Gu Weiyi raised his eyebrows, his face was almost on the tip of her nose: "Why not?"
Mo Mo was so molested that she was going crazy, she wanted to pull her hand out of his grasp but couldn't, so she could only avoid his approach by shaking her head: "Didn't you say that I cry ugly..."
Gu Weiyi nodded in agreement: "It's pretty ugly, but I don't mind my girlfriend."
Mo Mo instinctively turned his head to talk back to him, and the second he turned his head, his lips were pressed against him.
This was their technically third kiss. The first time Mo Mo only felt pain in the front teeth; the second time Mo Mo was in shock; this time, there were many things going on in her mind. First, there was the "art blank" repeatedly emphasized by the teacher in the aesthetics class, and her mind went blank for several seconds; then there was the wonderful touch, his lips were warm and soft, It's a bit like the soft rice cakes she loved when she was a child; then there is the breath, which smells very good, like the bed sheets that my mother just washed, with a little fragrance of washing powder, a little sunshine, and a little home warmth.
When Gu Weiyi let go of Mo Mo, her little face was already flushed. His face was actually flushed red, but he still had to put on an authoritative and experienced look and sighed: "Oh, don't you know how to breathe?"
"..."