But it's also because it's so early, that I've forgotten about it now... and that makes this chapter very, very, very painful.
Similar to the feeling of not getting HIGH after orgasm... It's too painful.
Hopefully I still have enough emotions brewing to fix it.
The author is truly ashamed.
He Gui watched Zhi Shang gradually disappear in front of him, and heaved a sigh of relief.
"Solved a big problem, next..."
Halfway through his words, he lowered his head in disbelief, and the dagger that stabbed Zhishang just now was completely submerged in his chest, leaving only the handle outside.
"you… "
His companion was expressionless, "The military is not that stupid. Sooner or later, the accusation of being framed will arouse suspicion. It is better to give them the truth and let them know that you are the one they are looking for."
"Then why do you still..." Take the risk and kill Zhishang
No, He Gui finally realized before his death that he and Zhishang were both people he didn't need, one who mastered his secrets, the other who blocked his path, killing two birds with one stone. Unfortunately, he was also one of them.
Is it too late to realize this now
After sending away two souls one after another, the real murderer picked up the relics they left on the ground, and walked into the old warehouse next to him step by step. There was not much time left for him, and he had to hurry up to arrange the scene.
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When Yaotai arrived at the base, the only thing waiting for her was the dagger left by her lover.
"terribly sorry."
Yuquan, who handed the dagger to her, bowed his head, as if it was his sin.
Yaotai took it with trembling, his expression could no longer be described as despair. In Ling Xiao's eyes, she has always been a confident and proud Queen of Yao, but today he finally knew that sometimes, it only takes three words to defeat a proud person.
Even he couldn't help but feel a burst of sadness, the man who was always gentle and smiling, didn't even say goodbye, just disappeared without a sound and never came back.
"What happened?" Yaotai's voice was trembling.
"A traitor appeared in the base, the chief discovered his secret, and the two perished together. Now the evidence of the other's betrayal has been exposed, and the others are investigating intensely, so I was sent to hand over the chief's relic to you."
"How can there be a traitor?" she asked eagerly.
Yu Quan was silent for a while, "Teacher, he is still alive."
Yaotai took a step back.
"He is not only alive, but also has been in contact with the people at the base. The military has long known about this. This time, it is to use the excuse of the second-generation theft to investigate whether the two of us still have contact with him. The chief did not tell you before. , I'm afraid he just doesn't want you to know the truth, he doesn't want you to know that the teacher is not only not dead, but continues to walk down the wrong path, which will make you sad."
"Who is the person who keeps in touch with him?"
"It's a security officer at the base, his name is He Gui."
Ling Xiao was shocked, as if he had heard this name before.
—By the way, after chatting for so long, I still don’t know what your name is
—My name is He Gui. If you have the opportunity to come again in the future, you are welcome to come to me.
It's him? ! That day, he and Ying Feng were sent from Area G to the lobby, and he told them a lot about Tai Yin's master and apprentice on the way. This person turned out to be Tai Yin's insider at the base
Recalling his words, he once expressed great admiration for the former chief. Could this be the reason why he chose to be an internal counselor for Tai Yin
"Is he dead too?" Yaotai asked in a low voice.
"Yes, the ascension of the soul was detected in the Z area. The person who went to check found traces of the fight in the old warehouse, and then found the relics of the two. It turns out that He Gui has been contacting the teacher there, and the chief should be passing by. Time collided by accident, and it happened unexpectedly.”
Yaotai lowered his head very calmly, "I see."
Ling Xiao was surprised by such a performance, but before he could say anything, he saw Yaotai turned around. Although the tears on his face were not dry, there were no more tears left.
"You two go back."
"Doctor Yao?"
"You originally sent me to join me. I will stay and investigate the truth with my colleagues, and then continue the unfinished business. You don't have to worry about me."
Ling Xiao still wanted to speak, but Yaotai interrupted him decisively, "Go back."
Ling Xiao and Ying Feng looked at each other and had no choice but to turn around and leave.
After they left, Yu Quan spoke slowly.
"Now that they're gone, you can say what you think, but if what you think is what I think, I will stop you this time."
Yaotai tightly held the dagger in his hand, "Why do you know?"
"Your eyes are exactly the same as those of the teacher back then. When the teacher found you and asked for your help, it was because of the three of us, your personality was the most similar to his. As a researcher at the base, you need to maintain Absolutely calm and rational, you all pay too much attention to emotions, and you may even be influenced by this emotion, even if you have a high talent in the field of scientific research, you are not suitable for this job, I advise you to give up."
Ling Xiao walked halfway out and pulled Ying Feng down, "Why do I always have an ominous premonition? Doctor Yao feels very strange to me. I always feel that the truth is not as simple as what she said."
"I think so too, she's acting so calm, it's not normal."
"No, I still think I should go back and have a look." Before he finished speaking, he had already turned back, and Ying Feng could only follow.
"I'm sorry," Yaotai lowered his head deeply, "he is the person I love deeply, no matter what, I don't want to be separated from him, even if there is only a slight chance, I don't want to give up..."
She circled behind Yu Quan at an uncapable speed, and the dagger in her hand firmly pressed against his heart. When Ling Xiao and the others returned, they saw this sudden scene.
"Doctor Yao!" Ling Xiao exclaimed, "What are you doing?"
Yaotai has completely ignored the outside world, and her crazy thoughts completely possessed her, "Only you, only you can help me. When Shang Yang left, it was you who found out his reincarnation, even if I ask you, it's because of our classmates. For the sake of it, help me one more time, even if it is by coercive means, I will…”
Yuquan's poker face didn't change, even his voice didn't fluctuate, "What happens after you find it? You wait ten, twenty years, wait for the other party to wake up, and then imprison him like a teacher. Maybe at that time you You have already met with the teacher, and you have worked out a way to break the blood contract, you will force the reincarnation of the chief to form a contract with you again, just because he is your lover in the previous life."
"But have you ever thought that he doesn't have the memory of being with you, all the good and romantic memories in your memory are just tied to the name Zhishang. After reincarnation, he will never be the same again. Straight up, he's a whole new person, and you're just a stranger in his life, and the memories you've imposed on him are just pain to him."
Yaotai has already started to sob softly, and Yuquan is still continuing.
"I know that the loss of a loved one is very painful for you, but this kind of pain cannot be the beginning of another period of pain. The biggest mistake I made in my life was to repay the teacher's grace and violated my conscience."
"A year after that incident, I saw Shang Yang's reincarnation again, and he made me realize how bad my mistake was, that's why I chose to turn myself in. But over the years, I've always felt guilty about it. , can never forgive myself, I ruined his life."
"Not to mention that I no longer have the authority to trace the reincarnation of the soul. Even if I did, I would not help you. I have already missed it once, and I will not make it twice. He's gone, let him reincarnate with peace of mind."
Yaotai's strength became slack, Ying Feng and Ling Xiao seized the dagger at the right moment, and the other party gave up their resistance completely.
At this time, her face was ashen, "You have already rejected one of my requests, I hope you will not reject my next request."
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"Dr. Yao, did you really decide to do this?" Ling Xiao didn't know what to say to salvage her decision along the way, until they got to the Nightmare Hall, he still hoped to fight again.
"I've made up my mind, I don't need to persuade me any more. I never imagined that it would be the two of you who would give me the last ride."
Her gaze swept across the faces of the two of them in turn, "From the moment I formed a contract with Zhishang to now, I have used my powers against him twice, except for the one time when I injected Burning Ash, when my teacher fled, clearly He could initiate interception procedures, but I restricted his movements."
"Choosing a teacher to help me is also the biggest mistake I have made in my life. For so many years, I have lived in guilt. I never imagined that I would almost follow in the footsteps of my teacher today."
"I have been in love with Zhishang for many years, even if there is such a rift, he never blamed me. I can't bear the existence of him in my life. If he leaves me, I also hope that this moment will be the end of my life, Maybe we can meet again in the next life."
"But you clearly said that even if people die at the same time, they may not wake up at the same time. It is almost impossible to find someone who has forgotten in the vast crowd and fall in love again," Ling Xiao said anxiously. .
"As a bystander, I can say this objectively and rationally. But when I became a party, I realized how difficult it is to live alone without him, even if the probability of meeting again is very small, I am eager to fight for it. ."
"but… "
"You don't need to persuade. This is my decision. Before I leave, there are still a few words I want to say to you alone."
Yaotai called Ling Xiao aside alone.
"Ling Xiao, in fact, I didn't tell you. Of the two of you, I've always been more inclined to Ying Feng. If one of the two of you is destined to become a Qizi, I even hope that person is you."
Ling Xiao's breathing stagnated.
"Because you have the toughness in your character that he doesn't have, the failures that he can't accept, you might be able to overcome, and you're much stronger than him at this point."
"But no one should become a puppet. The reason why I have this idea is entirely out of the selfish consideration of a school doctor, raising the possibility of 0% to 1%, but it is 100% unfair to you. I am very sorry for that.”
Ling Xiao also gradually turned red.
"I did what you asked me to keep secret for you, but not because of your request."
"Because of this kind of thing, I think it's up to you to tell him, not anyone."
"I hope that day will come soon, and don't wait until it's too late to find out that the person who wants to confess to him is no longer there."
She gave Ying Feng one last look, "Ying Feng is a person who is very insensitive to feelings. Sometimes he will know what to do if you tell him, but if you don't tell him, he will never know. ."
Yaotai turned around and resolutely walked towards the Nightmare Hall, where Yuquan was already waiting for her at the door.
Ying Feng came over, "What did she tell you?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Ling Xiao suddenly jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly, his twitching shoulders betrayed his behavior.
Ying Feng was stunned, and after a while, he raised his hands hesitantly and slowly put them on Ling Xiao's back.
A bell came from the Nightmare Hall, Ying Feng turned his head, the bell was full of ominousness, like a mourning song.
Hearing the bell, the man in his arms also moved restlessly, Ying Feng raised his hand and clasped the back of his head.
"Don't look."
The man in his arms was motionless, he buried his head deeply into Ying Feng's chest, and the tears flowed silently.
Yaotai's soul flew into the air and fell again, disappearing into the purification pool, she would fall asleep again, wake up again, and maybe meet Zhishang again and start their new life.