Meng Li shook his head and said: "At that time, maybe you were right not to come out. I was so powerless, and you were also helpless."
"There's nothing to say when you come out."
"Yes." Qing Qing looked helpless, Meng Li said, "I just didn't expect it to happen so quickly and suddenly."
"I kept listening to You Yun's suggestion that he would be sent to another place, but who knew that Wen Zhi would solve it directly."
"Maybe it can be solved easily and you can give up on this idea." Wenqing said.
Meng Li took out the mustard space given by Zheng Xian and asked, "She gave you all the relics."
"Yeah, everyone was gone in the blink of an eye." Meng Li frowned and took out everything in the Mustard Seed Space. There were a lot of things, but most of them were useless and of low value.
There were also some gadgets made by Zheng Xian, and Meng Li also saw a few clothes, but judging from the style and size, they seemed to be worn by children as old as Wenqing.
Come to think of it, Zheng Xian didn't have anything valuable. If she did, she wouldn't be so confused and anxious.
Meng Li sighed because she had no trump cards, and even if she did, she would never be able to sell them. Zheng Xian would sell all these things now, which would only cost hundreds of thousands of realm power at most. .
I recall that Zheng Xian spent a lot of money and bought a lot of props for the convenience of the task. I wonder if Zheng Xian regretted it later. Didn't her system remind her? Don't rely too much on props. At that time, You Yun reminded herself all the time not to rely too much on props, so she bought only a handful of props in the mall.
There is no use thinking about it now. These are not the main reasons why Zheng Xian has reached this point. Another important reason is that she really lacks opportunity and luck.
When she first met Zheng Xian, it was she who bought her luck from her.
"And this." Wenqing was also helping to count Zheng Xian's belongings, and found a piece of paper. She opened it, looked at it, and said to Meng Li, "This seems to be a suicide note."
"Suicide note?" Meng Li took the hand from Wenqing and read it. In the letter...
After being discovered, I was imprisoned. Bored, I wrote this letter.
Meng Li, I made a stupid decision to risk my life.
The only one I can rely on is you? My other friends are too mediocre, they can't help me, they can't say a word in front of Wen Zhi? Do you know that mediocrity is a sin? I committed a capital crime.
Are you my last life-saving straw? I have thought about it before doing anything. If something happens, I will risk my life to see you and let you save me. I am very selfish, right? yes.
But I do depend on you.
I bully you for your good temper? Can you take me to the vast realm again and again? The ability to divide me without complaint? My labor is not valuable at all? You are so good, I can't help but want to use you good.
If you survive, you won't be able to see this suicide note. When you see the suicide note, I may be dead.
Are the little clothes in the mustard space made for Wenqing? Every time I see Wenqing, I feel inferior. She is so small, but so powerful. Wenqing has things that I dare not think of.
She was born powerful, and you have her.
Wenqing is like a rich girl, but I am a commoner girl. I couldn't find any gifts for Wenqing. After I made the clothes, I felt like I couldn't get them, so I just kept them.
I hope Qingqing can accept it.
Meng Li, in the past you owed others favors for fear that you would not be able to repay them, and you were reluctant to owe others favors because you were as weak as me at that time. Now you don’t owe others anything. Even if you owe them, you There is also enough strength to repay.
And I kept owing other people's favors, and I couldn't repay them until my death. If I left, I would definitely feel very uneasy, but I am completely gone, which is equivalent to complete relief.
Life in an organization is tiring and numb. You will never feel it, cannot see the light, and move forward in a mediocre way. I am just a self-aware robot.
Even if there is a glimmer of light in my life, I will not choose to take risks. You are standing on a high place now and do not understand the pain of suffering in the abyss. I only envy you.
But I also understand that I can never get close to you. I have fallen behind and failed to keep up with you. The only thing I can rely on is the friendship in the past. You have a good temper. For the sake of the past, you will definitely leave me alone. I Believe in your efforts.
It is the most painful for mediocre people to live in the world, and mediocre people are guilty of grave sins. The reason why I failed to survive is never because I committed a capital crime, but because I have no need to survive for the organization. Any privilege will not be for the bottom. Mediocre people turn on.
Ah Li, take care of me. If there is a spirit, I will bless you and wish you all the best.
After reading the letter, Wenqing posted it next to Meng Li and read it with her. Meng Li's tears fell, so Wenqing quickly wiped them away for her.
"I don't know what Zheng Xian was thinking before she left. She always emphasized that mediocrity is sinful. She resented her own mediocrity." Meng Li said in a low voice.
He said sympathetically: "She is so pitiful."
Meng Li said bitterly: "Girl Zheng Xian, I actually understand everything she is thinking. How come I don't understand."
"As a friend, it doesn't hurt to be used by her like this. I'm happy to help her, but it's a pity that she couldn't wait any longer. Why doesn't she have a thicker skin?"
"No matter how many times she calls me, I will always go with her whenever I have time."
Qing Qing said: "But A Li, she is really weak, how can you take her to that level."
"I don't know, but there is always hope in life. Just because you walk slowly doesn't mean you can't walk. If you wait patiently, there is always a chance."
Meng Li's eyes were slightly confused: "Wanxing jumped out of the mission trap and got the opportunity to go to the Materials Management Department. How can we say that Zheng Xian didn't?"
"If there is another opportunity like this, we can arrange it for her." Meng Li said angrily.
She even wondered if Zheng Xian could have been prevented from making such a decision if she had given Wanxing the opportunity.
When she found this opportunity from Wei Yi, while she was waiting for Wanxing's reply, Zheng Xian must have not taken action at that time.
It's a pity that everything was too late, she still mainly considered Wanxing...
Wenqing patted Meng Li on the back and said comfortingly: "Ah Li, don't be too sad and blame yourself. Everyone has his own destiny, and you can't take it all on yourself."
"No, I just feel sorry and just think about it that way." Meng Li said.
She didn't blame herself too much, she was just making various assumptions and felt regretful about such assumptions.
"These clothes are so beautiful." Wenqing picked up the clothes Zheng Xian made for her and looked at them. She stroked them gently and said, "Zheng Xian is really a beautiful sister who is kind and ingenious."