Su Xin neither agrees that sex is inherently good, nor does he agree that sex is inherently evil.
Although all children are a blank slate at the beginning, everyone has different talents and different personalities.
Personality is quite miraculous. It may be due to genetic factors, or it may be formed by the child himself, although it is greatly influenced by the day after tomorrow.
Su Xin believes that the education a person receives in childhood will affect her life.
She thinks that Yue Xingyao will become like that in the future, and it must have something to do with this time.
But it is impossible for him to comfort, no matter whether there is an excuse or not, because those things are too secretive, and the meaning behind them is too dirty.
The night was already deep, but Yue Xingyao didn't feel sleepy.
The candle in Yue Xingyao's room was still on, she put on her clothes and walked out the door.
Liu Jin sleeps in her outer hall, and a vigil is required.
Liu Jin was woken up by the sound of pushing the door, his sleep has always been light, and because of the night watch, the master's safety has a great relationship with him, so he didn't dare to fall asleep at all.
"Master, why are you up?"
Liu Jin quickly put on her clothes and shoes, and walked in front of Yue Xingyao.
Yue Xingyao really wants to be alone now, and wants to walk around, but the current conditions do not allow it.
"It's okay, you can continue to sleep."
Yue Xingyao shook his head and returned to his room.
How could Liu Jin dare to continue to sleep peacefully, and asked Yue Xingyao if he had any needs.
"You can brighten the candle."
"Is the master still not resting?"
The current time is equivalent to 11 o'clock in the evening. For the ancients who went to bed early, it is already very late, not to mention that Yue Xingyao is only a six-year-old child.
"Go to sleep first, the hall is here, if there is anything, the hall will call you."
"yes."
What should we do? Is it according to the original plan, continue to go all the way to the dark
But the original plan... Yue Xingyao planned to adapt to the situation and prepare first, because she still has a long, long time, but if her opponent is the eldest sister, then she needs to spend more time.
Because the human heart is really difficult to control, the most unpredictable.
Because you don't know where a person's limit is, he may be a very weak person, but he becomes very strong for the belief in his heart, or the person he wants to protect.
Yue Xingyao was even a little apprehensive, because of her status, she couldn't do things as righteously and aboveboard as before, and she felt that dirty blood was flowing on her body now.
Of course, it doesn't mean that her father or her mother are any heinous people, but her birth is disgraceful, it is the product of a promiscuous union, which makes Yue Xingyao feel very disgusted.
The next morning, when the morning light illuminated the earth, Liu Jin gently knocked on the door of her master's room, only to find that the child was still wearing yesterday's clothes, sitting on the bed, maintaining a fixed posture, not knowing thinking about something.
Liu Jin subconsciously thought that the child had been sitting all night and hadn't fallen asleep at all.
"Master, you are awake."
But Liu Jin still said so, some things don't need to be explained clearly, and he can't touch them.
"Do you want to wash up and have breakfast? In a few days, I should go to the Purple Star Palace, where the Taifu has classes, and I should get up earlier in the future."
Liu Jin walked in, saw Yue Xingyao nodded.
He didn't sleep all night, and Yue Xingyao's skin was already fair, so the fundus of his eyes was black and bloodshot was very obvious.
After Yue Xingyao finished his breakfast, he subconsciously walked towards a place. Liu Jin hurriedly followed her, looking at the familiar road, he knew where the Fifth Highness was going.
"Join the Fifth Highness."
Jinxiu is planting flowers in the small yard, watering some flowers and plants.
"Is the eldest sister awake?"
"Master has already got up, and is having breakfast in the hall now."
Su Xin was more casual when eating. Anyway, she was the only one at a table in her palace. She didn't like being stared at by a row of people when she was eating. Occasionally, Jinxiu would stand Her side helped her with vegetables, but now Jinxiu was called by her to tend the flowers and plants in the yard, so she was eating alone.
Although the breakfast was not very rich, it was very nutritious, and the queen would not treat her badly in terms of food, after all, she was also a descendant of the royal family.
Breakfast is relatively light. Xiaolongbao is made into a very beautiful appearance and placed in a cage. The skin is thin and the stuffing is rich, crystal clear, and it looks very appetizing. The porcelain white bowl is filled with preserved egg and lean meat porridge, decorated with A few chopped green onions are suitable for salty and light.
"Master, the Fifth Highness is here."
Su Xin chewed slowly, swallowed the xiaolongbao in his mouth, and put down his chopsticks.
"Let her in."
"Why did my sister come to look for me so early? Have you had breakfast? If you haven't, you can eat with me."
Su Xin sat on the chair, showing a gentle expression.
Su Xin's face is not so stunning, one glance is not enough to captivate all beings, but her facial features are perfectly combined, she is a very attractive beauty, her eyes seem to contain The endless abyss makes people look at it at a glance, as if they are about to fall into it and never climb out again.
Yue Xingyao faced the morning light, looked at those eyes, and was a little dazed for a moment, as if the softest part of his heart had been touched, but the throbbing came and went quickly, without any reason, thinking If you want to investigate carefully, you can't find the shadow again.
"I've already eaten, there's no reason, I just couldn't sleep early in the morning, so I walked around casually, and for some reason, I came to Da Huangjie."
The door of the room has been closed, and Jin Xiu is getting along with Liu Jin outside.
"Is it?"
"Elder Sister, I want to ask you a question."
"But it doesn't matter."
"What would you do if you were wrong about something you always thought was right?"
"That depends on the nature of what I think is right."
"For example, the fine jade, it looks extremely beautiful, and it is very comfortable to play with because of its noble variety, but once I went there, I suddenly found out that it is actually a counterfeit, and it did not come from that place of origin. What should I do with my jade seed?"
"Is there such a small problem? What's the trouble? Even if it's fake, so what, if you think it's true, it's true."
"But all the connoisseurs say it's fake?"
"Either admit it is fake, or use your own strength to make those connoisseurs change their mouths, but what, the fake can't be true, the real can't be fake."
What is false cannot be true, what is true cannot be false.
No matter how much you pretend to be the blood of the royal family, you know in your heart that you are not, aren't you
Yue Xingyao told herself in her heart that she might be able to hide it from everyone, but she couldn't hide it from herself.
Yue Xingyao now has a little admiration for her father, who obviously did something wrong, but why can she still accept it with peace of mind, and even keeps hypnotizing herself to brainwash her.
The more often people have nothing, the more they will show off something.
Maybe her father knew that she was not of royal blood, but he didn't want to admit it, so he paralyzed himself over and over again, and kept telling her that you are noble, you are superior, you should be contemptuous sentient beings.
How ridiculous.
"Why did fifth sister let go of this question all of a sudden? Could it be that you have a beloved item that turns out to be fake? Does anyone in the palace dare to offer you a fake treasure?"
"That's not true, it's just a story from a book."
"Oh? How did the owner of the baby do it in the story? I think you are not satisfied with his behavior, so you asked me, right?"
"Yes, that story is about a rich businessman who got a baby. That baby was given to her by others. I heard that it is very precious and very beautiful. So she played with it day and night and brought it with her. She went out and introduced it to relatives and friends, but by chance, she met a powerful connoisseur who told her that her treasure was actually a fake. She was very angry and secretly asked a few people to come. Appreciating treasures, the conclusion is the same, so the rich businessman was very angry and smashed his treasures to the ground, breaking them into pieces."
"In this way, the rich businessman doesn't actually like his baby. What he likes is just the scenery and face that baby can bring him, and what kind of name it is called."
"I feel the same way."
Yue Xingyao agreed in a very soft voice.
Her current depression not only did not dissipate, but intensified.
Yue Xingyao knew that she could not back down, and the queen would not allow her to back down. Even if they wanted to back down, no one would let them go.
If so, they are bound to go to the opposite side.
Now there are only two ways, if the elder sister can get that position before all of them grow up, then they don't have to be rivals.
But this method is obviously not valid, because the emperor is very healthy now, at least he can wait until all the imperial daughters grow up before dying of illness.
In other words, they form an alliance to deal with the common enemy together, and finally face each other with swords.
"Fifth sister, you should be going to the Purple Star Hall to attend classes soon, right?"
Yue Xingyao is already six years old and has reached his age.
"Um."
Yue Xingyao nodded.
"Master Taifu's lectures are very good. You should be able to learn a lot of principles and knowledge."
"Will Da Huangjie still practice martial arts and study at the same time as usual?"
"No, I'm leaving here."
"What?"
"A good girl should aim in all directions. I have long heard that the border is not peaceful. I want to go there and train myself."
"Are you going to the battlefield?"
"yes."
"Then... when will we meet again?"
"The fastest, four years."
"Is it necessary to go?"
"I have to go."