It is clearly the end of summer, but it has already entered autumn.
It had just rained, adding a bit of coolness.
The sad song echoed in a small area, and Chu Yanxi closed her eyes, pretending that the person was still by her side.
"Heaven is a place nearby,
so i wont be so far away,
and if you try and look for me,
maybe you will find me
someday,
heaven is a place nearby,
so there is no need to say goodbye ,
i wanna ask you not to cry,
i will always be by your side,
…”
Heaven is a close place so I will not be far from you If you try to find me maybe someday you will find me Heaven is a close place so there is no need to say goodbye I want to tell Don't you cry, I will always be by your side.
The last scene is still vivid.
The little girl touched her lips affectionately and waved her hand.
"I'm leaving, remember not to cry."
Why are you so heartless
Chu Yanxi hugged Su Xin tightly, and exchanged a deep kiss with her.
"Don't go to my funeral."
The little girl just left like that, waving her hand, not taking a cloud with her.
Those who left left, but those who lived were heartbroken.
The little girl died on the road, not because of illness, but because she saved a person who fell into the water.
It seems that I want to burn the last bit of strength in my life and make a little contribution.
Watching the little girl leave helplessly, Chu Yanxi sank down on the sofa.
powerless.
This feeling of only watching a lover die calmly is simply terrible.
In this moment, no one is different.
An hour later, Chu Yanxi received the news of her death.
She locked herself in the room and never went out again.
She sent presents to the little girl's parents and told a lie that she was inconvenient to come from abroad.
"You must not go, just pretend that I am still living with you."
Su Xin repeated it seriously, and put her palm on Chu Yanxi's heart.
Chu Yanxi couldn't say anything, but nodded.
She can't blame her, she can only love her.
After all, she already knew the result from the very beginning, but he still held her hand stubbornly and wanted to keep walking, so she should be prepared in her heart and wait for this day to come.
Chu Muyu went to the little girl's funeral, and when she came back, she asked her emotionally why she didn't go.
Chu Muyu seemed to have completely forgotten about fear and respect, and was completely different from the way she used to be in front of her.
Those questioning, cursing and tears seemed extremely ridiculous to Chu Yanxi.
Chu Yanxi was too lazy to explain something, after all, her love for her didn't need to be proved by other things, let alone this person was Chu Muyu.
Chu Yanxi even thought maliciously in her heart, after all, she could have happy memories with the little girl, and what was left to Chu Muyu was only endless regret and self-abandonment.
"Do you know why she left? She blamed me for letting you see this, so she ran out."
This was the last lie Chu Yanxi wove for the little girl she had left.
She terminated the mother-daughter relationship with Chu Muyu and expelled Chu Muyu from the Chu family.
She didn't do anything else, it's just that she couldn't provide her with money.
She has raised her for so many years for nothing, which is already a very good kindness, so she doesn't need to repay it, let's see if she can survive by her own efforts, Chu Yanxi is too lazy to be distracted by unrelated people.
Chu Muyu has no home, and Kari only has a small amount of money.
Chu Yanxi moved.
She moved alone to the house where she had many memories with her little girl, and dismissed all the servants in the family.
This not very big house is full of their memories.
Chu Yanxi sat on the sofa, smiling and looking in the direction of the air.
It was as if Su Xin was still running around in front of her, occasionally blocking the TV mischievously and smiling at her.
And naughty.
Chu Yanxi changed the room that was originally turned into a study into another room, which was filled with photos of Su Xin.
Or run or jump, or be happy or funny.
Every time she entered the room, Chu Yanxi had the feeling that the little girl was still watching her.
There are also some audio and video files, which record their daily life.
Chu Yanxi only thinks that this person looks cuter and cuter.
It's just that life is not always so comfortable. Occasionally in the dead of night, Chu Yanxi would open her eyes and reach out her hand to feel the coldness beside her, then she would get up and sit, staring out the window in a daze all night.
At this time, she had to face a cruel fact. Her little girl really left her forever.
I will never throw myself on her body with a smile and act like a baby, or treat her like a baby.
Chu Yanxi has been in a semi-retired state in business. After Su Xin left, she has no intention of doing business anymore, so she basically delegated all powers.
She is only thirty years old, and she has already begun to take care of herself in retirement.
Once she went out to eat with Mu Bai and Lan Xixi.
In fact, she didn't have to go out to meet them, but she went anyway.
Because they are the few people in this world who know the stories of the two of them.
It was not a dream of hers that someone had witnessed their love.
The little girl left a video for her, and she watched it every day.
"Ahem, cough, I think I should have already left when you saw this?"
Su Xin on the screen pouted, looking unhappy.
"At this moment, I don't know what to say. It seems that I have a lot to say to you, but I know I can't finish it."
"So I summed up my nonsense, that is, I am gone, you have to eat well, don't starve yourself, I still have a lot of delicious food, you have to eat for me. You are not allowed to stay up late, The body is the capital of the revolution, I don't want to see you get sick and injured. You should know that I am always with you."
The little girl blew a kiss to the screen, looking extremely playful and cute.
Every time Chu Yanxi saw this, she couldn't help showing a smile.
She often flips through the photo album that contains the photos of the two of them together, day after day.
People who are addicted to memories and the past should be decadent, but Chu Yanxi can't see this decadent feeling. She still keeps herself clean, doesn't drink or smoke, has a regular schedule, and looks very energetic.
That is, the aura on his body suddenly weakened a lot and became peaceful.
Compared with when she was young and energetic, she really looks like two people.
Chu Yanxi felt that she was getting old, even though her body functions were still normal, she was just tired.
Su Xin left, taking her heart with her.
She didn't go out all day long, and she didn't want to go outside for a walk. She just wanted to stay in the house quietly and be alone with her little girl.
The housekeeper who had been serving her before was very worried and would visit her occasionally.
But she mostly just said a few words through the door, unwilling to let anyone step in.
"Miss, it's not good for your health, so let me stay by your side. What if you get sick and there is no one around to take care of you?"
The man in his fifties had a worried look on his face, worrying about the stubbornness of the girl he had seen growing up since he was a child.
"No, I won't make myself sick. He wants me to take good care of myself, so I will definitely pay attention to my health."
Chu Yanxi smiled slightly, touched the ring on her hand, and shook her head.
The old man let out a long sigh, feeling that his heart was going to be pulled.
Miss really likes that little girl, who is usually so indifferent and unsmiling, as long as she mentions this name, her eyes are full of tenderness, as if the whole world has been accommodated in her hands.
How lucky it is to meet the person you are destined for, but how painful it is that this kind of luck will not last long.
Chu Muyu's life is not very good, because her family has always been very good, she doesn't have to worry about money at all, but when her source of income is cut off, she has to face the reality.
She doesn't have much time to deal with boys in love, even though she is willing, those boys are willing to support her.
But she couldn't show her old smile to those people, because as long as she thought about it, Lin Xiaohuan's shadow would suddenly appear in front of her.
She sold all the expensive cosmetics before, and started working hard to work and study.
Her changes made people around her unbelievable, especially Wu Yubing.
"What are you doing, Missy is tired of playing, are you planning to experience life?"
Wu Yubing looked at Chu Muyu who was busy in waitress clothes, and he ordered drinks in order to save her some time.
"You used to say things that I wouldn't understand, but now I understand, but it seems a bit late, I have nothing left."
Without a home, even in name, Lin Xiaohuan is also gone.
"I've never hated myself so much. There was a wonderful person who loved me deeply and gave her life for me."
"Actually, I regret it very much. If I could go back in time, I would have said those words to her earlier."
So maybe none of that will happen.
It's a pity that there is no if.
The brothers and sisters of the Chu family have grown into individuals who can take charge of their own affairs. They no longer need to ask Chu Yanxi about some problems. They can solve setbacks by working together.
But they still should thank their aunt well.
"My aunt should be sweet with my little aunt."
"It's almost Chinese New Year, I don't know if they would like to have dinner with us."
"I don't know, try."
"Auntie, where's little auntie?"
The brothers and sisters of the Chu family looked in from the door curiously.
"She's sleeping."
Chu Yanxi put her index finger on her lips, and her voice was very low. When she said this, she could not hide her affection and pampering. She glanced into the room, as if she was afraid of her own voice. It will disturb a sleeping person.
"Oh, do you want to have dinner together this Chinese New Year?"
"No."
Chu Yanxi shook her head and closed the door.
"Let's go, the two of us, aunt and little aunt, are fine, so we don't want to be light bulbs."
"Uh-huh."
"Call Abel and ask him. He has lived with us in the past."
"Uncle, let's spend the Chinese New Year together this year, aunt and little aunt won't come."
Brother Chu took out his mobile phone and dialed the housekeeper.
"What? Dead? But my aunt said she was sleeping."
"Dead for half a year..."
The siblings of the Chu family suddenly turned their heads, saw the closed door, and looked at each other, seeing shock in each other's eyes.
"Don't bother Miss. In her heart, that person has never left and has always lived in her world, but I hope you can often knock on her door so that one day..."
The butler's helpless voice came from the phone.
"Um."
Chu Yanxi sat on the sofa and smiled at the TV screen playing the video.
"What's so good about TV, watch me watch me."
"Naughty again."