"Sometimes, I forget that you were originally a woman, because you have done a good job, better than most men in the world, no matter in terms of talent or mind."
The emperor was so emotional that he was shocked when his youngest confessed the biggest secret to him. What a bold thing it was. If it was said too much, it could be considered deceiving the emperor.
"If you are a man... that's all, it's no different now."
The emperor often thought this way, if Lin Suhuai was not a woman but a man, then how high her achievements would be, but after thinking about it, it seems that there is no difference from what he expected now.
"So what about men, what about women, anyway, Su Huai is standing here now, which is what everyone expects."
Lin Suhuai never felt sorry for being born as a daughter. This is something she can't choose. She only knows that her own destiny needs to be controlled by herself.
She doesn't think there is anything great about men, indeed, they have great external strength, but so what, she doesn't think women have anything to be ashamed of, they are weak and submissive, that's how they live.
The reason why she can stand here now is because of her parents, but the process is her own hard work.
She didn't feel uncomfortable like this. She didn't feel that she had abandoned her identity as a woman by disguising herself as a man. Those identity traits were still on her body, and she never disliked them.
What she shoulders now is enough to satisfy her parents, her friend Jiajun, and herself.
"One day in the future, will you want to restore your identity as a woman?"
The emperor asked this question. At the beginning, he actually had some charming thoughts in his heart, and he had a good impression of Lin Suhuai. If Lin Suhuai could be with him, then the two of them would definitely be able to lead the prosperous world together, but these thoughts were overwhelmed. He dismissed it himself and never told Lin Suhuai.
He knew that Lin Suhuai's frankness of this identity was just to make him feel free from grievances, and at the same time put his biggest handle in his hands and let him trust him.
Lin Suhuai didn't need him to take pity on her status as a woman or anything. To Lin Suhuai, that was an insult.
Although Lin Suhuai is a woman, her knowledge and knowledge are not inferior to that of a man, and what she pretends in her heart is the world, not love for children. What's more, the emperor has no way to imagine Lin Suhuai and him lying on the same bed. At most, I can only think about two people talking and drinking together.
After the emperor figured it out, he completely regarded Lin Suhuai as a buddy, and he had to trust him even more.
He originally thought that Lin Suhuai would be so single for the rest of his life, but he didn't expect that Lin Suhuai was actually married, and she was still a woman, which seemed reasonable to the outside world, but it was a little surprising to him, after all, men and women Being together is secular, but thinking about it, it seems that there is nothing difficult to accept.
"Let's wait until the day when she is disarmed and returns to the fields. If I can take her out of here to play in the mountains and rivers, I don't have to pretend so much."
There is no need to let the world know the truth, it will only increase trouble, Lin Suhuai doesn't like to cause trouble.
But if he and Su Xin live in a two-person world, Lin Suhuai definitely doesn't need to pretend.
"So... definitely possible."
The emperor pondered for a while, then nodded.
"Um."
Lin Suhuai said some other things, and the expression of "can I leave after talking?" should not be too obvious on his face, which made the emperor helpless for a while.
"You don't want to accompany me to reminisce about the old days? Just rush back in such a hurry?"
"There is a beautiful lady in the family, and my heart is concerned about this. Please forgive me."
"I really can't leave for a moment, huh?"
The emperor joked that he had never seen Lin Suhuai care about anyone so much, and he could only say that Lin Suhuai, a woman he had never met before, was really amazing.
"I can't leave for a moment."
Lin Suhuai nodded very seriously.
"I don't know what's going on. If I don't see her for a day, I feel flustered, as if something is missing in my heart, and it's all her here."
Lin Suhuai nodded her forehead.
"Tsk tsk."
The emperor "tsk tsk" twice, blinked at Lin Suhuai's sudden show of affection, and felt a sweet taste in his mouth.
"Is the relationship between women and women the same as you and her?"
The emperor asked curiously, he does not reject this kind of love, as long as Lin Suhuai is happy, although it is said that the way of men and women is predestined by heaven, is there still less idiots in the world, and less misfortunes caused by it
Gender is not the point, happiness is the most important thing.
"That's not necessarily true. After all, I haven't seen how other women get along well. It's probably the same between men and women. Before I met her, I didn't have such a feeling. Although she saved me, But I didn't fall in love with her at first sight, how to describe that feeling, probably when she looked at me with a smile, she ran into my heart at once."
"I think, in an instant, the sky and the earth are dimmed, and that's all."
There was a voice in my heart saying that it was her.
I like her, and I don't want anyone but her.
"Then I promise you to go back and see her quickly now."
The emperor waved his hand and kicked out someone with a sweet face.
He may never taste such a happy taste in his life.
Lin Suhuai left immediately without stopping.
The emperor lamented that Lin Suhuai valued sex over friends, but he was quite happy for Lin Suhuai in his heart.
Su Xin was exhausted all the way. After taking a comfortable bath, she enjoyed the maid's massage for a while, and had a good night's sleep on the new bed specially made for her by the general's wife.
When she opened her eyes again, it was almost dusk.
Lin Suhuai had already returned, and was lying beside her, looking at her with open eyes.
"came back?"
There was still a nasal sound in Su Xin's voice, and she put her arms around Lin Suhuai's waist.
"Um."
Lin Suhuai stretched out her palms and put them on Su Xin's eyes. Su Xin hadn't had a good rest because of the rush. Now that she was full of sleep, she was still a little sluggish and her eyelids were a little swollen.
Lin Suhuai circulated the power in her body to warm her palms and make Su Xin feel better.
"Are you hungry?"
"It's okay, I want to eat something light."
Su Xin is not very hungry, but wants to eat something light, just drink some porridge.
"Okay, I'll let the kitchen cook it for you."
"Have you eaten?"
"Just had dinner with my parents."
"Why didn't you call me?"
Su Xin felt embarrassed, the family was having dinner, and her daughter-in-law was still sleeping in the room.
"Mother won't let me call, I see you sleep so much and don't have the heart to disturb you."
As soon as Lin Suhuai came back, she was booed and warmed up again. When she was about to go back to her room, her mother told her that Su Xin was asleep, so don't wake her up. Lin Suhuai agreed. She talked with her father in the study after taking a bath. After a while, I went to talk to my mother. During dinner, the three of them didn't say anything about calling Su Xin up for dinner, and let her have a good rest. After eating, my mother even said that no matter what time Su Xin Wake up, don't let her go hungry.
"Okay."
Su Xin blushed a little, and hugged Lin Suhuai's neck.
"If you want to drink porridge, eat Linglong Babao."
These are eaten for breakfast, but there is nothing wrong with eating them at night.
The Linglong Eight Treasures Bao is in the shape of crystal steamed buns, very delicious, tender and juicy, one bite is very pleasant.
"good."
Lin Suhuai just lay on the bed without moving, and called out to the maid who was standing outside. The maid hurried in, complied with the request, and headed towards the kitchen.
No matter what Su Xin looks like, Lin Suhuai feels comfortable looking at it, and the way she eats is also very cute.
After eating, Su Xin walked around the house for a while, then curled up on the bed and refused to move, even though the house was very warm with charcoal fire.
Su Xin and Lin Suhuai each found a book to read, and took a break after a while.
There was a lot of wind outside, but it was warm inside.
The aristocratic ladies in Beijing always find ways to hold various gatherings. This spring to enjoy peach blossoms and winter plum blossoms. The capital only had a snowfall yesterday, and today someone posted a post to invite plum blossoms.
There is a Zhuangzi who is usually used for small gatherings and is very popular with noble women and talented scholars.
This Zhuangzi is very large and covers the scenery of the four seasons. Here, you can enjoy peach blossoms, pear blossoms and other colorful plants in spring, lotus in summer, and plum blossoms in winter.
There are many parties of all kinds, but not everyone can attend.
Some are small circles, handkerchiefs are handed over to each other, and they can talk about themselves.
Some are not limited, just to compete for beauty, and some are just a group of plastic flower sisters comparing each other, comparing who has a better life recently, and tearing each other.
The second day after Su Xin came, the general's wife came over with those two posts, and her expression was not very happy.
"This group of women probably just want to see you. Mother, this kind of gathering is the most annoying. I usually avoid it when I can. It makes me uncomfortable to look at it, but fortunately I am already old, and I could have fought with them when I was young."
The general's wife hummed and said, she was not inferior when she was young, but this kind of gathering can be avoided whenever she can, it is too boring, she is not afraid of beating women, who is not a woman, but she can't cause trouble for her husband .
"Do many people go?"
"It looks like it looks like it is estimated that all the married and unmarried and those who have children will come, and my mother speculates that the Queen Mother will also come."
Although the general's wife is careless, she understands everything she should know.
So many people are staring at their family. Of course, the Queen Mother would most like to see what kind of wife her family Su Huai married. will increase.
The general's wife hated the queen mother to death. Although the boy she carried was not her own son, the queen mother wanted to kill her own child, and forced her daughter to go on a hard road.
"Jinyan, don't worry, my mother will definitely dress you up well, and make you look stunning!"
Su Xin said that this is completely OK.