Zhao Anyang: I always believe that God will allow lovers to get married eventually. Sure enough, God will not let me down.
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My mother was a woman bought by King Zhao from a brothel, so my birth was a tragedy.
King Zhao loved my mother very much at first. Although I was not as noble as Zhao Anling after I was born, I was not as humble as I was later.
Zhao Anling's mother came from a prominent family, but it was a pity that King Zhao did not love her.
Jealousy turned into hatred for a long time and became that woman's life.
After all kinds of frame-ups, King Zhao finally no longer believed in us.
In the end, my mother was put into a cold room, and I was accidentally blinded by Zhao Anling.
The first time I knew her was when I was twelve years old.
At the banquet held for King Zhao’s thirtieth birthday, unfortunately I was already blind at the time and could not see with my own eyes how stunning she was in her dancing on the snow.
All I know is that after the dance, the whole audience cheered for her.
That day, I was originally in boundless darkness, but I actually saw a little light.
When I met her again, my mother was seriously ill.
The moment the bell on her foot rang, my heart was restless.
This is Mingzhou and she is in Zhongmu. How is that possible
But when she spoke to me, I knew that was the light in my life.
She said she could help me find a doctor, but she wanted me to promise to go to Zhongmou to find her.
At first I only knew that she was a daughter of a famous family in Zhongmu, but I didn’t know that she was actually the daughter of King Luo.
The words "King Luo" are so out of reach, both in my eyes and in the eyes of King Zhao.
But even so, deep down in my heart I still want to find her.
Although, I can't see anything.
But the next day, my mother died.
Zhao Anling said that it was thanks to his sister Qing'er that my mother finally died.
I know what Zhao Anling means. He said that she killed my mother.
However, I don't believe it.
After burying my mother, I didn't know where to go, but I didn't want to stay in Prince Zhao's Mansion.
The teacher who taught me how to write and practice calligraphy when I was a child saw me as pitiful and asked me if I would like to attend classes at his newly opened Liyue Academy.
I was so happy that I agreed without even thinking about it.
After all, Liyue Academy is in Zhongmu.
In fact, she didn't know that I knew she was attending classes at Liyue Academy earlier than she did.
Of course, I also knew that she was the only daughter of Prince Luo's Mansion.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly. This was a gap that could never be crossed.
It is so insurmountable that even trying hard becomes a ridiculous thing.
However, she still talked to me. But I know it's impossible between us.
Later, I studied very hard, and for some reason my path seemed to become smoother.
A few years later, I became a supervisory censor from a teaching assistant.
Later I realized that for me, a blind man, to have such a smooth official career, there must be someone helping me.
And this expert is her.
At this time, Yan Wuse, who had helped me, was forced to marry a sixty-year-old master and become his concubine.
Thinking about it, as a blind person, I would never be able to be with her in this life.
After all, Yan Wuse has been kind to me, so I just need to repay it.
But I didn't expect that on the eve of the wedding, she would appear in front of me with Tianshan Snow Lotus and Luo Family Order, asking me to marry her.
I actually have a chance to marry her!
King Luo really doted on her and would do anything to satisfy her.
Even if she wants to marry a blind man.
The night I got married to her, I nervously lifted her hijab and saw her stunning face for the first time.
She is so beautiful. Why would she like me if she is so beautiful
How I want to spend the rest of my life with her, even if I don't take revenge anymore.
However, she did not stop helping me pursue fame and fortune, and tried her best to capture all the cities on the eastern continent for me.
But I ended up hurting her and our child.
When she came back to me, I felt like she was different.
She used to be proud and decisive. But I don’t know why, but it has changed now.
She became so cute and secretly cooked for me.
Although the cooking is really a bit…
But she has changed, she can speak softly, she can have little emotions, she can cry to me, she can... hug me.
If I admired her before, now I just want to get closer to her.
Because I am no longer that blind man.
Because I finally had the opportunity to stand in front of him like a man and protect her.
I would like to draw the earth as a prison for you in this life, and be trapped in it. (To be continued)