A small part of Jiang Meiren's suicide was due to public opinion, and most of it was because she couldn't get over this hurdle.
If a person faces himself, whether it is right or wrong, it is definitely the most difficult thing in the world. If he can do it, then even if he is not successful in his studies or career, he will have an achievement that others will never surpass.
All kinds of accidents happen every day, and they will still get the attention of netizens. If they have nothing to do with themselves, they will have a lot of thoughts.
Everyone in the hospital was shocked when they heard the news.
They whispered in private, some said that it was so easy to die, some were surprised, and said that they could not see Dr. Jiang's extreme personality that would do that kind of thing, maybe there was something unspeakable, and some felt that Dr. Jiang So selfish, regardless of elderly parents.
Although each of them knew that no matter what they commented, the person concerned would not see or hear it, but this did not affect their heated discussions on this matter at all.
The hospital is a place where birth, old age, sickness and death are carried. They will be numb and fall into the secular world, and they will feel a lot of emotion.
It's only been a few days, less than a week, and all these things happened. First, Dr. Jiang was carrying HIV, then doctors and nurses outside the heart did the examination, then there was a disturbance between doctors and patients, and finally, Dr. Jiang's death. Then one thing, the big guy is still immersed in the first thing and has not recovered, and will be forced to accept the third thing at once.
Life is beautiful, but also cruel.
It gives you red roses and desserts like a gentle and considerate lover, makes you laugh and makes you happy, and tells you love words that the world will never grow old, you will never grow old and I will never die, and it may give you a big mouth at any time, It makes you dizzy, looking for teeth all over the floor, spitting blood, and falling to the ground.
Dr. Jiang's parents rushed over from other places just in time to see their daughter's dead body. Photos of them weeping bitterly were taken and posted on the Internet without any cover-up, which attracted a lot of comments, sympathy, criticism, indifference, or contempt from netizens.
People who do this are doing it for their own jobs. Those who are moral and immoral can only stand aside. If you want to condemn them, maybe if you dig carefully, you will find that there are one or two "old fathers who are seriously ill in bed, fighting for medical expenses." Hard work", "the family owes a lot of debts, and life is miserable".
Good and evil are sometimes opposites, and sometimes they are juxtaposed.
Jiang Meiren's body was cremated and her ashes were buried in the XX cemetery. The day she was buried was the best weather since this winter. The sun was bright and there was not even a little wind.
Chen You and Yan Shu stood in the group of people in the hospital. They were also dressed in black, but they were very conspicuous because they were wearing the same style, scarves, coats, trousers, shoes, including watches.
The others silently rolled their eyes, ouch, look, the dog food is flying.
The doctors and nurses outside the heart watched the whole process with their eyes, nose, nose and heart, ignoring the exchange of glances from other departments.
I came to attend the funeral today, so I threw away any grudges and didn't bring them with me. After all, people are alive, and all kinds of things, this death will be ashes.
What do you think, how do you compare with a handful of ashes
Whether you want to sweep the ashes, or pinch your hands and curse, it's like a crazy person.
There are very few relatives from Jiang's family. The reason is very simple and straightforward. Jiang Meiren committed suicide because of AIDS.
Two relatives were comforting Jiang's father and Jiang's mother. Chen You turned his head to listen, probably because the dead cannot be brought back to life, and he wanted to open up and let the child go away with more peace of mind.
Chen You put his hand in his coat pocket, holding the door key with his index finger and thumb. It was really uncomfortable for a white-haired man to send a black-haired man. If he couldn't finish all the tasks and go back, Dad would experience the grief of Jiang's father and Jiang's mother.
"Hey… "
When Yan Shu heard the young man sigh, he lowered his head and looked inquiringly.
Chen You pursed his lips, and didn't whisper to Yan Shu on this occasion that was overshadowed by heavy sadness, but just returned a look of "I'm fine".
Treating AIDS with a positive attitude is not so scary.
Jiang Meiren is a doctor. She knows more about AIDS than ordinary people. She knows and has contact with related patients, and knows the trend of the disease. She will not have the panic and depression of the end of the world.
Chen You really thought that Jiang Meiren would slowly accept the reality and go to another place to prolong her life.
I never knew I would commit suicide.
After a while, everyone brought white chrysanthemums one by one, greeted Jiang's father and Jiang's mother and left. The dean said a few more words, mainly to comfort the two old people. He also has children, so he can understand a little bit.
Chen You walked out of the cemetery with Yan Shu, and found the dean standing not far away, obviously waiting for them.
Not long after, Chen You went back into the car by himself first. He stretched out his hand to fiddle with the bear pendant, and scanned Yan Shu and the dean standing there through the car glass. , seems complicated.
The window on the left side of the car was knocked, and Chen was shocked again. When he turned his head, he saw a big fat face posted up, which was Dr. Zhou.
Two people in the car, one outside the car, I see you, you can't see me.
It wasn't until the car glass was knocked again that Chen You was sure that Dr. Zhou knew he was in the car and was really looking for him, instead of knocking on the glass to listen to the sound or looking in the mirror.
He opened the car door, "Doctor Zhou, you haven't left yet?"
When Dr. Zhou spoke, there was white gas in his mouth, "I have to go. I saw you alone, so I came to talk to you for a while."
Chen got out of the car again, "What do you want to say, Doctor Zhou?"
Dr. Zhou kicked the small stone by his feet, and suddenly became deep, "I thought about it, and decided not to work in the hospital next year, but to go home and take over my dad's company."
Chen was taken aback, he didn't even know that Dr. Zhou was an invisible rich second generation
As if he knew what Chen You was thinking, Doctor Zhou scratched his head and said, "It's not a big company, but a small company with dozens of people."
Chen didn't think so. A studio with just a few people could do great things, let alone dozens of people. He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know whether Dr. Zhou's sudden decision was influenced by Jiang Meiren's affairs. .
Working in a hospital, death, and the virus are all very close. Apart from taking precautions that can be done, the rest is fate.
Dr. Ren Zhou wants to change his way of life in the second half of his life, which is actually quite good. He is responsible for his own life. He is an outsider, so it doesn't make sense to talk too much.
"Have you spoken to the director?"
"Not yet." Doctor Zhou smiled, "You are the first to know."
"Dr. Chen, I think you are very powerful. When you first came here earlier, I hated you very much. I saw you as a dislike. Later, I was able to commute, eat with you, and ask you for something. Talking, chatting, and when I decided to leave, I found out that you have become the best friend I have made during the years of working in the hospital."
Chen You cleared his throat, "Really? That's good, you changed the number and gave me one when you go back. You can call me if you have anything to do."
"Is it possible?" Dr. Zhou was just a little happier, and then said, "I'm afraid Director Yan will be jealous."
Chen coughed again, "Leave him alone."
Dr. Zhou lowered his voice, "I heard that several foreign countries allow same-sex couples to become legal couples. When did you go, tell me, and I will give you a big red envelope."
Chen said again, "Let's talk about it later."
Doctor Zhou looked at him as if he was the head of the family, and he was in charge of all major and minor matters. It was hard to imagine Director Yan being ordered to go about his business, sweeping the floor, washing clothes, pots and dishes.
It should not be possible.
"Will Director Yan lose his temper?"
Chen Youhe said, "He dares."
Dr. Zhou glanced at one place from the corner of his eyes, his expression changed slightly, and he was still asking, "Doctor Chen, so, when you are with Director Yan, he always obeys your orders?"
"That's necessary." Chen snorted again, "If he doesn't obey, I'll..."
A voice came from behind, "How about you?"
Chen You's face froze, and he took a quick look at Dr. Zhou, you said you, why are you so unkind, thanks to the fact that I just included you in the ranks of good friends, we broke up for a minute, and didn't want to talk to you.
He turned his head, his smile was brighter than Hua'er, "Have you finished chatting with the dean?"
Yan Shu nodded to Doctor Zhou, and asked the mentally handicapped Chen, "If I am disobedient, what will you do?"
Chen You secretly winked at him, "Oh, Director Yan, don't be like this, let me save face in front of my colleagues.
Yan Shu pretended not to see, "If you don't stay here, why are you running around?"
Chen You drooped his head, like a naughty kid scolded by his parents, he curled his lips and remained silent.
Seeing Yan Shu's serious posture, Dr. Zhou hurriedly explained, "Director Yan, don't blame Dr. Chen, he stayed in the car well, and I was the one who looked for him."
Without responding, Yan Shu frowned, looking down at the young man under his eyes, "Why don't you speak?"
Chen You said angrily, "What do you want me to say, it's just what Dr. Zhou said!"
Seeing how stubborn you are, Yan Shu shook his head and sighed, took off his overcoat and covered the young man, wrapping him up, "You don't even wear a coat when you get off the car, are you still talking to me?"
Chen was much warmer again, he sniffed, "I know I was wrong."
Yan Shu's complexion changed from cold winter to warm spring, the lines on his face were soft, and even the breath around his body became gentle, "This is not an example."
Chen You was very obedient this time, "Oh."
On the side, Director Zhou rolled his eyes twice in a row, Director Yan, you are really good, the operation is excellent, and the relationship with Dr. Chen is also the same.
He was stuffed with a big bag of "Chen Yan brand" dog food, and he was full.
After saying hello to Chen You and Yan Shu, Dr. Zhou turned and left. He thought as he walked, and after he got home and settled down, he asked his parents to arrange a blind date and find a wife.
On the way back, Yan Shu drove the car to a nearby farmer's market, parked the car around and asked Chen You to follow him down.
Chen You huddled in the leather chair, "What are you doing down here?"
Yan Shu unfastened his seat belt and said, "I want to eat dumplings tonight, let's go buy dumpling wrappers and meat fillings."
Chen You was listless, the cemetery was very cloudy, and he felt that his yang energy had been sucked away a lot, "Then just go to the restaurant to eat, it's easy."
"I don't like the dumplings outside." Yan Shu said, "I want to eat your dumplings."
Chen You was still listless, "I don't want to pack."
Yan Shu said, "Forget it."
What I am most afraid of is the sudden silence of the whole world, which is the situation in the car now.
Yan Shu was not angry, it was just a meal of dumplings, but at Chen You's place, he was just a pitiful big bug, exuding an air of lovelessness, "Oh, I'm so happy, I want to eat dumplings, but no one gives me them." Bao, what am I still alive for? Forget it, I’m not alive anymore.”
Chen rubbed his face again, "Get out of the car."
Yan Shu didn't react.
Seeing his stupid look, Chen wanted to laugh, "Didn't you say you want to eat dumplings?"
The corner of Yan Shu's lips curled up, and he kissed him on the cheek, "Honey, you are so kind."
Chen Youheng, you know I'm fine, why don't you be quicker, hand over the remaining evil thoughts in your heart, let me finish the task and go to the next world quickly
If you say you are walking with me, I think you are paralyzed with me, paralyzed in this world and unable to move.
The farmer's market is so big, as soon as Chen You and Yan Shu entered, they were overwhelmed by mixed smells. Dirty and noisy were the first impressions.
This place is not suitable for staying for a long time. They reached an agreement in the shortest possible time and decided to divide the troops into two groups. One was in charge of buying dumpling wrappers and ginger, and the other was in charge of buying cabbage and shiitake mushrooms. They would meet at the first entrance half an hour later.
Chen You quickly finished the first two things, and bought a catty of strawberries and a catty of cherries when he had time. He went to the entrance, but saw no one.
On the other side, Yan Shu did not go so smoothly.
After buying cabbage and shiitake mushrooms, he stopped in front of the meat stall and remembered that although he didn't eat meat, Chen You liked it very much. He ate vegetarian dumplings, so he should wrap some meat dishes for Chen You to eat.
Avoiding an old man, Yan Shu looked at the horizontally arranged pieces of pork. It was a bit tricky to buy vegetables for the first time, and he didn't know which piece of meat to buy.
The uncle gave away one, and then another. He put away the money, grabbed a rag to wipe his greasy hands, and couldn't help asking, "Sir, are you going to buy meat?"
If you want to stand somewhere else, even if you stand there for a whole day, the uncle will not ask you anything, but he is standing in front of his booth, and he is so tall, blocking the business.
Yan Shu was neatly dressed, tall and handsome, and he didn't fit in with the background of the farmer's market. He caused a great commotion in this area, and the aunts and elder sisters all looked at him, fresh.
He frowned, "How do you sell the meat?"
The uncle was so moved that he said, "Which meat do you want? Pork belly or lean meat?"
Yan Shu said, "Meat for making dumplings."
"Then pork belly." The uncle picked up a piece, "Sir, do you think this piece is okay?"
Yan Shu raised his eyes, he didn't understand, "All right."
The uncle was looking for a bag to put the meat in, enthusiastically, "Sir, is this the first time you come here? Let me tell you, we old men are not so safe in buying meat and vegetables. You can let your wife come over."
Yan Shu said, "Come here, I'm shopping for something else."
Uncle oh, he passed the meat over, "Do you want ribs? The small ribs here are all fresh."
Yan Shu looked at it, "A little bit."
The uncle copied the ribs and asked, "Three?"
Yan Shu said yes.
The uncle started chopping it very neatly, and then asked, "Pork liver? It nourishes blood. Your daughter-in-law should eat more of this, it's good for her health."
Yan Shu raised his head, "A little bit."
The uncle said, "How much is it? Ten yuan?"
Yan Shu said yes.
The uncle quickly cut up the pork liver and threw it on the electronic scale, "I'm sorry, sir, I cut too much. It's fifteen yuan. Look..."
Yan Shu didn't talk nonsense with him, "That's all."
The uncle knew that he had caught a fat sheep, so he lured him to the pig's trotters again, "This thing is for beauty, do you want to buy two for your wife and go back to make soup?"
Yan Shu raised his eyebrows, "That's two."
The uncle sent people away like a God of Wealth, he smacked his lips, oops, I haven't met such a good businessman in decades.
Opposite is a seller of tofu food, also imitating the uncle, "Sir, do you want dried tofu?"
So Yan Shu had more than a dozen pieces of dried tofu, two pieces of tofu, and a bag of puffed bean curd in his hand.
Chen at the entrance saw the man across a few vegetable stalls, and found that some young vegetable vendors were staring at each other with burning eyes. He hummed, it's useless to stare at you, it's mine.
As they got closer, Chen saw that the man's hands were full of bags. He stared at him and scolded, "Did you get fooled by someone?"
A trace of unnaturalness flashed across Yan Shu's face, "No."
"I still don't admit it!" Chen You picked up one of his bags, "What are these? I asked you to buy cabbage and shiitake mushrooms, and you, you bought so many pork ribs and tofu, and you said you were fooled ?”
The aunts around all turned their heads one after another, as if they had pressed detectors on their bodies, and they immediately received the signal as soon as there was excitement.
Yan Shu said in a low voice, "No noise."
Chen closed his eyes again, and turned his head to one side, "I'm really going to be mad at you."
Yan Shu's face twitched slightly, and he patted the furry kitten in front of him, "Why are you so angry, the refrigerator at home can hold it, and you can eat it slowly after you buy it, and it won't spoil."
Chen stared at him again, "You don't eat pork ribs at all, I eat it alone, I can't eat much at a time, and I have to freeze it when I take it home, can it be the same as fresh?"
Yan Shu immediately shook his head, "I can't."
Chen said again, "So you bought so many, isn't it necessary?"
Yan Shu admitted his mistake as quickly as possible, "Yes."
Chen saw that his attitude was good, so he stopped being angry, "Let me tell you, don't worry about grocery shopping in the future, just let me come. You are so awesome in the hospital. Come here, it's just a big dog." fat sheep."
Yan Shu, "..."
After returning home, the two continued to divide the work. Yan Shu was responsible for cleaning all the ingredients needed and handing them over to Chen You, and Chen You took care of the rest.
In the evening, there are hot, fragrant cabbage and mushroom dumplings on the table, with a plate of vinegar in the middle.
As soon as Chen Yougang wanted to eat, he put down his chopsticks and went to Yan Shu's wine cabinet. When he picked up the bottle, the year could not be discerned. The red wine that didn't look cheap came out. .”
After he finished speaking, he waited for the people next to him to respond, for example, that's good, where should we go to soak in the hot spring, where to watch the sunrise and sunset.
As a result, the other party didn't even fart.
Chen You watched the man take a bite of a dumpling, eating and eating, he knew how to eat.
Yan Shu swallowed half of the dumpling in his mouth, rolled his eyelids and said, "You don't eat dumplings, what do you see me doing?"
Chen You's butt left the chair, stood up with his hands on the table, leaned in front of the man, kissed his mouth, "Let's go on vacation for the Chinese New Year."
Yan Shu put down his chopsticks and said, "We'll see when the time comes."
Chen took the plate and ate on the sofa in the living room. He also knew that the doctor's rest time was unstable. A surgical director like Yan Shu could easily ruin his rest day temporarily because of a certain operation.
But knowing is one thing, being able to adapt is another.
There are no bedtime activities after washing in vain at night.
Chen didn't sleep well, he woke up several times at night, either he was woken up by urination, or his stomach was uncomfortable, he stood on the balcony looking up at the night sky melancholy, could it be that Yan Shu is already tired of my dish
No warning at all.
Suddenly go from gobbling it to not touching it, what happened in the middle
Chen You turned around and bumped into a fleshy wall. He rubbed his nose in pain, "What are you doing, stand behind me silently."
Yan Shu had no choice but to touch the man in his arms, and instead of answering, asked, "What are you doing on the balcony if you don't sleep?"
Chen was embarrassed again.
Can he say it's because there was no sex tonight, last night, and the night before? I can, how many times have I done it, the shy thing has long since left home and will never come back again.
Yan Shu looked at the young man through the thin moonlight, "Want?"
Chen You honestly admitted, "I want to."
Yan Shu sighed lightly.
Chen You, "..."
He grabbed the man's hand, "tell me clearly, I said I want it, what do you mean by sighing after that? Do you feel embarrassed?"
Yan Shu couldn't laugh or cry, "What kind of mess is in your little head?"
Chen Youbai glanced at him, "Isn't it you?"
"..."
Yan Shu's ears turned red, "Go and wait for me on the bed."
Chen You stared and climbed onto the bed, kicked off the slippers and asked, "Lying on my stomach or lying down? I want to lie down, but my knee hurts when I lie on my stomach."
Yan Shu was opening a drawer to get something, "It's up to you."
Chen You was lying down with his belly up, everything was ready, he only owed Yan Shu, he waited, the sound of turning things in his ears was still there, "What are you dawdling about?"
A minute or two later, Yan Shu took something and walked to the bed, and when Chen saw what it was, he straightened up, "I don't want that thing in your hand, I want you."
Seeing how excited he was, Yan Shu pursed his lips and said, "Be more hygienic."
Chen went to the remote control to turn on the light, and after a snap, the glass in the bedroom went dark and became brighter. He looked at the man and found that there were not one small thing in the other's hand, but two.
Fuck, use two at a time, that's a fart, it's so boring.
Chen You was quiet for a while and asked the man, "Do you have inflammation?"
Yan Shu said, "Yes."
Chen You rolled his eyes, "Really? Let me see."
Yan Shu didn't stop him, and let him check, "There is nothing unusual outside, but it hurts."
Chen You leaned over and took a closer look at it from a professional point of view. It was true that nothing abnormal could be seen with the naked eye, "I won't do it anymore, I'll do it when you recover."
It's not that his brain has been bitten by bugs, he knows what is more important, and he won't let a man suffer at this time.
Yan Shu put two T's on the bedside table, "Really don't do it?"
Chen You shook his head like a rattle, and clapped his hands around his neck, "Sleep!"
Yan Shu turned off the light with one hand, put Chen You on his arm, and kissed him on the forehead, "Good night, wife."
On the day of Laba, it snowed.
Yan Shu had a meeting, and Chen ate noodles in the canteen of the hospital. He met Dr. Zhou on the way, and went to the dormitory with him.
The dormitory is still the same, and Dr. Zhou will leave next year, so some of the things have been collected.
Chen You ate the spring rolls he bought from the cafeteria, his voice was indistinct, "It's so cold, people are frozen to death, and all the cockroaches should be dead, right?"
Dr. Zhou said, "It's said, it's just said that cockroaches will find a safe place to lay eggs before winter comes, and when the temperature rises, those eggs will give birth to cockroaches."
Chen You suddenly felt that there were cockroach eggs in the corners of the dormitory, and the spring rolls in his mouth were not tasty.
Dr. Zhou took out a bag, "These are all your materials, I'll sort them out for you, and you can see if there is anything missing."
Chen You flipped through them casually, "Nothing less, they're all here."
He left the dormitory with his bag in his hand, and caught a glimpse of a figure under the opposite tree from a long distance away. He didn't know what happened. He had only met him a few times, but he could recognize him from such a distance.
Shan Liang was wearing a dark gray hooded down jacket, blue jeans, and white sneakers. This kind of attire made him look like a college student who just graduated. A feeling of being corroded by death.
He held something in his hand, which was covered by a piece of cloth, which seemed to be very precious.
Chen walked over there again, "You came to see me?"
Shan Liang said yes, and he pushed the things in his hand together with the cloth to Chen You, "Doctor, this is for you."
Chen You blinked, stretched out his hand to lift the piece of cloth, and saw a castle made of wood, "It's so beautiful, did you make it yourself?"
Shan Liang nodded, "Yes."
Chen carefully took over the castle again, his eyes sparkled, "I like it very much, thank you."
He said embarrassedly, "You gave me such a precious thing, shall I treat you to dinner?"
Shan Liang shook his head, "No, doctor, take care."
Chen You looked at the figure of the young man, he inexplicably called Jiang Meiren who committed suicide, and his eyelids suddenly started to twitch, "Dan Liang!"
The walking figure didn't stop.
The more Chen You thought about it, the more he felt intrusive, no good, this person probably wants to kill himself, he doesn't want to live anymore, he said a lot of things to the other party in the coffee shop, none of them could match the excitement of Jiang Meiren's suicide , At this time, he suddenly remembered something, hurriedly chased after him, and grabbed him with the other hand, "Come with me."
Shan Liang seemed to be stung by something, and swung away violently.
Caught off guard, Chen You was swung back a few steps and nearly fell to the ground. He was not angry, but wondered why the other party had such a big reaction.
Even if you have AIDS, it's okay to touch hands, hey, maybe you're afraid of being discriminated against by others.
Shan Liang froze, his breath was a little disordered, his pale face turned a little red because of some emotion, "Doctor, I'm sorry."
Chen took a breath and said it was okay, and said in a very gentle tone, "Go to my place, I have something to tell you."
Shan Liang lowered his eyes, said yes for a while, and followed without asking where it was.
When he arrived at the apartment, Chen asked Shan Liang to come in again, and while opening the shoe cabinet to get his slippers, he said, "Sit whatever you want, don't be nervous, I'll go in and find you something."
Standing at the door, Shan Liang was a little embarrassed. He hadn't been invited to someone's home for a long time, and he didn't know how to move his feet.
Chen turned his head again, good guy, the other party is still in place, his shoes are stuck to the ground, "Come in."
Shan Liang stared blankly at the person inside the door.
Chen You tried to make him relax, "Here are the shoes, you put them on..."
His voice was interrupted, "Are there any disposable shoe covers?"
Without further ado, Chen You tugged on Shan Liang's sleeve and pulled him in, buddy, you can't do this, your mentality is very problematic, hey, how to fix it.
It can't be serious, he has already discovered that there is something wrong with this person's spirit.
"There are fruits on the coffee table, you can take whatever you want, and wait for me."
After Chen You finished speaking, he ran into the study room. Yan Shu told him a few days ago that Jiang Meiren left a paper bag, but he didn't know what was in it. He only saw two words written on the back of the paper bag, Shan Liang.
Just two words revealed a lot of information to Chen You. All the conjectures in his mind were verified, and everything became clear and clear. It's a pity that one of the parties is dead, and the other can happen at any time.
Shan Liang didn't move or touch randomly, just stood with his hands down, an invisible world separated him from the cozy apartment in front of him.
Two or three minutes later, Chen You in the study found the paper bag he wanted from the filing cabinet, took it out and said, "This is from Doctor Jiang."
Shan Liang's eyelids trembled, and instead of reaching out to catch it, he asked, "Doctor, do you know everything?"
Chen hummed again.
Shan Liang pulled his bloodless lips, "Do you think I'm mean?"
Chen added, "I don't think so."
Shan Liang's body trembled, he didn't say anything more, and looked down at the paper bag with a trace of coldness in his eyes.
Chen guessed that this person would throw away the paper bag after going out, so he persuaded him, "Why don't you take a look?"
Shan Liang said, "It doesn't make sense anymore."
Chen You's breathing stagnated, "You don't even look at it, how do you know it's meaningless?"
He talked about an incident about himself, "Once I signed up for a singing competition, but I caught a cold and my throat was so sore. My parents thought I was like that, so I might as well not participate. It's meaningless anyway."
Speaking of this, the corner of Chen You's mouth curled up, triumphantly, "I went, and I won the third prize because of my broken voice."
"I want to tell you that no matter what it is, you have to do it first, and then you will know whether it is meaningful."
Shan Liang pursed his lips, "Doctor, do you like singing very much?"
"Well, I like it very much. I can listen to it whether I'm happy or not," Chen You said, "I like "Nunchaku" the most. How about I sing a few lines for you?"
Shan Liang's eyes flickered, "Okay."
Chen You cleared his throat, and the singing started, and when he got excited, he would wave his arms and legs and do some cool break dancing moves.
The sunshine and innocence radiated from his brows and eyes, which were very clean and warm.
Shan Liang watched, fascinated, he thought of the youth he had no time to paint, the school playground, the ringing of the class bell, the nagging of the teacher, the laughter of the students in the class, and the never-ending topic.
The singing stopped, and the good times of Shan Liang disappeared, and he returned to the cold and smelly reality.
Chen went to drink some water and came back again, "Let's have a look."
After a while, Shan Liang opened the paper bag, and there was a card and a letter inside. He took out the letter, his eyes swept down, and after a few moments, he trembled violently.
Chen You kept staring, and seeing Dan Liang reading the letter, he suddenly shook his shoulders and laughed, making him hairy from laughing, what, what's the matter, you just read it, why are you laughing
Shan Liang laughed for a long time, the corners of his eyes were red and wet, it turned out that the virus in the woman's body was not because of him, it's so funny...
In the end whose fate is bad
Shan Liang tightly squeezed the letter paper, and then slowly loosened it. It didn't matter anymore. He turned around and bowed to Chen You for the third time. This time, he maintained that grateful posture, and it took him several minutes to stand upright. body.
"Doctor, I am very lucky to have met you."
Chen was in a daze, until the person left, he didn't come back to his senses, he didn't know what he had done, why did the other party treat him like a benefactor
"Fuck, no, I forgot to tell Yan Shu!"
Chen You hurriedly grabbed the phone and found that it was out of battery and turned it off. His hands trembled, and he was about to find the charger when the sound of the door lock turning rang.
Director Yan didn't see his wife after the meeting, and rushed back as soon as he inquired, fearing that his wife would be abducted.
After all, people are stupid, and that kind of thing is likely to happen.
Chen smiled again to explain, and said without concealing what happened, "That's it, the paper bag was taken away by Shan Liang, and he also saw Dr. Jiang's last words, it has nothing to do with you or me. "
Yan Shu told him to wash his hands.
Chen You did as he did, and asked amidst the sound of splashing water, "Is it okay for you to come back like this?"
Yan Shu said, "Of course not."
Chen You, "..."
Yan Shu pinched the bridge of his nose, "My wife is wayward, what can I do."
Twitching his lips, Chen walked over to him again, and rubbed his wet hands on his face, "Who is self-willed? You can't find me so obedient even with a lantern."
Yan Shu shook his head, "Is it really okay for you to praise yourself so much?"
Chen You was shameless, "I think it's okay."
Yan Shu hugged him in his arms, "If you say it's okay, it's okay, wife, can you run away without saying hello next time?"
Chen raised his head from his arms again, "Okay, not in the future."
The two hugged, kissed, touched, what to do, okay.
Chen You thought it was the last time he saw Shan Liang, but he didn't expect that less than ten days later, he saw Shan Liang again, downstairs in the apartment building.
Yan Shu stopped the car, and Chen made eye contact with him before getting off by himself.
Although Chen You still didn't remember the past, the sense of familiarity emerging from the depths of his soul was increasing and filled his life. The most important thing between them was trust and tacit understanding.
I don't know if it's because of the bright moonlight tonight, but Chen You feels that Shan Liang is not as dark as before. Something must have changed silently.
Shan Liang said, "Doctor, I bought the ticket for tomorrow and I have to leave."
Chen You opened his eyes, "Where are you going?"
Shan Liang's voice was very soft, but he didn't see the despair in the past, and it was filled with other things, "Go and see the outside world, the world you told me about, doctor."
Chen You was happy for this person in his heart. Being able to take this step is a new beginning. As long as he continues to move forward, he will definitely get better and better in the future.
It's just that the world I'm talking about is a made-up one. It's all right. If you go and see it, you will definitely be attracted by many novel natural scenery and interesting cultural stories.
"Really, that's good, if it's convenient for you, can you write me a postcard?"
Shan Liang looked deeply at the person in front of him. The other person made this request because he was worried that he would give up, be overwhelmed, and commit suicide.
Chen rubbed his nose again, feeling that his thoughts had been seen through, "It's not convenient or..."
"It's convenient, doctor, I will send you postcards wherever I go." Shan Liang glanced at the direction of the car, and said to the person in front of him, "Can I give you a hug?"
Chen also said yes, and he was hugged.
It was just a short hug, so short that he didn't have time to respond, the other party let go of his hand, took a step back, and walked in the same direction as when he walked back and forth.
Chen You looked at the back of the young man, and gave him the blessings that he didn't say in person last time, "Shan Liang, I wish you health and happiness—"
Shan Liang's back paused, his lips moved, and he silently said thank you.
Chen went up the steps again, and said to Yan Shu who came out after closing the car door, "To reward you for not being narrow-minded, I'll make you something delicious when you go back later."
"Don't make something delicious, just noodles with scallion oil. I haven't eaten for a week." Yan Shu strode closer, walking side by side with Chen You, "I have something to tell you in a few days."
The reason why he didn't ask about Shan Liang was because he knew Chen You's kindness very well and never changed it.
Chen You hooked his shoulder, "Oh, Director Yan, what are you talking about? It's mysterious. It will take a few days. Can't you talk about it now?"
Yan Shu said, "No."
"You go well."
"It's okay, I was born like this."
Yan Shu pressed his temples, pulled him into his arms, and restrained his arms, "Stand up, or I'll kiss you here."
Chen You snorted, "Director, pull it down, you just talk, you can't scare me."
Yan Shu looked at the person in his arms, he was really lawless.