Father and son almost stopped talking. But the young Song could feel that as long as Song Yang was at home, his eyes were always quietly watching him, judgmental and unfamiliar. It's not like he's looking at his own son, but like he's looking at a suspect for whom no evidence has been found to prove his guilt.
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Things were not much better in school. After that fight, the gossip about Song Que intensified. That kind of alienation is not obvious, and it seems that no one is willing to do this kind of thing deliberately, but it is always reflected in inadvertent details.
The young Song Que's attention to details was engraved in his bones. It could be distinguished almost at a glance. He became more and more silent. And this silence makes people even more afraid of him.
Song woke up from this unpleasant dream.
He walked to the window sill and saw a little kitten on the tree. He didn't know if he was simply playing or if he didn't dare to go down. He looked at it indifferently for a while and realized that he had no worries at all.
This discovery surprised him, and it seemed that when he thought of this, he felt a little worried.
Can a person's physical structure really affect his spiritual world so strongly
Song Que climbed out from the window sill and lost his system. His physical fitness was that of the young Song Que, young and healthy, but still an ordinary person. If you accidentally fall from the tree, it is still very dangerous. At least you may break a leg. But Song was not afraid. When he climbed up the tree, the branches shook, and he also swayed a few times. Fortunately, he hugged the trunk in time to avoid falling.
Song Qing glanced down. The unique perspective did not make him dizzy, but made him feel better. To be honest, he felt a little abnormally excited.
Song shook his head, shook off those annoying thoughts, and reached out to hug the cat. The cat seemed to be trapped in a tree, and when someone came to hold it, it became extremely well-behaved. Song Qing held this soft and warm little thing in his arms and was about to return to the window sill.
"Barbarian! What are you doing!"
Seeing this scene in front of her, Mrs. Song's heart almost stopped with fright, and she could hardly restrain her sharp voice.
Song was startled by her. His feet slipped and he almost fell off the tree. Fortunately, he reacted quickly, holding the cat in one hand and the trunk with the other to stabilize his body.
Song did not explain to Mother Song first, but chose to make a quick decision and jumped back to the window sill. Before Mother Song fainted, he innocently raised the kitten and said, "It's trapped in the tree."
Song's mother almost couldn't catch her breath. Even though she saw Song coming back safely, she couldn't help but feel pain in her heart. She took several shots before she could speak: "Is it because of this cat?"
Seeing the angry look on Song's mother's face, Song couldn't help but pet the cat twice and said stubbornly: "It's trapped in a tree."
Song's mother suddenly lost her momentum like a balloon punctured by a needle. She hugged Song and started crying: "My Manman is the kindest child in the world. They don't understand anything. Why do they say this to you?" You are obviously a child who would worry about a cat stuck in a tree.”
At this moment, Song suddenly understood the young man's depression. The boy resented his father's distrust and feared his mother's excessive trust. He knew that he had never had any intention of hurting anyone, but he also knew that he was by no means as gentle and kind a child as his mother thought. He was afraid of the fact that he might be a psychopath, but he was unwilling to give in easily.
Song didn't know where the boy had gone or whether he would become a normal person with an ordinary brain and live an ordinary life. But he sorted out his thoughts and knew what he had to do to wait for the system.
But Song patted Mother Song on the back. Miraculously, he had feelings for Song Yang and Mother Song, which made him act like a normal person when facing them.
"Mom, I want to see Uncle Xu Changping."
Mother Song wiped her eyes and turned her face away. She had known Xu Changping for as long as Song Yang had worked with him. She always tried her best when Song Yang invited people to his home. Because of Song Que, she really didn't want to mention this person.
"What are you doing seeing this man? What's there to see in him?"
But Song knew how to get Mama Song to agree to his request. He held Mama Song's shoulders, looked into her eyes, and said sincerely: "I just want to know what happened to my brain. Why do they all say that I am a psychopath?" Pervert, am I going to be a really bad person? Mom, I want to figure this out, I don’t want to just listen to what they say.”
Song's mother finally agreed, but she wouldn't let Song Que go alone, and she didn't tell Song Yang about it. After contacting Xu Changping, she took Song Que to the laboratory of the professor who worked with Xu Changping.
Xu Changping is a middle-aged man wearing glasses and looks a bit bookish. He was clearly the one who pointed out Song Que's criminal brain, but he didn't look at Song Que with as much scrutiny as Song Yang did.
Xu Changping showed the two people Song Que's brain positron map, next to several positron maps that ordinary people might have.
Xu Changping pointed to the image and explained: "Look, here is something called the frontal orbital cortex, and here is the ventral side of the prefrontal cortex. From the frontal orbital cortex around here, to the structure of the prefrontal cortex, called the cingulum The gyrus area. The cingulate gyrus connects to the back of the brain, all the way to the tip of the temporal lobe and amygdala."
Xu Changping mentioned several medical terms in one breath, but Song had never paid special attention to brain medicine before. Although he still had an impression of these terms, he couldn't remember what each of these areas controlled.
But one thing is very clear. Compared with ordinary people, Song Que's brain has obvious brain damage in these areas.
Xu Changping's next words also confirmed Song Que's discovery: "Compared with the positron emission tomography of the normal person next to you, we can find that your limbic cortex, prefrontal cortex and temporal cortex all have severe damage. Among them, The limbic cortex is where human emotions are processed and processed. The prefrontal cortex is responsible for people's 'cold cognition', and the fronto-orbital cortex and prefrontal cortex are responsible for people's 'hot cognition'."
Perhaps realizing that what he said was too obscure, Xu Changping quickly changed his explanation and said: "In short, because of the damage to your prefrontal cortex, the prefrontal cortex is more developed. Memories with rich emotions Thermal cognition, behavior and ethics will not be as good as ordinary people, but the non-emotional memory, rational judgment and execution ability will be better than ordinary people."
Xu Changping's words seemed to comfort him that having such a brain was not entirely a bad thing, but the description between the lines really didn't seem to describe a gentle and kind child.
The more Xu Changping talked, the more Song Que saw an image of an emotionless, devoid of empathy, but good at imitating other people's emotions, knowing when to use what expression to impress others, and even manipulating others. Oh, and this man also loves adventure and thrill-seeking, just like he did today on the windowsill.
At the end, Xu Changping patted Song Que on the head and said: "Uncle has watched you grow up and knows that you are a good boy. Before seeing you, uncle thought he had done some remarkable research, but now It seems that it still doesn’t work. The human brain is a very delicate and complex thing, but it is far less complex than human beings themselves. Your brain may be destined to have some advantages and disadvantages that others do not have, but it really determines the kind of person you are. It's not just because of your brain. When uncle told your father about this, he just wanted your father to give you more help. He didn't expect that it would turn out like this. Uncle wants to say sorry to you. "
Song has already felt the impact of this brain on him in just a few days. He used to be such a loving person, but now only when he realizes that he should be sympathetic, the brain is willing to secrete it pitifully. The chemical substance made Song feel a little emotional.
This is because Song Que was once a normal person, and he knew when and what kind of feelings he would have. What if it was that young man Song Que? Is it true that a teenager who has almost no empathy is more likely to turn to crime
As an expert in criminal psychology, Xu Changping assists the police station in solving crimes. Now he is collaborating with experts in brain science to study the brain patterns of murderers. He knew Song Que's potential danger better than anyone else, so he chose to remind Song Yang, but he did not give up on the child, and did not directly regard the child as a murderer in reserve. That was enough.
Song Que said: "Uncle, do you think I will become a good person?"
Given Song Que's age, he shouldn't have asked such a question without confidence. However, the disappearance of the system and the brain patterns of serial murderers inevitably affected him. He didn't know whether he really wanted to gain confidence from Xu Changping, or whether he subconsciously wanted to win Xu Changping's sympathy so that he could better manipulate Xu Changping and achieve his goals without leaving any trace.
Xu Changping patted the young man on the shoulder and said: "Most of the serial murderers with the same brain as you have been abused, abandoned and other negative events in childhood. Although there has not been scientific research, I think the environment is also It’s very important. You have been living in a good family environment since you were a child, have more confidence in yourself, and think about what you want to do with your smart brain in the future.”
Song Que nodded.
Mother Song next to her was obviously in a much better mood, and her opinions on Xu Changping were much less severe, and they completely turned into dissatisfaction with her husband. She couldn't understand why an outsider could be so tolerant and objective, but Song Yang, a father, couldn't trust his son any more.
Song's mother took Song Que and wanted to leave, but Song Que suddenly remembered something and turned around and asked: "Uncle Xu, you told my father about this alone, right? Why did everyone know about the trouble? My classmates in school often talk about me now, and I feel very uncomfortable."
Xu Changping was too busy with work and completely neglected this. Hearing what Song Que said, he raised his eyebrows. Seeing the child's dejected look, he thought he would check it out when the time came. People in the hospital knew it, and people in the school also knew it. He planned to check the relationship between the intern who listened to the case that day and several students who went to the hospital.
Xu Changping didn't say much, but Song didn't mean to ask him to do anything. He seemed to just complain before leaving with Song's mother.
On the other hand, Song's mother felt very distressed. She felt that the children in the school were not doing their jobs properly and did not know how to study hard all day long. They only knew how to talk about things that were not enough, which made people feel uncomfortable.
Song felt refreshed at first, then quickly felt uncomfortable. He found that he couldn't help but want to manipulate others.