"Madam, do you still want this amulet?" Chuntao asked, holding the amulet in her hand.
"Take it and try it first." Qin took the amulet and held it in her palm, hoping that maybe these amulets were still effective.
What if it still has some effect
Not being able to sleep for even an hour for several days and nights, this feeling is something that ordinary people cannot understand.
Maybe at this moment, if given the choice between being a queen and having a good sleep, she would choose the latter without hesitation.
"Yes, ma'am, I'll go to work then."
"Go ahead."
Qin took the amulet and lay back on the bed. It would be good if she could get some sleep during the day.
For people with severe insomnia, sleep is the most important thing and everything else is just a passing cloud.
What surprised Qin was that she actually felt sleepy.
This proves that this amulet has not completely lost its effectiveness.
Gradually, she really fell asleep.
However, she slept very uneasily. She always felt that there was a lot of noise around her and her whole head was buzzing. Even when she fell asleep, she felt very uncomfortable.
Qin slept for a particularly long time and did not fall asleep until the next morning.
Although she fell asleep, she had nightmares all night long, in which she cried very hard.
When I woke up, my pillow was soaked.
The entire dream scene was filled with every detail about Yue Zhilian and her.
She dreamed that Yue Zhilian married her. They were happy at first, but later he took concubines one after another.
Then she began to compete with the concubines in wits and courage.
However, Yue Zhilian actually blamed her for bullying his beloved and asked her to kneel down and apologize to his concubine.
Of course she would not obey such an insult.
But Yue Zhilian kept slapping her in the face for the concubine.
Just like her father did in the past, favoring his concubine and neglecting his wife.
In the following days, she was tortured by Yue Zhilian in various ways, beaten until her skin was torn and flesh was exposed, or made to crawl on the ground like a dog and ridden like a horse by his concubines.
etc...
It's simply every possible means.
Days like this are like living in hell.
It would be better to die.
However, every time she attempted suicide, she was rescued.
This life worse than death continues day after day, year after year, living like a walking corpse, until the oil runs out and the lamp dies, and takes his last breath.
Just when she felt that her miserable life was finally coming to an end, she finally woke up from the nightmare.
After waking up, she was a little confused for a moment, as if she had forgotten where she was.
It was not until she sat up and saw the familiar environment in the bedroom that she remembered that she was not marrying Yue Zhilian at all.
Instead, she married Qi Huaixuan.
The scene in the dream was still vivid, the horrifying images were still circling in her head, affecting her mind, and she even had an urge to destroy the world.
After a long time, the resentment was suppressed by her and she gradually regained her clarity of mind.
This dream made her feel for the first time that the god in her heart was actually very scary, and perhaps he was not as good as she had imagined.
Maybe God is reminding me to stop having unrealistic fantasies.
That man does not belong to him.
The dream was so real, as if I had experienced it before, even the pain was very real.
Will I suffer this misfortune if I marry him
Fortunately, I did not marry him, but married the gentle Qi Huaixuan.
Qin realized belatedly that the Marquis was actually the best man to her.
Over the past twenty years, he has held me in his hands, caring for me, loving me, and protecting me.
But I kept thinking about the man whom I had only met twice.
It's really wrong.
Qin finally realized it, but unfortunately, she realized it too late. It seemed that the Marquis had not come to visit her for a long time.
It seems that he has also taken a beautiful concubine and is now living in a happy life.
No, I must get him back.
The Marquis belongs to me, how can he be nice to other women
Qin made up her mind and began to take the initiative.
Next, Qin changed her previous reserved attitude, cheered herself up, and took the initiative to send a message to Lord Qi.
She painted a picture to express her lovesickness, wrote a love poem to express her lovesickness, and even started cooking for him in order to win back the heart of the Marquis of Qi.
Meanwhile, Lord Qi seemed to have completely given up his feelings for Qin, and spent every day with his new concubine, Aunt Wen.
Compared with the beautiful young girl and the middle-aged Yu Niang and Qin, Aunt Wen is of course the winner.
Recently, the Marquis of Qi has regained his energy and spirit because of his beautiful concubine. His originally slightly old face is now radiant with radiance again.
In order to make himself look younger, he simply shaved off the beard he had grown for more than ten years.
He originally had a handsome face, and without the beard, he immediately looked like he was back to his thirties.
The young Concubine Wen originally married the middle-aged Marquis Qi as a concubine in order to make a living, but she actually felt aggrieved in her heart.
But seeing that Lord Qi looked so handsome after being groomed, she felt much happier.
Within a few days, the two became inseparable.
In the eyes of Lord Qi, everything Qin did was hypocritical and she was just acting.
He will no longer be as stupid as before.
I won't be deceived by her again.
He has also started to implement the matter of marrying a new wife. The Marquis's Mansion cannot be without a mistress, but the mistress can no longer be Qin.
Qin already felt a deep sense of crisis, and her health deteriorated further.
The amulet was sometimes effective and sometimes not, and it could only help her fall asleep for a while occasionally.
But, they all ended in nightmares.
Her health was deteriorating, and she looked older and older. It looked as if she was about to die.
But she was unwilling to die like this.
She begged the guard to inform the marquis that she wanted to see him.
However, Lord Qi remained unmoved and thought Qin was definitely acting.
When her three children wanted to see their mother, they were blocked outside the door by the guards.
In the heart of Marquis Qi, Qin had become a sinister, cunning and vicious woman.
In order to prevent her from harming Aunt Wen, he had ordered the guards to surround Hua'anju with layers of defense.
She completely lost her freedom in life.
I have to say, a man can be very scary when he becomes cruel, but when he pampers you, he can praise you to the sky.
But when he hates you, he can throw you into the abyss of no return without blinking an eye.
Gradually, Qin became desperate, and the resentment and anger in her heart reached a critical point.
I secretly swore in my heart that even if I died, I would drag those who hurt me to hell.
Lord Qi, she has come to hate him.
Sorry, my lord, you go to hell too.
Several children came to their father crying and begged him to let them see their mother for the last time.
When Lord Qi saw the children crying bitterly, he finally softened his heart and agreed.
The person is about to die, and it seems unreasonable for her children not to see her for the last time.
When the children of the Qi family came to Qin's bed, they were all frightened by her appearance.
Is this old woman with white hair, wrinkles on her face and a listless spirit really their mother
How long has it been