He compulsively calmed down his heart, and then twirled the beads and recited a mantra for purifying the mind.
Shen Mubai took a deep breath, looked over with resentment on his face, and said aggrievedly, "I didn't lie to you, last time you said that you would definitely remember me this time."
She stared closely at the expression on the other person's face, trying to find a different expression, but she still failed, and could only say in disappointment, "Monk, what I said is true, and I didn't find the wrong person. "
But Wangchen remained unmoved from the beginning to the end, and still closed his eyes, just like when he was in the Buddhist hall, he entered meditation like a monk made of copper and iron.
I had no choice but to sigh helplessly, "Then I'll come back tomorrow."
When she went out, she looked back unwillingly, and then climbed up the eaves and left.
Wangchen opened his eyes until he couldn't hear any movement or feel the breath, and his eyes were full of complexity.
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At night, the door of the meditation room was opened.
A monk wearing a crescent-colored monk's robe stepped out.
His face is as smooth and flawless as white jade, and his face is as clear as the moon and the breeze, his eyes are as gentle as clear springs, and the breath around him is very comfortable.
I saw him walking towards the other end of the corridor, holding a small oil lamp in his hand, and slowly moving forward.
After reaching the destination, he saluted first, then opened the door, and then stepped in.
The inside of the Buddhist hall was somewhat dark at the moment, but after lighting a candle, it became a little brighter, and the golden Buddha statue was faintly reflected.
The monk knelt down on the futon, bowed to the Buddha statue, and then clasped his hands together and said, "This little monk is here to plead guilty to the Buddha."
The candle flame flickered for a while, the emotion on Wangchen's face was a bit forbearing, and all the emotions in his eyes were revealed at this moment.
"The little monk's heart is already in a mess. He has deluded thoughts, emotions and desires, and lied. He is no longer worthy of staying in Tianyin Temple."
He closed his eyes slowly, and after a long time, he finally said, "Tonight, I will kneel in front of the Buddha to plead guilty, and tomorrow... I will plead guilty to the master again."
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Shen Mubai first ate a big meal in the restaurant, but he couldn't help thinking in his heart whether Wangchen's words today really didn't touch Wang Chen in the slightest. Thinking this way, the pace of going back to the inn changed , then walked in the direction of Tianyin Temple.
Skillfully turned from the back door to the eaves, and then walked to the familiar meditation room along the road that had been traveled many times.
Shen Mubai originally wanted to knock on the window, but thought that Wangchen might not want to see her, so he stealthily lifted a piece of roof tile, and quietly moved one eye over.
The room was pitch black.
Now that it was close to midnight, he might have already fallen asleep, so he planned to put the roof tiles back on again, but he caught a glimpse of a certain place out of the corner of his eye, and stopped his hands.
Although the window was closed, the moonlight through it illuminated a little, and one could vaguely see that the oil lamp on the table was not in its original place.
Shen Mubai thought for a while, then called out bravely, "Hey, monk, I left something with you."
She waited for a while, but did not get a reply.
Only then did Shen Mubai confirm that Wang Chen was really not in the room, he couldn't help wondering, "This monk, it's already so late, where did he go?"
I stepped on the eaves and went to the backyard, trying my luck, but I didn't find anyone, and I was almost found.
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