Sitting there, looking at the girl on the stage, Chen Bolin knew in his heart that the girl who was giving a speech had the opportunity and strength, and the best female supporting role was just icing on the cake.
And I don't know when, the girl who used to be able to use whatever means he wanted on the set and was not blamed by anyone, turned around and realized that he was sitting in the guest seat, but she had become a dazzling presence on the red carpet.
And at the same moment, locking himself in the apartment, Mi Duo sat on the bed with disheveled hair.
The TV in the living room was buzzing, and the award ceremony of the Academy Awards was still going on.
There was a rotten smell in the apartment, jewelry, jewelry, clothing, and some signs of filth were scattered around.
A few days ago, Mi Duo tried to gain something from Wen Shao, but unexpectedly, Wen Shao who invited him was surrounded by a group of cronies.
Mi Duo had already given up on Zhenjie for a long time, but being treated like this, the most traumatic thing was not the body, but the heart.
This kind of gray feeling that life is worse than death, I locked myself in the apartment for two days, no one looked for it, but obviously, the phone was on, the TV was on, Weibo was on, she didn't show up, and no one cared whether she was still alive.
Every day in a trance, Mi Duo suddenly had a feeling of deja vu.
It seems that a long time ago, she was drunk by a producer of the company, and then something bad happened. The producer promised her that she could change from a model to an actress, and become famous all the way, but in the end she was cheated.
At that time, she seemed to feel the same way.
No one needs it, no one pays attention to it, just like a speck of dust in the world, so small that it has no sense of existence.
Oh, by the way, at that time, she wanted to commit suicide.
She sank herself into the bottom of the water, cut her wrist with the blade she found, and watched the blood flow into the bathtub, feeling indifferent but inexplicably happy.
At that time, she just thought that if she committed suicide like this, the entertainment journalists would write heavily and publicize the matter, and even though her death was quiet, her death must have caused a sensation in the entertainment industry.
But at that time, the door of the dusty apartment was suddenly pushed open.
The girl who walked in was wearing a beige knitted skirt, which looked a little thin. Her footsteps were walking around in the room, and then approached her.
Xi Suo, the bathroom door was pushed open.
Mi Duo remembered that he looked at her with wide eyes, wanting to see her panic and disgust.
Yes, this girl is her roommate. She seems a little shy and doesn't like talking to people.
But at that time, the girl's shock satisfies Mi Duo's distorted psychology, and she is rescued by the girl again.
Now, a person is sitting on a messy bed with the doors and windows closed.
Mi Duo carefully recalled that time, and suddenly felt that that day, the sound of Lu Xiaxia's footsteps and the sound of Xisuo pushing the door, really saved her. She broke the door of her heart and connected her closed world.
Somewhat distorted and naive, Mi Duo put on his shoes and lay down in the bathtub.
Blades, no, but there are knives over there in the kitchen.
Slow down the warm water, take off your clothes, and lie down slowly.
The warm water flowed over the top of his head little by little, and then let the long hair in the warm water coil up and down around his face. Mido took the knife and gently scratched his wrist.
Blood oozes slowly, her head emerges from the bathtub, and she looks in the direction of the closed bathroom door.
The same scene is reappearing, it seems that in the next second, the footsteps she longed to hear will sound again, and the girl's slightly cool hands will tremble and panic, wrapping her wounds one by one with towels...
However, her body seemed to be draining away slowly, and the person she was waiting for, that voice, still didn't come.
Perhaps, when she felt that she didn't need this girl, the girl named Lu Xiaxia who loved her wholeheartedly had already died in her world.