"Even if we don't talk, even if I can only look at you from afar and breathe the same air with you, I will feel very satisfied."
The clone's wishes are humble and her abilities are weak. She can only give silently and watch him through the TV screen from a distance.
Su Qiao hopes to reveal everything she has to Fu Jingyao, so that he will know that he is not the only one who has made sacrifices over the years.
"Every time I come back, I no longer have the desire to die. All I have is the desire to live. No matter how hard, tiring, or uncomfortable it is, I just want to live, even if it's just for a few more days."
His eyes slowly swept across the black cotton shoes that filled the entire coffee table:
"These cotton shoes are my birthday presents for you. I made the insoles myself. One set for each year, ten sets in total."
The last set was made by the clone Su Qiao while he was ill.
Because my hands and feet don't have much strength, the stitches are not that dense.
Su Qiao took them in his hands and sighed slightly in his heart:
"Remember when you were in the orphanage, your feet grew so fast that your toes would always poke through the front of your shoes, so I made you these cotton shoes."
"Although I never sent her away, I always carried her in my arms to the north and brought her back home."
"But just like the four words on this insole, even if you go to heaven, I just hope that you can live a peaceful and smooth life."
Hopefully, he will live a peaceful life, which is the last wish of the clone.
"Sister, stop talking!"
Fu Jingyao's eyes were red as he hugged Su Qiao tightly in his arms again.
"It's all my fault. I didn't take good care of you. I didn't discover your illness earlier, causing you to suffer so much. I also misunderstood you. I'm a bastard!"
Su Qiao gently pushed him away, grabbed his arm and said:
"No, if you don't explain it clearly, I know there will always be a knot in your heart, and you will never be happy in your life."
"Remember the small supermarket in town? That day, the boss asked me if I came to watch TV again."
"My family was poor before. We didn't have much money. We didn't even have a lamp, let alone a TV. Because I had red spots on my face, I was far away from the people in the village. So when I had free time, I could only walk ten miles along the mountain road, wear a mask and squat at the door of the small supermarket to watch the TV series you starred in."
"Looking through the TV screen, I see if you have lost weight, see if you are doing well, see you win awards, see you being admired by many fans, and see you being liked by many people. I am happy for you in my heart."
This is the happiest time for the clone. Sometimes he would be so happy for several days that even the herbal soup would not taste bitter anymore.
"So, when you appeared at the door with the director, I was surprised, but I didn't feel strange. I didn't look frightened at all."
There were still traces of tears in the corners of Fu Jingyao's eyes, but his eyes were as bright as the stars in the night sky: "It turns out that you really recognized me from the first sight."
Of course Su Qiao would not admit that it was Xiao Si who first reminded her. She reached out and pinched his handsome face:
"You haven't changed much since ten years ago. Apart from being taller, more handsome, and whiter, you're still as skinny as ever. How could I not recognize you?"
She couldn't even recognize her man, what could that possibly be
Fu Jingyao grabbed her hand and pouted slightly: "Then why don't you recognize me?"
He clearly recognized me, but he didn't say a word.
Su Qiao raised an eyebrow: "Do I have it?"
"If it wasn't you, do you think I would let a stranger, a man at that, live in my house?"