"Although it has been lost for a long time, Nanguo asked her father to bring the poison." She laughed again, "You said, Xie Zhan is so stupid, he could kill our child, but he couldn't bear it." Let me die, he saved me, and I've never been grateful to him."
Xie Zhan closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was only peace in his eyes. He asked, "Since you think he is stupid, why bother crying for him?"
"So what if he's stupid? Even if he's a lunatic, I still love him." The veins on the back of her hand holding Opal were exposed because of too much strength, "But just because I love him, I love him so much." Hate will always be more than love for him."
She still couldn't accept it. The him in her memory would chat with her about things related to Xiaoxiao in a loving tone, but it was also the him in her memory. When he found out that she knew the truth of the matter, he held her in his arms Here, he whispered his love for her that has gone beyond the extreme.
At that moment, all her previous feelings for him turned into pain, and thinking about the beauty she once had was all pain in the heart.
Feng Feng is a person who attaches great importance to blood relationship, but Xie Zhan is a person who is very indifferent to blood relationship. Maybe they were not suitable for being together from the beginning.
She took a deep breath and continued: "He always likes to stand in his own world and think about problems. He thinks that I don't have a smile. As long as he is still by my side, I can quickly get out of sadness. Going back to the life before Xiaoxiao with him, yes, he thought very well, it took me two years to get out of the pain of losing Xiaoxiao, but the truth will always appear when people are not prepared gone."
Xie Zhan said softly: "Since you don't want to say it, then don't say it."
"But if you don't say it, he will never know." She looked at the moon in the sky, and the bleak moonlight made her feel even more chilly, and her voice softened a lot, "I don't understand why he I just don’t want to believe that I really like him? He always compares Xiaoxiao with himself, but Xiaoxiao and him are not the same in my heart.”
"I love Xiaoxiao, not only because Xiaoxiao is my daughter, but more importantly... Xiaoxiao is the daughter he gave me. Xiaoxiao will call him father and my mother. Only in this way can I have a family." Taste, isn't it?" She paused for a long time, then said softly: "Xie Zhan, do you know? If you and Xiaoxiao can only survive alone, I will choose to let Xiaoxiao live... Then, I will die with you, Xiaoxiao is the continuation of my life and yours, but Xie Zhan... you are in my heart, more than my life."
Her voice became weaker, and she slowly coughed up a mouthful of blood.
Xie Zhan suddenly grabbed her hand and told her to face herself, "I'll take you to the doctor."
"No need." She wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth, but she couldn't finish it. Finally, she could only smile helplessly: "From the beginning, I never thought that I could live alone..."
"He will want you to live."
"But he is dead... Xiaoxiao is gone, and he is not here... I have no reason to persevere..." The woman's body gradually weakened, and she was held in his arms. She raised her eyes with difficulty, "I insist Up to now... I just want to stop everything... I want to have another chance, a chance for me and Xie Zhan to live well... After all... After all... "