When Lingxianmo and Xia Mulan's three children had their own destinations, Lingxianmo took Xia Mulan away from the Imperial Palace of the Great Qin Empire forever, and went to the vast Xumi Continent to play freely.
They have seen the heavy snow in the northern country, the sunset on the long river in the frontier fortress, and the gentle water town in the south of the Yangtze River. In the end, Lingxianmo and Xia Mulan chose to live in seclusion in the secluded mountains and forests.
This is the deep night in the deep mountains and old forests. Lingxianmo opened her eyes and covered Xia Mulan with a quilt. Because of the small movement, Xia Mulan muttered a few words in a daze, and fell asleep again under Lingxianmo's pat comfort. past.
Lingxianmo woke up in the middle of the night, and she was no longer sleepy. She walked to the attic, sat on a wooden bench carved out to one side, raised her hands to make tea, and looked down at the white Under the moonlight, the deep and quiet mountain forest.
This was the spot that Xia Mulan had spotted at a glance. It took them half a month to open up an open space on the mountainside deep in the forest, and built a bamboo building with only the strength of the two of them.
This is their real home, where they have lived for more than ten years.
Xia Mulan is now in her forties, but because of proper maintenance, she looks like she is only twenty-five or six years old. People in Sumeru have a longer life expectancy, so Xia Mulan has not aged too much, and she herself, Because he is a high-ranking profound practitioner, he has already delayed his aging, and his appearance has never changed for decades.
But even so, her heart is beginning to grow old...
When people get old, they like to look back at the past, and she can't help it.
She still remembered that she was born as the imperial daughter of the Great Qin Empire. Although she was not favored by the former emperor, she was never short of food and clothing.
She loved reading since she was a child. When she was young, she spent most of her time on books. Rather than trying to please the late emperor's favorite concubine, she would rather stay in the Library Pavilion, swimming and playing in the sunshine and the fragrance of books. .
Because of this, she has no threat to the concubine in the palace, and she lives like a transparent person. The only thing that bothers her is that as she gets older, this increasingly beautiful face brings her many discomforts. necessary attention.
Ling Xianmo thought of when she was young, she wanted to scratch her face to reduce other people's attention to her, so she couldn't help but smile.
Back then, I was just a child.
However, as a child, I met a younger child. When the lights were dim and the crowd was noisy, she saw herself in the corner of the shadow at a glance, and then stumbled away. Come over and bump into her arms.
So soft, so small, when she raised her head to look at herself, those watery, sparkling eyes were full of surprise and joy.
This is a lovable child, even I can't deny it, people will always like her, she is soft, small, soft-spoken, with childish sentences that can never get tired of saying, and the whole body smells like milk Peaceful to everyone's heart, when she looked at herself adoringly with the eyes of that little animal, no one could resist the throbbing and joy that came from the bottom of her heart.
However, she is not a child in the palace, she is her niece, she will leave the palace sooner or later, Lingxianmo watched her leave step by step, she felt the emotion of reluctance for the first time.
Ling Xianmo couldn't help lowering her head, looking at the hand held by the girl, it seemed that the girl's soft and warm touch was still there, which made people fascinated and infatuated.
Thinking of this, Lingxianmo picked up the teacup on the wooden table, and took a sip slowly. When the refreshing fragrance of bamboo leaves poured into her throat, she narrowed her eyes enjoying it.
Back then, the time spent with Xia Mulan when she was a child was the happiest time in her life. She collected the years of being together like a childhood sweetheart, and the memories accumulated in those years will be kept in a treasure box in the bottom of my heart. In the future, become your most precious everything.
For some reason, Lingxianmo restored the memories of other worlds. These memories brought her troubles, not relief. She never expected these, but they have been forcibly entered into the memories.
Those distant pictures seemed to come from another world, and pictures of another group of people flashed in her mind one by one. Back then, she was just a teenager, no matter how mature she was, she couldn't resist it. In this whirlwind of memories, not to mention, at that time, she was exiled by the first emperor, under the pretense of going out to practice and study, but in fact, someone was plotting her life all the time.
She encountered life and death crises thousands of times, desperately escaping from one dangerous place after another, and then the next time, it was impossible to guard against.
Even her spiritual world will never rest in peace. Those memories are woven into the most concise sentence——Mulan is a big liar.
Even for Xia Mulan in this world, her youth and childishness are disguised.
Just like in those memories, Mulan with different appearances, different backgrounds, and different surnames, with different personalities, forcibly broke into her own world, and then, her world and her heart, Everything was turned upside down.
Lingxianmo was resentful at first, bored at first, and disliked at first, but when she was about to die, when she looked back and recalled those memories, she knew that Mulan was not wrong, even if she approached Her purpose is not pure, but she gave herself care and love, she will never betray, never leave.
Lingxianmo thought of the indignation she felt when she realized the truth before, but immediately afterward, she wanted to get rid of everything.
There is no love and hate for no reason, no companionship for no reason, there is always something to lose, I have never lost anything, except my own heart, I have gained too much, but the original intention of the other party is not pure.
After Lingxianmo figured this out, it was already three years after she forcibly married Xia Mulan. She placed Xia Mulan in a corner that she could touch with her hand. As long as she was still there, Lingxianmo would feel that Life is worth looking forward to and living.
It's like, I have lived for tens of millions of years, and I have been reincarnated from life to life, just to wait for such a person, to be by my side forever, no matter whether the other party loves her or not, no matter what the other party's purpose is , As long as there is such a person, one's heart is satisfied.
She should have been proud, but at this moment, she was tortured into the dust bit by bit by the endless years, becoming humble and begging, and when such a person really appeared, she would never let go, and would definitely hold on tightly. Hold her tightly in the palm of his hand, hide her in a corner where no one can spy on her, and hide her in a place where she cannot escape by herself.
So many years have passed, even now, Lingxianmo has never changed her original intention.
She took Xia Mulan to the ends of the earth, and even in the ends of the earth, she will always have herself by her side, and she should be by her side.
She was born to belong to her, and she should live by her side for the rest of her life!
She twitched the corners of her mouth in a self-deprecating manner. Even though Mulan gave birth to her own child now, even if the child had children, with endless children and grandchildren, she still felt uneasy in her heart.
Ling Xianmo raised her head and drank the tea in the teacup in one gulp. The bright moon slanted to the west, and the faint brilliance illuminated the joys, anger, sorrows and joys of the world, and illuminated the joys and sorrows of the world.
But these have nothing to do with Lingxianmo, so Mingyue pouted and left the stage sadly, waiting for time to heal the scars of this world.
When the bright moon, which was covered by the clouds and mist, couldn't wait to peek out, I saw a petite figure hanging on the back of this worldly person.
The breeze brought the voices of the two people, and Mingyue listened carefully.
"Auntie, why did you come upstairs to take a shower? You should have called me along."
"You slept soundly."
"Auntie, but I woke up not long after. Without you as a pillow, I feel empty."
"Oh, are you using me as a pillow?"
"Hey, aunt, don't be angry," muttered softly, "I've never seen a pillow touch me. Hey, where are you touching? Don't touch it... it's all swollen!"
"Just develop the sexual function of the pillow."
"Pfft... Auntie, you've turned bad!"
"… Um."
A touch of sadness, fluttering away, only you have me, and I have your lingering love!
There are no years in the mountains.
One year... Two years... Three years...
Ten years... twenty years... thirty years...
When Xia Mulan is old, when the blue hair turns into gorgeous hair, when the world changes, when the sea changes.
No one really remembers the cruel and brutal empress back then, and no one really remembers the empress Yixian back then, even if Qing Shi remembers it, it's only a few words.
When the day of the final parting is approaching, when Lingxianmo feels personally that the time of the person in her arms is numbered, she doesn't feel too much grief in her heart, she lives, and lives together.
Then, if we die, we will die together.
Lingxianmo has always been stingy with talking about love, until the end, she said those three words sincerely, and then the person in her arms disappeared, but she herself, because of her advanced profound skills, wandered in the flowing water for many years, and returned to the world. to the ground.
Sometimes, even living and dying together is a luxury. She buried Xia Mulan next to the wooden house in the mountains and forests, and watched her forever.
…
Until, when the deadline is approaching, Lingxianmo finally frees herself. This life is too long. If there is an afterlife, she will definitely live with Changjiujiu, and then sleep with her in the abyss. "Mulan, I came to find you!" Already!"