Xue Zixuan's story:
Because of the death of his sister, Xue Zixuan knew that he was a monster. At the age of eleven, he stayed in the piano room every day to practice in order to participate in the Chopin International Piano Competition. He remembered that one day, his mother broke in and choked, "Zixuan, your sister has passed away, go see her."
When he walked out of the piano room, he found that the mourning hall had been arranged at home, and his younger sister, who was less than one year old, was lying in a small coffin, wrapped in a brand-new swaddle. She was born with hemolytic disease, and she still went after several months of treatment. The mother was lying on the spiritual platform and cried bitterly, calling out her sister's name piercingly. The father's eyes were red and weeping silently, and his expression was also very sad. Xue Zixuan touched his heart, but found that it was very calm. He couldn't feel their grief and couldn't fit into the family. When they were busy with their sister's illness, he didn't even want to ask a question.
"Take a good look at her! What's your expression like? Don't you feel sad?" The mother obviously noticed his abnormality and pressed the indifferent him on the small coffin, making him confront his dead sister. See. He stared at her indifferently, his eyes were dry, and after a long time, his mother let go and looked at him with a new, strange look.
His sister was buried, his mother took him to see a psychiatrist, and he began treatment for five years. He slowly accepted the fact that he was a monster without empathy, someone who couldn't understand other people's feelings, didn't understand what sadness was and what joy was. He scoffs at it, because he knows that music can make him feel sad and it can make him feel happy. In the world of music, he is complete.
But many years later, when the fateful person appeared, he understood what true integrity was. Before that, his world was black and white, just like jumping piano keys. After that, the most beautiful colors in the world poured into his world with his arrival. It was the splendor and beauty that he had never experienced before. beauty.
The mother suffered from depression and even had suicidal tendencies. In order to help her relieve her condition, her father adopted a baby girl. But unfortunately, when the baby girl was three years old, she was diagnosed with congenital heart disease. Because the Xue family had already died of a daughter, this daughter could not give up no matter what, for this reason, her parents treated her at all costs. Xue Zixuan has understood that he is different from ordinary people, and has learned to hide it. Even though he had no feelings for this sister, he reluctantly accepted her closeness and got into the habit of wearing gloves, which was his last layer of defense.
When she showed her talent for the piano at the age of six, he began to look at her, thinking that it might be God's will that she appeared in the Xue family. He is willing to teach all gifted children and looks forward to their growth. The country of music needs more people to maintain, because it is the only place where he can experience emotions, and it is the bridge between the real world and his heart. If there is no music, he is like living in a vacuum, and sooner or later he will suffocate to death.
When the younger sister was sixteen years old, her heart was gradually unable to support her maturing body. When his father asked him to secretly bring her twin brother back to Xue's house, he understood what they were going to do, but he didn't feel anything. My sister needs a healthy heart, someone can provide such a heart, that's all.
He met the boy for the first time in the simple and dilapidated earthen kiln. To be honest, it didn't feel good. He could never have imagined that the young man with sallow and dirty skin standing in front of him would become his most beautiful dream and his most regrettable doom. On the way back to the imperial capital, he didn't say a word to him. After taking him back to Xue's house, he told him in an extremely indifferent tone, first, don't touch me; second, don't call me brother. After all the dust had settled, every time he recalled this passage, he felt the pain of piercing his bones and gouging out his heart.
The young man raised his head, his bright black eyes were full of fear and confusion, and a few traces of water vapor dispersed in his glistening pupils, as if he would cry at any time. Every night in the second half of his life, he dreamed of being able to travel back to that point in time, hold him tightly in his arms, and tell him in the most tender tone, "You can, you can do anything to me, don't be afraid. ,I will protect you."
But the reality is that he did nothing for him. He threw him to his ill-conceived family and left until he came home from the tour and found him playing at the piano. He couldn't believe that it was the first time that a teenager touched the piano. The song "Morning" made him feel as if he could smell the breath of morning dew and dawn, and all the fatigue of the journey dissipated in that instant. For the first time, he looked into the boy's eyes, and suddenly found that he had a pair of extremely beautiful eyes. When he stared at these eyes, he seemed to be able to glimpse another splendid world through his bottomless pupils.
The world was so mysterious that it fascinated him. He began to teach the piano to young people, and he has been unable to extricate himself ever since. He was better than he thought, and when he sat in front of the piano and danced his fingertips cheerfully, he couldn't take his eyes off him. He is like a magnificent bridge, and like a surging tide, breaking into his heart with an unstoppable gesture.
Seeing the young man leaning on Xue Yan's knees and whispering with all kinds of attachments, he felt jealous. He hated why he had been so indifferent to him back then, so that his heart turned away from him and turned to others. If he could accompany him when he brought him back to Xue's house and listen to his hesitation and confusion, perhaps he would become the most important person in his life.
But this 'maybe' never existed in the first place. The squeeze and use of the boy by his sister and his family made him gradually realize what he brought him back in the first place. The teenager stood on the stage of the Golden Hall in Vienna, shocked the whole world with superb skills, and also broke his heart. The teenager's tears and sweat fell on the piano keys, and at the same time fell into his heart, watered a seed called love, and let it take root and grow rapidly. For the first time, his barren, desert-like barren heart was filled with green vines and bloomed beautiful flowers, each of which embodies the love and desire for the boy.
Teenager is a lovely high note; it is the most beautiful melody; it is also the most touching love song. Through the youth, he experienced the beauty and warmth of the real world for the first time. He took the stage and hugged him tightly, declaring to the world that he was his pride. If possible, he hopes that time will always stop at the moment when they embrace each other.
The young man made his empty body grow a heart, gushing blood, and became a human being with flesh and blood. However, there is a good side in life, and there is also an ugly side. Leading the boy back to Xue's house, he suddenly realized what their original intention was to get him back.
When his sister asked him if he wanted her to live, the words made his blood freeze into ice cubes. He naturally wanted her to live, but if the boy and her could only choose one, he knew which one he would choose. He wanted to try to protect him, but it was too late.
The boy seemed to have discovered something and escaped from the Xue family overnight. He wanted to take him back and hoped he would never come back. But as long as he remembered the scene where he was lying on Xue Yan's knees, squinting and smiling, he couldn't restrain his jealous mood. At that time, countless stars fell in his eyes, passing one after another, forming an incomparably bright streamer. How he hoped that one day, the streamer would also cover him.
He endured for three days, and the longing in his heart drove him almost into madness. When his father decided to bring the boy back, he was so content and couldn't wait.
However, reality hit him the hardest blow. The young man was about to marry Xue Yan. When he was still hesitating, they had already made an appointment to move towards a happy tomorrow. He didn't know how he got out of Xue's house, and since then, he wakes up from nightmares every day. Xue Yan discovered the conspiracy of the Xue family, and his father was deeply panicked, but he only cared about whether the teenager knew the truth. What he desires most is the love and attention of the young man, and what he fears most is the hatred of the young man. Yet before he has received his love, he may face his hatred.
Who would fall in love with someone who tried to kill you? This is the original sin that he can never wash away. He hid in the room and covered his heart with all his strength. He clearly had a healthy body, but he felt the heart-wrenching pain of his sister when he fell ill. When the boy returned to Xue's house, every cell in his body was screaming for thoughts, but he didn't even have the courage to look at him.
He was afraid to see a little bit of disgust and resistance in those clear eyes. It was like a knife that would cut his heart and even his soul into pieces. In the unbearable pain, he felt a little bit of relief: even if the young man left, he would not be hurt if he left. But he underestimated his sister's determination, and he almost failed to hold the phone steady when he received the warning text message from the housekeeper.
He rushed home as fast as he could, but it was still too late. Seeing a bloody wound cut open on the boy's chest, his body also seemed to be cut again. When the police took him out, he found that the nightmare he had to have every night became a reality. The teenager hid behind Xue Yan and looked at him with disgust and fear.
In that instant, the green vines and beautiful flowers in his heart all withered and became barren again. The bloody wind blew through his nose, almost suffocating him. At the moment when he lowered his head to escape, what he could have seen, the splendid and magnificent world was completely closed. The happy future he had imagined countless times turned into despair with no end. It wasn't until this moment that he realized what it meant to him to lose a teenager.
It was a stillness that was more terrible than death.
Doctors told him that his hands may not be able to return to their previous state. But he didn't have any feeling that these hands were destroyed to save the young man, so he felt satisfied like never before, and even stared at the blood-stained bandage with gratitude. Before that, he couldn't do anything for the teenager, and after that, he was willing to give everything for him. He strongly cooperated with the police investigation and confessed in court. He looked at the plaintiff's seat several times, hoping that the young man would look at him, even with hateful eyes.
But he was disappointed in the end, the boy's disgust for him had reached the level of disgust even when he looked at him.
He bowed his head and told himself that this was fine and that he deserved it. The Xue family collapsed, and the Xue family consortium was annexed by Xue Yan. Some assets were used to repay debts, and some assets were used to compensate for the mental losses of the teenagers. Xue Zixuan, who used to be the world's top pianist with considerable savings, rejected the agent's proposal to sell the mansion. Living here can at least catch a glimpse of the young man from a distance every year, and living elsewhere, they will never meet again in this life.
Now he can be regarded as ruined, his family is ruined, and his hands are difficult to hold a pen due to ruptured ligaments, let alone play. If it was in the past, he would definitely not be able to face such a desperate situation, but now he is quite calm, because he is forgiving. He seems to have lost everything, but only he knows that the scorching love for the young man that fills his heart has not diminished one bit, but has become stronger as time goes by, which is enough to support him to live strong. . He sat in front of the TV, staring intently at his performance with Ivanov.
After the murder, he was known by the world as a genius of suffering. His amazing talent and rough life made everyone crazy about him. In fact, he is indeed worthy of this love. His performance was fantastic, the audience stood up to applaud him, and many of the invited veterans even burst into tears. After a long time, the figure of the boy disappeared from the screen, Xue Zixuan wiped away the cold tears, walked to the desk, and drew the flame-like love that filled his chest into musical notes.
He revised it over and over again, and spent five years to write this song "forever", and sent it to the young man who had grown into a music master with trepidation and excitement. No, it should be a young man. He is still as handsome as ever, and his clear and bright eyes have not changed at all. He acts more and more low-key, often disappearing for a year or two, and will not show up unless there is a major performance. Xue Yan healed his legs, and every time he walked through the bustling crowd with his shoulders in a protective posture, he would also stretch out his hands to hug his waist, smiling with great satisfaction. There are many speculations about the relationship between the two, but they do not dare to describe too much.
Xue Zixuan collected all the photos of the two men secretly taken by the media, cut out the half of Xue Yan, and made a photo album. The belief that supports his survival is that maybe one day, that person will play "forever" with his own hands as a tribute to his love. But Xue Zixuan waited all his life, but he couldn't wait. He was lying on a hospital bed with a needle in the back of his wrinkled hand and a ventilator at the end of his nose.
He took off the ventilator and took a deep breath. His vision began to blur, and he seemed to have returned to the beginning. The young self walked on the muddy path to the dilapidated cave, and saw the boy with a dirty face but brighter than stars looking at him in amazement. , couldn't help but smile. He walked over, took the boy into his arms without any hesitation, kissed his forehead with the most devout gesture, and sighed, "I'm here, I will protect you in this life. Let's start again?"
The boy nodded ignorantly, and his figure was clearly reflected in his dark pupils.
Xue Zixuan passed away contentedly in the magnificent fantasy world he longed for.
When Zhou Yun Sheng woke up, he was choked by the repairing liquid, and while coughing, he crawled out of the induction chamber in a panic. This time he was in a coma for 27 hours, and the medical staff were watching him for a moment.
"There has been progress, but we still need to go in a few more times." He quickly dressed and walked towards Al Yasay's ward, leaving the worried marshal and several generals aside.
"What are you doing?" Jeram Yasai was bending over to fiddle with the medical equipment on Orr's body. He seemed interested in the ventilator and stared at it for a long time. Zhou Yun Sheng walked in with a gloomy face, pulled out a chair and sat beside the hospital bed.
"Who are you?" Jeram asked.
"You don't need to know." Zhou Yun Sheng pushed open the door and stopped a passing nurse, "Move my induction cabin to this ward."
The superiors had already explained that they should meet all the requirements of the 'martyr', and the nurses did not ask much. They quickly reported to the superiors and moved the induction cabin. Then, monitoring equipment was installed in every corner of the room, and medical staff were dispatched. 24 hour shift watch. Jeram was caught off guard by this change, and he pretended to have a relaxed chat with a soldier in charge of guarding and left.
Zhou Yun Sheng used the pretext of wanting to rest and chased people away, so he took off the ear studs and inserted them into Or Yasai's earlobe. He did it very secretly. From the surveillance, he only felt that he touched General Or's temples, although the gesture was intimate. , but not exceptional. The electroencephalogram made an active sound, and with it, Orr's fingertips trembled, which was a sign of brain recovery. Zhou Yun Sheng took back the earrings and waved at the monitor, "Get ready, I want to enter the star network again."
"So soon? You just took an hour off." The doctor frowned at his watch.
"Everyone is suffering and I have no right to rest. Let's start."
The awe-inspiring words of the boy's righteousness moved the experts, and they watched him re-enter the induction cabin with red eyes.
Due to the data regression and disorder in the Queen's database, Zhou Yun Sheng didn't know which reincarnation he was about to enter, so he left some energy in 008 for use in emergencies. Before opening his eyes, a faint scent of ambergris came from his nose, and some people swiped with a fan, sending a cool breeze.
"Your Majesty, are you awake? Then get up and eat." Seeing his slightly trembling eyelashes, a gentle and gentle voice rang in his ears.
emperor? Zhou Yun Sheng quickly recalled the few lifetimes he had been an emperor, and used the woman's familiar voice to sort out the context of this world. Very good, I was the eighth tortoise king for seven or eight years in my last life, and I can finally collect my debts in this life. He opened his dark eyes and looked at the woman kneeling beside the couch, and sure enough, he saw a face that turned all living beings upside down.
This is the concubine he loves the most, no, it should be said that the child of destiny that the world consciousness and the villain system loves the most - Zhao Bixuan, looking at her immature facial features and luxurious robes, she should have just been canonized as a noble concubine at this time. In the first year, when she was 16 years old, she was 16 years old. In modern times, she was still a small child, but she had been in the palace for three years. In the first year, she angered the emperor because she did not want to be favored, and was put into the cold palace; In the second year, he settled down and reflected in the cold palace; in the third year, he rose up to counterattack, relying on a beautiful face and gentle and cowardly personality to spoil the six palaces, and gave birth to the second prince for the emperor.
Zhou Yunsheng is the supreme ruler of the Daqi Empire, Zhao Bixuan's husband. He is gay, he only likes strong men and not women, and he knows that it is impossible to really love Zhao Bixuan, but the helpless villain system keeps giving him the task of pampering Zhao Bixuan, which makes him promote her position again and again. After successfully giving birth to the second prince, she has been promoted to the concubine of the first rank, and was given the title Huiyi to govern the six palaces.
I don't know how many women in the harem hated her to the core, but because of Zhou Yun Sheng's protection, she couldn't move her in the slightest.
"Place the meal." Zhou Yun Sheng settled down to get dressed. This body is named Qi Yining, who is 27 years old this year. From the bronze mirror, he looks with flying eyebrows, a face like a crown of jade, and an unparalleled beauty. Because he has practiced martial arts since childhood, he has a strong and flexible physique, with chest muscles, abdominal muscles, and mermaid. There are many lines, and the late emperor dubbed him the number one beauty in Daqi when he urinated. He was very fond of him, and to elevate his status, he was fostered under the name of the empress, who is now the queen mother. Zhou Yunsheng took over this body when Zhao Bixuan entered the palace three years ago, and looking at Zhao Bixuan's luxurious dress and magnificent palace, the task seems to have been accomplished well.
Zhou Yun Sheng raised his hand and asked Zhao Bixuan to help him tie his belt, and said lightly, "Where's Cheng'er?"
"He just drank milk, and is falling asleep right now. If the emperor wants to see him, I will ask the nanny to carry him over." Zhao Bixuan didn't intend to wake the child at all, but she said it casually. In the past, Qi Yining, who was particularly fond and indulgent towards their mother and son, would have waved his hands to refuse, but today he nodded and said, "Bring it here."
Zhao Bixuan sent the palace maid to the side hall with a flash of eyes. After a while, the grandmother stepped over the threshold with the crying child, and immediately knelt down to apologize, saying that she had accidentally woken the little prince.
"It's okay, let me give you a hug." Zhou Yun Sheng held the second prince who was under one year old in his arms, and gently stroked his flushed cheeks. The child's eyebrows and eyes are five or six points similar to him. When he grows up, he must be a handsome and romantic man, but there is another person's blood flowing in his body.
That's right, this child is not Zhou Yun Sheng's seed. If it wasn't for the accidental pregnancy in the cold palace, how could Zhao Bixuan, such an arrogant and aloof figure, drop her body to seduce him? The second prince's biological father is none other than Zhou Yun Sheng's half-brother, the Queen Mother's direct son, Prince Gong Qi Jinyu. If it wasn't for Qi Jinyu who had just turned two years old when the late emperor died, it would be up to Qi Yining to be the emperor's turn. Although he was adopted by the Queen Mother, his biological mother was only a small concubine of the fifth rank, and his mother's family was not visible due to dystocia, so his status was not precious.
Because he was close to the Queen Mother since he was a child and was easy to control, the Queen Mother joined his mother's family, the Yasukuni Palace, to push him to the throne. However, Qi Yining is a master who pretends to be a pig and eats a tiger. He got rid of the control of the Queen Mother's line after three years in the upper position, and became a veritable master of the Daqi Empire. With status and power, it is perfect to add some romantic stories. Therefore, Zhou Yunsheng came, and under the control of the villain system, he took Qi Yining to run wildly on the stupid road of loving beauty and not loving Jiangshan, until he was captured alive by Prince Gong. And beheaded with a sword, only then did he understand that he had been a turtle king for half his life.
Although he loves Zhao Bixuan only because of the threat of the system, which man can stand this kind of humiliation? This time, Zhou Yun Sheng will definitely fulfill this pair of sons and daughters. There were all kinds of dark thoughts rolling in his heart, but the way he touched the child became more and more gentle.
Zhao Bixuan looked at 'Father and Son' with a smile, and seemed very happy.