On Ji Hanyu's twelfth birthday, his father came home with a boy and a girl, walked to him holding their hands, and told him that this is your younger brother and sister, and you have to take good care of them.
Ji Hanyu was still stunned when his mother suddenly overturned the huge birthday cake and cursed like an uneducated shrew.
She said Ji Mingxuan, what kind of thing are you, if you don't look at you, an old man with a fat belly in his late fifties, why would a girl in her twenties give birth to you a child. Do you think you are someone's true love? Without the support of the Cao family, you are nothing fucking! Get out of here with these two wild species!
His father's face turned like a pig's liver. Ji Hanyu felt very amused when he saw it, so he laughed.
The father was annoyed, pointed at him and jeered, "What are you laughing at, bastard? What do you think you are? Your mother called them a wild breed, and she herself is a wild breed of the Cao family. Without the Ji family's million-dollar wealth, Why are people circling around you all day long? They ate mine, took mine, and turned against me. I don’t know why.”
He scoffed at those words at the time, but left a deep imprint on his heart. Because of this, when he heard Lin Chengze say that he just fell in love with his own family, he was so angry, and then a ridiculous idea arose.
He told Lin Chengze that Ji's family was bankrupt and that he had nowhere to go. The Ji family was indeed bankrupt, and all the illegitimate children who coveted the family property were probably hiding under the quilt and crying, but it had no effect on him.
When her mother married into the Ji family, her grandfather gave her a large sum of cash, enough for their mother and son to spend their entire lives. He asked his mother for two million, and with the help of his uncle, he set up a factory, and the benefits were very good.
He pretended to be penniless and knocked on Lin Chengze's door, hoping that he could take him in. Lin Chengze agreed, but began to distance himself from him, and instead showed great hospitality to his friends. Ji Hanyu watched from the side, sneering in his heart. He thought that Lin Chengze had fallen into his trap.
He wanted to stay for a few days and leave, but in just three days, he was moved by Fang Youran's selfless care and stayed again. While he deliberately approached Fang Youran and lured him into his arms, he introduced Lin Chengze to his friends, hoping that he would fall into that flashy and corrupt trap.
Lin Chengze was very impatient to deal with his friends, Ji Hanyu could see that, but he was always on call. Ji Hanyu thought at the time that Lin Chengze could endure anything for money. But what happened later told him that the reason why he was able to endure was all for himself.
Ji Hanyu thought that what Fang Youran gave him was the purest love, but he didn't expect Lin Chengze's love to be purer and more desperate than his. He is like a raging fire, willing to burn himself to ashes for those he loves. When he loves you, he is willing to give his soul.
This used to be what Ji Hanyu wanted the most, but he inadvertently discarded it without caring.
He slept with Fang Youran, and when he saw Lin Chengze suddenly appear pale, he didn't feel any guilt. Why doesn't he feel guilty? Whenever he returned from a dream in the middle of the night, Ji Hanyu stood in front of his original self countless times, questioning him over and over again, scolding him, and even wanted to wake him up.
The bright red banknotes were thrown all over the floor, so dazzling and mocking. Ji Hanyu stood in the empty room for a long time, then knelt down and picked them up one by one, smoothing the edges and corners. Holding the money was like holding a soldering iron, his palms were hot and painful, but he couldn't throw it away.
He had to return them all, a hundred times a thousand times, and then exchange Lin Chengze.
It wasn't until this moment that he recalled every bit of his time with Lin Chengze, and he suddenly understood why he hated his friends so much, but he still dealt with them patiently. He just hopes that they can pull him when he is in trouble, and everything he does is for himself.
Ji Hanyu didn't dare to think about how many hardships and tears he had put in behind his back, let alone how he felt when he left him on the sex party and threw him to waste.
Fang Youran helped him sort out the banknotes, and suddenly hugged him and cried bitterly, constantly saying sorry. The tears that should have made him cherish now only make him feel sick. Compared with Lin Chengze's recklessness, what is Fang Youran's effort? Why would you be moved by him? Is it just because he can express his feelings better than Lin Chengze
Lin Chengze was so proud, he always said that whoever loved first would lose. Ji Hanyu didn't understand why he repeatedly emphasized this sentence at the time, but now he realizes that he was telling himself over and over again that he had already lost, but his pride would not allow him to admit it, so he told others that he only loved his money .
So awkward, yet so cute. Ji Hanyu laughed, but burst into tears. He pushed Fang Youran away, roaring for him to get out, getting out of his and Lin Chengze's world forever and ever.
"I'm sick when I see you, but I'm more sick than you!" he said with blood-red eyes.
Lin Chengze disappeared, and Ji Hanyu couldn't find it no matter how he looked, so he had to squat at the door of Cao's house and wait. In the past, he only admired and appreciated Cao Mokun, but now he is full of resentment.
Why do you want to rob you even though you know it's my boyfriend
Cao Mokun smiled sarcastically. He said that buying out your relationship with 300,000 yuan is the most successful investment I have ever made.
Ji Hanyu had nothing to do with him. When he walked out of Cao's house, he looked back and told himself that he must become stronger, stronger than Cao Mokun, in order to regain his former lover.
Lin Chengze finally disappeared, completely. Since then, Ji Hanyu has suffered from insomnia, and has survived the most painful three months with more and more overdose of drugs.
One day three months later, a friend opened a video on his mobile phone for him to watch, with a mysterious attitude. He glanced casually, then froze, grabbed the phone, and greedily stared at the seductive and depraved charismatic boy on the screen. Lin Chengze, that is the Lin Chengze he longed for, the Lin Chengze who made him regret and could not love.
"This advertisement has gone crazy on the Internet! Damn it, I didn't see that Lin Chengze looked so evil before! You introduced him to Wang Jie but not to me, you kid is not funny! Oh, I said, he He used to be your boyfriend, right? How could you give such a stunner to someone else? You are too bold... "
Ji Hanyu didn't wait for him to finish and slammed his fist hard, his eyes filled with endless hatred.
How can you be willing? How can you be willing? He has also questioned himself countless times, how can you be willing! You are so damn good!
Hearing that if you buy a bottle of Weizhi perfume, you can get a poster of Lin Chengze. Ji Hanyu didn't even go to class and ran to the nearest department store. The counter was packed with people, and everyone was screaming wildly for a bottle. He was pushed out and finally got to the front, and the salesperson told him that it was out of stock.
He couldn't describe the huge sense of panic at that time, as if no matter how hard he tried, he would never touch Lin Chengze again.
He walked out of the mall like a ghost, and stood under the steps in a daze. Looking up, the LED display is playing an exclusive interview with the top international designer Orlando. He said that Lin Chengze was his goddess of beauty, Narcissus who looked after himself by the lake, and Ganymede who held a jug and poured wine for the gods. His appearance could make the king of the gods fall for him. Loving him is a sin.
The last sentence made Ji Hanyu's heart ache. It's not that he doesn't love it, it's just that he realizes it too late.
A photo of Lin Chengze appeared on the screen, many people stopped and looked up, and even the cars on the side of the road slowed down. There was an undisguised surprise and longing in their eyes.
Ji Hanyu didn't dare to look at it again, so he left in a trance. He finally bought a few bottles of extravagant perfume through his friends, and plastered the posters of Lin Chengze all over the room, as if he had never left. From that day on, he was gradually able to fall asleep, but he had more dreams.
He worked hard, hoping to catch up with Cao Mokun as soon as possible. He became an upstart in the shopping mall, surrounded by all kinds of beauties, but he could no longer arouse even the slightest attention. If you once owned the most precious treasure in the world, then when you lose it, you will find that no other person or thing can enter your eyes.
Lin Chengze is the best, and no one can replace him.
After discussing a big business, Ji Hanyu returned home exhausted, sat on the sofa, and stared blankly at the pictures of Lin Chengze that hung all over the wall. At this time, TV news reported that Cao Mokun had been in a car accident, severely injured his lower limbs, and might be paralyzed. Ji Hanyu was stunned for a few minutes, and then a secret joy rose uncontrollably in his heart.
Cao Mokun fell down, does it mean that he has another chance. How is Lin Chengze feeling now? Wandering and helpless? No, I must get to him as soon as possible.
Ji Hanyu immediately stood up to pack his things, and emptied his wardrobe before finding the most decent suit to put on. He came to the airport with a suitcase and bought the latest flight to country f.
Twenty minutes before boarding, Lin Chengze's mesmerizing face appeared on the advertising screen in the waiting room. He looked haggard, but his eyes were surprisingly bright.
He came out in front of all the media and said with a firm look, "Cao Mokun is my lover, I love him, so I will never give up on him, I hope to get everyone's blessing."
At this moment, Cao Mokun became the object of the curse of people all over the world. Ji Hanyu heard several little girls sitting next to him crying sadly, and a man kicked the billboard angrily, saying it was not true, it was an April Fool's joke. In this world, there are many people who madly adore Lin Chengze, but he only loves that one.
Ji Hanyu smiled, and she burst into tears. He wondered why he thought that Lin Chengze would need him at this time? Why do you think Cao Mokun will accept himself when he is in trouble
He is Lin Chengze. Once he falls in love with someone, he will die! The person he loves will be the happiest person in the world.
After returning the ticket, Ji Hanyu returned home in a daze, fell on the bed and fell asleep. He had a dream. In the dream, he was sitting in the dining room of the Lin family, helping Ji Hanyu to pick out the green peppers one by one. Seeing that he was in a hurry, he quickly poured a glass of warm milk for him to drink, and then kissed him. on his red, milk-stained lips. Lin Chengze's arm was wrapped around his neck, and the peach blossom eyes were full of shimmering and misty water, so beautiful, so dazzling...
Ji Hanyu woke up with a sweet smile, looked around the empty and cold room, and was brought back to a desperate reality. It took him two months to hate Lin Chengze, but he would use the rest of his life to love him.
He always thought that maybe it was time to come out, but he fell deeper and deeper every day. Lin Chengze had already left him far away, but he was still trapped in yellowed memories and could never get out.
Lin Chengze's love was like a raging fire, which had already burned his soul to ashes, leaving only an empty body.