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"You want to return the spring to me?"
"It belongs to you."
Chi Qiu's tears flowed down his cheeks, soaking Lu Ming's arms, and he cried, "But... the spring I want must be with you."
This is their common spring, not just his spring.
Lu Ming didn't know that in Chi Qiu's perception, spring without him was nothing at all. And the spring of their teenage years is irreplaceable—it was their ignorant first love, their beautiful first encounter with each other.
It is a unique time that even they themselves cannot reproduce.
"Lu Ming, if you're not inside, I don't want..." Chi Qiu stubbornly tugged on Lu Ming's suit. The soft fabric made him feel pain, and it hurt everywhere, "You can't do this, how can you do this?"
Lu Ming's eyes were wet, and he said hoarsely, "I'm inside."
"You're not here!" Chi Qiu said loudly, terribly wronged, "You only put half of yourself in my spring, and the other half of you is not here at all..."
In the quiet night, Chi Qiu broke down in tears.
"You say that happiness belongs to me, but without you, I will not be happy."
He wants the complete Lu Ming, and he wants to share Lu Ming's pain. Only in this way, the happiness after suffering is the unreserved sweetness.
Chi Qiu has never been a person who is easy to fool. After experiencing all kinds of things, he has also learned to grow and reject. He refused Lu Ming's concealment, and refused Lu Ming's alone bearing. In front of his lover, he can always keep his self-willedness, so as to put forward conditions.
Today, Chi Qiu has only one condition.
He said: "Lu Ming, come to my spring, don't go out alone, please."
The nasty love words at this moment are oaths, promises, and Chi Qiu's sincere invitation.
So when Lu Ming stepped in with the heavy half of himself, Chi Qiu would never let go.
In the night of embracing each other, no one is willing to sleep.
Even though Lu Ming was very tired, he still kissed Chi Qiu softly and restrainedly. Gradually, they became passionately lingering. Lu Ming felt Chi Qiu's equally urgent response, and a kiss became everlasting, which was so sweet.
Chi Qiu's chest rose and fell, and he held Lu Ming's face in his hands, looking for his silhouette in the dark night.
In the ears, there was the sound of Lu Ming's rapid breathing. Through the suit, Lu Ming's heart was beating fast, just like Chi Qiu's heart was beating too. They were like couples kissing for the first time, shy and nervous, with blushes on their brows.
Lu Ming couldn't see Chi Qiu's expression clearly. After the long kiss was over, he kissed the corner of Chi Qiu's eyes: "Why are you waiting for me in the guest bedroom tonight?"
"You work too late, you definitely don't want to wake me up." Chi Qiu didn't like the way Lu Ming stopped kissing him, so he took the initiative to hug Lu Ming, raised his head and "tweeted" Lu Ming, "I just guessed, you Will definitely come and sleep here."
Lu Ming felt warm all over. He whispered, "What if I have the cheek to go back to the master bedroom?"
"You will come to me." Chi Qiu kissed him firmly, "You will definitely come to me."
Lu Ming was tickled by Chi Qiuqin, and unknowingly took off his suit jacket. He unbuttoned a button of Chi Qiu's pajamas, but he was still saying, "What if I don't look for you?"
"Are you really not looking for it?" Chi Qiu asked back, rubbing the tip of his nose against Lu Ming's, not as if he was angry, but as if he was being coquettish, "Then I'll run back to find you by myself."
Lu Ming was melted into the gentle village, and he didn't dare to do bad things again: "It's fake."
How can he be willing.
He wished he could tie Chi Qiu away in his heart, but he couldn't be that bad. While struggling, Lu Ming was also self-disciplined. How much he hoped that Chi Qiu would be the same as before, always waiting for and clinging to himself.
He needs Chi Qiu.
If he is terminally ill, then Chi Qiu is the medicine to cure him.
Chi Qiu touched his face, dissatisfied with Lu Ming who was in a daze for a moment, and said shyly, "Don't be distracted, keep kissing me, okay?"
"good."
It's another kiss and it's over.
"Lu Ming."
"I'm here." Lu Ming replied.
"I want to tell you some good news." Chi Qiu calmed down, leaned forward with his arms around Lu Ming, and whispered something in his ear.
Suddenly, Lu Ming almost sat up from the bed. It was because Chi Qiu was in his arms that he didn't make any big moves. He touched Chi Qiu's eyes in shock, and after confirming again and again, he asked, "...your eyes?"
Chi Qiu whispered: "Otherwise, how do you think I saw the letter?"
"I..." Lu Ming preconceived that those letters were read to Chi Qiu by Aunt Zhang or Ji Yanchen. Thinking this way, he said honestly, "I thought someone else read it to you."
Chi Qiu exhaled, feeling that Lu Ming was hopeless.
There are so many letters, if someone reads to me one by one, I'm afraid my mouth will dry up? Moreover, Chi Qiucai was reluctant to show these letters to others. This is a letter written by Lu Ming to him. He is glad that he saw it, and also that God gave him back his right eye.
His restoration of sight was to share Lu Ming's suffering, and also to accept Lu Ming's love.
Chi Qiu pinched Lu Ming's face for the first time, and gritted his teeth: "Idiot."
"Yes, I'm stupid." Lu Ming didn't refute at all, he happily admitted, "I'm too stupid, so you must always be by my side."
Now it's all right, everything has become a love story.
Chi Qiu laughed happily, not knowing who was crying like a child just now.
It was already late, but Chi Qiu and Lu Ming were completely sleepless.
They are "Xiao Bie Sheng Newly Married", using countless kisses to relieve their desire for each other.
Compared with Chi Qiu, Lu Ming seemed to be more active. His hand unconsciously unbuttoned the second button of Chi Qiu's pajamas, and Chi Qiu held it down. Lu Ming thought that he was going too far, and was about to stop what he was doing when he heard Chi Qiu whisper, "It's already late, you've been busy all day, aren't you tired?"
"Not tired." Tonight meant a lot to Lu Ming.
Chi Qiu's eyelashes trembled, and his Adam's apple moved up and down. He seemed to think about it for a while, and then asked tentatively, "Do you want to do it?" During the brief silence, Chi Qiu's ears felt hot, and he spoke softer and softer, "Do you want to?"
"..."
Chi Qiu swallowed: "I'll just ask, if you don't want to, just pretend I didn't ask..."
"I want to!" Lu Ming became anxious. He kissed Chi Qiu's earlobe and said from the bottom of his heart, "I really want to, I'm crazy, I've been thinking—"
Such naked words made Chi Qiu cover Lu Ming's mouth in shame.
Lu Ming: "..."
Chi Qiu's face was blushing: "There is no one in this room." He pushed Lu Ming slightly, and said in a muffled voice, "...you go and get it."
Lu Ming was taken aback.
Chi Qiu gripped his clothes tightly and stammered, "You, you go quickly."
Otherwise, he'll take it himself.
As a result, in the next second, Lu Ming got up with a "chuckle", and even the fatigue from working during the day disappeared. Barefoot, he non-stop brought the "things" that Chi Qiu said from the master bedroom.
When he came in, Lu Ming subconsciously turned on the light.
Only then did he see Chi Qiu sitting on the bed with his knees hugged, his hair messed up by his kiss. Chi Qiu was startled by the light, and looked at Lu Ming tremblingly. His right eye was clear, staring at the brand new box of condoms in Lu Ming's hand, he couldn't help licking his lower lip, and asked strangely, "Why is it unopened?"
"..."
Chi Qiu lowered his eyes, and the fire was about to burn him through: "You bought a new one secretly? Don't you have the leftovers at home?"
They bought it when they first got married, Chi Qiu remembered, and there were three left... If they used one at a time, they could use it three times. He calculated quietly in his heart, his heart almost reached his throat.
Lu Ming didn't know what was going on in Chi Qiu's mind, he clenched the box tightly in his hand, risked it all, and shamelessly said, "I'm afraid it won't be enough, so I bought it."
Chi Qiu: "?"
Chi Qiu frowned in surprise, and raised his head inexplicably. With that expression, I almost asked: How could it not be enough
He almost asked, but luckily Lu Ming didn't give him a chance to question.
At two o'clock in the morning, Lu Ming quickly turned off the lights at Chi Qiu's request.
…
…
The next morning, when Chi Qiu woke up, it was already around ten o'clock in the morning. His body is clean and fresh, wearing a new pajamas. The temperature beside the pillow had already cooled down, and when Chi Qiu moved his body a little, an indescribable soreness surged up.
"..."
He didn't dare to think about it, his face suddenly heated up.
Just last night, Lu Ming told Chi Qiu with practical actions that he had no problem. The brand-new box of condoms was used up to the point where there was not much left, and Chi Qiu couldn't help but compare Bai Yan and the others in his heart, secretly thinking: We won!
After a while, Chi Qiu thought: This doesn't seem to be something to be particularly happy about.
Because, after being happy, there is an unspeakably painful backache... But Chi Qiu wouldn't talk about it if he died. His ears were hot, and the temperature hadn't cooled down since the moment he woke up.
It's a pity that Lu Ming seems to have gotten up to go to the company. He promised himself that starting today, he would go to work on time.
Chi Qiu couldn't help sighing, his shoulders sank, and he regretted that he couldn't wake up naturally in Lu Ming's arms. It's also because they were so busy last night that they were so tired that Chi Qiu didn't even notice that Lu Ming got up this morning.
Chi Qiu washed up dejectedly and walked out of the guest bedroom.
He was a little hungry, and walked towards the kitchen as soon as he went out.
Unexpectedly, when they arrived in the kitchen, the person wearing the apron was not Aunt Zhang, but Lu Ming who was absent from work again.
Lu Ming's eyes lit up a lot when he saw Chi Qiu: "I'm awake." He put down the spoon in his hand, stepped forward to help Chi Qiu comb his sleepy hair, and said while doing it, "I learned from Aunt Zhang." A few dishes, you can try them later. Aunt Zhang has something to do today, and she just asked for leave to go home, and we are the only ones at home."
Chi Qiu's mood is clear: "Didn't you go to work?"
"My wedding leave hasn't been taken yet. If I don't take it any longer, it will be wasted." Lu Ming looked into Chi Qiu's eyes, lowered his head and kissed the corner of his eyes, and couldn't help boasting, "It's so beautiful."
like blooming flowers.
Looking at Lu Ming's smiling face, Chi Qiu couldn't help taking a breath. After so many years, he saw Lu Ming's real appearance for the first time. After removing all the camouflage and armor, Lu Ming's body was filled with the smell of sunshine.
Chi Qiu sniffed, hugged him, and rubbed Lu Ming's cheek.
It made Lu Ming hug him back and kiss his hair. Chi Qiu squinted his eyes. If he were a cat, he would make a "purr" sound now, as a compliment to Lu Ming.
It's just that acting like a baby early in the morning is really not like Chi Qiu's usual style. Even though Lu Ming was very helpful, he still cared: "What's wrong?"
"I just want to hug." Chi Qiu refused to let go.
So Lu Ming naturally hugged Chi Qiu and retreated to the wall, and kissed Chi Qiu's feet softly.
After the kiss was enough, Lu Ming took Chi Qiu's hand as a matter of course, walked to the soup pot, scooped up a spoonful of soup, blew it warm and handed it to his mouth: "Try it?"
Chi Qiu took a sip full of interest. It was unpalatable, and he pushed the spoon to Lu Ming's mouth: "It's delicious, try it too."
Lu Ming believed it was true, took a sip confidently, and almost spit it out, with an embarrassed expression on his face.
Chi Qiu had never seen Lu Ming grow up with such a rich expression, he couldn't help laughing for a while, and his waist ached from laughing.
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Fortunately, apart from the bowl of soup, the rest of the dishes he made were not particularly unpalatable. Chi Qiu was not picky at all, and ate a lot with relish.
After the meal, Chi Qiu did not forget to take out the cakes packed yesterday from the refrigerator, and put them in front of Lu Ming one by one: "It was made by Luo Xu's family. I thought it was delicious, so I brought it back."
For this reason, the two sat in the home theater of the villa, played a movie, and you ate them one by one, without any waste.
Chi Qiu watched the movie very seriously. In the past, Ji Yanchen would occasionally secretly take him to a distant movie theater, but every time he was terrified, lest he would be bumped into by acquaintances. Now, Chi Qiu can watch movies openly, and lean on Lu Ming's shoulder to watch. For him, this is a life that he never dared to think about before.
What he didn't know was that while he was watching movies, Lu Ming watched him.
Lu Ming's burning eyes never moved away from him.
Lu Ming held his hand, put it to his lips and kissed it.
Chi Qiu's eyes were fixed on the screen, and he didn't forget to pull his hand over and kiss him back.
You come and go, childish and sweet.
After a movie ended, Chi Qiu chose
part two. Lu Ming let him alone and accompanied him until the evening. Dinner is a takeaway order, and there is the scallion fish that Chi Qiu is thinking about.
Chi Qiu tasted it as soon as he ate it, and said happily, "It's the scallion fish from 'Quyuan Nanfeng'."
"We're going to eat this weekend. Their family has a new dish. You should like it." Lu Ming picked out the long spines from the fish's stomach for him as usual, and put the fish meat into his bowl. "By the way, Grandpa asked us to eat Make time on Wednesday night to go to the old house for dinner, he has something to announce."
He thought about it, and told Chi Qiu his guess: "Grandpa probably wants to arrange the distribution of his property."
Chi Qiu's chopsticks stopped.
In fact, logically speaking, after Chi Qiu and Lu Ming expressed their desire to divorce, Chi Qiu was no longer a member of the Lu family. Naturally, he is not qualified to participate in this serious dinner at the Lu family.
Lu Ming explained: "Grandpa's feelings for your grandpa, I think Ji Feining has already told you. Although your grandpa has never had other thoughts about grandpa, grandpa has restrained himself all his life. He probably wants to be able to leave without any worries. Some. I heard from his housekeeper that his physical condition has been getting worse recently. So I guess tomorrow, he should want to distribute part of the property to you directly. "
Even if this behavior looks weird to others. But to take care of the Chi family and distribute his hard work to the Chi family is one of the few wishes of Mr. Lu in this life.
In his opinion, only in this way can he not live up to himself in this life.
Since you can't express your love to the person you admire, then use another way to participate in his life.
That's why at the beginning, Mr. Lu proposed some kind of marriage contract. He wanted to use this as an excuse to send his heart to the descendants of the Chi family.
After all, after he died, he was unwilling to find his sweetheart.
Mr. Lu couldn't ask for it all his life, and he didn't even dare to ask for it. He regards death as a line, as an end point for himself to let go. And before he died, he was able to see Chi Qiu who was exactly like his sweetheart, which was already a wish fulfilled.
…
After hearing Lu Ming's words, Chi Qiu suddenly lost his appetite.
As far as he knew, when his grandfather was alive, his relationship with his grandmother was as close as glue, and he had no intention of accommodating others. Therefore, even if Chi Qiu understood old master Lu's thoughts, he still couldn't take things from other people's houses logically.
What's more, if grandpa is still alive, he will definitely not accept this property rashly.
It belongs to the Lu family, and the Chi family has the life of the Chi family.
Chi Qiu can accept the 70% that Lu Ming inherited according to the original agreement, but he is unwilling to take away the part that Master Lu gave to him alone.
Lu Ming saw what was on his mind: "Grandpa has always been stubborn. If you don't want to, you can reject him. Of course, this is just my guess. I told you this because I hope you are prepared. When the time comes, Lu Rongtian They should all be there, if you don't want to go, I will go and explain to grandpa."
Otherwise, according to Chiqiu's temperament, if things really develop like this, he will definitely panic.
Lu Rongtian and the others would definitely be furious and unable to say anything good.
Lu Ming didn't urge Chi Qiu: "There's still a week left, think about it."
The winter in Xingxi City is extremely long.
Before going to Mr. Lu's appointment, they went back to Chi's house for dinner.
Chi Lanyan cooked the kitchen herself, prepared a table of meals, and asked Aunt Su to clean Chi Qiu's bedroom, and enthusiastically let them stay. She has a lot to say to Fuming's son, and she keeps nagging, completely losing her indifferent and capable appearance.
In front of Chi Qiu, she was an ordinary mother who couldn't be more ordinary.
Aunt Su reminded her gently: "Mr. Chi, it's already 11 o'clock."
Chi Lanyan sighed: "I haven't seen you for a few days, and I always feel that there are endless things to say."
However, Chi Qiu planned to go to Chi Lanyan's company for an internship earlier: "Mom, I will ask you to teach me how to work every day from now on, as long as you don't bother me."
"You're going to work in my company, and it's too late for me to welcome you." She was worried that Chi Qiu was forcing herself, and after confirming it many times, she responded with a smile. Rest. What position should you be in and where to start? I have already discussed with your Aunt Lin Lan. Your starting point is low, and you will work harder if you work hard, but work is not child’s play. Now that you have done it, you must persevere.”
Chi Lanyan hoped that Chi Qiu would start from the grassroots level of the company.
Chi Qiu nodded, feeling a little nervous.
Lu Ming held Chi Qiu's hand beside him, and said, "Mom, don't worry, Chi Qiu will do well."
Chi Lanyan naturally believed in Chi Qiu, she smiled and said, "Okay, you two go to bed quickly. It's getting late, Lu Ming has to go to work tomorrow, right?"
Under her urging, Lu Ming took the lead to wash up.
Chi Qiu had nothing to do, so he sat at his desk and packed up the Braille books he used before. The sound of water came from the bathroom, and his heart was filled with happiness. The cold wind blowing outside the window couldn't blow into his heart at all.
Chi Qiu opened the drawer, trying to put a Braille book inside.
Unexpectedly, there was a crumpled letter lying in the empty drawer for no reason. Chi Qiu obviously forgot about it, he picked it up in confusion, and saw that the handwriting on the envelope was blurred... Chi Qiu suddenly remembered that this was the letter that Lu Ming put in the tea box when he came to apologize to him.
He remembered that he threw the letter in the trash can that day.
He didn't understand why this letter suddenly appeared in his drawer? He thought for a while, except for Aunt Su, no one would pick up the letter he threw in the trash can.
Chi Qiu blamed himself for being impulsive at the time, and was extremely grateful for Aunt Su's actions.
Before Lu Ming had finished taking a shower, he quickly opened the letter.
Lu Ming's handwriting is very correct, and it can be seen that he wrote it carefully, stroke by stroke.
The letter paper had a faint fragrance of rainwater, and the ink had melted into it. Some words could not be read clearly, but Chi Qiu could vaguely guess what Lu Ming wanted to express.
Lu Ming said in the letter that he loved him, apologized in the letter for the approximate cause of his amnesia, mentioned in the letter that he was willing to divorce, and also hoped that Chi Qiu would give him a chance and so on.
From the beginning to the end, Lu Ming didn't mention his suffering at all. Obviously, as long as he said it, Chi Qiu would be able to forgive him, and he would be able to let go of all guards and gaps.
However, just like what Lu Ming said, he didn't want to give Chi Qiu any shackles from the past, it was something that even the night was afraid of, obscure and bitter, he only wanted Chi Qiu to be happy forever.
So his apology was a pursuit, an admission of mistakes, but it was never a trick to put the scars in front of Chi Qiu.
For a short letter, Chi Qiu read it back and forth for ten minutes.
Perhaps Chi Qiu, who saw the letter that day, would not forgive Lu Ming easily. Its persuasive power is really too small, but this kind of sincere words are enough to make Chi Qiu's heart ache right now.
Chi Qiu silently put away the letter, and carefully put it in his storage box, for fear that it might be lost again.
Behind him, the bathroom door opened.
Lu Ming's hair was still wet. He worried that Chi Qiu would be sleepy after waiting too long, so he wiped it carelessly with a towel: "Chi Qiu, hurry up and take a bath, it's getting late."
Chi Qiu got up, walked to Lu Ming with his head down, and took the towel in his hand: "I want to help you dry your hair."
Lu Ming was taken aback, and immediately said, "No, you can go take a shower."
"..."
"...then I sit down?"
Lu Ming couldn't hold him back, and sat obediently on the bed, looking anxious, but in fact he was happy. He let Chi Qiu sit on his knees behind him, blow-drying his hair like tickling. It was the first time for Lu Ming to enjoy this kind of treatment. He straightened his back and raised the corners of his mouth uncontrollably.
Chi Qiu saw it, and after drying his hair, he hugged Lu Ming from behind. Chi Qiu likes Lu Ming now, very much. With his chin resting on Lu Ming's shoulder, he said softly, "I don't want to..."
Lu Ming didn't hear clearly: "What?"
Chi Qiu muttered in a low voice.
Lu Ming had to turn around: "I didn't hear clearly."
Chi Qiu raised his eyes and stared at him, seemingly vicious, but in Lu Ming's eyes, he was indescribably cute. Lu Ming held Chi Qiu's face and kissed him regretfully: "I'm sorry, can you say it again?"
He really didn't hear clearly, maybe when he took a shower just now, his brain was flooded.
Chi Qiu gritted his teeth: "I don't want to get a divorce!"
Lu Ming was dumbfounded.
Chi Qiu knew that people who backtracked were the most outrageous, so he dodged his eyes and said coyly, "It's so troublesome to remarry after divorce." He also said, "It was your own fault that you didn't send the letter to me. As a result, I don't know the cause and effect, so I feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable, and I don't want to continue this marriage."
After all, it still came to Lu Ming.
Fortunately, Chi Qiu was able to serve water, so he turned the corner and brought the problem back to himself: "Anyway, I don't want to get a divorce now, I don't want to get a divorce. I'm going to see Grandpa tomorrow and tell him that everything is business as usual and we won't get a divorce because I regret it." He grabbed Lu Ming's pajamas, "And I figured it out, our marriage was indeed built on deceit at the beginning..."
Lu Ming was most afraid that Chi Qiu would mention this matter, so he clenched his hands tightly.
Chi Qiu said: "But I thought about it carefully, if it weren't for Grandpa's engagement and your deception, we might really have missed it."
If it weren't for this marriage contract for property, Lu Ming would probably restart his life abroad, and Chi Qiu would gradually let Lu Ming go as the years passed.
Thinking of it this way, Chi Qiu shuddered and was terrified.
Therefore, instead of worrying about whether their marriage is correct, it is better to settle down the past and live a good life according to the current situation. The old man Lu still worried a lot when he was old, and Lu Rongtian and Zhen Zhen were more self-satisfied.
After Chi Qiu finished speaking in one breath, he fixedly looked at Lu Ming with firm eyes.
Lu Ming didn't answer right away, he hesitated for a while, and asked Chi Qiu, "Have you made up your mind?"
"certainly."
"sure?"
"Sure!" Chi Qiu said anxiously, "Don't you want to?"
Lu Ming shook his head, how could he not want to
Besides, Lu Ming admitted that he never wanted a divorce. He likes Chi Qiu, he loves Chi Qiu, this kind of feeling has been suppressed in his heart for ten years, and it has long become an "obsession".
He once thought that even if he got divorced, he would have to fill in the same notebook with Chi Qiu and himself again. Marriage is a formality. Lu Ming doesn't seem to care about it, but in fact, he longs to be recognized in his heart.
He is like a big docile and clingy dog, hiding his selfishness to the utmost, and acting obediently when he gets a bargain: "Chi Qiu, I'm not unwilling, I'll listen to you."
It's not enough for him to say it once, he said it again: "I will listen to you."
The silly Chi Qiu couldn't hear the problem, he breathed a sigh of relief, and threw himself into Lu Ming's arms with confidence. At the same time, he also drooped his head, losing confidence: "You can accompany me to talk to grandpa tomorrow, I'm afraid he will be angry."
He felt that he was really troublesome enough.
"No, he won't get angry at anything you say." Lu Ming hugged Chi Qiu, stroking his back with his palm: "Let's go together, if he is really angry, let him scold me."
Chi Qiu was amused, he felt relieved, and was finally willing to wash up.
And when he came out, Lu Ming was leaning on the bedside and reading the storybook he had written before. Chi Qiu liked this feeling. He walked forward briskly, got into the bed, and laid his pillow on Lu Ming's arm generously to watch together.
"Am I writing well?"
"I don't know much about these, so I can't comment."
"… All right."
Lu Ming turned a page: "But I like it very much. I plan to read it every day as a bedtime read."
Only then did Chi Qiu realize that Lu Ming was smiling on purpose.
Chi Qiu: "..." He muttered, "You don't take your books seriously at all."
After watching, he stuck to Lu Ming and whispered something.
Lu Ming laughed while listening, and raised his hand to turn off the light.
The sweetheart is always the pillow person.
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