Re-engraving the Spring

Chapter 4: Emotional apathy

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"Going to deliver soup again?"

Before Chi Qiu could speak, Chi Lanyan had already spoken slowly.

Chi Qiu pursed his lips and shouted, "Mom, why are you here?"

Chi Lanyan reluctantly put down the teacup in her hand, walked up, held Chi Qiu's hand and rubbed it unhappy: "It's so cold outside today, you just wear this to go out?" She had a pair of red phoenix eyes and a pretty face Well, there is a little coldness and distance when not smiling.

Aunt Zhang brought a new cup of tea, lowered her head and put it on the coffee table: "Sir, your tea."

Chi Lanyan snorted coldly: "I know how to make tea, but I don't know how to ask him to add more clothes before going out."

Aunt Zhang opened her mouth, but she didn't dare push it back. She couldn't say anything, and in front of the critical Chi Lanyan, everything she said was wrong.

Chi Lanyan looked at her upset: "Go and do your work."

"Hey, good..."

Aunt Zhang won the "amnesty", and finally slipped to the kitchen to prepare dinner with a sigh of relief.

Chi Qiu had already been led by Chi Lanyan to sit on the sofa, and replied with a good temper: "It's not cold today."

"Hands are cold, why don't you say it's not cold?" Chi Lanyan took the cup of tea, blew on it gently, and handed it to Chi Qiu carefully, taking care of everything, "Drink first Mouth hot."

Chi Qiu smiled and nodded.

His smile made Chi Lanyan's heart soften three points: "Didn't I tell you, try to go out as little as possible." If you want to go out, you must be accompanied by a reliable person, so take a young man who has not been on the job for a long time Driver, who can rest assured

She accused Lu Ming of being careless in her heart, but she didn't say it clearly on the surface.

Chi Qiu's palm was warmed by this cup of hot tea, and his throat and stomach were also warmed a lot. He carefully tried to put it back on the tea table.

Chi Lanyan took it as a matter of course and put it down instead of him.

The silence between mother and child is like the white smoke of a cup of tea, ethereal and soundless.

After a long time, Chi Qiu fumbled and held his mother's hand, taking the initiative to break through the worries in Chi Lanyan's heart.

"Xiao Yan is very careful. He used to be a blind man's driver and knows how to take care of me. Aunt Zhang is also very nice. She cooks delicious food and chats with me to relieve my boredom. She also knit scarves and gloves for me a while ago." In order to keep Chi Lanyan from talking about it, he repeatedly said, "It's Lu Ming who is looking for him, don't worry, he has always done things safely."

Speaking of Lu Ming, Chi Qiu was full of trust.

Chi Lanyan's expression darkened even more. She withdrew her hand and looked around the deserted villa, knowing that Lu Ming didn't care much about this marriage: "Lu Ming this time How long has it been since you came home?"

Facing Chi Lanyan's question, Chi Qiu pretended to be calm: "Not long."

"..."

Chi Qiu smiled sweetly, trying to ease the atmosphere: "You know, he just took over this company not long ago, it will be fine after he has been busy for a while."

He and Chi Lanyan didn't look much alike, but someone said that Chi Qiu looked very similar to his grandfather when he was young. Unfortunately, his grandfather passed away before he was born.

He pointed to the direction behind him familiarly, and said to Chi Lanyan: "I just said casually that I like sweet-scented osmanthus, so he asked someone to plant an sweet-scented osmanthus tree in the backyard..."

"Xiaoqiu." Chi Lanyan interrupted him relentlessly.

Her silly son is always so easy to coax.

Chi Qiu knew that it was difficult for Chi Lanyan to pass the test, so he shut up embarrassingly.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Chi Lanyan felt a dull pain in her temple. She sighed: "You didn't listen to me when I told you not to marry him. It's only been half a year since we've been married now. Has he been at home for more than a month?"

"… have."

"you sure?"

"Well, I'm sure." Chi Qiu replied with a guilty conscience.

Chi Lanyan said impatiently: "You can't always protect him and speak for him."

"I didn't, Lu Ming just treated me very well." For example, the osmanthus tree in the backyard was really something he mentioned casually, and Lu Ming remembered it in his heart.

But Chi Qiu didn't mention the sweet-scented osmanthus tree anymore, he put back the words he was about to say.

"..."

Chi Lanyan looked at her short-sighted son, how could she not know what Chi Qiu wanted to say, but after all, it was just an osmanthus tree, and Lu Ming didn't dig the mud and hold the soil to plant it himself. Just give a casual order, spend some insignificant money, and it will naturally grow.

If this is what is good for Chi Qiu, then it is nothing to Lu Ming.

Chi Lanyan was so angry that he felt that Lu Ming's promise was a scam.

Chi Qiu was at a loss and added fuel to the flames: "Mom, I'm really doing well."

This repetition of the word "good" made Chi Lanyan completely angry.

Anyone with a discerning eye knows that Lu Ming, the second young master of the Lu family, does not go home every day, and would rather live in the company than at home. That is because of various reasons, his partner in the family is a man, and he is also blind...

But who knew that this blind man who was "married" by Lu Ming was chased home by Lu Ming on his own initiative.

Otherwise, half a year ago, even if same-sex marriage was legal, she, Chi Lanyan, would never have agreed to this absurd marriage and let her invisible son be wronged.

Fortunately, Lu Ming's treatment of Chi Qiu was as cold and violent as marriage.

She really hates iron and steel, and she spoke quickly: "If you were a normal child, I wouldn't worry about anything, but you don't..." She stopped in the middle of her words, and swallowed them abruptly.

It hurt like swallowing a brick.

What followed immediately was Chi Qiu's usual silence.

Chi Lanyan rubbed her temples irritably, bit her lower lip remorsefully: "I'm sorry."

She has been taking care of Chi Qiu with all her heart these years, for fear that this defective child will be bullied, bumped, or overprotected accidentally. Chi Qiuming is 25 years old, but still looks like a flower in a greenhouse, which is worrying.

After all, Chi Qiu couldn't see at all, and she had a great responsibility.

Everything, in Chi Lanyan's opinion, stemmed from her negligence—

Chi Qiu was not completely blind from birth, he used to have a healthy right eye. This right eye made up for his naturally lost left eye, and became the only way for him to get all the colors of the world.

When he was young, he saw the sky, the grass, the trees, the tall buildings and the lights and stars of the city. He is like an ordinary child, studying in a normal school and making friends.

At that time, Chi Qiu was the same as now, with a lovely appearance. Whether it is a teacher or a classmate, they are full of kindness to him who is born with defects.

In his right eye, there are countless expectations and wishes for the future.

Later, the fire burned into the darkness and was silently extinguished.

The bifurcation point between Chi Qiu and the world was shattered. In the winter when he was 11 years old, an accident caused him to lose the light in only one eye.

The original reason for this story was actually caused indirectly by Chi Lanyan's current husband, Chi Qiu's stepfather.

Every time Chi Lanyan recalled this past event, she felt regretful.

She covered her face, and it took a long time before she gradually calmed down and explained her reason for coming: "I thought before that he pursued you, maybe he liked you as you said. But I don't think so now, you It shouldn't become a bargaining chip for their Lu family to compete for the family business. I will explain this matter to Mr. Lu."

The implication is that she doesn't want Chi Qiu to continue to maintain this boring marriage.

After hearing this, Chi Qiu got up in a hurry, and the next second, Chi Lanyan pushed him back decisively.

"It's not early today, I'll go back first."

Chi Qiu shook his head and grabbed Chi Lanyan's hand violently. With a low voice, facing his mother's incomprehension and outburst, he suddenly said sadly: "No, Lu Ming didn't do it on purpose, don't talk to grandpa about this..."

Chi Lanyan signaled Chi Qiu to let go.

Chi Qiu refused.

With Chi Lanyan's personality, today she just came to say hello to Chi Qiu out of kindness. Once she has always been strong, once she decides something, she will basically not change it. Chi Qiu was afraid that Chi Lanyan would break up his marriage with Lu Ming, so he had to confess: "Lu Ming was hit so hard that he had some psychological problems. The doctor said it was emotional apathy, and it would take some time to heal. "

Chi Qiu only found out about this after they got married.

"Mom, Lu Ming is sick, don't be angry with him. It's not that he treats me badly, he just can't express it. If he doesn't like me, how can he still remember our previous agreement after so many years and come back to China Looking for me?" As he spoke, Chi Qiu's eyes were reddish, and tears welled up in his eyes.

Chi Lanyan couldn't react for a while, and asked: "What did you say? What kind of emotional apathy? How could this kind of problem happen? Then why didn't he say it before marriage?!"

"I do not mind!"

"Xiaoqiu!"

Chi Qiu choked up and said, "The person who told me said that Lu Ming didn't want to mention this past, so I can't continue. I'm sorry, Mom."

While Chi Qiu said it, he also hoped that Chi Lanyan could pretend not to know in the future.

At the same time, a black private car slowly drove into the front yard of the villa.

Lu Ming left work early on purpose.

He got off the driver's seat, turned around and opened the door of the back seat, holding a bouquet of gorgeous roses in his arms.

With a slender figure and a neat suit, just standing in the front yard holding a rose is a painting. He folded his arms, and the petals of a rose fell down and landed on the bluestone slab.

Lu Ming raised his eyes, and through the French windows of the villa, he saw the mother and son who were deadlocked in front of the sofa, and the tear stains on his poor partner's face.