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The two first met in a psychiatric clinic.
It was the first time Chi Qiu saw such an unreasonable person. It was obviously the first time we met, so we should keep a proper distance, but this man sat down next to him and greeted him familiarly: "Hello, my name is Lu Ming, what's your name?"
The 15-year-old Chi Qiu turned his head away, showing no intention of talking to Lu Ming.
Lu Ming thought he was introverted, so he took the initiative to praise: "Your eyes are so beautiful, like the color of spring."
"Don't you want to talk? Well, neither do I."
Lu Ming played with his fingers and said, "Who sent you here? I was sent by my grandfather, but I don't think it's necessary. He didn't care much about me before."
"But... don't blame him. He wanted to take me away from my mother before, but I didn't want to. I also have a younger brother, but I live with him. I don't like that younger brother. He was not born by my mother. "
"By the way, are you thirsty? I see a milk tea shop opposite the clinic. Do you want some? I'll treat you."
Chi Qiu was very upset, and thought angrily: Is this person a chatterbox
Facing Chi Qiu's indifference, Lu Ming gradually became indomitable. He probably got bored at home and talked too much.
Lu Ming sighed, and Gu Zi leaned on the bench in the garden, stretching out his hands to cover the mottled shade from the trees. The thin long sleeves slid down his raised arms, and Lu Ming's fair arms were covered with large and small bruises.
At this time, Chi Qiu's eyes had recovered, but he hadn't told anyone.
There were constant quarrels at home because of him, Chi Lanyan's protection, Lin Yuming's questioning, and Chi Xia's tears all became intractable knots in Chi Qiu's heart, intertwined intricately.
He really didn't dare to tell them that his eyes were healed. But with so many things in his heart, Chi Qiu became more and more unhappy every day, and he ate less and less.
Chi Lanyan had no choice but to find her former college classmate—psychiatrist Luo Yun. After she told Luo Yun about the situation at home, Chi Lanyan persuaded Chi Qiu to stay here for a while at Luo Yun's suggestion.
This psychological clinic is said to be a clinic, but it is actually a manor with lush flowers and plants.
Luo Yun is a rich second-generation doctor. The psychological counseling she pays attention to is to suggest that people get close to nature, see green plants, listen to birds, hear flowers and plants, and slowly put aside part of their worries. During the treatment, she will try to talk and guide the patients, so that people who have always been dull are willing to confide their troubles, and gradually transfer the troubles in their hearts.
It's a pity that Chi Qiu looks well-behaved, but after letting go of the inside, he is an extremely stubborn boy.
In desperation, Luo Yun had no choice but to take her time.
Since Chi Qiu is blind and has no friends, Luo Yun tried to get his nephew Luo Xu to chat with Chi Qiu.
However, Chi Qiu remained silent, not wanting to have any communication with Luo Xu at all. Even Chi Qiu didn't remember Luo Xu's name and appearance.
When Luo Yun was distressed, Lu Ming, who had gone the wrong way in the clinic, ran into Chi Qiu by mistake.
The taciturn Chi Qiu saw the bruises on Lu Ming's arms, one by one, as if pinched by something. Chi Qiu remembered the time when he was kidnapped, and he also had these large and small bruises on his body.
In an instant, he inexplicably felt empathy, and let down his guard against Lu Ming.
So when Lu Ming stuffed the milk tea into his hand, Chi Qiu didn't refuse. He lowered his head and took a sip in a very face-saving way, almost squirting.
So sweet, is it full sugar? !
Chi Qiu was shocked, he mistakenly thought that Lu Ming bought the wrong one.
Who knew that Lu Ming drank half a glass in one gulp: "When you're in a bad mood, it's most comfortable to eat something sweet."
"..." Chi Qiu's eyes widened, not knowing how to politely refuse this cup of milk tea, he heard Lu Ming say to him again: "Has no one ever praised your beautiful eyes?"
Chi Qiu swallowed the milk tea in his mouth with difficulty, and in line with the principle of "cannibals have soft mouths but short hands", he reluctantly replied: "I can't see it. For me, spring has no color." The tone Li was more or less angry.
Lu Ming was dumbfounded.
At this moment, the silence is the mottled spring day without a sound. Between the two, a slightly hot afternoon spread inadvertently.
To avoid embarrassment, Chi Qiu got up and said politely, "Thank you for the milk tea, I should go back."
He didn't intend to stay for long, took out his folding guide stick, unfolded it, and prepared to leave the garden and go back to his room.
Before he could take two steps, Lu Ming hurriedly followed behind him, apologizing stammeringly: "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm a bit nervous, I didn't notice that you are..." He stopped abruptly, Instead, she asked Chi Qiu eagerly, "Can you tell me your name? Can I see you tomorrow?"
Chi Qiu shook his head, not planning to have anything to do with Lu Ming.
To Chi Qiu, Lu Ming was at best a strange stranger.
And that cup of full sugar milk tea made Chi Qiu quietly suffer from insomnia in the quiet night.
That night, Chi Qiu lay down in front of the bed, looked out the window at the starry night, and sighed slightly. He sat up and stood in front of the window. He saw the dim street lights in the clinic full of green plants, and the flowers that were competing to bloom during the day lowered their heads slightly, and seemed to have fallen asleep like everyone else, peacefully waiting for the sunshine of the next day.
Chi Qiu couldn't help recalling what happened during the day, he touched the corners of his eyes, lowered his eyes, and curled up into a small ball with bitterness in his heart.
It was the first time someone praised his beautiful eyes.
He was a little happy, but he didn't dare to be happy.
The next day, Lu Ming came again with two cups of milk tea.
Chi Qiu raised his head in surprise, and another cup of full sugar milk tea was forcibly stuffed in his hand.
Lu Ming stood in front of him generously, scratched the tip of his nose, and said greenly: "Doctor Luo said that I can come and play with you every day, you don't mind?"
Chi Qiu didn't respond, he looked at the full-sugar milk tea in his hand, feeling the urge to throw it away.
No, he should have thrown it away in front of Lu Ming yesterday.
Lu Ming noticed his complicated little emotions, and said to himself in a tangled way: "Anyway, I'm very happy, and I still want to know your name. Dr. Luo won't tell me, let me ask you myself, and say what would you like to say?" Naturally, she will tell me... Alas, she is an adult, so stingy."
"Actually, you can make friends without knowing your name, but I must have a name for you, right? What should I call you?"
17-year-old Lu Ming was wearing a white long-sleeved sweater to cover his bruises. When he smiled, he was very cheerful, like the warm sun shining into Chi Qiu's life, shaking off the fragrance of green grass all over the ground.
I saw him crossing his shoulders and thinking, judging by his posture, he must think of a nice nickname.
Chi Qiu frowned uncomfortably, he really didn't want a messy nickname.
In the end, Chi Qiu was forced to introduce himself helplessly: "Chi Qiu." His voice was very soft, like a breeze passing by, "The pool of the water, the autumn of autumn. Don't just call me a nickname, I am dislike."
"Who said I'm going to give you a nickname? I lied to you, I'm waiting for you to say it yourself." Lu Ming succeeded, sat down happily, and moved closer, "Your name sounds really nice."
"...Thank you, can you stay away from me a little bit?"
"All right."
"Stay farther away, don't touch me, I don't like it."
Ever since the noisy Ji Yanchen was sent by Ji Feining to study abroad, Chi Qiu has not been pestered and chatted for a long time. Lu Ming is a more obsessive guy than Ji Yanchen, although he is two years older than Chi Qiu, but he is very childish.
He would bring candy, milk tea, and cake to Chi Qiu every day.
For Bo Chiqiu's smile, Lu Ming worked hard and even learned a lot of cold jokes.
As time passed, Chi Qiu no longer kept silent. Whatever Lu Ming asked, he would answer selectively. Whatever Lu Ming brings, he will eat some selectively.
Whether it's the sweet milk tea or the boring cake, Chi Qiu no longer refuses. Maybe if you eat too much sweets, you won't feel so bitter in your heart, and you won't be so resistant to the people around you.
In just a few months, Chi Qiu made his second friend in the clinic—talkative Lu Ming.
But Lu Ming wasn't really talkative, he just got bored at home.
Mother Lu You's mental condition is getting worse and worse, and the abuse marks on Lu Ming's body are increasing. Even if the weather is sweltering, Lu Ming will still wear long sleeves to cover them.
But Lu You's madness that has nowhere to vent is a volcano, and the magma is rolling, anyone can escape, only Lu Ming can't.
As he got older, Lu Ming learned to hide his emotions, and he always had an optimistic attitude. No matter in school or in the gatherings of Lu's family, Lu Ming is always a good-natured boy with a bright smile.
Because he didn't want others to whisper when they saw him: "Well, the son born to a mental patient is not normal, he is just like his mother."
He hated hearing such words from other people.
Naturally, he had no friends to whom he could confide. While wearing the so-called "smiling mask", Lu Ming will deliberately distance himself from others and keep a safe range.
Only Chi Qiu was an accident, this young man was like a young leaf in the early morning, exposed on the branches, extremely clean. It seems that others can pick up the sunshine with a light fold of their hands.
As soon as Lu Ming saw him, he knew what love at first sight was.
In fact, Lu Ming was never a brave person, he lived too wronged and depressed. No one knows that when Lu Ming met Chi Qiu and fell in love with Chi Qiu, it was a long overdue rebellion in his numb youth.
First love always makes people come alive.
Whenever Chi Qiu raised his head, Lu Ming could always see the green grass of spring in Chi Qiu's eyes, and then his heart skipped a beat.
"so beautiful."
These three words popped out of Lu Ming's heart in a hurry. He was surprised by himself, but fortunately he didn't say it out loud.
Or maybe knowing that Chi Qiu is blind, Lu Ming felt more relaxed than ever. In front of Chi Qiu, he didn't have to deliberately hide his bruises, and he didn't have to worry about his forced smile being seen through by others, let alone worry that the other party would take away his unfortunate life.
He is obsessed with meeting Chi Qiu, he thinks Chi Qiu's smile is very pretty.
Lu Ming couldn't help but want to take another look, because he liked it.
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