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Alcohol is a magical thing that dulls the senses and relaxes the mind.
Chi Qiu completely forgot that he was pretending to be blind, and he didn't remember what nonsense he said just now. He only knew that he had suffered a lot of grievances, and he couldn't tell anyone, but he could tell Lu Ming.
Because he felt that Lu Ming loved him and only him, so he would definitely accept such an imperfect self.
So, Chi Qiu nestled in Lu Ming's arms, greedily asking for Lu Ming's warmth, and the words he confided were gurgling water, lingering in the quiet night.
He held Lu Ming's finger, raised his head and asked for a kiss, the blush on his cheeks had already betrayed his "sobriety".
Lu Ming looked at him with deep eyes, and did not kiss him in the ambiguity.
Chi Qiu was unwilling and did not understand, but he was powerless to think about anything. He rubbed his head against Lu Ming and exhaled, "I'm sleepy."
Lu Ming put Chi Qiu on the bed without hesitation: "Go to sleep."
"You...haven't kissed me good night yet today."
Obtained by Lu Ming's brief silence, Chi Qiu suddenly opened his eyes and stared at Lu Ming just like that. His eyes were moist, and he said like a drunkard complaining: "You...you didn't kiss me before you went out this morning."
Chi Qiu has learned to back down since he was a child, and he has always been insecure in his heart.
This spiritual emptiness made him know how to maintain a certain distance from everything, but Chi Qiu couldn't help being greedy and longing for Lu Ming. It seemed like a raging fire was burning dry, and after being burned to ashes, it would be scattered around Lu Ming.
He summoned up his courage, climbed up without hesitation, leaned forward, held Lu Ming's face and kissed him actively.
The movements are coherent and the positions are all exactly the same.
But Lu Ming is an immobile mountain.
The moment Chi Qiu's lips left him, Lu Ming grabbed Chi Qiu's hand and met his eyes.
Lu Ming saw that these eyes were full of love for himself, as strong as wine, and he would be drunk after just one sip. Therefore, Lu Ming hurriedly looked away, and even the phrase "Can you see?" stuck in his throat was forcibly chewed to pieces.
Lu Ming looked at Chi Qiu quietly, unable to say anything.
The curtains in the bedroom were not completely closed, the moonlight was falling, and Chi Qiu's drowsiness came without warning, wrapping him in the rich moonlight.
After taking the initiative to get a goodnight kiss, Chi Qiu slept very soundly, leaving only one unanswered question for Lu Ming.
When Chi Qiu fell into a deep sleep, Lu Ming took away Chi Qiu's holding hand and walked barefoot into the bathroom.
He picked up Chi Qiu's underwear in the laundry basket, and found a ticket for the art exhibition from his pocket. He stared at it for a while, then silently put the ticket back into his trouser pocket.
Then, he sat on the edge of the bed, as if in a trance.
By the time he came back to his senses, half an hour had passed. He got up, and moved the water cup that Chi Qiu drank from the fixed position to the storage table opposite the bed. This was a place where he had never put the water cup, and it was also a place that Chi Qiu would rarely use in the past.
And Chi Qiu used to pick up this cup to drink water every morning.
After doing all this, Lu Ming was still sleepless.
He even suspected that he was suspicious, and he also hoped that he was suspicious.
Otherwise, if Chi Qiu could see it, wouldn't Chi Qiu have seen all his expressionless face during this period of time? That being the case, how could Chi Qiu say words of love for him
Lu Ming's lack of emotion, indifference is a layer of ice covering his heart.
He can't understand.
Who would truly fall in love with someone like him after witnessing his symptoms
In the long night, Lu Ming tossed and turned. This insomnia is more tormenting than before. He suddenly had something on his mind, and there was a place for restlessness in his lonely heart.
The next morning, Lu Ming knocked on Ji Yanchen's door with a sleepless face.
Ji Yanchen sleeps late, and at the moment is in a state of sleepy eyes. He looked at Lu Ming with a displeased face, gasped for getting up, and said in a bad voice: "You are sick, and you don't sleep in the middle of the night."
"It's six o'clock in the morning."
But six o'clock is not considered daytime for Ji Yanchen, he has to continue to sleep!
Ji Yanchen looked at Lu Ming, who was speaking in a serious manner, and his whole face was almost wrinkled. He scratched the back of his head in frustration: "...I really don't know how Chi Qiu lives with you." Lie down on the bed in the guest room, not going to talk to the nervous Lu Ming.
Within a few seconds, he was snoring intermittently, very deliberately, as if he was urging Lu Ming to get out of here.
Lu Ming, who was standing by the bed, didn't care about his childish temper at all, and said abruptly, "You took Chi Qiu to the art exhibition yesterday?"
Just this sentence, 10 words, shocked Ji Yanchen to bid farewell from the dreamland, and abruptly woke up: "How did you know?!" Ji Yanchen thought badly, could it be Chi Qiu who said it? If he even took the initiative to recruit for the art exhibition, then about the eyes... wouldn't he also recruit?
This damn wine!
Ji Yanchen lost all sleepiness, his face paled, his dry lips moved, and he decided to answer Lu Ming's question honestly: "Yes, my brother gave you the ticket. If you don't go for nothing, I will take it forcibly Let Chi Qiu go. Why, no?"
Lu Ming didn't answer, and looked at Ji Yanchen calmly.
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Forced? Didn't he ask for it?"
"Lu Ming, are you annoying? He can't even see his eyes. Why did you ask to go to the art exhibition? I can see nothing if I go. I didn't want to go alone, so I took him with me. I used to take Chi Qiu to the cinema Watching a movie, do I want to report to you one by one?"
Ji Yanchen had an arrogant expression of "I can do whatever I want, my lord".
But according to Lu Ming's understanding of Ji Yanchen, it is impossible for him to be interested in these things.
Lu Ming asked, "Are you interested in the art exhibition?"
Ji Yanchen said frankly: "Yes!"
Ji Yanchen secretly laughed when he saw that he was blocked by Lu Ming. Based on the mentality that as long as he is not serious, he can understand everything he does, and deliberately said: "Hey, I don't want to hide it from you. I really don't have any interest in painting. But I heard that your uncle is good-looking, and he is still a good-looking uncle." It’s a famous painter, there’s nothing wrong with me going to see it, right? I saw it yesterday, and it’s pretty good from a distance, much prettier than you.”
These words came out of Ji Yanchen's mouth without any sense of disobedience, it was indeed absurd thing he would do.
But in fact, when Ji Yanchen said these words, he still felt guilty. But soon, after he finished speaking, Ji Yanchen caught a trace of uncertainty in Lu Ming's eyes, and he immediately understood that this might be... just Lu Ming's test of himself.
Ji Yanchen relaxed, and it seemed that Chi Qiu didn't say anything at all.
He made a false alarm, then pretended to be very sleepy, got under the quilt, yawned and said, "I'm your guest after all, why don't you let people sleep when it's rare to stay overnight!"
Lu Ming: "..."
Ji Yanchen's mouth is covered with steel bars and welded to the wall. No matter what Lu Ming says, he can drag you to other places.
Lu Ming didn't know how Ji Feining endured such an incomprehensible younger brother. If it were him, he would probably want to take him out of the door and sever the relationship.
Fortunately, Lu Ming didn't really want to get an exact answer from Ji Yanchen.
When he saw Ji Yanchen's reaction, he probably guessed that Chi Qiu wanted to go to the art exhibition, and Ji Yanchen went there together. That's why, Chi Qiu has been hemming and hawing for the past two days without saying where he went out to play.
He stayed in the guest room for a while, and before leaving, he kindly reminded Ji Yanchen: "If you are joking about my uncle, I hope you don't overplay it and don't ask for trouble."
"What do you mean?"
"My uncle is not heterosexual. He looks gentle, but he is not easy to mess with." Lu Ming put it bluntly.
Having said that, Ji Yanchen has woken up from his doze.
To be honest, at best, he only saw Lu Fengshen's back, and he didn't even know what Lu Fengshen looked like, so how could he really play with fire? Seeing that Lu Ming was seriously preaching, he instantly thought of the grievance last night, pursed the corners of his mouth maliciously, and started talking nonsense: "What a coincidence, I'm not completely straight."
Lu Ming paused, and hit the nail on the head: "Your brother knows you, doesn't he?"
Ji Yanchen let out a "fuck" in his heart, and a carp stood up: "If you dare to sue my brother, I'll fuck you..." Halfway through his speech, his momentum suddenly dropped. The car was stopped by his own reason.
Ji Yanchen covered his head with a quilt.
Lu Ming was puzzled: "What?"
"nothing."
"I'll save face for my friend. You're lucky today." Ji Yanchen had so many secrets in his belly that he almost suffocated himself.
Of course, Lu Ming would not delve into what Ji Yanchen said, he just thought that Ji Yanchen was still in a state of nervousness, and left the guest room quickly.
As soon as the door was closed, Ji Yanchen said in a muffled voice: "I'll give you supplements later, I'll beat you to death!"