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In order to make sure that his guess was correct, that night, while Chi Qiu was taking a bath, Lu Ming opened Chi Qiu's drawer.
Before, he would never touch Chi Qiu's personal belongings like this.
Chi Qiu's laptop has a password. Lu Ming tried Chi Qiu's birthday, but it was wrong. Then he entered his birthday, still wrong.
The sound of dripping water came from the bathroom. Lu Ming thought of something, and with the mentality of trying, he pressed a date password and successfully opened the computer screen.
That was the date when he and Chi Qiu first met.
In fact, Lu Ming didn't remember this date. He would try it because Chi Qiu casually mentioned it on the way back after meeting Luo Yun.
Lu Ming has a good memory for numbers, but he just happened to memorize them.
At this moment, Lu Ming's fingers were stiff. Facing the clean and tidy desktop, he felt a little helpless for a while. Slowly, he saw a folder on Chi Qiu's desktop called "Mingsheng Outline". His instinct told himself that once he opened this folder, he might be able to know Chi Qiu's biggest secret.
Perhaps, besides the eyes, there are more secrets.
But this kind of behavior is an offense to Chi Qiu, Lu Ming shouldn't peel off all of Chi Qiu's secrets just because of one secret. He thinks he is not qualified to do so, nor should he do so.
While hesitating, he thought of the computer's power-on password again. Those few numbers seemed to have taken root in his mind, causing his heart to suddenly be grabbed by something unknown.
The next second, Lu Ming hastily closed the laptop and put it back in the drawer.
This password clearly told him that Chi Qiu loved him.
Just like the original investigation data, Chi Qiu has never stopped loving him for more than ten years.
But what exactly does Chi Qiu love about him
The short encounter in spring, the short licking of each other's wounds, the short and naive promise. Can these things really support a person to love himself for ten years
Can you continue to love him without stopping even when you see yourself being indifferent and perfunctory
If it was possible, then their first meeting must be unforgettable, but why did I forget it
It was still the same problem, and he couldn't figure it out over and over again.
Lu Ming closed the drawer and fell into a dull sleep. He was indifferent even when Chi Qiu came out of the bathroom and clung to him quietly.
Chi Qiu touched his arm, thinking that Lu Ming was still angry about going to the art exhibition without telling him, and asked in a low voice, "Lu Ming, are you asleep?"
Lu Ming didn't answer, but Chi Qiuming saw Lu Ming's eyes open.
Chi Qiu pursed his lips, not knowing what to say. He wanted to sleep with Lu Ming in his arms as usual, but he was afraid that Lu Ming would be unhappy if he was still angry. Therefore, Chi Qiu just lay flat and let his arms and Lu Ming's arms stick together.
Unexpectedly, Lu Ming moved slightly, turned sideways, and turned his back to him.
But Lu Ming was not actually angry, but what happened to Chi Qiu actually made him upset, which was a state of mind he had never felt before. He didn't know what to say to Chi Qiu, and he didn't know whether he should ask Chi Qiu directly.
But his unfamiliarity made Chi Qiu panic.
Chi Qiu grabbed the quilt tightly, remembering what Ji Yanchen said during the day, that last night he seemed to be drunk and vomited all over the floor, making his body full of vomit...
Chi Qiu didn't dare to think about it anymore. He was sure that the person who cleaned up his clothes last night must be Lu Ming.
He closed his eyes almost in despair and vowed never to drink again.
Although Lu Ming doesn't say he has a cleanliness, he is also a very clean person. Last night, Chi Qiu not only went to the art exhibition without telling him, but also went to drink, and when he returned home, he caused a lot of trouble for everyone. No matter who encounters this matter, they will be unhappy, right
Besides, Chi Qiu wasn't sure if he was drunk or not. This was his first time getting drunk and he had no experience at all.
He thought about it for a long time, and he was convinced that he must have done something bad to Lu Ming, which is why Lu Ming became so depressed that he didn't say much all day today.
Fortunately, Chi Qiu is a person who has the courage to admit mistakes, and he is willing to take the initiative to resolve the conflicts between them.
He gritted his teeth and grabbed the corner of Lu Ming's clothes: "Lu Ming, I'm sorry... I want to apologize for my behavior yesterday."
Hearing the sound, Lu Ming turned around in confusion.
He saw Chi Qiu frowning with self-blame, looking like he was about to cry.
"I was drunk last night, so I must have caused you a lot of trouble." Seeing that he was willing to turn around, Chi Qiu immediately seized the opportunity, hugged Lu Ming, and rubbed against each other, trying to ease the two of them by acting coquettishly. The atmosphere in between, "I will tell you wherever I go in the future, and I will never drink casually again."
He took the opportunity to finish speaking in one breath, sniffing his nose and begging for mercy: "Don't be angry with me, okay?"
It's a pity that Lu Ming didn't mean that at all. He looked at Chi Qiu and finally realized that his attitude was too unreasonable. Regardless of whether Chi Qiu's eyes have recovered or not, he shouldn't treat Chi Qiu with this attitude.
He once promised to be good to Chi Qiu and to be loyal to him for the rest of his life.
Lu Ming explained: "I'm not angry, I'm just thinking about something."
Knowing that Lu Ming would not lie to him, Chi Qiu confirmed softly, "Really?"
"Um."
Now Chi Qiu was relieved, he relaxed all his strength, hugged Lu Ming aggrievedly, and said aggressively, "You scared me, so you have to hug me to sleep tonight."
Lu Ming did not refuse: "Okay."
Chi Qiu was held in Lu Ming's arms contentedly, and the fragrance of the lemon shower gel was as if it belonged only between the two of them.
Chi Qiu took a deep breath and was about to fall asleep when he heard Lu Ming ask himself: "Chi Qiu, is there anything you are hiding from me?"
Chi Qiu opened his eyes and was stunned for a while, but he didn't understand what Lu Ming was asking: "What?"
Lu Ming didn't speak, nor did he look at Chi Qiu.
Chi Qiu blinked blankly, thinking that Lu Ming was duplicity, but in fact he was still angry about the art exhibition, so he honestly admitted his mistake again: "Lu Ming, I..."
Lu Ming listened to him patiently.
But Chi Qiu said: "I really want to go to the art exhibition, even if I can't see it. But I'm embarrassed to tell you, I'm afraid you will think that I am making trouble for no reason, causing trouble to uncle, and trouble to you." His voice Stiff, "But I didn't expect you to be so angry because of this matter... I did something wrong, I shouldn't hide it from you. From now on, I will tell you everything and tell you where I want to go, so I won't let Yan Chen Lead me blindly, okay?"
The topic went around and escaped, and it returned to the original point again.
Obviously, no matter how sincere Chi Qiu's apology was, the answer he gave Lu Ming was wrong.
It was also obvious that Chi Qiu didn't intend to tell Lu Ming why he pretended to be blind. But this is actually very important to Lu Ming.
After a long silence, Chi Qiu panicked. He stood up, touched Lu Ming's face, and said weakly, "Can you just ignore me?"
So, Lu Ming responded, "Chi Qiu."
Chi Qiu drooped his head like a puppy who has made a mistake.
Lu Ming looked at his pitiful spirit, and slowly took a deep breath, not going to ask any more questions.
He only said: "If you want to go to the art exhibition again, I will accompany you, and you can also go with your friends. Drinking is not a big problem, you can drink if you want, but remember to contact me in advance."
"Lu Ming? What are you talking about..."
"You can do whatever you want, you don't need to change because of me." Lu Ming interrupted Chi Qiu, and closed his eyes first, "It's getting late, go to sleep."
It was he who ended the conversation curtly.
Chi Qiu opened his lips, he was at a loss what to say, but he didn't know what to say at this moment.
The relationship between people is not compatible, but he is Lu Ming's partner, so he wants to tolerate and understand each other with Lu Ming, make mutual changes, and welcome a better life together... But Lu Ming Ming now told him that he didn't need it.
They have been married for almost a year. Chi Qiu thought that he and Lu Ming had gotten closer, but at this moment he suddenly discovered that he still hadn't fully understood Lu Ming.
They are like "intimate strangers", even if they sleep in each other's arms, it is a different dream in the same bed.
Lu Ming's body seemed to be covered with a layer of hard armor. Every time Chi Qiu pushed away a little, the cracks in the wall were quickly melted together again.
He couldn't touch Lu Ming inside the armor—the Lu Ming Chi Qiu knew when he was 15 years old.
He has been lost for a long time.
The author has something to say:
The broken mirror is indeed unfolding bit by bit. The broken mirror in this article may not be picked up and dropped immediately, but first poked with something bit by bit, and then poked too much, the mirror itself will shatter. And there is a big point to come later... (This article is written in a hurry, so each update is almost 2,000 words, not much. I will try to correct it in the next article... Sorry, the last three times Yuan work is too bumpy, next time I will save more manuscripts before digging.)