"No, no, I have been alone these years." Nanfeng waved his hands repeatedly. Some things cannot be faked. Only the real Zhuge Chanjuan could ask such a question.
Hearing Nanfeng's words, Zhuge Chanjuan took a long breath, closed her eyes again, held her head in her hands, and tried to remember.
"You paid for my life with your own life. If I continue to have sex with another woman, wouldn't it be ungrateful?" Nanfeng paused for a moment, observed Zhuge Chanjuan's expression, and then continued, " It is precisely because I have you in my heart that I have been alone all these years. Even though Yuan Anning has helped me a lot and sacrificed a lot, I have never accepted her."
Zhuge Chanjuan was struggling to remember, but when she heard Nan Feng's words, she frowned and looked sideways, "Don't beat around the bush with me, I know what you want to say."
Nanfeng laughed awkwardly upon hearing this, "I just told you the truth, nothing else."
"Stop talking, let me take a moment." Zhuge Chanjuan raised her hand and said.
Nanfeng nodded. Zhuge Chanjuan's situation at this time was like waking up from a big dream. She needed time to recall and sort out her messy thoughts.
After a while, Zhuge Chanjuan spoke again, "How could I regain my physical body?"
"You turned into a baby girl after your nirvana. The baby girl was only ten years old at this time. After you possessed her and came back, I used magic to help her grow and become what you are now." Nanfeng explained softly.
"I seem to remember living in Lihuo Palace for a while," Zhuge Chanjuan lowered her hands and raised her head, "It was Liu Ruyan who took me away back then?"
"Yes." Nanfeng nodded.
"The Lihuo Palace is gone?" Zhuge Chanjuan asked again.
"Yes." Nanfeng nodded again. These memories belong to Xia Yuxue. Unlike the ghost that possesses others, Zhuge Chanjuan possessed only the soul. The memories carried by the soul and the memories carried by the soul co-exist. In other words Zhuge Chanjuan also knew what Xia Yuxue had experienced in her early years. This must have been the main reason why she couldn't figure things out after she woke up, because two completely different memories overlapped in her mind.
"You should have already ascended to the throne, why are you here?" Zhuge Chanjuan asked again.
Just as Nanfeng was about to answer, Zhuge Chanjuan asked again, "Tell me exactly what happened in these years."
Not long ago, Nanfeng told some of the past events. When Zhuge Chanjuan asked, he started from the beginning, concisely and concisely, trying to explain complex things clearly in the shortest words.
While Nanfeng was speaking, Zhuge Chanjuan asked questions from time to time, asking for details.
Because the matter was too complicated, even Nanfeng tried to keep it simple, and it took him a full hour to let Zhuge Chanjuan roughly understand what he had encountered after he left, in addition to the changes in the world over the years, and The reason why she can be reincarnated as a human being.
Nan Feng stopped talking, and Zhuge Chanjuan asked again, "Ma Gan'er has not married in these years?"
Nanfeng originally thought that Zhuge Chanjuan would ask an important question, but who knew she would actually be obsessed with it. But since Zhuge Chanjuan asked, he couldn't lie to her, "No, she has been busy repairing my body with Uncle Wang and Fatty."
"It's really affectionate and righteous." Zhuge Chanjuan said.
How could Nanfeng dare to follow her words and said eagerly, "You are the one who is compassionate and righteous. What she did is incomparable to you and can only be regarded as commendable."
Hearing what Nanfeng said, Zhuge Chanjuan felt much better, but she still said unforgivingly, "Not every man can meet such a precious confidante. You should cherish it."
Nan Feng laughed dryly. People say that women are made of water. This is actually not true. Women should be made of vinegar. Zhuge Chanjuan is even more amazing. This guy is made of old vinegar. Before he has fully recovered, he has already started. Jealous.
I originally thought that there would be a warm scene after a long separation, but what I never expected was Zhuge Chanjuan's cynicism. However, if I want to say that I am dissatisfied with Zhuge Chanjuan because of this, I am definitely not disappointed, let alone disappointed. What's more, it's helplessness and guilt. In fact, Zhuge Chanjuan is not to blame for this matter at all. The root cause of the problem is still on him. It's because he was greedy and wanted to have both. Zhuge Chanjuan was not just making excuses or making groundless suspicions.
It is best for a man to just be one woman. If he has two women at the same time, and both of them treat each other sincerely, then it will be troublesome. The other woman has given everything, but he can only give half. Any man with a conscience will feel guilty. Guilty, how can I still be brave
Even though Nanfeng laughed awkwardly, Zhuge Chanjuan never let him go, "What's wrong? Am I wrong?"
Nanfeng dared not say anything right, so he could only retreat in order to advance. "Don't say that she only waited for me for ten years. Even if she waited for twenty years, it would not be comparable to the sacrifice you made for me."
"Do you dare to say this again in front of her?" Zhuge Chanjuan showed contempt, Nanfeng's words clearly meant to take credit for Yuan Anning.
No matter how you answer this, it's wrong to say you dare, and it's even worse to say you don't dare. An idea flashed through his mind, and he said in a hurry, "If you let me say it, I will say it."
"I'm not that unkind," Zhuge Chanjuan glanced at Nanfeng, "People have wasted their years and youth for you, so you don't feel any guilt at all?"
"There is always guilt, but compared to letting down, guilt is better." Nanfeng replied.
Zhuge Chanjuan did not ask again immediately, but just tilted her head and looked at Nanfeng.
Nanfeng stood with her hands down, neither daring to look at Zhuge Chanjuan nor looking away. Logically speaking, Zhuge Chanjuan seemed to be waking up from a dream. She shouldn't be so awake, but when it came to the matter of men and women, she was extremely sober. The needle hits the mark and the target hits the target.
Seeing that Zhuge Chanjuan had not spoken for a long time, Nanfeng could only take the initiative to speak. It was no longer possible to hide his timidity, so he could only tell the truth, "I have been living alone in Mobei for these years, and I have never met her in nine years." .”
Seeing Nanfeng take the initiative to explain, Zhuge Chanjuan's face softened slightly, "I use the heart of a villain to judge the heart of a gentleman. I am not as stingy as you think."
Nanfeng didn't answer, only slandered. Although Zhuge Chanjuan didn't admit it, in fact, what he was thinking deeply in his heart was probably what he had done with Yuan Anning over the years. If anyone thinks that women are not stingy, it can only be because he is not. Understand women.
Now that she has shown that she is not generous, Zhuge Chanjuan is too lazy to pretend not to care, "She has been waiting for you for so many years, don't you think she should give her an explanation?"
Nanfeng didn't answer, and he couldn't answer Zhuge Chanjuan's words. There were some words that Zhuge Chanjuan said voluntarily, but he couldn't. He knew Zhuge Chanjuan very well, and Zhuge Chanjuan was the kind of person who thought about herself at all times. Not thinking about you. If you don't think about yourself at all times, she will be stubborn and think about you.
When Nanfeng didn't answer, Zhuge Chanjuan asked again, "You want to ask for my permission?"
Nanfeng originally wanted to say that she wanted to ask for your consent, but then she thought about it. No, if she said this, it would not have the effect of flattering her. Instead, it would remind Zhuge Chanjuan that the two of them had a secret discussion, and she was afraid that it would happen again. Will be jealous.
But he didn't answer the previous sentence. It would be inappropriate not to answer this time. After thinking anxiously, he said, "I have never seen her in the past nine years, and she doesn't know where I am. I didn't say a word to her before I escaped." She said that I thought I was going to die, so I never said goodbye to her when I left Yingchuan. After I became an Earth Immortal, she went to Chang'an to look for me, but I didn't show up to meet her."
After Nanfeng finished speaking, Zhuge Chanjuan didn't answer, she just tilted her head and looked at him, waiting for him to say more.
Nanfeng could only say again, "I think she must be in love with me. Otherwise, she would not have stayed on the island to take care of me for more than a year after I became blind, nor would she be with Fatty and others when I was trapped. Let's repair my body together, but she doesn't talk much and rarely expresses her feelings openly. Even though she likes me, she never tries to fight overtly or covertly."
Yuan Anning has expressed her position before. Now as long as Zhuge Chanjuan lets go, this terrible disaster will be over. But if she wants to make Zhuge Chanjuan let go, she must eliminate her hostility towards Yuan Anning and not let her think that Yuan Anning has been trying to pry her. In fact, Yuan Anning did not pry into the corner. Only in this way could she let go. If she mistakenly thought that Yuan Anning had been working hard to replace him in the years since she left, then she would not give in even to death.
Seeing that Zhuge Chanjuan didn't answer, Nanfeng said again, "I have studied the Heavenly Book and have mastered the magic. After I escaped from the trap, I immediately set out to find and rescue you. She also agreed and supported this. Of course, even if she had the intention to stop it, I would not Listen to her."
"Okay, okay, I just want to ask you, do you like her?" Zhuge Chanjuan asked.
Nanfeng wanted to say that he didn't like it at first, but he swallowed it after a flash of thought. He couldn't say this, otherwise Zhuge Chanjuan would be upset about the previous mistake and not treat Yuan Anning's injury, causing Yuan Anning to lose a hand, and indirectly It gave Yuan Anning a chance to compete with her for her husband.
After pondering, simply don't answer. You don't have to answer this question. Not answering is the best answer, which is equivalent to acquiescence.
"If you like her, I will give half the bowl to her," Zhuge Chanjuan sighed, "It's not easy for her."
Nanfeng looked at Zhuge Chanjuan gratefully, and the stubborn donkey finally gave in.
"Actually, I don't pity her, I just don't want to embarrass you." Zhuge Chanjuan said.
"I know, I know." Nanfeng nodded repeatedly. Zhuge Chanjuan was confident, but he didn't feel disgusted because she had the qualifications to be confident. Long-term companionship is valuable, but nothing is more important than sacrificing one's life to save someone. .
It can be seen that Zhuge Chanjuan made this decision very reluctantly. No woman is willing to share her husband with others unless she has to.
"I have wronged you," Nanfeng comforted softly, "I will make a big deal out of my confusion. I will get married by a matchmaker, carry a sedan chair with eight carriages, and banquet my fellow Jianghu colleagues all over the world."
There is no woman who doesn't want her incest to be grand and grand, and Zhuge Chanjuan is no exception. What's more, she is a person who likes to have fun. She smiled happily and nodded repeatedly when she heard the words.
A woman is a woman after all. Even when she is happy, she never forgets to compare, "How are you going to marry her?"
"I haven't thought about it yet, it depends on what she wants." Nanfeng didn't tell the truth, but in fact he had promised Yuan Anning that she would marry according to the rules of a princess.
After untying her heart knot, Zhuge Chanjuan was in a good mood. She no longer had any worries, and then she showed her tenderness, "Little man, have you missed me in these years?"
"I think so." Nanfeng smiled.
"Have you ever missed her?" Zhuge Chanjuan asked again.
Nanfeng frowned secretly when he heard this. He could understand Zhuge Chanjuan's mood. In fact, Yuan Anning also had a similar mood, but Yuan Anning never showed it. It seems that in the future, when we get along with the two at the same time, similar situations will be encountered frequently. It is necessary to Always stay alert and deal with it carefully.
This feeling of walking on thin ice is not a good feeling, but it is also the price that must be paid for stepping on two boats. The way of heaven is fair. While enjoying the blessings of all people, it must also bring bad luck to all people...