Qiu Luozi was walking lonely and lonely on a street full of people, her thin body was staggering, her eyes had long been cloudy, as if she could no longer see the black and white of the world clearly.
In a trance, the angry horses in fresh clothes swayed through the market, talking and laughing loudly to the sharp-eyed people in the rivers and lakes, only feeling the sadness in my heart.
Once upon a time... I was so high-spirited in autumn.
Even, they are much more energetic than these people in front of them.
It's a pity that when I felt downbeat about the prosperity of the world and wanted to live a peaceful and joyful life, I suddenly fell from the clouds and fell directly into the bottom of the 18th floor of hell from the happy atmosphere.
First, he was severely injured, then his beloved wife was tortured and killed, and then he was ravaged and punished by the murderer, making his life worse than death.
I have been lingering on my last breath and insisting on living until now, just for a little bit of hope, and hatred that has nowhere to vent.
But now it seems that... the so-called revenge, the so-called hope, has long been hopeless, and even hopeless now.
In the past, a person with a good cultivation base has long since been stolen from the building; but the enemy has soared all the way and soared into the sky.
If it is said that back then, the other party was just a second-generation dude, and I was still a well-known individual in the world at that time, then now I have been reduced to a complete dying old man, while the other party is still arrogant, even powerful. , mighty.
The gap between the two sides has long been the difference between clouds and mud, a world of difference!
How to take revenge
What about revenge!
Even, the attacks of the Heaven-eating Gu in the body became more and more severe. With the depletion of spiritual energy and the useless body, I already felt that the Heaven-eating Gu began to attack my consciousness and soul. It also represented that his time in this life was numbered.
There are probably still a few months left when I linger in this world, and it is still the most painful few months.
"That's all... that's all..." Qiu Luo burst into tears.
"Juan'er, I'm sorry... I'm incompetent, I'm a useless man... Not only can't avenge you, but I also have to be played by the enemy. I've been living on the sidelines for so many years. If I didn't have delusions back then and blew myself up, I would still be clean. , now, even if I want to, I can't do anything, I... "
Two turbid tears fell quietly.
With a sad face and staggering steps, he staggered towards a corner of the ruins, where there was a small house that was completely propped up with thatch and dead branches.
In fact, it is not so much a house, but when viewed from a real perspective, it is smaller and dilapidated than a kennel.
For so many years, I have been in this small house, suffering hard, looking forward to opportunities...
Occasionally, he was beaten and humiliated by people sent by the enemy...
"Let's get rid of it early..." Qiu Luo lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "...this damn world, this damn fate, I accept it, I admit it!"
Trembling, he went into the hut, felt under the pillow with his thin fingers, and took out a sharp short knife, which was already his only property.
This is not the portable weapon that they depended on in the past.
It was the dagger used by his wife during her lifetime.
"One day, when I avenge you, I will use this knife to send me to you."
This is the oath of the year.
I once poured my greatest wish into the oath!
But now, the reality is so cruel. After many years of suffering, all I have to wait for in the end is hopeless despair...
Qiu Luo stared at the dagger wordlessly, brought it to his mouth, kissed the blade of the dagger obsessively, and suddenly burst into tears: "Juan'er..."
Immediately, with a force in his hand, he slashed the knife towards his neck.
Qiuluo closed her eyes, her hands were so hard, so determined.
The moment when my knife landed on my neck, that moment, will be the last euphoria of my life...
But at this moment.
When the cold blade was clearly attached to his skin, he suddenly couldn't move at all.
A powerful big hand grasped the blade at this moment.
Before the blade penetrated into the flesh, it was completely fixed in front of the neck.
No matter how decadent Qiu Luo was, the warrior's spiritual sense was still there. He immediately judged that a person had stood in front of him, and it was this person who prevented him from committing suicide.
Qiu Luo's complexion turned pale in an instant, all thoughts were lost for a moment, she closed her eyes, and said with a heart like ashes: "I have reached this point now, why are you still not letting me die? How can you trample me and humiliate me?! "
A warm voice said in a very indifferent tone: "Is this going to die? Completely desperate? Don't want revenge?"
This voice is very strange.
Not those people!
Qiu Luo suddenly opened his eyes and followed the sound.
What he saw in front of him was a handsome young man with a face like a crown of jade, staring at him with sharp eyes like a blade.
"Who are you? You are not from the Cangwu Sword Sect?" Qiu Luo still had confusion in his eyes, obviously puzzled by the arrival of the newcomer.
"What is the Cangwu Sword Gate?" the young man in front of him said disdainfully.
Qiu Luo took a deep breath, what is Cangwu Sword Gate
Just such a sentence, I haven't heard it for a long time.
Although it can't be said to be relieved at this time, at least the person who comes here will not be a friend of his enemy.
"Revenge?" Qiu Luo's eyes burned like flames, but they disappeared in a flash, and said with grief and indignation: "Why don't I want revenge, and I gave up revenge at that moment in that life, but now, I am already a Useless people; at most there are still a few months of living head, even the ability of self-liberation and self-explosion of the soul has been lost. Serves, even a cook can't beat them, let alone their head..."
"So you plan to give up? No more revenge?" Ye Xiao looked at him with cold eyes and asked coldly.
"Yes, I want to die. I have no hope of living. Don't I even have the right to die? I just want to end this miserable situation that is worse than death!" Qiu Luo asked sadly.
"Giving up hope can only prove that you are not strong enough, so why bother to make excuses." Ye Xiao said lightly, but his words were like knives.
"Not strong enough? I'm not strong enough?" Qiu Luo laughed: "Do you know what I have experienced? What kind of humiliation I have endured, what kind of torture and ravages I have suffered, you know that I have survived until now, and I need How strong? You don’t understand at all! You’re an outsider, standing and talking with red mouth and white teeth doesn’t hurt your back!”
"I know."
Ye Xiao said deeply: "It is precisely because I understand that I feel that you are not strong enough."
Qiu Luo laughed miserably, every wrinkle on his face had tears streaming down his face: "I'm not strong enough? Hahaha..."
He burst out laughing all of a sudden.
"Why do you say I'm not strong enough?"
"You don't even know what I've been through?"
"Do you know, if it were you, you might have died thousands of times to escape those humiliations, those tortures, and those pains!"
"Do you know that to be able to continue to live in this world, to this day, is already strong?"
Qiu Luo looked at Ye Xiao with inexplicable grief and indignation, and roared hoarsely every word, as if accusing, but also venting the anger in his heart.
Ye Xiao still looked at him calmly, and said lightly: "You said that I don't understand being strong. From my point of view, it's because you don't know what real being strong is. Now I'll tell you what being strong is."
Qiu Luo looked at him without saying anything, as if he was waiting for Ye Xiao to explain what it means to be strong.
Ye Xiao said lightly: "If I were you, even if I had no hope or power, I would still try my best to look at my enemy. Even if I didn't have any power to retaliate, I would still have hatred in my eyes." , I will look at him with this gaze until the moment I die. Until the moment my life is completely over, instead of using the strength I can still wield a knife to end my own life, commit suicide, myself It's already running away."
"If I were you, even if I knew there was no hope and no strength, I would still wait, hoping for a miracle to happen, waiting, my enemy would provoke someone who shouldn't be provoked, and then be killed, tortured, humiliated, and tortured." ... Even if I can't wait for that moment, I still have to wait until the last moment of my life, but it should not be decided by myself. When is the last moment of my life, giving up is giving up, all so-called Reasons are just excuses to escape, nothing more.”
Qiu Luo was stunned.
"Everything in the world can happen. There are always unexpected things, and there is nothing impossible."
Ye Xiao said flatly: "So, if I were you, as long as I still have breath, I will wait. Your opponent didn't choose to kill you that day, but indulged you, no matter how many things are imposed on you." The prohibition of torture still leaves hidden dangers!
Even if I have no power, it does not mean that others have no power; and your opponent, since he is still dawdling in the arena, may not be able to fail to provoke these strong men who are so powerful that they can't afford to provoke them. "
"I'm going to wait until I die."
"Even at the last moment, before I close my eyes, I still won't give up."
Ye Xiao looked at Qiuluo with cold eyes: "This is my interpretation of strength, and it is also my interpretation of strength."
Qiu Luo was speechless, and immediately lowered her head again.
"Now, do you know what I mean by being strong?" Ye Xiao said lightly: "Now, do you still insist that you are strong enough?!"
"Everyone would say, can you really face the cruelty of reality calmly?" Qiu Luo hissed.
"The reality is so cruel, you are still you, but I am not you." Ye Xiao looked at him indifferently: "So I can watch you seek death in a cool way, and I can also stop you, or in other words, remain indifferent."
"But you still need to face the reality. You can continue to commit suicide in such a humble and humiliating way. Let the hatred disappear into the wind, as if nothing happened. I have stopped you once, and I will not stop the second time." Second-rate."
Ye Xiao's words were extremely cold, even cold-blooded.